I choked in pain, lost my temper in the crowded waiting hall, and rushed away, recalling the memories under the light, as if I were there, as if I had walked through the snowy world again.

And Xiaoyan is calmer than I imagined, maybe her heart is cold, and she is cold, maybe she has already guessed what happened by looking at me?

Maybe I'm waiting for Xiaoyan to ask me what happened according to the plot? And it's the kind of eagerness that I'm used to, and maybe I'm used to it. Suddenly, Xiaoyan was indifferent, but a little uncomfortable.

"What the hell is going on? If you are so miserable, if you are a man, don't be sad for such a woman. ”

I slowly raised my head, wiped my worthless tears indiscriminately, looked at Xiaoyan's stomach blankly, and muttered: "On the night when the snow was flying, I watched her kiss his ex-boyfriend, she broke her promise, and she broke the appointment, maybe she didn't pay attention to the agreement between us, because she had only one person in her heart, because I didn't have a chance to confess, because I waited for her she kissed someone else's lips, I didn't look like a man, I was very painful and fragile, so I left Hangzhou and came to Dali." , want to forget her, this is the passage of a qiē. ”

I finished speaking, but I didn't raise my head but lowered my head, clasped my hands, and tried to calm my feelings, I didn't come here to show off how much I love Li Qingshu, because of how painful she is, but to keep Xiaoyan, don't take it lightly, I have no choice but to use this way, even in exchange for Xiaoyan's sympathy and pity, I really play the role of a slut, as long as I stay.

The people in the waiting hall are like a stream of cars, emerging, leaving, leaving, reappearing, the environment is still noisy, but I can't wait for Xiaoyan's remarks and decisions after listening to my words, whether to leave or stay, I don't know.

It may be the best way to keep Xiaoyan with my pitiful appearance and cheap posture, but I still have no bottom and my heart is in turmoil.

And at this moment, Xiaoyan's palm moved, I kept paying attention to her movements, it seemed that she was going to pull the suitcase that was not pushed back to the handlebar, no matter what I did, she would leave, it was iron-hearted, and there was no extra energy for me.

I felt like I was about to collapse, and when I wanted to raise my head and continue to make a mistake to Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan just slowly pushed the handle back, and then walked up to me, held my trembling palm with my hand, and said to me in a warm voice: "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's going to be okay, the black and white butterfly with folded wings can also be reborn, Bingbing, you need to be mature......"

Maybe Xiaoyan's hands are cold, and my hands are also cold, but I feel an indescribable warmth, until my heart, I don't know if Xiaoyan will leave, but she called me Bingbing, which means that there will be a turnaround, and I seem to see a bright hope.

I looked at Xiaoyan, who was still very calm, feeling the warmth from the palm of my hand, and I said eagerly, "Xiaoyan, do you still want to leave?" If you really want to give up our friendship and give up me, I won't stop you anymore, I sue you for this, just to let you understand that you are no longer a nuisance in my world, and I have never regarded you as a nuisance, my world can't live without you, just like I used to think that I couldn't live without her, I don't know, I really don't know if it's still not the so-called delusion. ”

I choked up like a child, this time the vulnerability was no longer because of her, but because of the woman in front of me, I was afraid that there would be no one in my world, leaving only a city with a cold wind, no grass, no one caring, standing at the head of the city, looking into the distance alone, completely cut off from the beautiful world.

"If your world is lonely, then I will be lonely with you."

Xiaoyan's calm disappeared in an instant because of a slight nod, and that warm smile appeared on her face, but she cried with laughter, laughing so happily, crying so beautifully.

And seeing Xiaoyan's changed face and the meaningful words she spoke, I cried and laughed, crying very happily, and laughing very fragile.

In this way, we hugged each other, those who laughed and cried and those who cried and laughed, one standing and the other sitting, hugging tightly in a strange way.

I hid my head on Xiaoyan's stomach and didn't speak, just crying and laughing, like a fragile child.

Xiaoyan gently stroked my messy hair with her hand and muttered, "It's okay, it's okay......"

I don't care how many people have a strange look at me, and I don't care whether I should stand or sit, now I only know and understand that Xiaoyan is not leaving, she is willing to accompany me to be lonely and enter my lonely world, I don't know if this kind of companionship is long or short, at least I can be fragile like a child in front of Xiaoyan, I can cry without care, I don't need to be like an actor anymore, I can disguise hard, I can live like a normal person, I don't have to live deliberately......

……

Erhai Lake is still so beautiful, the bright moon gives the divine moonlight, before the night I was lonely sitting in the room of the Covered Bridge Inn looking at the Erhai Lake covered with white tulle, and now my room has a woman who can bring me warmth, and can even accompany me into the lonely world, she sits quietly beside me, and looks at Erhai Lake with me.

"Xiaoyan, you also open a room at the Covered Bridge Inn, where did you live before? Is it with that smile? ”

The moon hanging high in the sky was obscured by a black cloud, Erhai lost its dreamlike veil, and I broke the silence and silence of the room.

"Okay, I used to live in the ancient city of Dali, and Smile was in a hotel but not in a room."

Xiaoyan quickly agreed and quickly explained to me.

"Don't explain to me, don't I know you yet? You're not a casual woman. ”

I looked at Meimei Xiaoyan and smiled.

"Really?"

Xiaoyan asked seriously.

"Yes."

I replied firmly.

"Then I'll go open the room, and we'll go to dinner together in a while, I haven't had a good meal since I came to Dali."

Xiaoyan got up and looked at Erhai outside the window and sighed.

As soon as the words fell, he walked towards the bedroom door.

"I'll go with you."

"No, you should walk less on your legs."

Xiaoyan refused my request and hurried out of the bedroom.

Xiaoyan's hurried appearance made me puzzled, but her sighing words made me empathize, I came to Dali for more than a week, but I didn't eat a good meal, completely isolated from the world, plus I was riddled with illness, and my memories were disturbed, and I was completely drunk when I looked at the palm of my hand.