The choked voices continued, and they intensified, and I was very worried about whether she could continue to drive in such a state. But I could not say anything, and pretended not to see and hear.

Half an hour later, Li Qingshu and I came to the courtyard, and her love was also eased a lot, but when I stood with her, the love was inevitably a little low, how I hoped that the woman standing next to me was Xiaoyan, fate and life were always so funny and helpless.

Not so long ago, and now in the future, my state of mind is completely different.

"I'm so hungry, what are you going to eat at noon today?"

Li Qingshu suddenly turned his head and asked me with a smile as he walked.

"It's commonplace."

I replied very simply, I really didn't want to communicate with her, and I didn't know why I rejected her like this.

"It's really a general answer, since it's not, I'll make today's meal, okay, it's a happy decision."

Li Qingshu didn't care if I agreed or not, I decided for me, looking at her figure hurriedly walking up the dilapidated steps, I could only shake my head helplessly, now Li Qingshu came to my house to eat, it's normal, and she has to cook at the moment, how do I feel that she has some plans? Anyway, the current Li Qingshu has become extremely different, and I can't stop it, this kind of bland domineering can only listen and watch.

When I opened the door and walked into the room with Li Qingshu, I saw a picture that shocked me, and Li Qingshu beside me also showed a look of surprise.

"Father, are you back? Hey? father, how are you going to be bad...... Brought her home? ”

Tom took the mop and looked at us standing at the door in amazement, but when I entered the door, I saw him mopping the floor, at that moment I understood that I was not a good father at all, but a bastard who could only suffer for his own children, at that moment, looking at Tom who was panting, and even Tom had beads of sweat on his forehead, my eyes were a little moist, and my heart hurt at that moment.

At this moment, I relieved myself, did not answer Tom's question, hurriedly walked to Tom's side, took the mop, stared at her solemnly, and asked suspiciously, "Why did you drag the ground?" ”

"I saw that the ground was dirty, and I had nothing to do, so I dragged it out."

Tom looked up at me and replied, as if his mood had been soured by the arrival of my Li Qingshu.

"Uh...... You don't need to do these things in the future, you just need to eat and play, you know? ”

When I walked out of the bathroom, I found that Tom was no longer there, leaving Li Qingshu standing at the door rather embarrassed, without changing his shoes, just standing stupidly.

I walked up to her, looked at her and asked, "Where's Tom?" You change your shoes, I'll make lunch for lunch, and you can just sit down. ”

Since Li Qingshu has already come, it is not good for me to continue to shake my cold face.

"Tom went to the kitchen, probably to drink water, he should be tired."

Li Qingshu nodded and said to me while changing his shoes.

Hearing Li Qingshu's words, I hurried to the kitchen, but when I walked to the kitchen door, I saw a picture that I didn't expect at all.

Tom stood on the bench, was getting down, stirring with chopsticks in his hand, looking very serious, seeing this situation, I was stunned for a moment and hurried into the kitchen, anxiously picked Tom off the high stool, and at the same time scolded: "What are you doing here, stink?" ”

"Father, am I cooking?"

Tom was put on the ground by me, holding a water-stained chopstick in his hand and said excitedly to me.

"Why do you suddenly remember to cook when you're cooking?"

I looked down at him and asked angrily.

"Aunt Xiaoyan has left her father, and when her father comes home from work, there is no one to cook, so Tom has to cook, and when his father comes back, he doesn't need to work anymore."

This time Tom was not as excited as he had just been, but was extremely stern.

In my eyes, Tom is a child comparable to an adult, but he is also just a child, but at this moment I can no longer think like this, Tom has grown up, at such an age, such a sensible matter, for the sake of others, the tears that I have been suppressing finally burst out of my eyes, for me, to have a good son like Tom, really lucky, as if all the sad feelings have come to an end.

However, just when I wanted to reprimand Tom and tell him that it was dangerous to do so, I found Li Qingshu standing at the door of the kitchen, maybe she had heard Tom's words, I turned my head to look at her, a little unsure of what to do? Anyway, Li Qingshu's face has a different color, and I don't know what she is thinking, but this is not the time for these.

"Stinky son, you are not allowed to cook in the future, it is too dangerous to use gas at home, okay, you go out first, let the father cook, how can you just eat noodles at noon?"

I finally turned my gaze to Tom, pushed him out of the kitchen as I spoke to him, and then took one look at Li Qingshu, and began to wash my hands, tie my apron and prepare for cooking.

"I'll do it, you go with Tom."

Li Qingshu, who had never spoken, suddenly said to me.

"No need, I'll just do it, how can I let you cook? To come is to be a guest. ”

I flatly refused.

"Then I'll help you, I'm also bored, I'll help you chop vegetables."

Li Qingshu didn't listen to me, but washed his hands when he spoke, and then said to me: "There are vegetables and meat in the refrigerator, right?" ”

I looked dumbfounded, and she hurried out of the kitchen to find the ingredients without bothering to wipe her hands......

"God, what the hell are you going to do? Why do you want an egg like me to hurt? ”

I fished out the boiled noodles and sighed as I looked at the droplets of water that had been thrown into the boiling water.

It's just that in this narrow kitchen, cooking with Li Qingshu, I will only miss Xiaoyan even more, and miss what she is doing at this moment? I miss her smile, I miss her warmth to me, I miss her qiē, but when I think of the promise she can't reach, my heart will gradually fall silent, and I forget the time when I fry the food, if it weren't for Li Qingshu's reminder, it is estimated that I would have been Hu now.

And after Li Qingshu finished cutting the vegetables again, he actually started to sort out the noodles cooked by Tom, of course, the noodles are not important, the important thing is the seasoning.

Ten minutes passed, and lunch was finally ready, although it was absent-minded, but it was also difficult to complete.

The main thing is that cooking with Li Qingshu is a little embarrassing, very awkward, especially Li Qingshu's smile appears all the time, which makes me feel a little guilty in my heart, and I still feel sorry for Xiaoyan.

"The stinky rice is ready, come and eat it."

I put a plate of stir-fried celery on the table and said to Tom with a smile in between.

It's just that when Tom sat next to me and Li Qingshu sat in front of me, how many times did the picture of a family of three eating come to my mind, there was a picture of Xiaoyan, and there was a picture of us laughing and warm, but the reality is such a backbone.

And Tom didn't like to see Li Qingshu very much, except for staring at him, he lowered his head to eat, and I couldn't find a topic to talk to Li Qingshu, and I just buried my head in eating like Tom.

"How was this trip to Hainan? Is it still considered smooth? ”

When we all fell into a state of complete silence, in the end, it was Li Qingshu who took the lead in breaking this silence and asked me for words of concern.

"It's okay, it's smooth."

I replied mechanically.

"Oh......"

Li Qingshu sighed, and we fell silent again, anyway, it can be regarded as a state of not speculating for more than half a sentence.

"That...... That ......"

Li Qingshu was a little slurred, I looked at her, looked at her who didn't look like her at all, and asked suspiciously, "What do you want?" ”

Li Qingshu glanced at Tom, and finally asked the question he wanted to ask.

"Did that who left you?"

She asked me a little worriedly.

Hearing her words, my heart inevitably became heavy, the chopsticks in my palm were also placed on the porcelain bowl, I looked at Li Qingshu, and then at Tom, who was about to finish eating, and said softly: "I have something to do with your aunt, you go back to the bedroom first." ”

"No, I haven't eaten yet."

Tom stared at Li Qingshu and said resolutely, and at the same time devoured the rice.

Li Qingshu's face changed slightly, but he was also silent, and slowly lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking? I saw that Tom was extremely dissatisfied with Li Qingshu, which was not good, so I said to him in a raised voice: "Obedient, go back to the bedroom quickly, otherwise we will leave now and we won't eat." ”

Hearing my threatening words, the sensible Tom finally relented, but when he turned to leave, he didn't forget to glare at Li Qingshu fiercely, I don't know why Tom has such a big grudge against Li Qingshu, but I am very relieved to see Tom's back leaving.

"Did you break up?"

However, when I watched Tom walk into the bedroom and didn't look back, Li Qingshu's inquiry rang out again......

I turned around helplessly, my face instantly dropped, and I said to her a little coldly: "It seems that we have nothing to do with you if we break up or not, right?" Xiaoyan, she's not your sister. ”

"Then you broke up with her by default, to be honest, I can't think of why you broke up, but you broke up, I really felt relieved, although your heart must be very uncomfortable."

Li Qingshu didn't feel dissatisfied with my cold words, but said extremely calmly, that beautiful face really made me can't read what she was thinking in her heart?

"Yes, we broke up, and she left, but there is no possibility between us, it has passed between us, I hope this time to come to my house for dinner, it is the last time, okay, that's it, are you full? Let's leave when you're full, as you said, I'm in a very bad mood, I don't have the heart to talk to you, understand? ”

My tone was quite high, and I solemnly gave Li Qingshu's order to evict guests, and the dining table shrouded in the heat of the meal became silent in an instant, and even the whole room became so quiet, Li Qingshu looked at me blankly, as if there were tears in his eyes, but it didn't seem to be ......

"I haven't eaten enough, and I'm going to eat."