I sat like this, sitting on the ground and looking at the glass, but I couldn't see the outside world clearly, and that's how I witnessed the moment when it rained to clear, the sky went from gray to a moment of light, and through the window I saw a brilliant rainbow in the distance.

I vaguely saw a figure in a splendid cloak between the rainbows, and the figure was walking among the rainbows, and it was a woman, a woman comparable to a rainbow.

It's just that God is always playing with people, the rainbow has just emerged, the joy in my heart has just emerged, and it ushered in the dark, the rainbow between the gray and the dark, a moment is a moment into nothing, I want to hold on tightly but can't do anything, I can only watch the rainbow slowly dissipate, the figure between the rainbows disappears, I am angry why can't she stop, why disappear with the gorgeous flowers?

In fairy tales, there are rainbows after the rain, which is true, but after the rain in the heart, I can't see the so-called splendor, the rainbow disappears, the night is really dark, I finally understand that the so-called night is eternal, and my hope disappears in the night.

The sun sets down the cliff, the moon hangs high in the sky, and the glass that is rendered by the rain is reflected in the huge bed, there is some irony in this lonely night, from this bed I can find traces between me and Xiaoyan, we play in the bed, linger in the bed, hug and chat in the bed, up to national events, down to the love of children, what is the life, but now I can only wander and melancholy in the lonely room.

In the end, I couldn't help but shed tears, my legs, arms, palms, and even my whole body were trembling, my fingertips felt the pain and numbness, and my beating heart seemed to be pressed hard by a heavy stone of hundreds of pounds.

I slowly got up and walked to the window, just in time to see the view behind the courtyard, the world is black, and I did the same, I walked to the corner of the bedroom with one leg on crutches, and then sat in the corner, there happened to be a curtain here, covering my gaze, I closed my eyes, leaned against the wall, and my thoughts were full of thoughts......

No one came to disturb me this night, I sat quietly in the corner all night, I didn't sleep this night, I was always awake, I thought a lot, and I shed a lot of tears, I figured it out, Xiaoyan had to leave me, I don't know what she was for, anyway, she left this time, if I can't find her, I may not see her in my life.

And I suddenly found that most of the feelings I experienced were in such a state, and suddenly one day the beloved her would disappear, and I couldn't find it, so I could only secretly grieve and resent, no matter what the reason, it was like this.

I'm afraid of such a parting, such a parting might as well give me a knife directly, so as not to let me think about it, and now I'm worried that Xiaoyan has something unspeakable, because of something that left me, maybe because her mother hates me, or maybe something else, I can't figure it out after thinking about it all night.

The dawn came, but I didn't have the slightest joy, the night passed, I was going back to work, but can I still do good things at this moment?

When I was about to stand up from the corner, I found that I had no strength at all, my whole leg was in a state of anesthesia, and I worked hard for a while before I stood up, looking at the brightening sky, I opened the window, poked my head out and looked at the back of the courtyard, the early morning world of Hangzhou, and exhaled a long breath of turbidity, trying to be sober, but I wanted to jump like this at this moment, but this thought was only contained by myself for a moment, I believe I can find Xiaoyan, My love will never be so sad, and I believe that I will have a beautiful day.

"Xiaoyan, no matter what the reason is, how can you bear to leave me like this? Leave me, the one who loves you deeply, and even though I'm a jerk, you can't do this to me, you know? I will propose to you again when I come back this time, the matter about Yiyi has been resolved, we can get married happily, but you left, now I regret it, I regret that I didn't tell you about Yiyi when I went to Hainan......"

I looked at the world in the early morning and muttered to Xiaoyan, who didn't know where he was or what he was doing.

"Maybe you don't know how much I love you, do you? In fact, even I don't know, why is there no No. 8 pawnshop in the world? ”

I muttered again, then crutches to the bedroom door, ready to make breakfast for Tom, and then I went to work, I was ready to take Tom to the travel agency, after all, now that Xiaoyan is gone, someone needs to take care of him.

I washed my face casually, then made two sandwiches, made two hot milk, and made this qiē, and found that Tom happened to come out of the bathroom, as if he had washed his own face, and when he saw me, he said to me with a cute smile, "Good morning, father." ”

"When did you get up? I'm going to call you. ”

I sat in my chair and watched him ask suspiciously.

"When my father makes breakfast, I have to get up early and don't sleep anymore."

Tom hurried to the other side of the table, sat down in his chair, and looked at me solemnly, as if he had made a big decision.

"Uh...... Are you a lazy pig? Why did you suddenly think of waking up early? ”

I disdain Tom to get up early in the future, if he can get up at this time every day, it will definitely be a sow that can fly into the sky, and today it may be that he has pulled which one of them is to get up early.

"Father, you must not believe that I will persist like this in the future, right? But I'll prove it to you, now that Aunt Xiaoyan is gone, I don't want my father to take care of it anymore, I'm grown up, and I'm able to take care of myself. ”

Tom seemed to notice my disdain, and said to me more seriously, that kind of seriousness really doesn't look like a child, I really don't understand why he is so suddenly like this.

"Stinky man, have you had any tendons? What crazy talk? Can you take care of yourself as a six-year-old? Why do you look down on your father, am I? Think I can't take care of you, father, right? ”

I slammed the table on Tom and said angrily.

"Yes, the father just can't take care of people, it's better to be taken care of by you than to fend for yourself, you don't want to take care of me in the future, so it's decided."

Tom was also unconvinced, and seemed to be more determined to say to me, I was also a little drunk, and for a moment I wanted to be angry, but thinking that the person who can rely on me for my life is only my own son, do I still have to teach him a lesson? Then I'm really not a human being.

"Okay, then you will take care of yourself in the future, I don't care about you, after breakfast, I will go to work, do you want to go to the travel agency with me?"

I thought about it for a moment, and stared at him with a stern expression and said with a slight dissatisfaction.

"No, I'll be home alone."

"You ......"

"Don't worry, father, I won't open the door to anyone."

I was about to remind Tom not to open the door to strangers, but he said to me wittily.

I had no choice but to say yes and quickly ate breakfast, and I didn't think much about Tom's sudden change, just thinking about Xiaoyan, did Xiaoyan leave Hangzhou? Where will you go if you leave Hangzhou? Will you go to Dali? Go to that place where we have too many memories? If she hadn't left me because she didn't love me, she would definitely go to Dali after leaving Hangzhou, and I would have to go to Dali next time.

Thinking about it, the time passed, breakfast was finished, and Tom went out to the travel agency after solemnly settling down.

When I came back from a business trip, there were a lot of things to solve, but when I had to devote myself to my work......

"Boss, there's a beautiful woman waiting for you in the office early in the morning, she is aggressive, you have to be careful, I don't think she's good."

When I just walked into the travel agency, the beautiful doorman walked up to me and said to me, her face was full of words, boss, you owe emotional debt, hurry up and wipe your ass.

"Uh...... Pretty woman? Isn't it very cold? ”

I was stunned for a moment, and then asked her eagerly.

"Well, that face is like a glacier, as if someone else owes her money."

Men Ying looked unhappy, and I also knew who the person was, in fact, I could also think that she would definitely come to me to settle accounts when she came back, and I was also mentally prepared, but the premise of this mental preparation was that I was in a good mood, and I was still in a broken state, how could I talk to Li Qingshu with a smile?

"Boss, boss, what's wrong with you?"

As I was thinking about things, Meimen shook her hands and called out to me suspiciously.

"I didn't ...... It's nothing, I'll go to the office first, don't let anyone else in. ”

I hurried, and then walked quickly to my office, ready to meet Li Qingshu, who I had been tricked by, to accept her anger.

The door of the office was closed, and I, the boss, were hovering at the door, wanting to turn the doorknob and walk in directly, but I wanted to knock on the door, but when I was about to reach out and knock on the door, I took a long breath, paused for a moment and turned the doorknob to open the door and walked into the office.

After walking into the office, the first thing that caught my eye was Li Qingshu sitting on my boss's chair, seeing her sitting in my position with Erlang's legs crossed, I was a little helpless, her actions had told me that she was very angry.

I walked into the office, there was a lot of movement, but she didn't even raise her eyelids, she didn't yell and scold me like a normal woman, but was in a particularly quiet state, but she was actually more angry, that kind of anger was suppressed in the bottom of my heart, and I didn't know if I could bear it at the moment of outburst.

I didn't take the initiative to speak, but walked to the coffee machine and prepared to make her a cup of coffee, although it was not good, but it was also an apology.

I made coffee quietly, and Li Qingshu also sat quietly, looking like she was the boss and I was an employee, the office was completely silent, she didn't speak, I didn't want to, I still have this thing in my mind now, and Li Qingshu came to me, so he naturally wanted to ask me, so he simply didn't say anything, waiting for her to speak......