I followed the boss out of the hotel in a daze, and the most tangled thing in my heart was how to tell Wei Kai what happened. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info: "Wei Kai knows these things, right?" ”

The boss shook his head: "In a sense, he doesn't know. ”

I looked at the boss in surprise, and I didn't understand whether what he said didn't know meant that Wei Kai didn't know the hidden story behind it, or that Wei Kai didn't know that he had shot.

He doesn't remember, dissociative amnesia, the diagnosis given by the hospital, simply put, after experiencing a huge blow, Wei Kai began to lose memory of his personal identity in the environment he was in at the time, but his memory of other things is complete, such as his nostalgia for his grandfather, as well as the fear and resentment of his parents when they divorced, and then there are the things he told you. This kind of situation is very easy to happen to children of your age, like this kind of amnesia episodes are usually very sudden, but once suffering from dissociative amnesia, it is difficult for Wei Kai to judge his past experiences, his memories are short and messy, and even those memory fragments will be rearranged in his brain to form a new plot, which is why he will tell you that he has been upstairs and has not seen the scene, but in fact, he has been at the scene, and even inadvertently participated in the killing of his grandfather, Although it was not from his original intention. But in fact, everything happened, it was a very cruel blow to him, and he couldn't face his national hand that led to the death of his grandfather, but my speculation just now also said that the thing itself is not like what he imagined, but he doesn't know it. So he chose to escape the memories of reality and reassemble new ones, maybe deep down in his heart he thought that it would be better if he had stayed upstairs all the time? At least he didn't have to face his grandfather's tragic death on the spot, so he told you that he was more cowardly and hid upstairs and heard three gunshots, but he was actually watching Ali shoot his grandfather three times at the scene. But compared to hiding upstairs, the year may be even more difficult to recall, so he disguised himself as a coward, in fact, he was very brave to try to rescue his grandfather. ”

"But how am I going to talk to him about it? Tell him that he suffers from traumatic amnesia and that he made up a story to deceive himself in order to escape from his realistic memories? "I looked at the boss, I feel that my brain is about to explode now, I originally wanted to use it as a conditional exchange as the basis for a temporary alliance, but now it seems that there is no need for this, if I really say so, let alone the alliance, it is not certain that Wei Kai will do something out of the ordinary because of being stimulated.

"Don't talk to him." The boss turned his head to look at me solemnly, "This will only aggravate his condition, and he is not ready to accept the facts right now." At that time, when I was dealing with the reaction of gunpowder on his clothes and hands, I noticed that he was abnormal. At that time, he stood there stupidly without saying a word, without explaining anything to me, just standing stupidly, with an expressionless face that made me think he was just frightened. In the end, when I confessed to him, my eyes moved when I heard what I asked him to say, and then he listened very carefully to what I said, and sometimes nodded, which was not like listening, but like examining and confirming. I didn't pay much attention to this feeling that something was wrong because I was in a hurry, and when I went to the police station to get him, I only thought he was obedient and said the right confession I gave him. But then I found out that he seemed to be in a strange mood, for example, when I didn't want to talk to him about his grandfather, I wanted to untie his knot, after all, I figured out some things when I saw Ali, but I found that he seemed to fully believe the confession I asked him to say, he kept repeating, but never had any conversation with me. And his expression made me feel that he was sure that what he said was true, and I was very nervous at the time, and my intuition told me that maybe Wei Kai was scared out of the face of his grandfather's death. So I took him to the doctor, who was kind of a friend of mine, and my friend came to the same conclusion. It's devastating to tell you the truth, you've become multiple personalities because of your parents' deaths, and Wei Kai is also suffering from dissociative amnesia because of his grandfather's death. I'm really, you're okay, and you're still in control of your actions for the time being. But, Wei Kai, I don't know what to say, Wei Kai's condition is unstable, and I don't know what kind of overreaction he will have when he receives a stimulus one day. The boss's brow furrowed tightly, and it was obvious that he was very agitated now.

"But multiple personalities are more dangerous, right? Like he just has amnesia, when he grows up and can accept these things, there should be no other problems, as long as he can think about it. ”

The boss shook his head, and said with an unusually painful expression on his face: "On the contrary, his situation is even more complicated and dangerous than yours. You know your own situation, and it is estimated that Xiaozhi will be able to understand your situation in a short time, but you know each other's existence, and the two of you will be at peace with each other, and even suppress each other to prevent doing things out of line. However, Wei Kai's situation is different, like a sleeping volcano. My doctor friend told me that if Wei Kai's dissociative amnesia is not treated in time, it is very likely to develop dissociative associate, just like in your case, Wei Kai may develop another personality in turn, and the worst case scenario is that he may withdraw in order to completely escape the trauma in real life. Just as when Xiaozhi escaped that she was going to leave her parents forever, she chose to sleep and let you live in her place, Wei Kai may also develop another personality to help him escape reality because he can't stand the blow. But the personality that develops at this time is often purposeful, so it is very dangerous. Like now, I don't know if it was Wei Kai's original personality or his personality that developed later. If he becomes a polypersonality like you, what will he develop after he has achieved his purpose? The boss looked at me apologetically, "I'm sorry, Zizhi, I didn't mean to irritate you, you know." "The more the boss explained, the more confused it became.

I didn't care: "It's okay, I know my situation, but fortunately I'm stable." But listening to what you mean, do you think Wei Kai's situation is not good? ”

The boss was relieved to see that I didn't care very much, and explained to me as he walked around the long road with me to the parking place: "It's very unstable. If he really awakened another personality because of evasion or hatred, this personality was definitely purposefully arranged, so that Wei Kaide's main personality could always avoid the cruel reality he had experienced before. If, I mean, if the personality who really asked you to help him kill people is Wei Kai's new personality, after you complete the task he gave you, he will definitely not think about the consequences and leave the original place, go to another strange place to start a new life, and become a person completely different from the original self, according to the original Wei Kai's character, if he is more gentle, the new personality will be more violent, competitive, and even a little rude, and he has completely replaced his original identity. Because this personality is derived from jealousy and hatred, so it itself carries a strong paranoia, and when we find him later, we are likely to find that we are powerless, because he has become a new self, and he will completely forget all his past life, including his original name, and may even forget his favorite grandfather in order to escape himself. If the personality is stimulated, it is likely to evolve into an unbiased murderer. Because of the permanent escapist trauma, Wei Kai will become completely different from your situation. Your appearance is to help Xiaozhi make decisions and let her live a better life, so you will only appear when Xiaozhi is in trouble, as a temporary haven, once she has figured it out, she will naturally alternate control with you, just like the situation a few days ago and today, so your personality is not dangerous, and even free shipping sober sanity. But if Wei Kai develops a second personality, it will become the opposite of you, I mean, the new Wei Kai and the old Wei Kai will definitely not interact. If his second personality is really killing, even the kind Wei Kai will not wake up at that time, and the new personality will completely suppress the old personality and become a permanent personality, even if we stop it, we can't stop it at that time. ”

"So what to do?" I subconsciously asked, now it sounds like Wei Kai is even more dangerous than Ban Que, now it is obvious that Xiaozhi wants to come out, but not only did I not help her find someone who can protect us, it seems that I also let him intersect with more dangerous people. It won't be as the truth boss said, Wei Kai has a bloodthirsty new personality, and when he is stimulated, he won't stab Xiaozhi with a knife, right? Looking at his distrustful look towards Ban Que, and the idea of killing and revenge after telling me, I believed more and more in the boss's statement about the sequelae of dissociative amnesia, and I became more and more worried about whether Xiaozhi would be able to save himself from living to the age of 18.

The boss glanced at me, probably seeing that I was particularly worried, but comforted me: "These are just my guesses, maybe Wei Kai is stronger than we imagined, and the situation I mentioned does not happen very often, usually only in the late stage of the war and after the catastrophe, people will not be able to think about it, so they suffer from this disease." And it's not that anyone with dissociative amnesia will end up being what I say. So we are still observing for a while, and if we find an abnormality, as long as we take him to treat it in time, we should still be able to help him. It's just that don't stimulate him now, I mean you and Xiaozhi don't stimulate him. The boss followed the wording with some embarrassment.

"Do you know that Xiaozhi is awake?" I didn't look at the boss, I just asked casually.

"I saw you quarrel with her a few days ago, and it looked very fierce, but I have been a little distracted by Wei Kai's matter recently, thinking that you can handle this, and the two of you are coexisting, so I didn't take care of you, I didn't expect to make you suffer more, sorry." The boss looked at me with some distress, "This time you came with me because of Wei Kai's request or threat, right?" ”

I looked at the boss in disbelief, but thinking about his connivance with Ban Que in the past few years, coupled with the doctor's diagnosis, it is inevitable that the boss will be a little prejudiced against Wei Kai. I don't have any position or qualifications to lose my temper, but I still have to say some things that should be said, whether I want to form an alliance with Wei Kai in the future and let him help Xiaozhi, and whether Wei Kai will really develop a dangerous personality, he must not tell the boss about this point that he helped me before. "No, it's not." I retorted, "On the contrary, Wei Kai was very kind and helped me a lot. ”

The boss looked at me with some uncertainty on his face.

I ignored the boss's suspicions that made me feel a little awkward, and I told the boss about the cause and effect of the incident, which can be regarded as helping Wei Kai say justice: "That's the way it is, if Ban Que is asked to send the video to others, I think Xiao Zhilian's courage to live may disappear." At this point, whether Wei Kai has a new personality or not, I think he at least has the last morality. ”

I looked at the boss, and the boss's expression was even more guilty, and he looked at me and stopped talking. When he was almost at the parking lot, he turned his head and said sorry to me again.

In fact, I am not particularly dissatisfied with the boss's partiality towards Banque, after all, people always have difficulties and preferences for words, the reason why I said it is on the one hand for Wei Kai to hold grievances, after all, it is his business for the boss to favor Banque, and I also have the right to express my dissatisfaction, on the other hand, it is also to be able to forcibly convince myself that Wei Kai is still a kind personality before (although I don't know what he looked like before, but according to the boss's description, he should be a good person), so that I can have the confidence to cooperate with him.

But I really struggled with how to explain to him what I heard today. I don't know how he will react if I tell the truth, and what impact that reaction will have on our future cooperation. But I always have a strange feeling, I always feel that Wei Kai is not really amnesia, but why is he pretending to be amnesia?

I lay on the sofa and looked at Sister Jizhen: "It's so annoying." "I was squirming around on the couch without any useful ideas at all.

Sister Jizhen came over and patted my buttocks: "Okay, I'll help you think of all the ways I can think of." In any case, if you really think of him as a friend, you should tell him clearly, it is not a good thing to hide other people's secrets and not tell them, although friends do not need to talk about everything, but it is better to be honest about important things. You're friends, so if you want to make friends, you must trust each other. ”

Sister Jizhen pulled me up and was about to walk out the door: "Anyway, you don't need my advice to be clever if you are twisting around like you, I think if you are so energetic, come with me to help in the store." ”

"I'm so tired, I don't want to move." I didn't want to get up on the couch, and my mind was still groggy from what happened at lunch.

"You haven't paid for the soda yet, and your boss didn't pay you for the meal just now, probably because he wants you to work to pay off the credit he paid here before. So if you don't want to starve to death, go and work. "Sister Jizhen looks very thin, but her strength is terrifying, and I almost fell under the sofa when she dragged me like that.

While standing up in embarrassment and walking out with her, he muttered in a low voice behind him: "I was so gentle and lovely just now, who knew that it was just a sugar-coated cannonball that bewitched people's hearts, and all evil capitalism ruthlessly oppressed my poor proletarian girl." ”

"Yo, proletarian girl, are you complaining?" Sister Jizhen turned her head with a smile, and I was a little frightened when I saw it. I have to say that the non-'gentle sister' version of Jizhen's aura is very stressful.

"No, no, Aunt Jizhen." Because of my panic, I suddenly stepped on the minefield that the boss had repeatedly reminded me that I couldn't guess. I knew I was going to finish, so I hurried backwards to run away.

Jizhen pinched my cheek and pulled it to both sides: "You say it again." Today's dinner is gone. ”

"You can't abuse me." I actually shook my head in fear, and then quickly came to the store to help. As the end of the summer tutoring class approached, the store began to be lively, and it became more and more busy, and at the moment when I kept delivering cold drinks, I didn't have time to stop getting caught up in the entanglement just now, and I forgot everything when I was busy.

By the time it finally closed, it was close to 10 p.m., and the other two employees had gone home from work as early as 9 o'clock. Sister Jizhen is counting the day's earnings and inventory, and I am occasionally dealing with the needs of customers who have nothing to do, and the store closes at 10 o'clock. Thinking that after taking a shower, I would lie on the bed and fall asleep, but I didn't expect Jizhen to pull me directly to the rooftop on the second floor. We sat down on the chaise longue, the breeze on the summer night was very comfortable, and I was a little drowsy now after a busy proposal.

"There's a meteor shower today." Sister Jizhen pointed to the sky. I shook my head a little amusedly: "Hey, we're in the city, let alone meteor showers, it's hard to see even the stars, right?" ”

"Don't say that. Just because you can't see it doesn't mean that there won't be, the lights are too gorgeous, so they block the faint light of the stars, but the stars are still shining, and they will still hit the earth according to the predetermined trajectory, which is his fate, although it sounds pessimistic, but it can also be seen as a kind of courage, even if you know the end, you want to try it. Now I feel envious, in fact, even if it finally hit the earth according to the expected orbit, but the shining appearance is really very beautiful, so those of us who look up to them will make a wish like them with respect, in fact, it has nothing to do with the wish itself, but I hope to use their shine to make myself more courageous like them. And in the end, it's not like there's nothing left, won't some meteors still leave a small stone after Peking University is gone? So think about it, it's really great courage. ”

Maybe I experienced too much during the day and was too busy in the afternoon, so I fell asleep halfway through it, and finally I just vaguely heard Sister Jizhen whispering in my ear: "Just say it." After that, I fell asleep completely.

When I woke up the next morning, I found myself sleeping in bed, I guess Sister Jizhen carried me down last night, right? Unconsciously sighed again at the strength of her being. At that time, I was in the growing season, I ate an amazing amount of food, and my weight was even more impressive. If you can carry me from upstairs to downstairs, Sister Jizhen won't be tired, right? As a result, when I walked out of the room, I saw Sister Jizhen sitting at the dining table reading the newspaper. Today's breakfast was on the table.

"Good morning, do you want to go back and face the problem, or do you want to continue to brush the cup and fill the ostrich with me?" I could tell that she meant that she wanted me to go back and solve my troubles, but I was still a little confused. Say, what if Wei Kai is stimulated? But don't say it, how will I be round when Wei Kai asks. Just thinking about it makes me feel so irritable.

"I'm going to be an ostrich." After breakfast, I was ready to continue to help in the store, as for Wei Kai's matter, it can be delayed for a day.

But Sister Jizhen obviously didn't agree with my idea, she called the boss directly: "Bo Jian, the child has figured it out, come and pick up someone, don't forget to bring the child's room and board expenses." After speaking, he hung up the phone without waiting for a reply.

"If I hadn't come here before I opened the store, you two would have given me free labor together today. But now, while your boss doesn't pick you up, help me get ready for the store. She beckoned me to go out, and I followed her without saying a word, seeing how violent she had been yesterday.

"I worked for you yesterday for an afternoon, and I helped you earn so much money, how can it be regarded as room and board expenses, you also asked the boss to bring money over, and you want the two of us to be free laborers, it's too stingy!" I was joking while helping to set things up.

Jizhen put the plate in her hand and looked at me with a smile: "Yes." I haven't counted the money I took you off last night, I don't look fat, I didn't expect it to be so heavy. I think when I carried you to the bedroom yesterday, I was almost crushed by you. So I'll have to pay for your boss for a while. As she spoke, Jizhen rubbed her shoulders and back.

I knew that I didn't say anything, but when I thought that the topic was just a one-off brush, Jizhen laughed: "Xiaozhi, aren't you curious what I made to the meteor yesterday?" ”

I shook my head: "Why should I know, that's your privacy, right?" ”

Jizhen smiled and shook her finger: "It's not my business." I wish Xiaozhi could be honest and talk to his friends. I also hope that he can solve his troubles. ”

After that, Jizhen came to my side, holding my shoulder, Yong looked at me with a serious expression that was different from yesterday: "Xiaozhi, I know that you were awake when I said the last sentence yesterday, although your eyes were closed, but I saw your eyeballs move a little, so don't deceive yourself that you didn't hear." I said that you have to learn to be brave, and many things will only be known after trying. People can't run away forever for a lifetime, no matter what the problem he is avoiding, facing him and finding a way to solve him is the most correct way to deal with the problem. It's going to get better, trust me. ”

I looked at Sister Jizhen's eyes, and the seriousness in my eyes made me nod unconsciously, yes, no matter what the result is, I still have to face Wei Kai in the end, and I still have to tell the truth.

"The knot is opened, let's get back to work." Seeing that I had come out of the chaos, Jizhen smiled and returned to her previous appearance.

"Okay." I took a breath and saw the boss's car come into view. (To be continued.) )