The crazy woman kept chasing me, which was very funny, she was like a big bear who hadn't eaten for a long time, chasing me madly, trying to swallow me bloodthirsty.

However, now I am being chased by such a shame, but I don't feel ashamed and blush, but move flexibly like a child, maybe in other words, I am a student now.

There were more and more onlookers, and from time to time someone shouted angrily, obviously scolding me, a faceless scoundrel.

Finally, the fat woman who had been following closely behind me was tired and couldn't do it anymore, and she stopped with a roar, and the earth seemed to be shaking all the time she stopped.

Then I only heard the fat woman panting and said to the onlookers: "Everyone help me catch this bastard and beat him well, which can be regarded as eliminating harm for the sake of the name." ”

Hearing the fat woman's words, I laughed, and at the same time stopped my pace, and slowly turned around to look at the muscular men who had gathered around me, this time not walking slowly, but running extremely fast.

And the moment I turned around, I was staring straight at the person who was running towards me to subdue me, and I didn't run, but walked forward like a fool......

The people who ran towards me had doubts on their faces, and in their minds I had to run, but I came to meet them.

"You shameless bastard......"

The muscular man in the lead wanted to teach me a verbal lesson, but I suddenly quickened my pace, didn't let him finish his words, and directly raised my hand to punch him, slamming it heavily on his cheek, the words were interrupted, and my body couldn't help but retreat.

My sudden seizure shocked everyone, and they couldn't imagine that a hooligan would not run away in the face of so many people's crusades, but would take the initiative to violently beat others.

I'm crazy or crazy......

After the punch, I didn't stop, but quickly took out a punch and smashed it on the other side of his cheek, the man screamed in pain, and I didn't give him a chance to react at all, just threw him to the ground, and then started to punch left and right, but when I rode behind him and beat him hard, the other people began to punch and kick me, but I didn't care, as if my body was not in pain, maybe I just wanted this, I wanted to be beaten, I wanted to be beaten, I wanted to vent and be 'abused'.

Finally, I couldn't get my fist out anymore, and I was fucked to the ground, holding my head and being beaten by a group of people, but there was nothing else in my mind, only a figure, I was in a sluggish state, and the pain in my body really couldn't compare to the stinging pain from my heart.

Finally, the soles of the feet above the 40th stopped greeting me, scolded me angrily for a while, and left satisfied, the fat woman did not choose to call the police, after all, she took violent means to protect her rights and interests.

At this time, the whole world seemed to become quiet, I closed my eyes, as if I saw her smile, she was smiling at me, smiling warmly, and saying warm words to me.

I don't want to believe and admit her departure, let alone accept it, if I can, if I don't want this to happen, if there really is an eighth pawnshop in the world, I am willing to mortgage my qiē, in exchange for her, to fight for her return, if there is a tomorrow I will definitely not sleep tonight, because she will come back after today.

"Father, father, are you alright? I'll take you to the hospital. ”

As I silently thought about it in my heart, Tom's anxious voice rang out, making me stop my thoughts, slowly let go of my arms, and opened my eyes with difficulty, and then saw Tom squatting in front of me, with tears of worry and fear on his face.

I couldn't help but laugh when I saw Tom, and I finally felt the pain from the beating, and I felt that my bones were falling apart, and there was no part of my body except for my head that didn't hurt.

"Stinky man, how can you and I have something to do? Today is just in a bad state, I was beaten by these ants, see you scared you, I sue you, the manly husband bleeds and does not shed tears, and he is not allowed to cry in the future. ”

I laughed and scolded Tom, who was choking up with tears.

"Well, Tom won't cry anymore, and he won't cry in the future, Tom will be a manly man to protect his father."

Tom wiped the tears from his cheeks with his hand and said firmly.

"This is like my son, let's go, let's go back, Aunt Xiaoyan is still waiting for us to go back to eat the best meal at home."

I stroked Tom's hair with my hand and said with a smile on my face.

"Father, Aunt Xiaoyan is not at home, and you still ask where she went today."

Tom's momentary answer shattered my subconscious hopes, to be honest, just now I really thought that Xiaoyan was waiting for us to cook at home, and even thought of a particularly happy and warm moment, but I don't want to admit that such a warm moment has been shattered and become a thing of the past.

"Nonsense, who is your Aunt Xiaoyan gone? She is waiting for us at home now, and she is not allowed to say such things in the future, otherwise she will beat you. ”

I was instantly furious, sat up from the ground abruptly, and then stood up with difficulty with one hand.

"It's just gone......"

But Tom did mumble unconvinced.

"Don't believe it, do you? Let's go home now, go home and see if you, Aunt Xiaoyan, are she there? ”

I grabbed Tom's hand with my molting palm and walked on a crutch to the side of the road, ready to stop a car and go home to see the figure that hadn't left.

Soon we took a taxi to the gate of the compound, gave the money, and I dragged my broken body out of the car, walked into the campus, stepped on the stairs, walked to the corridor, took out the key, and opened the door tremblingly.

When I opened the door, I instantly felt a heavy oppression, more oppressive than the sky outside, and when I walked into the house, I could no longer call out her name.

"Xiaoyan, I'm back, are you cooking? I'm so hungry, Tom is hungry too. ”

I was completely subconsciously out loud, but I asked loudly like this, and there was no response, and some of the gray homes lost their original color.

"Xiaoyan, why don't you speak? I'm hungry, I'm really hungry, I want to eat. ”

I walked into the living room like a walking corpse, looking at the white and clean square table, softly but trembling, I saw her sitting at the square table, I saw the plates placed on the square table, but there was nothing in each plate, and Xiaoyan sitting at the square table was also like a sculpture, just looking at me, her expression was indifferent, not at all she was before.

"Xiaoyan ......"

When I called out Xiaoyan again, the corners of her mouth curved, and there was obviously a sneer on it, and then it disappeared abruptly.

Seeing Xiaoyan disappear, I walked anxiously to the square table with one leg on my legs, wanting to reach out and hug her, and at the same time crying out to her heartbreakingly, but what I was holding was only thin air, and the sound of shouting inspired tears in my eyes.

It's just that this cry is just one time, and when my tears come out of my eyes, I don't make a sound, just silently crying, I don't want Tom to see me like this, I can't pass my sadness on the big kid.

Xiaoyan, who was sitting at the square table, disappeared, but Xiaoyan who was on the sofa appeared, she looked at a book quietly, and the dusty temperament made me deeply addicted, reminding me of the first time I met her in the square, she gave me a hundred yuan, I always remember it vividly, but when I walked to the sofa and sat down, she disappeared, like a bird flying away, but she flew away and appeared in the kitchen.

I sat on the couch and watched her busy in the kitchen with her apron tied, and suddenly turned her head to look at me and showed a warm smile that was enough to melt a qiē, but only for a moment, her smile disappeared, and so did her figure.

There was no one in the room, only the breath left after she disappeared, and I touched my swollen face, in fact, I wanted to wipe the tears from my face, I didn't want to cry in front of Tom.

"Where you are, I will be there, I will accompany you......"

I slowly stood up, the words of true love echoed in my ears, I crutches, and walked to the bedroom door with great difficulty, the bedroom door was not closed, I was drawn to it, first of all, I was attracted by the glass of the rain that had fallen at some point.

I walked into the bedroom and heard footsteps behind me, and I knew it was Tom who had followed me.

"Father, are you alright?"

Tom is very sensible about Xiaoyan, I understand that he understands Yiqiē, he is worried about me, and the only one who has not left me so far is the foreign son who I don't even know if I am related by blood.

"It's okay, Tom, go watch TV, Daddy will be alone for a while."

I turned my back to him and muttered as I looked at the glass with the traces rendered.

"Okay, that, father, you have to remember that men bleed and don't shed tears."

Tom reminded me meaningfully as he was leaving, and when the door closed, I laughed bitterly, touched my cheek with the wounded palm of my molting hand, and found that the tears were falling like rain outside.

I walked closer to the window and stared blankly, but I was thinking about my feelings for Xiaoyan.

I didn't dare to be sure if I loved Xiaoyan or not, whether I really forgot about Li Qingshu, whether my love for Xiaoyan was not innocent, whenever I got along with Xiaoyan, I always thought about it, and I also had a strong sense of guilt in my heart, I would always try to be good to her, and try to make myself have only one person in my heart, but today, until now, until Xiaoyan left the recording and suddenly left me, I really understood that my love for Xiaoyan is true love.

I really can't live without her, maybe I was in a state of confusion and my heart didn't hurt much, but now, gradually regaining my senses, I really feel the so-called pain in my heart......

I can't let this kind of thing happen like this, I want to find her, I want her to tell me in person, she didn't leave me because she hated me, I won't believe it because I was beaten to death for this reason, the rain is still beating on the windowsill, the glass continues to be rendered by it unscrupulously, I was beaten very hard today, I forgot the pain of jì before, forgot my own injury, and now I am sober and sensible, I feel the pain, and I stand for a moment and sit heavily on the cold floor......

Yesterday, the broadband was in arrears, and it couldn't be published, but there was a network, and it was made up, and there would be a second update in the evening.