Manqing's prayer that I couldn't say or do anything, I could only stand at the door in a daze, hugged tightly by Manqing, her sadness had rendered the whole room, and even almost burst the whole room, my mind was in a state of disorder, I really had a feeling that I couldn't say, I wanted to go back to the past, back to the node where there was no trouble and all was happy.

In fact, I thought that Manqing had regretted it, from sitting on the bed and looking at the window and listening to the sky crying, it reflected what Manqing thought, when she let me go, I was really relaxed, I was especially afraid that Manqing would cry and make trouble to keep me, completely let go of the so-called dignity, prayed to me, hoped that I would turn back, and ask me for forgiveness.

Now the worst thing has happened and I really don't know how to do it? Do I resolutely reject her? Tell her directly that the past has become a thing of the past, and even if the mirror is broken, there will be cracks, and I will go to find the person I love in my heart, and I will not be with you.

"You're going to be silent like this, aren't you? What the hell do you think? Can you sue me? ”

Man Qing hugged me tightly from behind and asked me, the trembling in my words was still the same, but how did I break my silence? I've asked myself too many times, how do I do this? Too many questions stuck in my mind.

"Manqing...... I. ”

"Don't say it, I don't want you to say it, just let me hold you like this for a while, I'm worried that after you say it, I won't be able to hug you like this, so be it, that's it...... So be it.

Manqing interrupted what I was about to say, and began to speak as if to herself, the quiet room with a different atmosphere.

Man Qing didn't let me say it, so I stopped saying it immediately, after all, I don't know how to say it now, and I can't say it if I want to say it just now, but fortunately, Man Qing interrupted my words, so that I have a reason not to say it, not to say words that belong to the egg pain vein.

We were all silent, she held me, and I stood like a statue, and I thought it was the last time we had this kind of close encounter, and that's all I could give to Manqing, and that's all I could do for her, and I just kept quiet and stood a little longer.

Time passed bit by bit, and the still luxurious suite was always in a silent atmosphere, which would be interspersed with some intermittent choking and some gasps that were not adapted to such an environment.

I really don't deserve how long I've been standing at the door, I've been keeping up with this movement, I'm tired, of course, the exhaustion of my body can't catch up with the exhaustion in my heart, Manqing, who was pitied by me, seemed to be asleep, I was in an embarrassing but normal situation and it was difficult to break free, I could only wait for Manqing's mouth, waiting for her to break the silence.

"I'm asking you one last time, will you come back to me? I really love you now, and after so many things, I found out that the person I love the most is you, Liang Jiafeng......"

Man Qing finally spoke, and after a long hug, time finally began to move, what did my waiting usher in? I don't know.

"Man Qing, let our love be silent in the memories of the past, even if we don't love anymore, we are friends, let's let our restlessness come to an end, let the state of obediently waiting for your phone message be dusty, we can't start over, it's not that I don't love you, but it's just fate."

I didn't break free of her embrace, I looked up at the ceiling, and said it both truthfully and falsely, very calmly and firmly.

Man Qing fell silent when he heard my words, we were in a kind of helplessness of embracing, and we once again used silence to express our current feelings.

I know that if I say this, I must have hurt Manqing, but I have to do this, just like Yiyi, the past can only become the past, what I want to love now is Xiaoyan, not anyone else, even if I love, I can't love.

I hope that Manqing will not be as stubborn as Li Qingshu, let go like Yiyi, and completely forget about me, a person who is not worthy of love.

"Do you really want our love to end up being recorded?"

Manqing's question rang out again, this time the voice became intense, and the seemingly calm room ushered in its own atmosphere.

"It's enough to remember each other, Manqing I believe you can find a man who is really good to you, I'm not, if I really loved you at that time, I would have smashed that Passat even if I tried my best and stopped you, but I didn't, because my love was not pure enough, in fact, we are all the same, mutual love is not 100%, and now I am the same, the person I love is not you, I hope Manqing you can understand."

I continued, in the past month or so, I don't know how many such words I have exchanged with Manqing, and I am a little numb.

"That's right, that beautiful woman is very good, and her gestures are all aristocratic temperament, and I am no longer worthy of you like a rotten thing, I am funny...... It's funny. ”

Man Qing said a little suddenly, but the heartache in the suddenness became more and more intense, and now she may be the saddest time in this month, my pure and ruthless refusal made her choke up again.

Her completely heartbroken words sounded like talking to herself, I quickly turned around, just because Manqing had let go of me, I turned around and looked at Manqing, who had turned around and was about to walk to the bedroom lonely, grabbed her, and said a little eagerly: "Don't think about it, I'm not worthy of you, I'm a flowery man, I'm a flowery man, I've been entangled with two or three women until now, I'm not worthy, you can find a man who is 10,000 times better than me, Manqing I hope you can think about it a little, you really can't force everything." ”

I grabbed her arm and spoke very quickly, while Manqing's arms and body were trembling, and then I yelled as if I had completely lost my mind: "Don't say anything nice, it's me who can't do it, it's me who is shameless, it's me who is funny...... It's funny. ”

Man Qing struggled to break free of my restraints, and then staggered along, as if walking cotton, in a state of vain, and she said at the same time a voice that reflected her heartbreak, the more she was like this, the more sad I became, as if Man Qing's soul was out of her body for a moment, it was completely like a soulless body walking.

I wanted to catch up and grab her arm again, but when I had just taken a step and didn't fall to the ground, it occurred to me what could I say if I grabbed her arm? Now I say more than I say is to make her hurt her heart and hurt one more time.

In the end, I still balanced the steps, did not move forward, just watched her stagger, completely soulless to open the door and enter the bedroom, when the door closed, my legs could not support me to continue standing, I hurriedly held on to the doorknob, and then began to sigh heavily, sighing one after another to render the living room that was already alone.

I don't know how long I stayed in the living room, and finally left the room, this is the first time I left the hotel in these dozens of days, Manqing's drug has been rehabilitated, I also made it clear to her, I should leave, I should also go to Dali.

In the past few days, I have to take travelers to Dali, this time I personally led the team to find Xiaoyan's whereabouts, I don't know why I am very sure that Xiaoyan must be in Dali, I want to believe in such firmness.

After I left the hotel, I walked in the rainy world, I didn't have an umbrella, I was just drenched in the rain and walked in the heavy and crazy world, the wind was blowing in the streets, and my bangs with the rain were already flying wildly.

In fact, I can take a taxi to return home quickly, but I can't help but want to walk in the rain, hit by the rain, doing so, my mood may be released, after walking in the rain for more than ten minutes, I finally stopped a car, ready to go home, after all, I haven't been home for too long, I don't know how Tom is, whether Li Qingshu takes good care of it.

The world is gray, my mood is the same, got out of the car, stood at the door of the courtyard, paused for a moment and strode into the courtyard, just into the courtyard I looked up, found that there was no one in the corridor, and then I hurriedly walked up the stairs, quickly came to the door of the house, I glanced at the room where Li Qingshu lived, and found that the door was closed.

I took out the key to open the door and walked in, today seems to be Tuesday, Tom should still be in school, there should be no one at home, but when I dragged my body into the house, I saw a figure busy, she seemed to be sticking to something? Just as I was looking closely, Li Qingshu, who was busy, suddenly turned to look at me, and when she saw me, she was surprised, then she was indifferent, then she was resentful, then she was angry, and then we were silent.

"That...... What are you doing? ”

"Do you still know how to come back? I thought you were dead outside. ”

"Are you sticking wallpaper?"

"What are you doing here? Do it look like this? Don't you know how to bring an umbrella on a rainy day? ”

"Thank you."

"Are you stupid?"

“……”

We exchanged words very quickly, and then fell silent again, and we formed a tacit understanding between us.

She was standing on a high stool, staring at me condescendingly, and I was standing on the floor, looking up at her, and it was interesting to look at her, but I wasn't in the mood, all I wanted to know now was if Tom was okay.

"The ......"

"Tom is fine, I'm not like you."

"You ......"

"I'm not hard, it's to see Tom this kid pitiful."

“……”

It was another very fast exchange, and then obviously there was silence, only this time I simply didn't speak, I was about to say, people knew what I wanted to say, so they interrupted me, and answered in advance, what a woman with a high IQ, I even think that this girl can read people's hearts, but this kind of decision is vetoed in a moment, if she can read people's hearts, we will not be like this now.