The scorching summer has passed, ushering in the autumn autumn with the autumn wind and falling leaves, sitting in the prison square, looking at the poplar trees standing not far away, I lost my mind for a while, the fall of the fallen leaves, is a tragic end, but they still have the earth to open their arms to meet them, when they fall, there is the autumn wind to see them off, think carefully about the fallen leaves and lucky, the tree does not keep, or the wind is forced, are the embodiment of love for it.

And what about me, sitting alone in the detention center? There is no lover, relatives dare not see, trapped in this place where no one wants to come, taste the taste of loneliness every night, day after day is like the New Year, want to let time pass quickly, but it is like pressing the slow forward button, torturing the body and torturing the soul

The sun is high in the sky, and more than a month has passed, touching my bare head, and there is a wry smile, now I can't believe what I look like, my ears are a little big, like summoning ears, I can't see it when I have long hair, but when I don't have hair, I look like an alien, and fortunately there is no mirror in the detention center, otherwise it hurts to see my appearance.

Seeing that he is about to be released from prison, what can he do when he gets out? I definitely can't do it as a security guard, and I definitely can't do a job as a hired person with a criminal record and a file, but how to live in this second-tier city where natural selection and survival of the fittest are competitive? In addition, there is a cumbersome Tom, who has been thinking about it for nearly a month and has no good ideas, is it possible to go to West Lake to ask for food?

Maybe you can only sell and sing first, and continue to write novels that have been broken for a long time, and you can only do such idle jobs.

"Time, time, hurry up, or I'm going to rust"

I suddenly stood up and looked up at the sky, and screamed loudly at the flickering Altocumulus clouds, screaming at the poisonous gas that was holding back in my heart.

"You idiot, yelling Nima yelling, disturbing Lao Tzu to bask in the sun, is your mother dead?"

In fact, every day in this detention center, weak inmates are bullied, humiliated, abused, and beaten, and perhaps this is the only characteristic of the prison.

To say that during this period of time, I have been holding back, not wanting to cause any more trouble, after all, the sentence I have given is small, and it is not worth fighting those prisoners who have been sentenced for several years.

So I was also abused countless times, and I was beaten a few times, but I endured them all.

But a group of prisoners who abused me not far away happened to abuse me when I was particularly irritable and vented their poisonous gas, and scolded me for being able but absolutely not for my parents, I couldn't tolerate it for a while, I was already very sorry for my parents, how could I be scolded by outsiders again.

On weekdays, this group of prisoners is bullying other prisoners, and their clenched fists have already sued me, so I must have a good talk with them this time.

I clenched my fists and quickly walked towards the crowd of five or six people.

"Put your mother's shit, your mother just died, your mother has a son like you, I really don't know if it has been eight lifetimes of blood mold."

As I walked, I pointed at the man who was abusing me, angrily and shot back.

"Damn, dare to scold me, do you want to die? Grass her grandma's. ”

"Brother Tiger, this kid is just underbeaten, he doesn't speak and pretends to be deep on weekdays, thinking that he is a character, today I want to teach this kid a good lesson, let him know that Brother Tiger can't be messed with."

I heard all the conversations between the man named Brother Tiger and the man with thieves and rat-eyed eyes around him, and prison is like this, forming gangs.

My fists clenched tighter and tighter, my anger grew louder and louder, and my steps in the concrete square grew faster and faster, and just as I was about to continue to curse back to the group of prisoners, a figure ran anxiously in front of me.

"Liang Jiafeng, what are you going to do? Do you want to live anymore? Do you dare to mess with this group of people? ”

I took a closer look and found that he was the only prisoner in the detention center who had a good relationship, this young man with glasses was called Liu Xu, a hacker, who was arrested for stealing a sum of money from his company, and had been in the detention center for half a year, and it seemed that he was about to be released from prison, but he stole the company's money because his mother was sick and needed money urgently, and the situation at home was not good, so he made this decision, and he was also a filial son.

"Liu Xu, they can scold anyone, but they can't scold my mother, my mother gave birth to me and raised me, is it just to scold them, let me ask you, your mother was scolded, can you still feel at ease?"

I looked at Liu Xu, who was a little timid and afraid in front of me, and said angrily.

Liu Xu's face immediately changed, staring at me, and said firmly and indignantly: "No." ”

"That's good, you get out of the way, let me talk to them properly, let them understand that my mother can't be abused casually."

I broke free of Liu Xu's palm that held my arm, and quickly walked towards Brother Tiger and others who had already walked towards me, this Brother Tiger is a real scumbag, robbery, not to mention fighting, the most shameful thing for me is to rape a college student, after coming in, he does not repent but is showing off what he thinks is a glorious history, every time I hear him and his classmates talk about these things, I am particularly angry, as a Chinese, how can I be so rotten, such scum.

When my mind was full of thoughts and my body was trembling with anger, I finally stood up face to face with Brother Hu, just as I was about to speak theoretically.

"You bastard, dare to scold Lao Tzu, don't you know who Lao Tzu is? I won't kill you today, Lao Tzu Wang is written upside down. ”

"Isn't it Nima's king when you come here?"

At the same time as I scolded, Brother Tiger's huge fist was slammed at me, because it was completely unexpected, a punch was smashed into the corner of my mouth, unspeakable pain all over my cheeks, some fainted I fell unsteadily on the cement square, the moment I fell to the ground I felt the hot cement floor is so hard.

Just when I was about to get up and fight back, the so-called soles of my feet were like rain on my body, without giving me any chance to get up, my body was not very strong, by these market people, hooligans beat me at all There was no room and opportunity to get up, at this moment I knew that I was not the protagonist of the novel, I could pretend to be a pig, I could pretend to be a pig and eat a tiger, I could take the head of a general in the army, I was just an ordinary person, a thin body, with a fierce face and a fierce face, I could only hold my head and be beaten and endure humiliation.

But I didn't regret scolding him, humiliation is nothing, but my parents can't be humiliated, if you want to blame me, blame me for not having the ability to beat each other.

I don't know how long I was beaten by Brother Tiger and others, anyway, I was numb from pain, and when I was dizzy, I heard the police whistle sound, I closed my eyes with peace of mind, the police came, and I was not beaten into a half-crippled.

"You kid is lucky this time, you dare to stare at Lao Tzu and scold Lao Tzu, phew."

Brother Hu's heavy voice sounded, and there was a mess of filth on my cheeks, I gritted my teeth and opened my eyes with difficulty, looking at Brother Hu and the others who had fled quickly, raised the trembling fingers with residual blood, stretched my injured cheeks, and roared angrily: "Nima's, you have the ability to kill Lao Tzu, your personal scum will be shot by the state sooner or later." ”

After scolding, I wiped off the dirt on my face with difficulty, and wiped away the evidence of humiliation, but the humiliation that has eroded in my heart is indelible, at this time I hate Huang Mao so much, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't be here to suffer like this, suffer such a sin, I thought my mind was mature enough, but when other people's phlegm spit on my face, I couldn't feel at ease, the humiliation was tearing my body, and my heart that had borne too much had sunk into the abyss and disappeared

Just when I fell into a coma with a sense of humiliation, I faintly heard Liu Xu's shouts, heard the shouts of the prison guards, and the sparse footsteps, but it was trampling on the dignity that I no longer existed, these months, this day may be my darkest period of time, I just hope that after I wake up, the world is still beautiful, and the world that can make me laugh out loud -

Thank you Brother Seven for your support, lean over and thank you, all in mind.