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Li Qingshu's words made me powerless to refute, I could only stand up without a word, ready to leave the dining table, if she wants to continue to eat, eat it, I have no way to look at the tears in her eyes, I can't look at her like a girl who has done something wrong to eat weakly, I can only choose to escape, maybe for me to come to this life is to escape, escape and escape.
It's just that when I leave the table, I don't know where to go? Finally wandered for a while or went to the bathroom, and then squatted on the toilet.
I'm going to wait until Li Qingshu calms down before I go out......
I squatted on the toilet for nearly ten minutes, and walked out of the bathroom in a low voice, and when I walked out of the bathroom and slowly looked at the dining table, I found that there was no one in front of the dining table, not even the leftovers on the plate, it was a completely clean dining table.
I can't help but have doubts, but this kind of doubt is only for a moment, after a short period of distraction, I thought that Li Qingshu must have deliberately played the role of Xiaoyan, maybe when she learned the fact that Yan and I broke up, she was already about to take action, maybe she had already taken action, but this time she will work harder, this is the last thing I want to see, I am really helpless, I really don't want Xiaoyan to be so ambiguous with Li Qingshu just after leaving, Because I always believe that Xiaoyan will return to me one day, but I can't let Xiaoyan see me and Li Qingshu having an affair.
At this time, Li Qingshu was washing dishes in the kitchen, I stood at the door and looked at her back, at that moment I recognized Xiaoyan, and even impulsively wanted to hug her, and slowly hugged her from behind.
It's just that when I took a step for a moment, I suddenly woke up, and my confused head was clear for a moment, and it was not Xiaoyan in front of me, but Li Qingshu.
"Li Qingshu, our relationship is not very close, and I don't need you to wash the bowl in my house, you can leave after eating, I'd better do it again, I hope this is the last time."
I was not high-pitched, but unusually low-pitched, staring at her back, unusually cold.
But Li Qingshu didn't give an answer, he still washed the dishes in his own way, and the appearance of ignoring me made me a little helpless, but I want to get rid of her completely, look for Xiaoyan seriously, and wait for Xiaoyan to come back safely, I must continue to speak.
"What do you mean you don't say? What the hell are you going to do? Don't you think it's very cheap? ”
I continued to be cold, and the somewhat hot kitchen instantly became cold, and this time Li Qingshu still ignored me, still washing the dishes, I understood that she did it on purpose.
Seeing that she still didn't answer, she hurriedly walked to her side, snatched the plate in her hand, and fell directly to the ground, the sound of the plate falling to the ground sounded harshly, so that the cold kitchen was instantly filled with a fierce atmosphere, Li Qingshu, who was trying to be silent and quietly washing dishes, was frightened, she stared at me with beautiful eyes, her face was full of doubts after the fright, shocked that I would be so angry, and would throw the plate directly to the ground angrily, the sound of the plate breaking seemed to be the sound of Li Qingshu's heart breaking.
But I looked at her rationally, and shouted at her angrily: "Li Qingshu, I don't need your fake care, I can wash the dishes myself, I hate you very much now, please leave my house quickly." ”
My anger made Li Qingshu's eyes glow with tears, but he didn't feel so sad and grieved, or even angry, but looked at me and asked with some excitement: "Why?" Why are you doing this to me? Obviously, you and Wang Xiaoyan have broken up, why do you continue to pretend? I know you still love me in your heart, but I don't understand why you can't accept me? I know I've done a lot of wrong things before, and I really regret it now, why are you doing this to me? ”
Li Qingshu did not have grief, did not anger, only asked me excitedly, looking at her tearful appearance, her heart was not as solid as a rock as it appeared on the surface, but a state of confusion, but I understood what I had to do and what I had to do.
"Why? Hehe, I treated you like that before, and I didn't even care about my own life, but you didn't look at me with the right eyes, but got together with that bastard ex-boyfriend, I sue you, I can't let go, I'm angry, I don't have love for you now, only hate, maybe hate is also a qualitative love, but I won't be with you, because I hate you, and you're already a, you go, I become irritable when I see you, and I want to drop things. ”
I stretched out my fingers, merged them into fingers, tremblingly pointed at Li Qingshu who was close at hand, and roared coldly but angrily, and that disgust really appeared, like a sharp sword stabbed into her heart, and the already agitated kitchen was sublimated again, and at the same time as I spoke, in order to fit my anger at this time, Li Qingshu carefully washed, washed the white plate, and fell heavily on the ground again, harder and harder, and all the five plates she had washed fell to the floor in a moment, The poor floor was hit hard again and again, the poor plate felt the pain of breaking again and again, poor Li Qingshu trembled again and again, and even the last roar of the plate was the last miserable cry, splashing the scraps of my body on my face and her face.
At this moment, Li Qingshu no longer has reason, looking at me stupidly, the tears in his eyes are becoming more and more turbulent, and in a moment they are emerging, the beautiful face is no longer bloody, but a kind of paleness, that is, the kind of extremely painful paleness, crystal tears crossed her cheeks, stinging her skin, and her palms tightly grasped the edge of her pants, her lips have been bitten by her teeth, her trembling body truly reflects her feelings at the moment, and the silent posture is completely collapsed for me and my words and the act of smashing the plate.
And I really feel Li Qingshu's affection for me, this qiē is not fake, not a dream, the woman I once loved deeply is so deep in love with me, and what can I do when I look at a strong woman who has become a weak woman?
Some of the oppressive kitchens are like a grave, and the taste really can't be described in words, if there is one word to describe it, it can only be in one word.
"It's better to live than to die."
The sound of the plate breaking and crying stopped, Li Qingshu's crying had just begun, but she still didn't turn away, she didn't even slap me hard, her cheeks that were already ready to bear the beating couldn't relax, Li Qingshu shed two lines of hot tears, her face was pale, her eyes looked at me with dull eyes, her lips were trembling, but she just didn't speak, as if she wanted to be silent like this forever, standing in front of me and staring at me all the time.
Now that it's become like this, there's no need to show mercy anymore, just let her hate me to the extreme, let her slap me left and right, slam the door and leave.
"Why are you so shameless, I'm like this, you don't leave yet, who are you crying to, I sue you, I hate you, whether you cry or laugh, I hate you, I will be disgusted when I see you laughing, I won't have a trace of pity when I see you crying, I am such a person, today I will let you see it clearly, when you hear the sound of the plate falling on the ground and breaking, maybe you have understood, I just hope you can turn around and leave with this trace of understanding."
This passage is completely a heavy blow to Li Qingshu, who is already dying, with ruthlessness, with sharpness, without the slightest pity.
But I imagined that the left and right bows, the angry roar did not appear, my heart was full of incredible, I really couldn't understand how Li Qingshu's temper became so good, I was so ruthlessly insulted and insulted, she was so silent, and she smiled miserably and slowly squatted down, and began to pick up the broken plate fragments, no one can imagine that Li Qingshu is a pampered and well-behaved aristocratic child, and the upper-class people are buried and scolded by me like this, they are all so calm, and they are still cleaning up the aftermath for me, And I'm still reminiscing about her laughter, which is a sudden misery.
At this moment, I wanted to cry, but I had to endure it, endure the tears that didn't mean anything, endure the suppressed feelings that were about to explode, and stood in front of her blankly, looking at Li Qingshu who was picking up fragments with his slender palm......
Just when I was speaking with an incredible mood, Li Qingshu, who was squatting to pick up fragments, spoke a little calmly, and the voice was like a monk who had escaped into an empty door, full of innocence and without a trace of distractions.
"Liang Jiafeng, what I bear now, I can't compare with what you did at all, I insult and abuse you, I really feel what it's like at this moment, I really feel it, I remember that you have been in the grassland before, you have never loved me, you approached me just for money, but your words just now are completely different from the words of the grassland, I can't figure out which sentence is true and which sentence is false, but I believe that Liang Jiafeng, your heart is aching."
When Li Qingshu reached the last sentence, he suddenly raised his head, and the ethereal eyes like divine help stared straight at me, as if he had seen through my heart, making me stunned for a moment, hurriedly turning his head away, and at the same time hurriedly said in order to avoid embarrassment: "Heartache wool, don't continue to pretend, hurry up." ”
Although the tone was still cold, the angry voice was a little lower, maybe because Li Qingshu squatted down to pick up the fragments, or maybe because there were too many things.
"I'll go when I'm done picking them up, and you can go find a broomstick."
Li Qingshu still went his own way, and didn't listen to me at all, but when she was talking, he didn't want to be cut into his slender palm by the fragments, and only listened to her pain, I hesitated for a moment, or squatted down and pulled her out of the kitchen directly, and quickly walked to the living room, ready to find a band-aid to put on her, I didn't have any words, just looking for a band-aid, and Li Qingshu didn't say anything, just stood behind me, maybe she was looking at me, and me? Maybe looking at her too.