When I woke up, it was already night, I was sent to the infirmary of the detention center, lying on the bed, I only had the strength to open my eyes, and I looked at the dirty iron frame window with very heavy eyes, my heart was very heavy, there was no way to tell the bitterness, there were grievances that could not be explained, and the humiliation could only be borne by gritting my teeth, and I suddenly felt that I was locked in this iron cage and the world was so inharmonious.

The rusty iron pipes, the dirty laminated glass that no one cares about, bring me only a depressed feeling, I can't see the beautiful starry sky outside, I can't touch the noble and bright moon, I gently exhaled a breath of turbidity, slowly closed my eyes, I don't know why I suddenly got bored with the world, and I was even more tired of being cowardly, if I could sleep forever, I hope I couldn't see the sun that could not be seen tomorrow and the moon.

Dad, what are you doing? Whether I have fallen asleep or not, but my son I am really helpless, I finally know what the difference is between living in the city and the countryside, and the previous study is just a flower in the greenhouse.

When I left my hometown, I overestimated that I was ready, but when faced with so many unbearable things, I couldn't face them calmly and strongly, how could I be motivated, Dad? I became decadent, disappointed in the world, disappointed in me, disappointed

Close your dry eyes, feel the pain all over your body, fall into a decadent sigh of an endless loop, and fall asleep with the sleeping world, perhaps in this way you can escape the pain of your body and mind

Because of Brother Hu's beating, I stayed in the infirmary for two days, and I got some peace, but when I returned to the cell, I became uncalm again, because Brother Hu was in the cell where I was.

As soon as I was escorted into the cell by the prison guards, I received a warm greeting gift, and I was pushed to the dirty and dusty wall by Brother Hu's two men, unable to move, watching Brother Tiger with a wicked smile, slowly walking towards me, and saying filthy words while walking.

"Isn't that awesome, boy? Look at your current appearance, just like a wolf bèi dog, but Brother Tiger, I like to beat wild dogs, let you know that here, I am the sky. ”

Brother Tiger stood in front of me as he spoke, and as soon as the words fell, a slap was slapped on my cheek, and I struggled angrily, screaming and scolding angrily, like a wounded wolf howling, but the lone wolf in front of the tiger can only pay the so-called price.

"I'm cǎo your grandmother's, if you have the ability, kill me, you bastard, you scum, you scum."

But no matter how hard I struggled, I couldn't break free from Brother Tiger's fox friends and dogs, I could only be slapped by Brother Tiger constantly, I was beaten, but none of the others in the cell stepped forward to stop me, I finally realized that the law of the jungle in the cell is not a lie.

But I won't give in, I'm still screaming and scolding the tiger brother who keeps slapping me and kicking my lower abdomen.

"You are paralyzed, kill me, kill me, I don't want to live anyway."

"Hehe, if you want to die, I won't beat you to death, I'm going to beat you half to death."

Brother Tiger pinched my neck, stared at me with those terrifying bull's-eye eyes and yelled, I know that I have had a hard time for more than a week, there is no justice in prison, and the prison guards can't look at you anytime and anywhere, I can't help but feel a trace of sadness, maybe my life should be like this, the old man is punishing my original choice, making me understand that the original choice was wrong, but I don't regret it, just regret, regret that Manqing left like that, and I hate my own inability, I can't give Manqing the life he wants.

By the time the guards arrived, I was beaten and curled up in the corner of the cell, and I didn't have the strength to tell anything. Maybe I don't want to tell anything? Tell me that I'm a dirty piece of trash?

In this way, I was sent to the infirmary again, and I don't know whether to be sad or happy, and I fell asleep with tears in my eyes in exchange for a brief peace and bleeding.

The next day, I thought I would return to that nightmarish place, but I didn't expect that the kind prison warden would change my cell and spend my last sentence in a happy mood, which was not the same as happiness.

Because of the change of cell, Brother Hu had no chance to trouble me, and I heard that Brother Tiger had an additional three months in prison for beating me, which can be regarded as paying a heavy price

There is no Tiger Brother looking for trouble, and there is no beating, time is much faster than usual, tomorrow is the time when I am released from prison, I can't sleep tonight, and I have a trace of courage to smile.

Lying on the hard bed board, with my head resting on my bruised arm that has not gone away, looking up at the ceiling that obstructs my vision, I am thinking: two and a half months, seventy-five days, 1,800 hours, every day, every hour is torment, this is full of filth and unbearable, no wonder China is a society governed by the rule of law, and the people in it must be severely punished, otherwise these scumbags will not repent at all, but although it is difficult, it is also a matter of what some people will not experience in their lifetime, and go to prison.

Can't hear the bleak sound of the autumn night breeze, can't see the bright stars in the sky, can't even perceive what you're thinking? Since I came to this place, my brain has been in a state of confusion, as if I have no ability to think, and the external factors have made me lose the dominance of my head and soul even more.

The snoring sound one after another, and even the sound of grinding teeth very hot, the high-pitched whistle, all of them, all of them are struggling to compete, they are very peaceful at the moment, but how many hurtful things did they do before they came in? In fact, these days, I have also learned why these people do things that break the law, which is the word 'poor'.

But what I don't understand is that if you are poor, you can steal and rob other people's things, because you can kill people and set fires if you are poor, how many of those local tyrants did not come from poverty, people are not poor, and they can't hurt others and themselves because of poverty.

After this experience, I understand that you should never sin, don't hurt others, because you hurt others and hurt yourself at the same time, I don't know if I can cheer up after I go out, whether I can still face life bravely, don't care about the strange eyes of others, and still survive like a schizophrenia

A new day is coming soon, I want to see the sun that is different from here, and I have to go out and try to prove myself, proving that Li Qingshu has an elm head

The rusty iron door slowly opened, and with a sound from nowhere, it opened.

The autumn wind was also dancing excitedly, and the gusts of wind that were not too big were blowing the big iron gate, blowing the towering poplars in the detention center, and even more blowing my hairless head, feeling cool, looking at the fiery sun, my eyes were a little stinging, pinprick-like stinging, maybe it was because I had spent thousands of hours on the dark side, feeling the damp filth, tormenting the indescribable inner world.

The sun is shining, the fallen leaves are flying, and I, Liang Jiafeng, can finally leave this place and live a brave life again, I looked at the sun high with a smiling face, exhaled a long breath of turbidity, and then strode through the spectacular iron gate, and stepped out of the detention center that I did not want to come again.

And I just walked out of the detention center, and when I was about to yell out, I inadvertently saw someone who made me unable to breathe, I was shocked and shocked, and I didn't know what to do. I hurriedly covered the wound on my face, and I was already sluggish in a panic.

Continue to roll 360 degrees on the ground for support, Bingbing begged.