At the same time, I thought my situation was very embarrassing: "Am I the master? I turned my head and asked Li Jing. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Li Jing helped me on the shoulder: "When he wakes up, you will be even more dangerous." Li Jing did not leave the topic just now, on the contrary, he turned back and exposed my purpose in sharper language: "I know you want to make a deal with him directly while he wakes up." ”

"I don't know what you're talking about." I slapped his hand on my shoulder, "He only has one friend of mine." From now on, he only has one friend to me. I can take care of him during this time, and as for the deal you said, that's also a private matter for us. I'm just fulfilling the obligation of a citizen to report to you about the violations of law and discipline in this society, and I hope you don't misunderstand how close I am to you. I pointed to the man in the hospital bed, "Okay, I hope you don't get involved in my personal affairs." ”

Li Jing looked at his hand and nodded with a bad face: "You think about it yourself." Don't forget that your friend called the police before we could rush over."

"Don't lie to me, Ah Lian should have left the city, yesterday Ma Yongdi's last meaning was very clear to tell me that he let Ah Lian leave, I think when I asked Ah Lian to go to the police, Ah Lian knew that it was time to leave, this is like a signal, the long-term tacit understanding between the two people let them know that a certain moment is coming, there will be self-sacrifice. It should be to protect Ah Lian, or it has been agreed that when the same thing happens again, the UAE will disappear, after all, if the other party is not wiped out, the UAE's departure is the best choice. Ma Yongdi didn't want to look at the people around him, because he died one after another. ”

"But I can find the girl. I'm confident that I'm pretty good at finding people. Li Jing smiled.

I snorted coldly: "I advise you that it's better not to interfere, otherwise I'm not sure what else I'll do." ”

"I'm really looking forward to what kind of moth I can make when I encounter something that will only call me." Li Jing squinted his eyes.

Li Jing's mouth is poisonous, but it is the first time he has touched my bottom line like this: "I'm so sorry, I slapped my face in front of you again and again." But the first call that will give you really wasn't what I intended, I didn't know you got the call, I didn't know that the number I dialed came from that number, and if I did, I think I'd rather be a coward than broadcast that call. I turned my head and looked at him expressionlessly, "Do you know that I never saved your mobile phone number?" ”

Li Jing's pupils widened and he looked at me with some hurt. I turned my face to the glass window of the ICU again; "I keep it in my heart, and even though I haven't been in touch with you for so long, I still remember the order of the numbers. But do you know why I never call you? I was just afraid of getting you in trouble, I knew I had made the wrong decision, and I knew that if I went back, things would go in the worst direction. So every time I find myself in a particularly dangerous situation, I resist the urge to ask you for help. So when I found this number this time, I didn't know that this was a bureau that had been arranged a long time ago, let me get in touch with you again, I don't know what the people behind the scenes mean, and I won't speculate on what others mean. But at the time I thought since,. After contacting you, I thought it might be an opportunity to save Ma Yongdi, so I simply called you again, hoping that you would help him. I admit that I have selfish intentions, I don't want Ma Yongdi to die, I want him to help me when he wakes up, so I went back to confirm her condition, and I don't want to die, and I can't die, so I have to make sure that someone can save us at the time I expected. But before I made that call, I was hell-bent on saving my life. I've always been so timid and scared that I can't afford any waves. ”

After what Zhang wanted to say the most, the doctor walked out of the ICU room.

"Doctor, how's he doing?" I walked over and asked.

The doctor was surprised by the appearance of me covered in blood, but soon he sorted out his expression and confirmed my identity.

"I'm his friend, and he's in conflict with the gang over something, but I'm there." I hurriedly explained, I'm afraid that the way I want to be there is really a lot of fright?

The doctor nodded, and then looked at Li Jing behind me, and I turned my head to look at him with the doctor, but he just didn't know what he was thinking. Finally the doctor spoke: "I know roughly what you did yesterday, him. The doctor pointed to the people in the ward, "He is no longer in serious trouble, but he has a more serious concern, the patient's will to survive is very strong, but the will to survive can only let him last until someone saves him, although we have treated the wounds of Hese and Nanshan, but the patient is still in danger, until he completely recovers, it can be regarded as completely out of danger." ”

"It's you, are you alright?" The doctor looked me up and down and saw the thick gauze around my neck and asked.

I shook my head, thanked the doctor for his concern, and wanted to go straight to the room. The doctor grabbed me and pointed to my clothes: "You can't go into the ward now, you need someone to take care of yourself." ”

"But him." I pointed to Ma Yongdi in the ward, "No one takes care of him." ”

"Oh, yesterday the police have arranged a special person for him to take care of him, you don't need to worry too much, just come over every day to see if he has woken up, the key is that you also need to rest, you can see the dark circles under your eyes. Don't let her wake up, you will fall ill again, if you do, there will really be no one to take care of him when he is transferred to the general ward, and the task ahead will be very difficult. The doctor patted me on the shoulder and comforted me.

I nodded, and didn't insist anymore, and after thanking the doctor again, I walked directly past Li Jing to the gate of the hospital, I really need to get a good night's sleep. After walking over and grabbing me, I shook him off: "I'm tired, I don't want to quarrel with you anymore." ”

"Where are you going?" Li Jing asked, still holding my wrist.

"Go home." I didn't think I could speak, I was so sleepy, "Let go." ”

"You don't have anywhere to go, do you?" Li Jing asked me.

I hated that he looked at me with that pitiful look, and I shook off his grip harder: "It's none of your business. I walked out of the hospital in a huff, but looking at the deserted street in front of me, I suddenly realized that I really had nowhere to go, and the boss didn't want me anymore.

Eventually, in the midst of the confusion, I found a hotel. Lying on the bed in a daze, like a fish forced to land, I was so depressed that I couldn't breathe, and I couldn't even confirm the identity of the chain. In a daze, I entered that dream again, or the same voice asked me, do you need my help? It may have been that the pressure was too much for me to resist the man's voice anymore, and this time I promised her in a dream: "I need help, please help me." I'm really not strong enough. ”

The voice seemed to be satisfied with what I had said, and actually 'giggled' before saying, "Okay, you're tired, get some sleep, and when you wake up, everything will be fine." Her voice thrust me into another dream, one in which I saw the things I had been trying to remember, the things that everyone was hiding from me.

"You're not tender to spoof Xiaozhi like this, this is too much, he has nothing to do with these things, when I found her back then, she was just a child, and she has nothing to do with everything that happened in your family." I heard the boss's voice. He seemed very angry, but his voice was not very loud.

"So what? Then you mean that there is no need to avenge the revenge in my family? When I see her now, I feel angry. "It's Ban Que's voice, this voice has appeared countless times in my vague dreams, large and small, and has appeared repeatedly, each time it is low and gentle, and rarely has such a sharp and mean tone. They mentioned me, are they talking about me? Am I in trouble? Didn't Li Jing say that I used to be naughty? Why are they angry?

I wanted to get closer, but the scene changed again, this time in a library, and I was sitting at a long table, with Banque sitting across from me. Ban Que is very good-looking, his eyelashes are very long, longer than the eyelashes of any girl I have ever seen, and he has a good smell on him, like the smell of an apple that has just been picked in the morning, maybe that smell has been ingrained in my memory, even in my dreams, I am still attached to that smell. I reached out and touched his hand on the table, but I didn't feel anything, yes, how could I feel it in my dreams? I watched my hand run through his, thinking that the table had slid down, I couldn't touch him, he couldn't feel my presence, he was just doing the exercises. I sat across from him and watched him quietly. The number of places in the library gradually increased, but the seats next to him were always empty, for whom? Because we were at different levels when we were in school, we rarely studied together. Who is the library for? I looked at Ban Que's clothes, clean white shirt, it should be his high school days. At that time, we didn't have a relationship, could it be the position of my brother's lover in high school?

I sat next to Ban Que and observed his expression, he was very serious looking at the exercise book, his eyes blinking. At that time, the little brother's skin was still very white, the corners of his mouth were raised, and he occasionally frowned, and after performing some formulas on paper, he gradually stretched his brow. Then I saw a girl's hand on my little brother's shoulder, and the little brother seemed to be startled. I looked up at the hands, it was a very beautiful girl, simply tied in a ponytail, showing a smooth forehead, she put the book in her arms on the table, and I immediately gave up my seat. The beautiful girl sat there in my place. The little brother smiled at her gently, the beautiful girl page opened the workbook and did the exercises, the little brother changed the pen to his left hand, and held the left hand of the young lady with his right hand under the seat. The young lady didn't look at him, but a shy smile appeared on her face. Really lovers, right? I thought with a sour thought in my heart.

I wanted to leave, but I saw a flash of cruelty and indifference in Banque's eyes. Although when I watched it again, the little brother put on a gentle expression again. Am I mistaken?

Just as I was trying to confirm, the scene changed to another episode. I saw a very small little girl sitting in a small courtyard, looking at the earthen wall outside the door, he seemed to be waiting for someone, the expression on his face was very anxious, I recognized her, she was me when I was a child. At this time, I saw the eldest approaching me as a child, as if he had been talking to me for a while, but the younger me just shook my head, and I tried to get closer and listen, but I found that there seemed to be a transparent barrier in the middle, and I could only observe things on the other side of the barrier from a distance. It was supposed to be me when I was 3 years old, a very fat little meat mound, and the boss tried to carry me away, but I seemed to keep crying, and then a woman came out of the house, a very strange woman. But at that time I seemed to be very familiar with this woman, I was young and I reached out to let her hug me, I picked me up and comforted me a few times, maybe I was tired of crying, I fell asleep in her arms, he kept holding me and talking to the boss, I could see that the woman's expression was very sad. In a desperate situation, she asked the boss to take me away, as soon as I left his arms, I seemed to be fine, looking at her who was about to leave, I cried loudly, he pressed my look, went back to the house, locked the door, I heard a loud sound of locking the door. After that, the boss forcibly took me away. I saw the woman's face clearly when she turned around, I hadn't seen her, but I knew her, he looked like me, no, I should say, I looked like her, I could even feel the same temperature when he held the young me. Mom? I subconsciously screamed, but no one responded to me.

Everything fell into darkness, ********** stumbled, but I couldn't find any other sight, I blindly stumbled in the dark world of Dream Zhougong, and finally saw a glimmer of light again.

I saw me sitting on the ground with a pile of empty beer bottles next to me, my expression was sad, and I walked over and crouched next to me in my dreams, where I was used to where no one would be aware of my presence. But when I crouched next to me, I looked back at me: "You are so cruel. She looked at me with a look of indifference that scared me.

"Did I do anything?" I looked at her, and I was able to talk to my dream self. I reached out to wipe the tears from my face in my dream, but 'I' grabbed my hand and let myself cry more and more, asking me why. I waited blankly for her to calm down.

I looked around and it looked like an abandoned factory, the one Ban Que and I visited in our last commission, to be exact. I got up and walked around, looking exactly the same as I had then, was I trapped in this place in my dream? I walked back to 'me'. 'I' also calmed down and looked at me with teary eyes: "Why are you forcing me to do cruel things?" ”

I didn't know what she was talking about, so I waved my hand and said, "I didn't, I just heard a voice ask me if I needed help, and I answered him, and I came here." I didn't ask you to do anything. ”

"You don't remember?" She looked at me with teary eyes.

I shook my head; "I don't remember, I'm sorry, I forgot a lot of things."

"No need to apologize, I did what you lost your memory of." She regained her composure, picked up the wine that had been placed next to her and took a sip, then opened another bottle and shook it at me, "Would you like a bottle?" ”

I hurriedly refused 'my' request: "No, I'm not very good at drinking." Do you have anything to worry about? And you say my amnesia and you? ”

'I' nodded impatiently, "That's right, I did it, I just made you amnesia in order to make us both feel better." I didn't expect something to happen, I knew that I would have just let you live here all the time, so as not to have so many troublesome things happen later, and my acting skills are good, I should be able to deceive many people. "'I' was talking to myself.

From the babbling of 'me', I could tell that 'I' didn't seem to be satisfied with my current self. "Are you Zhu Zizhi?" I suddenly had a hypothesis that she could be my other personality.

"yes, why did someone finally ask you about me?" 'I' took another sip of wine, "The little detective?" ”

"You know about me?" I thought it was completely isolated from the outside world.

"Of course, I'm you, and of course I know everything about you, unless I don't want to. Every action you make, every thought, I can see in your brain, I live here, as long as I want, it's very easy to get to know you. Anyway, I'm also a second personality living in your mind. ”

"Why do I have a second personality?" Since the 'I' in the dream can be so honest, I think there are some things that I should better figure out with him, and didn't 'I' just say that it has something to do with my amnesia?

'I' replied unconcernedly, "You have something you want to run away from, so when you don't want to face it, you'll let me go out and help you solve it." Because of this personality, I'm smarter. Do you want to run away from anything? "'I' suddenly laughed evilly, but I have to admit that this smile looks very cute.

I nodded, "Can you tell me?" ”

She suddenly fell back to the ground: "I really don't really want to talk to you yet. ”

"Why?"

'I' sat up again: "You can't bear it, you see that little detective mentioned me, he was so flustered than you, if I told you everything, would you not go crazy, so that my future things will be more and more difficult to do." ”

"But you were the one who lost your temper just now, I didn't do anything, and you kept crying. It feels like you're so much more fragile than I am. "In my dreams, all my complaints will be said directly.

"That's right." 'I' touched the back of my head and handed me the beer, "I'm more emotional, I'll have a drink with me first, and then I'll tell you about the things you forgot and avoided." ”

I took the bottle and took a sip, and my eyes widened in amazement that I could taste the taste of the wine.

"Don't act like an old hat." "The taste of what you've eaten will secretly take the taste nerves and love you, and it will be converted into information and stored in your brain, so as long as you have eaten these foods, you can remember their tastes, and you haven't drunk alcohol." But you can feel the taste of drunkenness, so if you don't drink well, you should drink less, lest I go out and no one is here to take care of you. ”

I hadn't drunk yet, so I was still conscious, and I could hear the meaning of 'me': "You said you were going out?" ”

"That's right." 'I' nodded, "Since you promised the voice in your head that you need help, it means that you have to exchange with me, you stay here, and I go out to be you." That voice is a signal that we have agreed on, and when you think it's dangerous and will be forced to remind you of something you've deliberately avoided, that voice will remember, prompting you to come back. Then I'll take care of what you think is tricky for you. When things are settled, and I'm tired of helping you out of troubles, I'll come back and you take my place as you are now. (To be continued.) )