Yiyi and I walked into an empty private room, not big, not big, after the waiter turned on the display, Yiyi went forward to sing, and I put the fruit plate on the expensive coffee table, sat heavily on the sofa, looking at Yiyi's back with some lively waves, I don't feel it, she should be happy now, but what about after today? But what about tomorrow? When I came back from Hainan, I was going to propose to Xiaoyan again, now Xiaoyan and Tom get along very well, it's time to get married, I can't live up to Xiaoyan who loves me more than she loves herself because I'm full of guilt for Yiyi, I can't do such a thing.

When I was silently thinking about things, the high-pitched but low melody resounded, and as soon as I heard the melody, I knew what song it was, and Yiyi's choice of song was really accurate.

Soon the ethereal singing voice resounded in the somewhat deserted box, and my face also changed, following Yiyi's singing to recall the past story.

"In a hurry, how many times did we do it that year, and then delayed after goodbye, but unfortunately who did not have patriotism is not an anomaly of the seven feelings of eloquence, in a hurry that year, we hurriedly put down an unbearable promise, only waiting for others to fulfill, not to blame that kiss marks still accumulated into a cocoon, hugging hibernation did not fail to become a fairy, do not blame this love did not have time to rehearse repeatedly, it is the time for years of tolerance and regret."

Yiyi turned her back to me, facing the huge display screen, singing in a low voice but trembling, extremely emotional, as if she was using singing to describe the story between us, maybe she has burst into tears, behind the beautiful singing is the taste of pain, for Yiyi is a painful torture, I have always refused him, so the words are also the meaning of persuasion, Yiyi understands very well, so I sang the song Faye Wong's "Hurry That Year" for her, at this moment Yiyi sings more sad than Faye Wong, the most important thing is that she will all the emotions, All the grief is all woven into this song.

"If you can't blush your eyes when you say goodbye, can you still blush, just like the rumors that were so beautiful forever carved in a hurry, if the past is worth nostalgic, don't let go of the past too quickly, who is willing to be so unconcerned with each other, we owe each other, otherwise how can we remember."

Unconsciously, I also picked up the microphone and stood in front of the screen, standing next to Yiyi and singing, maybe this is the last time we sing in KTV like this, and we sang the hurried year between us.

After singing in a hurry, Yiyi was in tears, she had been in a state of choking, I wanted to escape from the tissue and come forward to comfort her, but she suddenly turned around and hugged me tightly, and then wanted to kiss me, her eyes may be because of alcohol, or because of tears, become extremely blurred, now she is no longer soft, no longer like a lonely woman, but extremely crazy.

Yiyi's strong kiss caught me off guard, and I was stunned for a moment, and I was about to break free of her, but I looked at the power that Yiyi burst out, and in the process of breaking free, I was pushed down on the KTV sofa by Yiyi, and the huge sofa became my habitat, and Yiyi was not at all like usual, quickly pressed on my body, and continued to kiss me.

"Don't be like this, I have a girlfriend, we can't do this, you go down."

At this time, I was like a weak woman, and Yiyi was a domineering man, and I was messy ~ messy for a while.

"Feng, you want me, let's go to the hotel now, let's ask for it."

The current Yiyi is more like a debaucher~ woman, which shocked me, but I still pushed away the crazy her, and yelled very loudly: "Lin Yiyi, can you stop practicing yourself like this, can't you go down without me?" Are you blind? I have children, I'm not a good man, I want money or not, I want nothing, what do you like about me? What do you still miss me? You like me only in exchange for sadness, this is for your good, you see what you are like now? And you also understand what kind of situation I am in? Do you think Li Qingshu and you are helping you by standing on the united front? I'm in a situation where I'm torn apart now, I don't want to be a bad person, but I have to be a bad person, you know what I mean? ”

I pushed her down on the sofa, hurriedly stood up, while sorting out her clothes, on the other hand, it seems that I don't make up my mind earlier, this time my words are very ruthless, although not so ruthless, but I pushed on the sofa Yiyi is absolutely heartbreaking, I roared and quieted, began to choke softly and tremblingly, I looked at Yiyi who was crawling on the sofa extremely wolf, but my heart was dripping blood, no matter how ugly the mouth was, my heart was still painful to die and live, that feeling was really extremely uncomfortable.

I looked at her, wanted to step forward, but helplessly stepped back, wanted to continue to retreat, but stopped, my eyes were already full of tears, stretched out my hand to catch ~ the wolf bèi's undignified Yiyi, but can't catch it, life is like this, so difficult, if I live in ancient times, if the society is not like this, maybe I will choose two people, marry two wives, even if my love for Yiyi is not so real, but she gave me the touch I can't deny, her request today, I can't agree, She is the only woman in this world, and the strongest woman in this world, I can't let her practice herself like this, even if she is the woman I once loved, even if she is my first love that I can never forget, my heart is made of iron after all, but my love can only be given to one person.

There are always so many unwillingness in the world, there are always so many unwilling unwillingness, I don't want to hurt Yiyi, I can't hurt Xiaoyan, but I have to hurt one, today's KTV night, the hurried year that I sang today, maybe it is the separation between me and Yiyi, I hope she doesn't do stupid things, don't choose suicide, I know that her love for me is very real and deep, for so many years, she has always insisted, even if she is disfigured, plastic surgery, and her appearance has completely changed, but her heart has always been like this, I know it, but can't give her anything, maybe all I can give her is the hateful pain, if, there can be if, when she has an accident, I will definitely find her, and I will definitely give her the best care when she is particularly helpless, but unfortunately there is no so-called if in this world, to use a song by Lin Junjie to describe it, it is "Unfortunately no if".

I know what I'm going to do now, my heart is extremely depressed, like being pressed hard by a heavy stone, I need to release, and KTV's storage zài may be to let those who have too much dirt in their bodies release a qiē that needs to be released with an out-of-tune roar.

Yiyi didn't move, just crawled on the gorgeous sofa, wolf bèi's choked crying, and the hurried year played on the loop truly depicted the youthful era between me and her, nervously holding hands, trembling hugs, and kisses that will never be forgotten, but this qiē was handed over to the hurried year.

I want to give this song to Yiyi, who was hurt by my heart, I want her to understand that there is too much helplessness in life, I have her in my heart, but I can't be with her.

"If that day I had taken the right words and been considerate and not attached, if I had not been provoked by affection that day, would you do this? So many ifs, maybe if I, unfortunately not if, only the result remains"

I finished singing this song with ~ tears and tears, the whole song may not be so in line with the theme, maybe there is only one sentence so many ifs, maybe if I, unfortunately not if, only the result remains, to express my helpless feelings, to tell sù according to my true thoughts.

The sad melody stopped, but the choking sound in the box continued, this qiē blamed me, the promise made when I was in school, but now I can't keep it, obviously she is still there, obviously she still loves me, but I can only do things that make her sad.

"Yiyi, I know that your heart is very painful, I know that your tears will not stop lightly, and even resent me in your heart, you will think that over the years, you have changed your face, but you have never changed your mind, but in the end you have to watch the person you love like other women to propose, and marry other women, no matter how unwilling you are, unwilling to give up, I just want to persuade you, you give up me sensibly, I can't give you the love and life you want, if there is an afterlife, I will compensate you and marry you, I've done too many things to be sorry for you, and now I'm sincerely sorry to you, you have to take care, Ou Kuangda is a very good person, I know very well that he loves you very much, he won't care that you are my first love, and he won't care that your face is fake, I'll send you home. ”

I said word by word, not high, not low, very light, but the trembling rhythm continued, the hot tears passed quietly, and every word was a heartache.

I walked to Yiyi's side, Yiyi didn't move, I don't know what she was thinking now? Maybe I'm dead, and I'm in a messy ~ chaotic state now, even if I pity her completely, but when I think of Xiaoyan at home, I will curb such thoughts, the person I love is Xiaoyan, and I want to marry her.

I slowly leaned down ~ and picked up Yiyi, who had gone down calmly, I saw her confused eyes, her eyes were dim, even confused, she was picked up by me, but there were no words, any movements, maybe she was tired, because of the anesthesia of alcohol, the body was soft, because of my ruthless injury, my heart was tired.

She didn't say anything, just tilted her head up, looked at the ceiling of the box, her eyes stared at the boss, but it was gloomy, tears were all on her cheeks, she was beautiful and charming, and now she was so haggard, my heart was like being grabbed by my hands~, twitching fiercely~.

But there are enough words, and now there is nothing to say, so I silently hugged Yiyi and walked out of the KTV that was still broadcasting songs.

The world of night shrouded me and Yiyi, standing on the side of the road, waiting for a taxi, the night wind was blowing, but the gentle wind blew out the cold like a knife blade.

I looked at Yiyi in my arms, and found that she had closed her eyes, had fallen asleep, and there were residual tears on her face, which were really visible, and her expression was still dazed and painful, looking at her, I sighed heavily, I understood that after tonight, tomorrow would come, and there would be no more contact between us, because I was leaving, and when I came back, I would propose and get married