509 a long, long time later
A sheep with beautiful horns was running not far away, and screamed at the blue sky with full spirit, rendering the vast and boundless prairie, the atmosphere of the grassland was pleasant and beautiful, but just now the beautiful grassland suddenly became noisy
For Xiaoyan's inquiry, I looked at her, her tears have been dried by the wind, and the sunlight shining directly on her face has added a strange brilliance to her, but it seems a little dull, her inquiry is not an inquiry, in fact, it is a kind of questioning, once upon a time I would like to take a lover who I have known all my life, to the grassland to experience an immortal grassland love story, but now it is indeed so ironic, I will stay on Yiyi, who is silently looking at me, and then transfer to Ou Kuangda, who is even more pale with a dull face, Then he returned to Xiaoyan, and said in a trembling tone: "Well, it's my first love, but now she is completely different from her at that time, there is no similarity, I don't know why?" That Xiaoyan, me. ”
"Bingbing, you have a good talk with her, I believe in you, you can go."
When I wanted to apologize to Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan was extremely understanding to me, and I couldn't believe my ears when I heard her words.
"Xiaoyan Me"
"Go ahead, I'll go back to the car first."
Xiaoyan looked at me with a smile and said quite calmly, and then turned around and walked towards the periphery of the crowd, I looked at the back of the person who was determined to leave, and wanted to call her, but think about it carefully, talk to Yiyi first and then find Xiaoyan, okay, things have become like this, there is no way.
Watching Xiaoyan leave like this, my heart was not a good feeling, but I still looked at Yiyi, who seemed to have been waiting for my words, and said, "Yiyi, I have a lot of questions in my heart that you need to answer to me." ”
Then he also turned around and walked to the periphery of the crowd, the so-called circle of love has long been shattered, this time Ou Kuangda, who has been especially helping me behind the scenes, has become a wooden man, so that I didn't talk to him when I turned away, I know that I am not talking to him now, let him digest and calm down, even I am a little difficult to digest, even if I have thought that Yu Xue is Yiyi before, but when it is really affirmative, the feeling is really different.
I walked out of the crowd very quickly, I don't want to listen to the audience's discussion of me, as for Li Qingshu, Liu Qilei and others, I don't have time to observe, now I just have one word, chaos, if you add another word, it will be messy ~ messy.
I walked on some soft grass, looking at the traces of being trampled on the ground, thinking about what happened just now, and then thinking about a long, long time ago, in the process I knew that Yiyi had been walking on my body, like a student who had done something wrong silently and weakly following behind the teacher, although I was full of doubts, but at this time I didn't know how to start my words, what to ask? We fell into a long silence.
We have been walking, from the lively grassland to the cold grassland, I have also walked from the atmosphere of marriage proposal to the messy ~ chaotic stage, unspeakable love surged into my heart, the sky is still so low, so blue, and then the wind is still so calm, the footsteps behind us are still so light, we are still so silent.
"The first beer I drank with you, the first excuse to ask you out, the first time I trembled happily for you, the first time I had your dreams, the first time I held hands jerkyly, the first pillow we lay down on, the first time we confessed the emotional state of the relationship, the first day of the life of the two people."
Silence is used to break, and the person who broke it was not me, nor a simple word, but a very beautiful singing, and the sudden singing behind me surprised me a little, but I still listened while walking, listening to her singing, recalling our past, and the disordered thoughts were even stronger.
In the vast grassland, Yiyi's singing may only be a one-sided existence, but in my heart it is extremely important.
"After a long, long time, if I meet someone on the street, very similar to your retrospective, then I will definitely remember a long, long time ago, someone loved me for the first time, and after a long, long time, I really met you again on the street, at that time I will definitely remember a long, long time ago, we really had happiness, the first time loneliness someone understood, the first time tears flowed for joy, the first time I wanted to promise with me, the first wound you gave"
Yiyi's singing fell, with a trembling voice, maybe a little off, but it was extremely beautiful, because her singing slammed into my heart, this song from Fan Weiqi's "A Long Time Later" seems to be singing about me and Yiyi, Yiyi and me.
The song fell, and we fell silent again, surrounded by just gusts of wind.
"After a long, long time, I will definitely remember you and me a long, long time ago, but now."
I was silent for a moment, and finally spoke, this sentence contained too much, but before I could open my mouth, I continued, also asking Yiyi a question.
"Why didn't you say goodbye late, why is your face completely different from before?"
I turned around and looked at the unfamiliar face that was completely different from the one engraved in my mind in my memory, waiting for her answer.
Hearing my inquiry, Yiyi's face instantly darkened a lot, and became even more bitter, tears surging again, looking at me, looking at me, and then moving his gaze away, and said in a trembling tone: "I didn't say goodbye, but had no choice." ”
"As a last resort? Could something have happened? ”
I asked suspiciously, looking at Yiyi's appearance at this time, I guessed that something must have happened, and there must be something unspeakable.
However, Yiyi choked and couldn't speak, and then gradually changed from choking to crying loudly, crying very fiercely, from standing to squatting, like a girl helplessly hugging her knees and crying, I stood beside her, looking at her at this time, my heart was also very uncomfortable, so I stepped forward, closer to her, slowly squatted in front of her, patted her trembling shoulders and continued: "What happened to Yiyi?" I've asked this question for many years, and your sudden disappearance has confused me for a long time. ”
And at this moment, Yiyi suddenly jumped into my arms very quickly, hugged me tightly, when I was completely sluggish and didn't know what to do, she started to speak, and the choked words suddenly made me fall into shock, her every word and every word hit my heart hard, I never thought that such a thing would happen, I was secretly hating myself why I didn't accompany her by her side in the first place, but hated her stupidly ~ like a force.
At this time, I felt that God had begun to laugh at me fiercely, the faint wind suddenly became fierce, stimulating me, my heart was even more confused, my arm couldn't help but pat her back, my tears had flowed on my distorted cheeks, my teeth were biting my lips, my body trembled involuntarily, hearing Yiyi's words, I felt that I was simply not a person