The silence in the room was terrible, and the maids were a little surprised by Li Xuan's arrival—he hadn't been here for a few days.

Li Xuan waved his hand and sent them down.

Yuyan curled up in the corner of the bed, her eyes staring straight at somewhere.

He suddenly remembered that in the past, every time she was sad or sad, or encountered something fearful, she was always like this.

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"Why are you so honest today, hiding in the house and not going out." He watched a little puzzled as she huddled up in the pavilion alone, and the small figure made him feel a little distressed for no reason.

He has come to make peace today. Xiyan hadn't paid attention to him for ten days. I hadn't spoken to him since the last time I knew he had followed his brothers to the land of fireworks. Originally, he was going to wait for her to speak first as usual, but when he waited left and right, he panicked first. She would never be like this before, even if she was angry again, she would surround him again after a day, Brother Li Xuan and Brother Li Xuan talked non-stop. Although he came to ask for peace, he was actually a little indignant: obviously it was her brother who went with her brother at that time, why could she talk and laugh with Yun Heng and ignore him? Besides, don't say that they haven't married now, even if they become married in the future, isn't it common for men to act on the spot, how can they be like this? can't tolerate such a trivial matter, if he wants to take another concubine or something in the future, what will she do? Don't talk about it from afar, just say that Ama is good, there are a lot of concubines in the family, but how can I see Eniang blushing with Ama once because of this? This stinky girl hasn't grown up yet, so I'll take care of him first. He went to visit the kiln because he was curious, and he didn't plan to go again in the future, so she was jealous and unforgiving.

"Hmm." Xiyan lowered her head and replied indiscriminately.

"What's wrong?" His doubts deepened again. A few days ago, even if she talked to her, she ignored people, and now although this attitude is not good, but there are always questions and answers, he is not used to it, so he deliberately teased her, "Why is it like a little lady?" ”

"It's nothing......" she whispered, still keeping her head down. Brother Li Xuan......"

Her voice was soft and soft, and there was a little childishness, which made him suddenly regret making her sad. Isn't it just curiosity about women? Xiyan will grow up in the future, and sooner or later it will be his, why bother to make her sad for such a thing?

"What?" His voice grew soft.

"What if...... If I die...... Will you miss me? ”

"What a dead or alive," he pulled down his face in an instant, "I just said like a lady, and I started talking nonsense again!" ”

"I knew you didn't like me, you hated me...... I'm not going to bother you again......" at the end of the sentence, he choked up.

"What the hell is wrong with you!" He grabbed her shoulders and forced her to look up. My eyes were red and swollen, and I don't know how long I had been crying.

Xiyan shook him off and buried his head in his knees again.

"Don't just cry. What are you talking about? He circled around her anxiously.

"I'm going to die!" She finally burst into tears. "I'm dying! I'll ...... later. Won't bother you anymore! Woowoo woo ......"

There was a "buzz" in his head, and people didn't feel that they took a step back. "You............ Has the Imperial Doctor seen it? He leaned down anxiously. Don't cry, what did the doctor say, really...... Is it really incurable...... Don't be afraid...... Even if one says so, let's look at something else, it must be ...... I'm sure I'll be able to heal you......"

Xiyan shook his head, "Don't look at it, don't ...... Cause trouble to others again. I know ...... myself."

"I haven't seen what nonsense you're talking about!" He was also angry, and pulled her arm to pull her up. "Let's go, I'll find the Imperial Doctor to show you!"

"Don't ......" Xiyan couldn't break free, and said while sobbing, "I'm ...... today." Always...... Bleeding all the time, bleeding ...... There's a lot of blood, my blood...... It's almost gone...... Woo woo, belly ...... My stomach hurts too...... I'm going to die...... Woowoo woo ......"

"Bleeding, where is the bleeding? Let me see! He was even more panicked, and he couldn't see that she was hurt, why did she keep bleeding?

"That's it...... It's just ......" she didn't know how to explain. He simply stood up and turned around. "Look...... Woowoo...... I've changed my clothes several times today......"

When he looked at it, it wasn't anything, there were still blood stains on his skirt.

He was three years older than her and sensible earlier than her. Usually when a few older boys of the same age get together, it is inevitable that women will be mentioned in their conversations. There are three or two older ones, and the family already has a room girl or a few concubines, and naturally knows more than him. Li Xuan is thin-skinned, and when they get together to talk about women, he listens to them with or without a match, and he listens a lot. In particular, there is a big horn inside, and he likes to brag about the bed, and his brothers always like to coax him. Last time, he also said that he had just accepted a concubine recently, and the heat had not passed, and he was so unhappy every day. It just so happened that the arrow was on the verge that day, but she suddenly came to the water, and he had to find another girl to put out the fire. At that time, Li Xuan still wondered what dehydration was, but he was embarrassed to ask. But Yun Heng couldn't hide his words, and he had already asked first, but he was ridiculed by several brothers: I don't know what women are like until now. He also told him that only when he came to the water can he be called a woman, and he can be a mother. That day, he was dragged by them to see what Oiran was, and then he brought out the things that followed. He also secretly pondered in his heart, and he didn't know if Xiyan had dehydration now? As soon as the thought came to him, he was shocked by his audacity and frivolity.

"Don't worry, a naughty girl like you, Lord Yama will have a headache when he sees it, and he won't accept you." His face burned badly. She turned out to ...... Grew up. He stole a glance at her already slightly bulging breasts - was she just like the Oiran, where she should be? He couldn't help but swallow his saliva, but he secretly cursed himself in his heart: How can that kind of woman be compared to Xiyan? But because of this, the heart couldn't help jumping wildly.

Xiyan raised his head, looked at him with a pair of big misty eyes, and said with a pout, "You...... Hate me so much, at this time...... And mocked me......"

"Who hates you!" He muttered something to his mind, "Where's Fluttershy?" What about Mama Wu? "Today, the people in the house are resting, and there are only two people around her. Even if she doesn't understand it, and Fluttershy doesn't understand it when she's young, then Mama Wu is an old man in the house, so won't she understand? Thinking of this, his face sank.

Xiyan saw that his face had changed, and his heart was even more sad, and he curled back timidly. "Mama Wu has something to do, so she went home this morning. Fluttershy was scared to see me like this, and she had already gone to find her, so she should ...... I'm coming back soon. ”

"Ridiculous!" He said angrily. "What's going on at home? She's just a servant of you, what's more important than you? Let her be alone here and worry about her life, her eyes are swollen from crying, and he feels distressed when she thinks about it.

"Brother Li Xuan...... Don't be angry, Mama Wu really has something at home, she ...... me Pretty good. She was still worried about herself, but seeing him like this, she had to persuade him in turn.

"Don't sit here." He picked her up and "went up to the house and lay down." Don't be naughty these days, and don't eat raw and cold things, you know? ”

"Oh." She meekly agreed in his arms, pressing her face against his chest. "Thank you...... Brother Li Xuan...... Thank you for comforting me. ”

What a fool. "Aren't you sick...... he thought for a moment, "Don't think about it, I'll let E-Niang find you a doctor later." If E-Niang asks you, you just have to tell me again, and you are not allowed to say anything else, you know? "That Mama Wu has long been unpleasant to his eyes, relying on the fact that he was married by his mother, and he usually even listens to his words. E-Niang eats fasting and recites Buddha on weekdays, and she doesn't pay much attention to the things in the house, so she just took this opportunity to make a big deal and let the dog slave have a longer memory.

Although Xiyan didn't understand what he meant, she nodded obediently.

Later, as he expected, Mama Wu was severely reprimanded by Eniang, and from then on, she never dared to slack off on Xiyan's affairs. It was also at that time that he really understood her embarrassing situation in the mansion: a powerless guest, an orphan under the fence, and not as well-behaved and sensible as Ning Ruo, who could please Amma, and all the servants in the mansion who had heads and faces did not take her seriously. He also thought hatefully, when she became the young Fujin in this mansion in the future, he would see who would dare to bully her. It's just that...... Her willfulness and recklessness finally ruined this qiē.

Now, he can't give her the position of Fujin, but why is he negligent even the protection he should have?