I felt that I was about to be entangled and crazy, even though I promised Sister Jizhen to have a good talk with Wei Kai, but when I got home, I still chose to be an ostrich. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info In Zheng Min's words, when I saw Wei Kai at that time, it was like seeing a fox and a rabbit, the fur was blown up, and I didn't even dare to say hello and hid directly in the house. Fortunately, during that time, Ban Que went to the university for military training, otherwise he would have found out about the strange relationship between me and Wei Kai if he was at home.

However, it is unfortunate that Xiaozhi's desire to regain control is very strong, and if it weren't for the strangeness in my heart that I deliberately suppressed, I guess Xiaozhi would have returned as the main personality now.

"Xiaozhi, don't make trouble." When Zheng Min went out of the library, I finally had the opportunity to talk to Xiaozhi. The boss is watching TV outside, and Wei Kai shouldn't come to me for the time being.

"When are you going to let me out?" Xiaozhi didn't seem to be satisfied with the fact that I had been usurping control, "I've already decided how to face Brother Banque. ”

I can imagine Xiaozhi talking coquettishly: "Even if he annoys you, are you ready to entangle?" "Because there are still problems that have not been solved, I don't want to swap with her for the time being, so I put cruel words in the hope that she can be depressed for a while because of the blow, and when I deal with the matter at hand, I will go back to rest in her place.

But this time she was very stubborn and wanted to come back: "I want to come back and face my brother in person." "It's the first time I've heard her insist on something like this," I didn't know when I was younger, and I thought I'd see my mom and dad when I came back here, but now I've found out that it's just a trick you play to comfort me." Mom and Dad are gone, my mom and dad here are all fragments left in my memory, I don't want to hide here forever to deceive myself that my mom and dad are still alive, and I can't escape that my brother doesn't like me for the rest of my life. So, after I figured it out, I was actually awake all the time, or I was too nostalgic for the outside world to live in my own fantasies, so I decided not to let you help me resist the damage, which would be too unfair to you. ”

Xiaozhi's righteous and stern words made me cry and laugh, and it also made me even more worried. I know that after Xiaozhi thinks about it, her mind will be strong enough to swallow me, which means that I am likely to disappear forever as a second personality, and I am not afraid of this. The only thing I'm afraid of is that if I disappear, Xiaozhi will face this unknown and terrifying world alone, she is so stupid, how can she fight Ban Que, the big demon king, when the time comes, if Ban Que uses any less good tricks, Xiaozhi is likely to encounter accidents, if I disappear, who will protect her? If Xiaozhi is stimulated again and evolves another personality, what will be more dangerous? I remember the boss saying that the more personality develops with age, the more dangerous it is, because it is a personality that develops in trauma, so it will be full of hatred and resentment towards the world, and it will do more dangerous things. In that case, how will Xiaozhi face the excesses that the new personality has done? How devastating would she be when she was sober, if she couldn't suppress her other personality and was devoured?

I was worried about this, and a strong sense of unease made me determined that I would never disappear, and that I would definitely protect her even if I was treated as a strange person. I need to be in an alliance with Wei Kai more and more urgently, and even then there is a certain amount of risk. "I promise you that I will absolutely hand over control to you when I finish the task at hand. I'm not trying to help you escape, I have my own problems that need to be solved. ”

"Are you talking to Wei Kai about his grandfather?" Xiaozhi should have been awake for the past few days, so he should have learned something about Wei Kai.

But I guess she didn't know that I was going to work with Wei Kai to watch out for his Banque brother. I didn't want to hurt her too much, and I didn't want to quarrel with her, so I said perfunctorily: "That's the case, because I promised to help him find out about his grandfather, but it turned out that things were different from what he imagined." I don't know how to talk to him about it yet, and if it's settled, I'll swap with you. ”

Xiaozhi's question came through his mind: "Do you say that Wei Kai's situation is the same as ours?" ”

I shook my head: "I don't know yet, I can't say that as long as revenge, it is a sign of multiple personalities, after all, the person who seems to be his grandfather, and the idea of avenging his family is not strange, so this alone cannot be considered that he has differentiated into a violent personality." And I can't even be sure if his alleged amnesia is real? Or is he forcibly brainwashing himself according to the words of the boss, you know that when a lie is told 100 times, even the person who tells the lie will think that the lie is true. ”

Suddenly, I seemed to perceive the reason why Ban Que might resent Xiaozhi. Could Ban Que becoming an orphan have anything to do with what happened to Xiaozhi's parents back then? But when Ban Que came to the boss's side, Xiaozhi was already five years old, how to say that the two things have been separated by three years, how can the dead people three years ago harm the lives of the living people three years later? I immediately denied my thoughts, why did Ban Que resent Xiaozhi since he was a child?

At this time, I heard Xiaozhi's voice again: "Then what are you going to do?" Xiaozhi's voice was a little sticky, "You can't keep consuming it, right?" If you're so wasted, I won't have time to ask Brother Banque when he likes me. ”

"He's never going to like you for the rest of his life." I was really upset by Xiao Zhiwen's distraction, and her unconscious subjective belief that Ban Que was a kind big brother made me even more angry, so I said something more excessive than just now.

Xiaozhi's voice never appeared again, probably because she was really angry, but it was okay like this, and it was finally quiet.

I think Wei Kai should have known about the failure of the mission before I came back, after all, I didn't come back with the boss that day. In this way, except for eating and resting, I almost locked myself in the room to avoid Wei Kai's questioning. However, after all, there are still times when I have to face it, after Zheng Min strongly refused to take me to her book club, and I was thinking about how to survive the day, I heard someone knocking on the door of my room, I opened the door with a hard head, and as I guessed, it was Wei Kai standing outside. "Let's go out and talk." Sure enough, it was still coming, although I have been convincing myself in my heart that Wei Kai will not become the situation that the boss said, but subconsciously I still acquiesced to the boss's statement, so I refused to explain these things to Wei Kai at home, probably for fear that I wouldn't even have a place to hide after stimulating him.

The two of us slipped into the small garden not far from home, and in the big summer, few people come here during the day to bask in the sun, so the whole garden is quite quiet. When I was thinking about how to talk to Wei Kai, I suddenly heard Xiaozhi's voice again: "Come on, Zizhi!" ”

I frowned, Wei Kai noticed the change in my expression, turned his head sideways and asked me, "What's wrong?" ”

I nodded, pointed to my forehead, and said, "The other personality has awakened, you know he's in trouble." ”

"Not really." I heard Xiaozhi pleading.

"Do you want to go back now?" Wei Kai looked a little worried about my situation, and his current expression made it impossible for me to relate to the situation that the boss had speculated. Although the person in front of him always has a playful smile on his face, he is still very kind in his heart, and he doesn't feel particularly annoying when he sees that smile too much.

"No, you don't. That, I'm sorry for hiding from you these days. It's because I've found something that might be a little different from what you said to me. I'm thinking about how to explain it to you? "In order to divert the topic about me just now, I simply said all the entanglements of the past two days, anyway, don't put it off anymore if you have to do something after all.

What I didn't expect was that Wei Kai's reaction was very calm: "Who said there was a difference, right?" ”

I watched his expression, as if he didn't believe that what I was going to say would deviate from his words. This made me even more convinced that my speculation was correct. I looked at Wei Kai and finally had the courage to say what I thought: "Wei Kai, you have been deceiving the boss, right?" ”

Wei Kai turned his head and looked at me calmly: "Yes." Otherwise, he'll be nagging me for a long time. ”

I looked at him in disbelief: "Just because you're afraid of the boss's nagging, so you pretend to have amnesia?" Are you too? "I didn't know how to describe my mood for a while.

"How am I? Grandpa's death was meant to be my own affair, and I didn't want anyone to remind me of the day's events in my ear. The boss should have a thorough understanding with you, why did my dad make it up with my grandfather, how do you think I should accept such a setting? Accept that my dad is more of a jerk than a jerk? Wei Kai no longer maintained a smiling face, looking at the sky above him expressionlessly, "I never thought that my dad would become a bastard who would even be his own biological father. I had a bad premonition when I saw the bodyguard next to my dad appear next to that person, and I'm sure my grandfather knew about it. Do you know why I listened to that man and went to my previous house? Wei Kai turned his head and asked me.

I shook my head.

"I want to see my grandfather for the last time, I know that even if I don't go, my grandfather will die, I want to see my grandfather for the last time, no matter how unbearable the scene is, I still want to see my grandfather one last time, the only person in this world who cares about me." Wei Kai smiled a little melancholy, "Just like when the boss arranged for me to lie on my grandfather's body to cover up the blood stains on my body that day, I listened to him so that he could leave earlier, and I could have a separate goodbye time with my grandfather." The expression on Wei Kai's face completely lost the innocence that a child of this age should have.

"So I sent the boss away, and finally bought myself some more time with my grandfather. Do you know? I looked at my grandfather's corpse and I always felt like I could hear his heartbeat. I was trying to wake my grandfather up, just like I had for so many years when I had woken him up from a nap. But I failed, and this time he really won't wake up again. Wei Kai lowered his head, "Do you know why I cooperated with the boss and didn't commit suicide?" ”

I still shook my head.

Wei Kai took out a platinum Guanyin pendant from his pocket: "This is something that grandpa often wears, and it is a password or something?" I'm not sure, I just know that I can get a big inheritance by holding it. Grandpa made a will before his death, and only the person who held his pendant could get Grandpa's inheritance. So at that time, I was trying to get this to get some time alone. There's no way my dad could have told Ali about this, so Ali didn't know that he had made my dad miss the chance to get the inheritance. My dad probably thought that when he claimed the body, he just had to ask the police for it, right? But he didn't know that I knew the same thing about Grandpa's inheritance code as he did. So you don't know that when my dad heard the police say that he didn't find the Guanyin pendant, that stunned expression was really unforgettable. Wei Kai's smile made me feel a little sad for no reason.

"But I don't think you stayed there for the legacy." I unconsciously said what was in my heart, I didn't believe that the boy who had red eyes and told me that he wanted revenge a few days ago would stay with his grandfather just for the sake of the inheritance.

Wei Kai looked at me, the expression on his face was a little complicated, he wanted to refute me at first, but finally turned his head away, I knew I guessed correctly: "Are you just trying to get revenge on your father?" ”

Wei Kai and I sat in the small garden for a long time before finally speaking: "I can't stand him taking away the only person in the world who really loves me for money." My mom and my dad didn't value me as much as he did, and they only had money in their eyes. So since they love money so much, so much so that they can go out of their way to deprive me of the last bit of happiness, I certainly don't need to feel their feelings anymore. So, you know how happy I was when I saw my dad's crazy face? Wei Kai had the same disdainful smile on his face as before. I always thought it was a strange smile, but now I know that it was nothing more than a barrier he had set up to protect himself. Disguised with a smile about his fear and weakness, deprived of his last hope, he can only choose to hide himself from further harm.

Looking at him, I suddenly felt that he and Xiaozhi's inner world were very similar, but he and Xiaozhi's way of dealing with it was completely opposite, he chose the way to let himself be bruised all over his body - to fight against injury, he didn't even have the idea of protecting himself, as if he was going to burn with the person who hurt him.

"But you're still not happy." I pierced his disguise.

"Do you think I'm normal?" Wei Kai asked me.

"Vicious circle." I didn't save face for him, "It's like a tragic cycle, father and son calculate, your dad hurts your grandfather, you take revenge on your dad." ”

Wei Kai smiled, and the bitter smile made me feel that I was really guilty of telling the truth. "You're so annoying." Xiaozhi condemned me in my mind.

Ignoring the voice in my head, I just looked at Wei Kai and asked myself another question: "You should have another purpose for letting me kill someone, right?" ”

Wei Kai pursed the corners of his mouth: "This was also discovered by you, and it is really different from the previous Xiaozhi." Yes, I do have another purpose. He graciously admitted.

"What's the purpose, you don't just want me and the boss to leave, right?" I was kidding.

"Bingo, you guessed it." Wei Kai snapped his fingers, "I'm waiting for someone." ”

"Wait for someone?" He also hired other killers? I'm a little curious

Wei Kai said bluntly: "That's right, I'm waiting for my father." When he was at the police station, I guess he guessed that I took the Guanyin pendant away, but there was a boss at that time, and he didn't have a good seizure. So he held back the opportunity to wait for me to come to me when I was alone to get the pendant back, but the boss never gave him this opportunity, didn't you notice that I never leave the house normally? I'm not a dead house, it's just that as soon as I go out, the boss follows me, which is very troublesome. I took him out with no good excuse, so we were at a standoff. After I figured out what to do with my dad, the fool called the boss and asked him out. ”

"So you made up a story for me? Use my compassion to accomplish your ambitions? I sneered, my acting skills are really good.

Wei Kai's expression was a little ugly: "Don't tell me compassion, I don't need your pity." But his expression immediately returned to its original form, "Ah, this can only be regarded as a small ploy!" You didn't notice that when we were having dinner that day, there were my dad's people around, and I knew at that time that if I let you stay at home on the day the eldest left the house, maybe there would be some trouble, my dad is not a compassionate person, maybe he will do something not very good. So, I just thought I'd tell you the facts of the processing, so that I could spend you, and it's better to be with the boss. As for your footage, that's compensation for deceiving you. ”

Thinking about what he said, it also makes sense, it is true that if I stayed at home that day, I happened to meet Wei Kai's father who personally asked his son about the whereabouts of the pendant because the boss was not there, maybe there would be some emergency. And Wei Kai, after all, is his son, and the worst case is that he will be taken away, and there will be no other dangers. But for me, that day was a very dangerous variable.

"But your dad didn't take the pendant." I remembered that Wei Kai's pendant was still in his own hand.

"Do you think I'll let him take Grandpa's things?" Wei Kai sneered and said, "I'll take the pendant, and I gave him Grandpa's money." ”

"For your dad?" I was amazed at his performance, "Well, didn't you just say you wanted to take revenge on your father?" ”

"Yes, but then he won't bother me again, and don't forget that all he and my mom care about is money." Although Wei Kai showed that he didn't care, I knew that he was more uncomfortable than anyone else now.

"You actually took the pendant to test if your place in your father's heart is more important than money, right?" I knew that Xiaozhi kept watching me say this sentence in my head, but I still said it despite Xiaozhi's obstruction in my mind.

Wei Kai's back stiffened because he heard this, but after all, his shoulders were loosened, and he told the truth: "But it turned out that he still loves money more." You know, he came here that day with the lawyer hostage, forcing me to hand over the pendant to the lawyer. Actually, if he doesn't do this, I'll be angry with him at best, and the pendant will be given to him, but what about him, he has worn out the last bit of fantasy I have about being good. ”

I heard the disappointment in his tone, and I couldn't comfort him, but I suddenly thought of the boss's warning to the other party at the collective dinner: "Actually, it's not true, you know why your father sent Ali to cooperate with Uncle Hei, who is your grandfather's adopted son." ”

Wei Kai smiled bitterly: "Isn't it just to make me believe in the truth of which story?" ”

"No, it's not." I hurriedly shook my hand, and I heard the voice of Xiaozhi in my head say with me, "The most important reason Ali went there was because your father really wanted to protect you. Maybe when he and your mother divorced, the two of them may really get angry with each other and do something very excessive, causing irreparable damage to you. But in fact they have been regretting it. Your dad knows that Uncle Hei wants to get revenge on your grandfather by framing you, and he wants to prevent this from happening. I mean, he really wants to stop Uncle Hei from framing you, or that Uncle Hei suddenly has a brain pump and does something to hurt you. Although I don't know if he really planned to kill your grandfather to get the inheritance, I do know that he really didn't mean to hurt you. On the one hand, he sent Ali to push the matter to Uncle Hei at the last time, and on the other hand, he also planted eyeliner next to Uncle Hei, so as to follow Uncle Hei's every move at all times, so as not to suddenly attack you after Uncle Hei was stimulated by something, you know, Uncle Hei is in an extreme revenge mentality, and the whole person must be abnormal. That's how your dad risked being found out that it was his own plan, and he had to protect you even if he died. Just like you, you hated your dad for being ruthless, and met him when he needed the Guanyin pendant the most. ”

"I'm doing my last bit of filial piety."

I shook my head, "Actually, you don't know anything about your father." Do you know why your dad came with a lawyer that day? ”

Wei Kai just looked at me, his eyes confused.

I looked at the Guanyin pendant in the palm of his hand: "He hopes that you can keep the last bit of warmth you get." He knew that this was the last bit of connection between you and your grandfather, and he didn't want to take away your thoughts about your grandfather, so he just brought a lawyer to sign the documents. He left the pendant for you, so that in the darkest of times, you may still feel Grandpa's encouragement when you see the pendant. He chooses to be a bad father because he knows that only with the boss can you live an ordinary life, saying goodbye to all the dangers he may bring to you. ”

Wei Kai just looked at the Guanyin pendant in his hand blankly: "I still can't forgive him." Wei Kai's voice trembled as he spoke.

"I know." I patted him on the back and coaxed the crying child. (To be continued.) )