The night was deep and terrifying, and she took the bus back to her home with Yiyi, who had fallen asleep because of drunkenness.

I hugged her, step by step, because the elevator was broken, I could only take the stairs, although I was very tired, but I didn't feel tired, I was just in an empty state, my heart felt empty, maybe I saw my feelings for Yiyi, sad tears hung all over Yiyi's face.

The sound of me stumbling on the floor resounded in the empty stairwell, and a minute or two later I walked to Yiyi's door.

Then I took out the key from her bag, opened the door, turned on the light, walked into the bedroom, and slowly put Yiyi on the bed~, I didn't turn on the bedroom light, I didn't want to look at her face anymore, I didn't dare to look at the tears left on her face, I covered her with a quilt in the dark space, took off her shoes for her, and poured a glass of water, when I was ready to leave, Yiyi suddenly reached out and grabbed my hand and didn't let me leave.

Feeling the tight restraint of Yiyi's palm, my heart sank slightly, and I was going to leave peacefully, but now that she woke up, the separation between us became much sader, and the dark world was even more depressing, as if the air was no longer flowing at this moment, the clock was not leaving, and the room was silent and dark, and it was also stagnant.

"Yiyi"

I slowly looked back at Yiyi in the darkness and whispered.

"I haven't fallen asleep, I just want you to take care of me for a short time, I really haven't felt like this for a long time, Feng, thank you, thank you for holding me so warmly, holding me and waiting for the car, holding me upstairs, carrying me to the bed~ , taking off my shoes for me, covering the quilt for me, pouring water for me, maybe there is a possibility between us, but I will promise you that I will live well."

Yiyi sat up slowly, and whispered to me, very quiet, very quiet, her opening made the stagnation of the room fluctuate, but it was like a river of sadness, this river has no sad sound, just a helplessness.

I obviously love but can't get the sadness, Yiyi sitting on the bed~ seems to have been put down, but I know that this is just an illusion, she will never give up easily, maybe she will not give up until the last moment, but I know that I can only sigh in my heart.

"Depend on me"

Again, I wanted to speak.

"Feng, can you stay with me today? It's the final separation. ”

Yiyi interrupted what I wanted again, her words made my heart suddenly shocked, I can't imagine that she actually asked me to accompany her and spend the night with her, but when I thought about what she did in KTV, I calmed down, but how could I do this? KTV didn't know how to do it just now, and I won't do it now, Xiaoyan must not be sleeping waiting for me, my phone is turned off, and Xiaoyan doesn't know how many calls she made.

"Don't worry, I won't ask for anything else, I just hope you can accompany me tonight, let's talk, I'm not going to sleep, don't think about it, I won't embarrass you."

Yiyi spoke again when I was in a state of turmoil, and when I heard her words, I was even more shocked, could it be that Yiyi really let go? Looking at her, I still can't believe it, after all, she has persisted for so long, how can she let go and let go?

"You've drunk so much today, so go to bed early."

I didn't agree, but persuaded her to sleep, even if we didn't do anything, but what if Xiaoyan suddenly came to the door? It will only increase everyone's troubles, and it will lead to war.

"Liang Jiafeng, I'm going to let go, can't you accompany me at the end? Is it really so hard to talk to me? Even if you don't have me in your heart, we've been together before, so it's okay if it's simple, right? Do you really want such a ruthlessness? ”

Yiyi let go of my palm and sat on the bed~ said very angrily, although the room did not turn on the light, but because of the penetration and reflection of the moonlight, I still saw her cheeks obviously, although the look on her face was angry, but the sadness could not be hidden, and even I saw the tears in her eyes, which was obviously obviously rendered.

Love is a word that is hard to give up

"Feng, I can't help but love you, but because I love you, I have to think about you, I don't want to embarrass you, so I want to watch you marry other women, and I just want you to accompany me, and finally talk to me, anything, anything, even if you sit with me like this, it's okay."

Yiyi instantly regained her composure, the anger on her face disappeared in an instant, and she said to me with a little pleading, her words made me unable to refuse, she was like this, did I just turn around and leave? Can I really be so ruthless? Isn't it just one night? If you can make Yiyi really let go, what about two, three, and ten? What am I waiting for? Am I a cold-blooded animal? She didn't even want to say yes to her last request.

"Yiyi, it's good if you can figure it out, I'm really not worthy of your love, I'm a rotten person, and there are many people who are worthy of your love."

I figured it out, so I took a step forward, sat down on the chair in front of the bed, and looked at her sincerely and seriously.

"Well, I understand that nothing can be forced."

Yiyi smiled and said calmly, as if she really let go, her face was so bright at the moment, and the tears in her eyes were gone, but my heart was painful, and I understood that she was hiding it.

"Yiyi, that, Ou Kuangda really loves you, don't I think about it?"

I can't find other topics, so I once again gave Ou Kuangda a matchmaker, to his first love to manage the brother matchmaker, such a situation is really difficult to encounter, I am trembling when I speak, although the surface is very calm, but the heart is set off a stormy wave, my guilt for Yiyi is really very strong, I am particularly resentful of myself, resentful want to give myself a slap now, slap yourself dirty.

It's still this bedroom, it's this bed, it's this person, it's still the same night, it reminds me of the night a long time ago, the night I'll never forget in my life, the dirty things I did that night.

"Well, I'll think about it, Ou Kuangda knows my affection very well, if he is still willing to come to me, I will promise him, I will be his girlfriend."

Yiyi was still smiling, so relaxed, and extremely firm, not at all like before, did she really figure it out all of a sudden? If she didn't let go, how could she accept Ou Kuangda immediately? That's a bit of nonsense.

"Have you thought about it?"

I asked her uncertainly, but the sin in my heart was even stronger, the resentment continued, and I still thought in my heart that I was no longer a believer, and I was lost.

"Well, think about it, Ou Kuangda is a very good man, a man I can trust for my life."

Yiyitou, very sure to me, it seems that now Ou Kuangda will be smiling and Ou Kuangda hugging, this is too abnormal, I can't believe it after all, hearing her words, I unconsciously pinched my big ~ leg with my hand to see if I was dreaming, but soon I understood that I was not dreaming.

"Then I understand and talk to him, let him come to you."

I paused for a moment and said with a smile, if there was a mirror I could see how dirty my smile was, maybe it was so bad that it lit up the dark room.

"Yes."

Yiyi also smiled with a smile, and then we fell into silence, we all lowered our heads, I don't know what she was thinking at the moment, maybe she was scolding me in her heart, scolding me for not insisting, not being attentive, abandoning the promise, making the promise humble.

I sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the palms grinding with each other, there was a kind of discomfort, more of a sinful embarrassment, if we sat all night without saying anything, I felt that I would not be able to hold on.

"Feng, I want to hear you sing a song, okay?"

This silence lasted for several minutes, and when I was about to torture me crazy, Yiyi suddenly said to me, giving the deserted room some life.

"Huh? Sing? ”

I looked up at her in amazement.

"Well, sing, sing for me."

Yiyi said with a smile, but in this room shrouded in darkness, it was shining brightly.

"What song?"

I asked.

"Humble promises."

Yiyi smiled and said calmly, and sat cross-legged on the bed~, looking at me with special spirits, as if I hadn't drunk tonight.

It's just that when I heard the name of her song, my heart instantly throbbed, and my palms and palms shook each other harder, and I sighed secretly in my heart, but on the surface, I said with a smile: "Okay, I'll sing." ”

"You stubbornly keep walking, we are still good friends, these are all for me to waste freedom, I thought that as long as I hold hands, I don't have to worry, surprises are always unacceptable, you are innocent and nonsensical, goodbye but can be exported, I smiled and I haven't seen you through, the last sentence wishes you happiness, persuade me to let go quickly, too much retention why export, who humbled the promise, this summer you are missing me, what are you still wronged, obviously very happy but pretending to be reluctant, let me lose my whereabouts from now on, no one can find me again, That sadness will heal slowly."

I hummed softly, it was a cappella, maybe it wasn't good, after all, the corners of my mouth trembled very strongly when I sang, and every lyric I sang stabbed my heart fiercely, such pain was not a loss of love, but a bastard thing, I was a humble promise after all, and made a good promise a humble existence.

And Yiyi, who was sitting on the bed~ listened calmly, as if she had fallen into a trance, she had no tears, no extra affection, just a dead silence, and the moonlight that penetrated through the window was softly reflected on her face, which really shone on her faint smile.

After singing, maybe Yiyi's stubbornness has come to an end, she has lost to the humble promise I gave her, my fingers may have been broken, and I was tortured by myself, maybe this torture can only dissipate some of the guilt that is as heavy as Mount Tai.