I simply stopped talking, and I didn't ask her, I believed that she must have taken care of Tom, I went back to the bedroom, took off my wet clothes, and then lay down in the bed, I was tired, I needed a good night's sleep, these days I was in a deep state of tension every day, I wanted to take a shower, but I was too tired, I lay in bed and soon entered the village.

I don't know how long later, I felt that someone was playing with my ears, I opened my eyes very quickly, and the first thing that caught my eye when I opened my eyes was Tom, and I felt much better when I saw his cute appearance, and I couldn't help but reach out and stroke Tom's head, full of intimacy.

"You don't pretend to be so much now, are you ashamed to engage in this kind of fake action now? Do you want to be shameless? Where did all this go? ”

Just when I was in a much better mood, an untimely voice rang out, and my face changed, but instead of looking at her, I closed my eyes and first silenced myself in the darkness, I don't want to see her now, so as not to affect my feelings.

"What? Pretending to be asleep again? Are you a man or not? If you don't go home for a month, when you go home, you go to sleep, is this home still your home? Is this family still related to you? ”

Li Qingshu said the words very angrily, I hid in the dark and heard it all, she was right, I forgot about the family in order to complete and must be done, and I didn't care about the people at home, at this time I was a little embarrassed, and I was especially sorry Tom, I no longer hid in the dark, but opened my eyes and looked at Tom, and at the same time sat up and said to him apologetically: "Stinky boy, it's Dad who is sorry for you, since you followed me, I haven't taken good care of you, I'm really, really sorry for you, forgive Dad." ”

At this time, my tears have already been in tears, and at this time I am completely sincere, and I really feel sorry for Tom.

Tom looked at me, did not speak immediately, but got up from the bed, stood on the bed and stood beside me and looked at me, the smile on his face became even thicker, and then patted me on the shoulder very seriously, and said firmly: "Father, don't say I'm sorry, I'm your son, no matter what time I'm your son, even if you're not by my side, I can take care of myself." ”

At this time, Tom was a little adult, every word he said was so impressive, sometimes I really felt that I was not as mature as Tom, I was like a child, he was like an adult, and I was drunk when I thought of Tom standing in front of me and patting my shoulder with his little hand.

"Stinky boy, don't worry, I will treat you well in the future, and I will never leave you alone."

I sat on the bed and hugged Tom tightly while talking, this time I made up my mind, and when I finished going to Dali, I would never leave Tom again, if I couldn't find Xiaoyan, if Xiaoyan really changed his mind, I was ready to rely on Tom for my life.

The tears in my eyes finally flowed out emotionally, and Tom seemed to cry, and we father and son stood and snuggled on the bed, and the relationship between us became even deeper.

We completely ignored that there was another person in the room, and I didn't know if she would be a part of the family, but what I wanted in my heart now was Xiaoyan, and I hoped that Xiaoyan would be able to return to this home, take care of Tom, and be with me.

Tom and I hugged for a while, when we left each other and calmed down, we found that Li Qingshu was no longer in the room, Tom and I looked at each other, smiled tacitly, and then walked out of the bedroom together, and when we walked out of the bedroom, we found that the meal had been ready, Li Qingshu sat at the dining table and looked in one direction.

Tom didn't feel embarrassed, he ran to the dinner table very quickly, and talked to Li Qingshu, one aunt after another called very kindly, and unconsciously after more than a month of getting along, the relationship between Tom and Li Qingshu turned out to be so good, I was shocked, but I also felt normal.

Seeing Li Qingshu and Tom smiling intimately, I suddenly felt that I was an outsider in this family, I didn't enter the game, I stood awkwardly almost two meters away from the dinner table, did not speak, and was silent.

"What's the matter? Did you sleep stupid? Do you still need me to invite you to dinner? A busy man who doesn't go home for a month. ”

When I fell into a silent and embarrassing situation, Li Qingshu suddenly said to me in a weird way, it seemed to be deliberate, looking at Tom's eyes looking at me were so gloating, I really wanted to be rude to this stinky boy, just now it was as sweet as honey with me, and now it has become so, in a blink of an eye, it is to wear a pair of pants with Li Qingshu.

"yes, it's just a stupid sleep, what's wrong?"

The only thing I can resolve the embarrassment now is to do this, mix with Li Qingshu, and then bear her hygienic eyes, go straight to the dining table, sit down and eat the food regardless of the three-seven-twenty-one, and talk while eating.

"It's delicious, I'm starving, eat more, don't you all go out and eat quickly, don't sit stupidly, aren't you stupid?"

I ate in a hurry, and at the same time said to Li Qingshu and Tom, who were looking at me in a daze.

"Neurotic, it's shameless, don't see outside, I made all these meals."

Li Qingshu said indifferently.

"Come on, this house is still mine, don't you use my pot to cook? Don't you use my dishes and chopsticks to eat? ”

Not to be outdone, I immediately fought back against Li Qingshu.

"You're shameless."

"Yes, I'm shameless, and I have to wash my face."

In this way, dinner time was spent in the bickering, and when I finished eating, I called the people in the company and told them that they were going to leave the car recently, and they had to get ready, and I was prepared.

Standing in the corridor, holding on to the rusty guardrail that has been soaked, looking at the picture of the rain, listening to the sound of the rain falling, this feeling is good but also bad, the good thing is that I can finally go to Dali to find Xiaoyan, what should Li Qingshu do? If I find Xiaoyan, what will I do at that time? I really don't know what to do anymore?

Thousands of raindrops were falling like crazy, and some of them would fall on me, but I didn't care, just stood in the hallway, I don't know how long I had been standing here? Anyway, it's been a long time, it's estimated that it's been more than ten minutes, it's night, Tom has fallen asleep, maybe Li Qingshu has also fallen asleep, this time is the quietest time, but also the loneliest time, the sky is vast, I seem to see a figure in the dark courtyard, and even saw the tips of her hair, I should have hallucinations, but it's normal, I've been hallucinating lately, since Xiaoyan left, I'm not in a state, plus Manqing's things I feel completely crazy.

I stood for a long time, and suddenly I felt that someone was standing next to me, it should be behind me, so I suddenly felt like I had encountered a ghost, and it hurt.

In the middle of the night, I even felt my long hair dancing with the wind, and I felt that I was still hallucinating, maybe tomorrow the rain stopped, the sun appeared, and I should report to the psychiatric hospital.

After thinking it was a hallucination, I ignored it and continued to watch the rain and listen to the rain, but at such a moment, my shoulder was suddenly gently patted, no, it should be heavy, anyway, I don't know if it was light or heavy, I was taken aback, I really wanted to shout: "Scared the baby to death." ”

I turned around in fright and found that there was really a person, and it was a man with long hair flowing and dressed in white, a woman to be exact.

I was stunned for a moment, and then I screamed, "Oh the hell." ”

"Ghost you uncle, you are the ghost."

As my words fell, a sharp voice rang out angrily, startling me again, but when I heard the sound of this voice, I knew who it was, because it was so deep.

"Okay, you're not a ghost, I'm a ghost, you tell me about your sudden presence behind people in the middle of the night, isn't that scary?

"yes, I'm just mindful, what's the matter? You stand in the corridor in the middle of the night, this is not a ghost, what is a ghost? ”

Li Qingshu said in a weird way.

"I've already said it's a ghost, it's useless for you to say another word, if you come out to see the rain, you can watch, and if you don't want to see the rain, go back."

I also had a bad tone, so I said to her coldly.

"You care about me."

Li Qingshu glanced at me in the dark, stood beside me, and said coldly at the same time.

"I'll take care of you."

I also said not to be outdone, and then fell silent, quietly looking at the rainy world, and Li Qingshu was the same, suddenly fell silent, we stood together on the surface like this, and stood together for unknown reasons, very uncomfortable, and very cold, but it seems that we like to stand like this, maybe our hearts are too heavy, right?

"Do you feel sad under the rain?"

I don't know how long I was silent, Li Qingshu suddenly said, such coldness also made me drunk, but I still answered her question.

"It's not sad, it's exciting, so that the world is in a state of excitement, how can such rain be sad?"

"I don't think it's all sad right now."

"I think it's because your love is sad, right?"

"Don't talk about me, you are the same."

"Hehe, I'm not, I'm in a good mood right now."

"Really? I've never heard of a person standing in the corridor in the middle of the night watching the rain is in a good mood, such a person is either sad or mentally ill, which one are you? ”

"I'm mentally ill."

"You've finally admitted it, and it's hard to get you to admit it once."

"Are you talking to me in the middle of the night? I'm not available, I'm going back to sleep. ”

"You wait."