290 I don't want it, and it will be indefinite
The noisy waiting hall is still noisy, my love is very low, I overestimated myself, and underestimated Xiaoyan, I thought it would be difficult for me to find her, but I didn't expect to find her, but it was difficult to keep her, and in the end, it would be indefinite after I couldn't block it.
Now that I'm here, I can't do anything anymore, and I don't think about those things that I don't have, I think I can completely forget about Li Qingshu, after all, people already have a home.
Looking at the figure of Xiaoyan pulling the suitcase and leaving, I made up my mind completely, clenched my fists, and used the so-called reason that I couldn't lose Xiaoyan, and took dusty steps with the idea of being cheap, and quickly ran towards Xiaoyan.
Before Xiaoyan could enter the passageway, I pushed through the crowd and grabbed her.
"Liang Jiafeng, what are you going to do? The car is about to leave, don't pull me. ”
Xiaoyan said to me coldly.
And the other passengers also vented to me with impatience, and imposed all their unpleasant things on me, just because they were in their way.
And I directly cut off all the voices, held Xiaoyan's hand tightly with tears in my eyes, and said sincerely: "Xiaoyan, I don't want it indefinitely, can I stay?" ”
"I've already said that I can't disturb your life, maybe the best ending will be indefinite, Bingbing, this is the last time I call you like this, thank you for appearing in my life, carving a deep imprint, although it is as short as a meteor, but unforgettable, okay, don't keep me anymore, I should go, I wish you and her happiness, I was wrong, you can live a good ......"
Xiaoyan said very calmly, but I understood that this was a false sense of strength, and when the words fell, I was about to break free of my palm and completely disappear into my world, when I heard her say that she called me Bingbing for the last time, the taste was really bad, very bad.
"No, you're right, it's me who is wrong, it's that I think delusional love can be dyed with more beautiful colors, but in the end, it loses its color and evolves into black and white, and I am now a black and white butterfly with folded wings, except for black, only white remains."
I held Xiaoyan's somewhat cold hand tightly, for fear that she would leave, and at the same time I said with difficulty that I had been hiding from Xiaoyan, maybe only in this way would I keep Xiaoyan, right?
The word scum is completely worthy of me, and adding a sword Nanchun is also a problem.
When Xiaoyan heard my words, she became much quieter, and her clear eyes stared at me seriously, as if she wanted to read something?
"What's wrong with you and Li Qingshu? Did she kick you out? ”
Xiaoyan was quite anxious, even more shocked and expected, and said to me.
"Xiaoyan, I'll tell you in detail, let's get out of here first, we're pulling here and affecting other people's travel, let's go."
I said calmly, and I was about to pull Xiaoyan away while talking, and once again bring up these unbearable memories, I am afraid that I will not be able to suppress my feelings in this crowded place in the waiting hall, and I am afraid that I will collapse.
But I couldn't pull Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan obviously didn't want to go, which was definitely beyond my expectations.
"Hey...... The two of them pulled to go somewhere else, don't block the passage, and let others go. ”
"That's it, hurry up and get out of the way, go home and make noise, no one cares."
The people's grievances are getting stronger and stronger, but Xiaoyan is reluctant to leave, listening to this noisy sound, I am a little crazy.
"Xiaoyan, let's get out of here, okay?"
I held Xiaoyan's hand and said with a pleading.
"Just say it here, I'll leave."
Xiaoyan said calm words with a calm look, but it made my heart tremble, and sank into the abyss at a very fast speed, I was a little desperate, and I couldn't believe it, Xiaoyan would be so ruthless, maybe this is the end of my ruthlessness to her, right? There is karma in everything you do, and you deserve it.
Even though I am a little desperate, since I have spoken, I want to tell Xiaoyan about that unbearable memory, I have to say it happily.
"Okay, now let's get out of the way of the others, and go to the seats in the center of the waiting hall."
I had no choice but to compromise, I could only tell those memories in the overcrowded waiting hall, and I was about to take Xiaoyan's hand and go to a row of blue seats, but I didn't expect Xiaoyan to break free of my palm, and at the same time said indifferently: "I have eyes and legs, I can find them myself." ”
Xiaoyan pulled the suitcase, wore white riding boots that were neither high nor low, strode to the hard seat, sat on the cold iron sheet, looked at me, and stared very calmly.
Her indifferent gaze made me feel indescribable, I ran through my slightly long hair with my hand, touched my nose again, bit my lip and walked towards Xiaoyan with heavy steps.
In the space of a dozen or so steps, I listened to the loud noises, and the images of that night and the day and the words that were spoken came to my mind.
walked to Xiaoyan's side and wanted to sit down, but was preempted by a strange man, and there were no seats around, so he could only stand in front of Xiaoyan, ready to say words that could save Xiaoyan word by word, and express the sad memory that he didn't want to mention again.
"You sit, your legs can't work, I'll just stand."
Xiaoyan didn't wait for me to speak, she took the lead in opening her mouth and stood up.
She said very indifferently words of concern, but it made me sigh, I couldn't say what I felt at this time, I just sat in a very cold but warm seat very obediently.
"Actually, my leg has already healed, but I have been pretending to continue to stay in her house as if I want to be cheap, in fact, we get along very well, very peaceful, at that time I really wanted to be calm like this, but her ex-boyfriend came back from abroad and came to her every day, and she was quite cold and didn't see him, but I was around me very clearly and understood that she was running away."
"And I don't want to lose her, and I don't want to be broken by someone to break the peaceful life, so I decided to confess to her, the date I want to confess is Christmas Eve, I am full of hope, and even look forward to whether she will accept me after I confess, but she suddenly went out in the evening, very hurried, she left me to make a call, she said to me, come back immediately to cook dinner for me, eat peace fruit together, spend Christmas Eve, but I waited from evening to late at night, the second hand turned countless times, she did not come back, I was a little worried and anxious, I'm afraid to miss out on this night that represents peace. ”
"For the first time, I left the wheelchair and the villa of An Ran, and for more than a month I was like a cicada chrysalis that had broken out of its cocoon and turned into a butterfly, safe and comfortable, and I didn't even want to see the sun because she was by my side. After I went out, I bought a bouquet of roses, and when I went to RT-Mart supermarket, when I was trying to suppress my nervous feelings, let myself relax, and maintain that momentum, it was in the middle of the night, under the bright street lamp, I saw a scene that is still unforgettable."
I said too much in one breath, very sincerely, very sincerely told Xiaoyan everything, all the true feelings, not concealed at all, except for the guilt of Xiaoyan and Li Qingshu's drunken and painful kiss.
And I didn't suppress my feelings in the end, fragile and uncomfortable squeezed out the tears, I couldn't go on, I covered my face and lowered my head, bit my lip, and choked up