(Girls' Literature)

I didn't want to continue such a heaviness, so I opened my mouth and said to her: "Qi Lei, I know that you are in a very bad mood right now, but I believe that you will forget me, after all, I am not a good man, I am a bastard, Qi Lei forget me." ”

"Feng, don't say it, I know my heart, I know my thoughts, because the heart grows in my body, I understand what I want, even if you want to divorce me now, but I understand that you don't hate me, but because of guilt and a responsibility that you should do, I support you, be brave, put everything aside and do it, if you say who understands you the most, I think that person is me."

Qi Lei's words resounded word by word, every word, every sentence hit me deeply, and my information about Qi Lei may be comparable to Xiaoyan.

"Qi Lei, why are you suffering?"

I suddenly had nothing to say, just sighed helplessly, the starry sky seemed to hear my words, blinked quickly, and the starry sky told me again, your decision was wrong, and the moon was telling me that your choice was right, I was a bastard, no one needed to mention it, and I myself was self-aware.

"I don't have bitterness, only sweetness, it's sweet if I can stay by your side, this is my choice, please, you don't have guilt and such persuasion, okay, I'll go to sleep, you go to bed early."

I didn't speak, I didn't turn around, I just listened to Qi Lei's footsteps throbbing my heartbeat, I was afraid to see her back, I was afraid, and even my nostalgia for such a life had surpassed everything.

I was standing on the balcony, thinking about the past, thinking about the present, and even more so about the future, and all the things that came into my mind.

This night is destined to be sleepless.......

On a new day, Ou Kuangda came to my house with Yiyi, the New Year is coming, it can be regarded as an early New Year's greeting, the family is happy, my mood is not bad, after all, I still have brothers, and I can still see my first love, and they are living well, this is what I hope for.

"I heard that you are going to abandon Qi Lei and go to Xiaoyan? Xiaoyan is blind, is it true? ”

Ou Kuangda sneakily pulled me to the balcony and asked me full of regret.

"How do you know?"

I asked him, confused, how could I believe he knew? The only people who knew that I wanted to do this were Qi Lei and Xiaoyan, as well as Xiaoyan's parents, how did Ou Kuangda know? But if you think about it carefully, Qi Lei should have told her, Qi Lei just wanted Ou Kuangda to persuade me, but Qi Lei didn't understand me? How can things that I decide change at will? Even if Ou Kuangda comes to persuade me, I will not change.

"Never mind how I know? Are you the only one? ”

Ou Kuangda asked me very seriously.

"Yes, I know Qi Lei told you, right? I also know that you are here to be a lobbyist, but I tell you, I will not change my mind, my choice will continue, and that's it. ”

I looked at him and said firmly.

"You, you, you, you're already married to Qi Lei, you want to give her a stable home, not so ruthless, Xiaoyan is blind and pitiful, but when you abandon Qi Lei, won't she be pitiful? Can you only think of Xiaoyan? Isn't Qi Lei a victim? ”

Ou Kuangda's persuasion was expected and unexpected, his persuasion was more strict than I imagined, which made me a little helpless.

I paused for a moment, and then I said to Ou Kuangda: "Okay, okay, I know, I know."

"You don't know, how can you know that you are stupid now, Liang Jiafeng, let me tell you, you can't abandon Xiaoyan, no matter what."

Ou Kuangda suddenly grabbed me by the collar and said angrily to me, I understand him and understand him.

"I can't help it, I really can't help it, this is what I must

Choices to be made. ”

I didn't resist, but quietly watched him and said helplessly.

"Hehe, you can't help it? Isn't there anyone to take care of Xiaoyan? You are such a character, you can't see anyone suffering, alas, when Li Qingshu had an accident, weren't you more anxious than a monkey? You know everything, I know that your personality can't be changed, but you have to work hard to change it? It's a contradiction, but it's not a contradiction. ”

"This is my life, I can't control my life, okay, don't say it, you're happy to come, don't say this, let's eat."

I broke free from his restraints, and then said very solemnly, and at the same time, I passed by, and walked into the house, the bitterness on my face disappeared, and it was also hidden, I had to do this, I couldn't make everyone suspicious.

"Everyone gathered together today, although there is no New Year, but it is almost the same as the New Year, I hope everyone can eat and drink well, today's meal, but rich."

I looked at the table full of food and said to the people sitting around the round table, Matchmaker's Mother, Revolutionary Dad, Yiyi, Ou Kuangda, Tom, and Qi Lei, there are so many people, but they are also very lively.

"Yes, everyone must eat and drink well."

Qi Lei also echoed at this time, her face was full of smiles, as if she was very happy, for me, this is really a wordless feeling.

"Haha, I'm not welcome to eat so much."

Tom said excitedly, and at the same time picked up the chopsticks and sandwiched a piece of braised pork, this guy likes braised pork as much as I do, which really makes me helpless and emotional.

I sat at the dinner table and saw it in my eyes, this is what I hope for, and I have to give up these, and I am still asking myself if the choice I made was right.

Questions filled my mind, I persevered, I insisted that I made the right choice, and I would not regret the decision I made in the future.

I ate silently and listened to the chat of my family, although it was a very ordinary thing, but it was extremely touching in my heart, whether it was longing or afraid of losing, such a moment was finally frozen.

Everyone was eating happily, everyone was smiling, and so were Qi Lei and me.

After the meal was over, Ou Kuangda and Yiyi left, his parents also returned to the next door, Tom was watching TV, and Qi Lei and I were cleaning up the pots and pans, none of us spoke, just doing these things wordlessly, the two of them stood in the kitchen, such a moment seems to be beautiful, and it also makes me feel helpless, there will not be many such moments, I and Qi Lei really get along only in the past few days before the Chinese New Year, and after the Chinese New Year, I will not get along with Qi Lei after I go to Dali, even if Qi Lei will follow me, I won't give her a good look, which will only make Xiaoyan uncomfortable.

"Let's go bumper cars this afternoon and take Tom with us."

Qi Lei, who was washing the dishes, suddenly turned her head to look at me and said to me.

"Okay, I haven't played in a long time."

I didn't hesitate to say to Qi Lei.

Then I saw Qi Lei's face full of smiles.

Then I was speechless again, and at two o'clock in the afternoon I took Tom and Celie with me to Victoria's indoor playground.

"Father, father, I'm going to play bumper cars, I'm going to play bumper cars."

Tom looked excited, and I was smiling, and even more so was Qilei.

"Don't be in a hurry, you can play right away, you see there is no car, everyone is playing."

Qi Lei looked at the chaotic scene in the field, and said softly to Tom, the meaning of love emerged in words, but I saw guilt in my eyes, and I was also full of emotion.

"Okay."

Tom said with some disappointment, the anticipation in his eyes was extremely obvious.

We logged in for a while, and finally waited for the vacant seats, and the three cars were available, and we just drove for an hour, and we must have fun today.

As soon as Tom got in the car, he was extremely excited, and he came directly to a beautiful drift, I thought that Tom could be a racing driver in the future, but my emotions were instantaneous, Tom, the little guy, just came on a rampage, and knocked me into a shock, and then I was angry.

"Little guy, it's amazing, it's really getting more and more powerful to dare to sneak attack you, let me make you regret it."

I roared angrily, and then I stepped on the accelerator and quickly crashed into him, but when I was about to hit Tom, Qi Lei on the side suddenly appeared, and hit my car directly, I directly changed the direction of progress, and when I stabilized, my expression immediately became much thicker.

Then I didn't speak, I just turned the steering wheel and rushed towards Qi Lei, my son and wife were hostile to me, but I believed that I would not lose.

But this time, the two of them didn't choose to be hostile to me, but chose to dodge, which made me full of anger and good, it's such a fuck, but I don't give up, I just chase Qi Lei, and Qi Lei is the most dangerous to me.

"Qi Lei, don't run, let's bump into it."

I yelled at Qi Lei.

"If you have the ability to catch up, if you don't have the ability, just yell."

Qi Lei looked at me with contempt and said, leaving me speechless for a while.

"Haha, my father is so weak, he only knows how to shout, he can't do anything, he's so weak."

At this time, Tom also said loudly to me, and the sound of ridicule really made me helpless.

"Okay, you two did it on purpose, right? It seems that it has been discussed in advance, but don't be too happy, it's still early, and I will definitely hit you on your back today. ”

I continued to yell at them.

The people around me were looking at me, looking at me like monsters, but I didn't care about anything, I just knew how to rampage, and I had to hit both of them today, and they would roll over on their backs. That's what I'm aiming for.