Caiqin couldn't help but feel a little compassionate, and carefully lifted the curtain for her. "Gege, please come in."

"There's Miss Lao Caiqin." She said in a hoarse voice.

Walking into the Buddhist hall again, Xiyan couldn't say what mood he was. I remember the last time I came in, it was because I was forced by Li Xuan to linger all night, and I was punished by Lao Fujin to kneel here, and now I think about it, I feel that the previous days were so unreal.

I guess she really fulfilled that old adage...... One wrong step, one wrong step.

Xiyan solemnly saluted Lao Fujin, "Xiyan greets Aunt Qing." ”

"Why are you coming out at this time?" Although Lao Fujin had a little light on his face, he still hurriedly motioned for her to sit down. "It's still in confinement, you can't toss like this. Feeling better? ”

"It's much better, thank you Aunt Qing for your concern." Xi Yan smiled lightly, "Xi Yan came over today to say goodbye to you." ”

"You're leaving?" Old Fujin was stunned. "Your body has just improved a little, and you have to leave, so you should wait until you are well."

"Xiyan's identity is embarrassing, and she has been staying for a few more days, so it is really inconvenient to continue to disturb her." Xiyan lowered her head, neither humble nor arrogant.

Lao Fujin sighed, knowing that what she said was reasonable, and he was speechless for a while. was silent, Xi Yan had already walked to him, and suddenly knelt down.

"What is this for? It's cold on the ground, so don't get up yet! Lao Fujin was startled, and he stretched out his hand to help.

"Aunt Qing has been taking good care of Xiyan for so many years, Xiyan can't repay her, now that she is gone, I am afraid that there will be no chance to meet again, so let Xiyan kowtow to you." Xiyan said, his head already hitting the ground hard.

"Hey, you kid ......" Old Fujin wiped the corners of his eyes with a handkerchief. In the end, she is the daughter of an old man who has been raised by her side since she was seven or eight years old, and even in her heart, she has a lot of dissatisfaction and even resentment towards her, but at this time, she is about to be separated, and she thinks that she almost died for the birth of her eldest brother, and now she has to separate her mother and son, and she also feels a little sad in her heart. So he couldn't help but look at the sunset with a little more pity in his eyes.

I saw Xiyan hanging her face down, her thick and slender eyelashes blocking the big watery eyes, and only a small chin was faintly exposed. Although she had just given birth to a child and was very thin, she was a little more charming and graceful than when she was a girl before. Lao Fujin suddenly remembered that Xiyan was only in her teens this year, and she was so pitiful again, she couldn't help but be alert again, and her tone was cold and thin that she had never noticed, "You are going out of the house now, Aunt Qing also has a sentence here......" She wanted to speak and stopped.

"Aunt Qing, please speak."

"Although you are already free, you are always the one who has served Li Xuan, and you are the biological mother of the eldest brother." She knew that this was cruel, but for the sake of Li Xuan and the face of the eldest brother, she had to say, "If you have the idea of marrying someone else in the future, I am afraid that the eldest elder brother will ......."

"Aunt Qing, don't worry." Xiyan suddenly raised her head and interrupted her, clenched her skirt with both hands, and said word by word, "Xiyan is no longer unbearable, and she also understands the truth that one woman does not serve two husbands." ”

This person who gave her motherly warmth when E-Niang died, this person who did his best to defend Li Xuan when he bullied her, this person who slapped her when she suspected her of hurting Ning Ruo's childhood, and wanted to pull her to see the official...... It was already slowly blurring in front of her eyes.

Perhaps, she never saw it clearly.

Lao Fujin choked up for a while, and his face was a little sneering.

"I wish to always be with the ancient Buddha of the green lantern." Xiyan's head slammed to the ground again, "I just ask Aunt Qing to have mercy, so that I can hurt the eldest brother more......"

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"Where's she?" After reading the letter in his hand, Ning Ruo came back to his senses for a long time.

"It's gone." Pick up the painting back. “…… The slave maid saw her with the burden just now......"

"Unexpectedly......" Ning Ruo shook her head with a self-deprecating smile, "She was the first of the three of us to put down...... Laid down, and relieved......"

The letter paper slowly turned to ashes in the brazier, and sporadic words such as "harm", "guilt" and "self-blame" could be faintly visible......

It's over.

It's time to wrap it up.

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Xiyan left the palace in despair and walked in the alley in a trance. After a cloudy morning, it finally began to rain. The rain was not very heavy, and it fell on his face and moistened Xiyan's cheeks.

She couldn't help it, and slowly squatted down against the corner, curled up, and let the tears flow uncontrollably. It's all gone, it's all gone...... She kept admonishing herself, but her heart throbbed even more violently. The pain was so overwhelming that she almost fainted immediately, but she just pressed her knees against her chest, her nails digging deep into the flesh, and she bit her lower lip and refused to say a word.

It's all gone, it's all gone!

"Miss...... It's Miss! Xiyan was unconscious, and she didn't notice the sound of hurried footsteps from far and near, until there was a fragrance around her, and the two maids helped her up from the ground, and she raised her head blankly.

"Miss, the minion is waiting for you!" Wen Shaoqian's long-standing entourage Du Zhong said with excitement while holding an umbrella for her.

"You...... Big brother ......"

"The eldest young master went out of the city two days ago, and asked the slave to escort the young lady home."

How does he know...... Will I leave today? Xiyan asked in a daze.

"The eldest young master guessed that you must be leaving the house before the prince returns, so let the servants come here every day to guard. Isn't that all there is to it for you today? He looked at Xiyan's posture of falling in the wind, and hurriedly said, "The carriage is parked under the big locust tree at the mouth of the alley, and it is windy outside. ”

Xiyan shook her head and said softly, "Please help me thank my eldest brother for his kindness...... It's just that an ominous person like me can't drag others down anymore. As she spoke, she broke free from her handmaiden's hand and was about to leave.

"Miss......" Du Zhong said in his heart Fortunately, the young master knew that the young master would not go home, so he hurriedly said, "The eldest young master said that it would be okay if the young lady did not want to go back to the Wen Mansion, he had already found another clean place for the young lady to keep the young lady's wishes." ”

Xiyan's footsteps faltered.

Du Zhong stepped forward and said, "In her early years, Madame had a lot of connections with Master Jixuan of the Dust Nursing Temple, and every time I returned to Kyoto, I would go to the mountains to live for a few days and talk with Mrs. Shi. The meditation room in the back mountain of the nunnery is reserved for the lady all the year round. The eldest young master asked the young lady to go there for a while to recuperate with peace of mind, and then discuss everything in the long run when he returns. Miss thinks that's good? ”

The sunset was silent. Presumably, the eldest brother had expected that she would be disillusioned, and there was only one way out of the empty door.

It's just a dusty hermitage...... It's just the same for her wherever she goes at this time.

Thinking of this, Xiyan finally nodded his head.

Du Zhong was overjoyed and hurriedly ordered, "Help Miss get into the car." (To be continued.) )>