Chapter 142: Falling Flowers Are Intentionally Ruthless (Four Changes)
The Buddha said: 500 times of looking back in the past life, in exchange for once in this life;
500 times in the past life passed by, in exchange for an encounter in this life;
500 encounters in the past life in exchange for one acquaintance in this life;
500 acquaintances in the past life in exchange for one acquaintance in this life;
500 times of knowing each other in the previous life, in exchange for once in this life.
Legend has it that you and your lover have to cultivate for 2,500 years before they can become husband and wife!!
Su Chenfeng does not believe in Buddhism, and he does not have 2,500 years of time to squander, although he believes in the past and present lives, he believes more in relying on his own hands to create a zào qiē, rather than an ethereal fate and fate.
"Long time no see!"
There was an empty seat beside Zhao Yuling, and Su Chenfeng did not hesitate at all, and naturally sat down. I want to think of a friend I haven't seen for many years, and I can't see you for a long time.
"Classmate Su, even if you come to our class, you still sit in my seat, what are you doing here? Tired of staying in the regular class and want to change classes? Even if you are a genius student, you need the teacher's consent to change classes! ”
Before Zhao Yuling could speak, Qin Chenxuan was already standing beside Su Chenfeng, looking at him condescendingly and playfully.
Su Chenfeng's eyebrows frowned, he didn't notice that there was such a convention as the same table for men and women in the real class, and everyone else sat with the same sex. With sharp eyes, he suddenly found that a homework book on the desktop clearly reads - Qin Chenxuan.
Is it really Qin Chenxuan's seat? What the hell is going on?
Su Chenfeng showed a trace of panic, a thought suddenly came to his mind, and he thought of a terrible thing: "Is it true that the trajectory of history cannot be changed?" Have they ......?"
Su Chenfeng didn't dare to think about it anymore, he shouted at Qin Chenxuan in a low voice: "Give me a few minutes, I want to say a few words to Zhao Yuling." ”
Qin Chenxuan thought for a moment, glanced at Su Chenfeng, turned around without saying anything, and walked to the end of the classroom.
In the past, it was impossible for Qin Chenxuan to do this, but now it is different from the past, the situation has changed, let them say it clearly, so that Su Chenfeng will die of this heart. Coupled with the fact that he was in the classroom at this time, he didn't want to embarrass Zhao Yuling.
Advance and retreat in moderation, this is the philosophy instilled in him by the family.
"Classmate Zhao Yuling, it's inconvenient to talk here, it will affect other students' studies, let's go outside, I have a few words to tell you."
Su Chenfeng's face turned slightly pale, his voice was very small, and a trace of trembling could be faintly heard, he was very nervous and frightened.
"We don't know each other!"
Zhao Yuling bit her pink lips lightly, her quiet eyes were slightly half-drooping, as if there was a bottomless sadness, and her cheeks were dyed red with delicate and tender fluff, all the way to the root of her ears.
She is an easily shy girl, with almost no friends of the opposite sex, she will not dress up fancy without makeup, she seems to be an ordinary girl, not outstanding.
Only discerning people will find her amazing, Su Chenfeng likes her stunning appearance, likes her kindness, likes her seriousness, likes her stubbornness, likes her much.
We don't know each other! These four words pierced Su Chenfeng's heart like a sharp knife, making him feel unspeakably uncomfortable and bitter, as if he was about to suffocate.
The classroom was quiet, and the students either buried their heads in their studies and didn't ask about anything outside the window, or quietly looked this way, and no one bothered anyone.
Outside the window, in the distance is a field full of life, the rice is already harvested, a golden wave is rippling with the wind, the sun is shining through the sparse clouds, and a light spreads over the earth.
Passing through the fields is the Ruiyun Lake, which is blocked by the hills and has no end in sight, and the light boats are floating and the fishing songs are sung at night, and the prosperity of the city is not seen, and there is no backwardness in the countryside. Sparsely populated, the sun rises and the sun rests.
The scenery outside the window and the people inside the window are completely different situations.
If you look at the scenery outside the window, he will see you as a landscape.
Zhao Yuling put down the pen in his hand, and after saying this, he looked out the window in a daze, and ignored Su Chenfeng again.
I can't see her expression, and I can't see through her heart.
"The scenery outside the window is better than mine." Su Chenfeng looked sad, his eyes no longer had the same brilliance as before, the sadness in his eyes could not be concealed, he traveled through space, through time, and returned to the ninety-eight years, this classroom, and this person.
Decade!
The most beautiful and dreamlike ten years were given to her without reservation.
"Are you on good terms with Qin Chenxuan?"
Su Chenfeng's voice was very small, almost invisible, only close at hand and Zhao Yuling heard it. Her body shook suddenly, and she turned her face out of the window completely, only giving Su Chen a back.
"Does it matter?"
I couldn't hear Zhao Yuling's feelings, it seemed that he was talking to Su Chenfeng, and he seemed to be telling himself.
"Important!"
Life is not only in front of you, but also about poetry and distance. Will Zhao Yuling be Su Chenfeng's poems and distance?
"Don't bother me again!"
Zhao Yuling suddenly turned around and said to Su Chenfeng seriously.
Su Chenfeng shuddered, his body suddenly collapsed, and the melancholy in his eyes became even thicker, like a cloud of fog that could not be dissolved, penetrating through the distance into Zhao Yuling's eyes and piercing into his heart.
At this moment, Zhao Yu was inspired, and the familiar and strange boy in front of him silently conveyed his sadness and reluctance through his eyes.
She couldn't understand why the other party was so obsessed with herself after a chance encounter, two or three meetings, and even did not hesitate to follow Qin Chenxuan, who couldn't be offended, and didn't stop dying, did she really have such a great charm?
Qin Chenxuan is a school grass, and Su Chenfeng is a genius scholar. Both of them are school figures, dragons among people, why are they obsessed with her, a little girl who is too ordinary to be ordinary?
She could feel that Su Chenfeng and Qin Chenxuan were really good to her, she was very moved, but after all, she was only moved, her family situation and the education she had been receiving could not make her accept this relationship that should not appear.
After all, students should focus on learning.
But she couldn't hold on, her father was about to leave her forever, she couldn't watch him go, she couldn't be so selfish.
It was her parents who gave her body and soul life, and if she could, she would be willing to trade her life for her father's health.
But the 300,000 medical expenses are not worth so much money after she sells them!
Just a few days ago, Qin Chenxuan appeared in the hospital like a savior, and it was he who extended a life-saving hand, helped his father find the best hospital and doctor, and paid all the medical expenses in advance.
Qin Chenxuan didn't threaten her with this, asking her to be his girlfriend, he just told her: I hope my uncle recovers soon, money can't buy health, and I can't buy love, I just hope you can study and live carefree. Think of your father and hope you don't refuse this kindness and don't have to be psychologically burdened. I will always be good to you until one day you can truly accept me.
Yes, Qin Chenxuan said so, he was very sincere, so sincere that she couldn't refuse at all.
Zhao Yuling finally offered to try to have a relationship with him, maybe this is a good choice.
So, that's all!
Zhao Yuling looked at Su Chenfeng's painful appearance, and couldn't bear to let him go on like this, the knife was fast, and the long pain was better than the short pain, so she told Su Chenfeng about the cause and effect.
Su Chenfeng was dumbfounded, clutching his chest in pain, and pulling his hair in chagrin and remorse, he didn't expect things to be like this.
"Why didn't I know so much was going on in her house!" Su Chenfeng shouted frantically in his heart, feeling deep self-blame and regret for missing out on helping Zhao Yuling's family crisis.
"Nope! I still have a chance, and I can't just give up. Su Chenfeng was like being hit by a magic barrier, and his brain was working wildly.
"Yu Ling, you don't need to grieve yourself, your father is your father, you are you. Feelings can't be bought with money, and I don't want you to regret it. I can borrow you first, yes, I will lend you 300,000 yuan and return it to Qin Chenxuan, and you will change it slowly in the future, and you can pay it back at any time.
I don't expect you to be grateful to me or anything, I just want you to fall in love less quickly. By the way, didn't you say that you should focus on your studies? I can guide your studies, improve your grades, please, can you fall in love not so quickly? ”
Su Chenfeng desperately tried his best to keep himself calm and make himself look normal, but he had already betrayed him between the words, and he was incoherent.
"Thank you for your kindness, I don't need it, I'm so tired, I can't stand your toss anymore!"
Zhao Yuling turned her head and didn't dare to look at Su Chenfeng, she didn't expect Su Chenfeng to be so obsessed with him.
She didn't dare to look at him, because she was afraid that she would shake her confidence, she finally made this decision, she didn't want to hurt Qin Chenxuan, and she didn't want to hurt Su Chenfeng.
But if you are destined to hurt one, then hurt Su Chenfeng!
PS: Life is unsatisfactory **, we should be light-hearted and optimistic.
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From a few clicks a day to a dozen clicks, sometimes less than a hundred clicks a week, seeing such a bleak number, I didn't think about giving up, I said to myself, think about the plot a little more cleverly, a little more interesting. Update faster, faster. Perseverance and hard work will definitely be rewarded.
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Go for it!
Sao New Year!