Li Xuan hugged Xiyan from behind with self-reproach. She was cold, it was already midsummer, but through the thin clothes, he could feel her shivering.

He didn't speak, just hugged her silently, hoping that the heat on his body would warm her a little.

"Lord Wang." I don't know how long it took, but Xiyan finally woke up and called him softly.

"Huh?" He pressed his face against her left cheek. With such an intimate action, she would have pushed herself away if she normally did, but now, she was just letting him go, as if she didn't care at all.

"I'm with ...... Yun Heng's brother is innocent between each other. There was a slight tremor in her calm voice. We didn't—"

"I know, Xiyan, I know it all. You don't need to explain. He simply interrupted her and hugged her tighter, lest the nasty words come out of her mouth again. On the wedding night, she gave him an innocent body, how could he not know?

Xiyan nodded. "And what about them...... Why? "She seemed to be talking about something that had nothing to do with her, and she was eerily quiet." No wonder...... No wonder the last time I was in Suwangfu, they looked at me like that and said that about me, it turned out that in their hearts, I was this kind of person. She also thought that Miss Tong Jia hated her interference because she admired Li Xuan and Ning Ruo, but now that she thinks about it, she must feel that she is dirty and not worthy of Li Xuan at all. The men's squinting gazes could explain it. Because of this, the eldest brother persuaded her not to take it to heart, right? Hehe, everyone knows that she is the only one in the dark.

"What do they say about you? Why haven't I heard you say that? He asked distressedly. She was in a low mood when she came back from King Su's Mansion that day, and he only thought that it was because Yun Heng married her another, but he never thought that she would be hurt by rumors at that time.

"No, nothing said." She whispered. "I really don't have ...... I want to seduce you. She explained distractedly. It must be that my behavior is too unstable and indecent...... will make people misunderstand like that. It must be...... When I was a child, you used to say that about me......" She suddenly thought of something. "The old, the old prince is really ...... Are you mad at me? ”

"No, of course not. Xiyan, don't be cranky. He hurriedly said, "I'm Amma...... Suddenly suffering from a vicious illness, when the imperial doctor came, he had no skills to recover, and it had nothing to do with you. ”

"Oh, that's good." She didn't seem to hear his roar, and even turned around and smiled at him. "That's good." She tilted her head slightly, afraid that tears would soon fall from her burning eyes.

"Xiyan ......" He suddenly didn't know what to say. She doesn't cry or make a fuss now, but it makes him more uncomfortable than anything else.

"Maybe I'm really a broom star." There was a smile in her tone. "Look, my parents and brothers...... I killed them. If I hadn't been born, maybe our family would ...... It wouldn't be like this. She paused, "I also bring bad luck to the Rui Palace...... Killing Fluttershy...... Now, I have put you to shame on me......" No matter how hard she resisted, tears still slipped down quietly and dripped on the back of his hand around her. "Brother Li Xuan, I'm sorry...... I...... I'm always giving you trouble......" He helped her, but she made him a laughing stock for others, and she owed him something she couldn't pay off in her life.

"Xiyan, don't do this." He buried his head in her soft hair and pleaded lowly. "If you feel uncomfortable, cry out, don't hold it back!" This was the first time in five years that she called "Brother Li Xuan" like this, but he only felt indescribably sour when he heard it.

"I'm not uncomfortable, really. You don't have to feel sorry for me. She wiped her tears and smiled choked, "They're right. I'm an ominous person. Lord Wang, don't come to Chenxi Pavilion in the future, okay? "In this world, the person she is most reluctant to hurt is him. What if one day he also suffers misfortune because of herself? It was only now that she could see her heart clearly: no matter how she resisted, no matter how she deceived herself, in her heart, he was always there, never leaving for a day.

"Xiyan, listen up, since I married you, I will condemn you in this life." He turned her body, looked into her eyes, and said word by word, "You are not a broom star, you are my Fujin, you are the master here, no one can bully you, no one." Did you hear me clearly? ”

She stared at him in amazement and shook her head with teary eyes. "But I ......"

"It's nothing." He finished speaking categorically, and suddenly sealed her lips without saying a word.

Xiyan stretched out her hand to push him away, but she couldn't shake him at all. Gradually, her hand against his chest loosened. He did this to prove that he was not afraid of her bringing disaster upon him. Brother Li Xuan...... Why bother? She sighed softly inwardly. Well, if he wants, give it to him. In fact, from beginning to end, in addition to her body, what else did she give him? She has no family background, no wealth, no beauty, and even now, she has no more of the most important reputation of a woman. What is left of her other than this body, which is already dirty in the eyes of the world?

Thinking of this, Xi Yan simply reached out to hook his neck, clumsily cooperating with his movements. Feeling her jerky response, Li Xuan first froze, looked at her with a complicated expression, and then lowered his head to kiss away the tears on her face. Different from the last stormy devastation, this time Li Xuan was surprisingly gentle to her, and when he kept calling her name in her ear, Xi Yan even had an illusion in a trance: he was his beloved...... Oh, the best dream of a girl, it turns out that I haven't woken up until today. Xiyan burst into tears at her own childishness - she, after all, is not worthy of anyone's cherishment.

The sharp pain under her body instantly pulled her consciousness back to reality, and Xiyan couldn't help but sobbed softly, and her body immediately tensed up - the painful memories of that night...... It's so unforgettable.

Feeling the discomfort of the villain under him, Li Xuan leaned over and whispered in her ear, "Xiyan, don't be afraid...... This time it's different, trust me......" The gentle words had a demagogic effect, and the initial tension and discomfort were slowly replaced by an indescribable pleasure, and Xiyan's whole body trembled......

She simply stopped dwelling on those mixed feelings, trembled and kissed him back, and did her best to repay him and please him......

This night, she tossed and turned under him.