"Let her cry, it's better to cry." Mama Yun looked at Xiyan helplessly. "It's just that after crying, I have to live a good life, Gege."

"Mama Yun......" Xiyan sobbed quietly, "Do you know Aunt Qing...... To Little Brother...... What are the arrangements? ”

Mama Yun hesitated for a moment, but still said truthfully, "The slave maid listens to the meaning of the old Fujin, and wants to pass on the little elder brother to the name of Fujin-"

Xiyan's body couldn't help but tremble.

"Gege, don't panic, the slave hasn't finished talking yet." Mama Yun immediately said, "Little Elder Brother-I should call it Big Elder Brother...... Lao Fujin also wants to give the eldest brother a ...... has a good background, although it is passed on to Fujin, but it will still be raised by her old man's side. ”

Seeing that Xiyan bowed her head and was silent, she continued, "The eldest brother is the eldest son of the prince, and now he has become a concubine, everyone in the house will take good care of him in the future, and they will never dare to let him suffer the slightest grievance." What Old Fujin promised you will definitely do, you just have to relax......"

Xi Yan looked at her lips and said something one by one, but the voice seemed to be thousands of miles away, and it could no longer reach her ears......

Is it a good background......

Very good...... Very good......

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On the day that Xiyan woke up, Lao Fujin came over in person, and he didn't say anything else, just told her to take care of her body, and didn't mention letting her go. Even though Xiyan has a strong heart, his body can't deceive people. Because of excessive blood loss during childbirth, her body was very weak, let alone going out, and she didn't even have the strength to get out of bed.

So for the next many days, Xiyan could only spend in bed. Mama Yun looked at her very strictly, and she didn't let her do this, she didn't let her do that, she just kept pouring her all kinds of tonic soup. Xiyan has nothing to do every day, and the most lively time is to lie quietly on the bed and listen to Xia Shuang and her talk about the eldest brother.

Big Brother has grown up a little and is not so wrinkled......

The eldest brother slept soundly, and he was still smiling in his dreams......

Fu Jin went to see the eldest brother at noon......

The eldest brother is wearing a belly pocket made of Gege, which looks good......

The eldest brother doesn't seem to be as ugly as he was born after looking at it for a long time......

The eldest brother opened his eyes, his eyes were big and bright, but they were beautiful......

The eldest brother pulled his hair and cried by himself......

She just listened silently, smiled faintly, and then recalled every word and word they had said in her heart. She told them to retrieve a piece of the garment he had worn, tucked it under the pillow, and took it out in the dead of night to look at it repeatedly. There is also a faint milky fragrance unique to babies on the small clothes, sweet and soft, but it just makes her heart ache. There were many times when she really wanted to just ignore him and sneak him away. At the ends of the earth, there is always a place for their mother and son to live. They can find a quiet village and hide their names, she can do laundry, cook, sew and mend, always support the family, and will definitely take care of him. But...... And then what? What can he do when the child grows up? Carrying water and chopping wood, ploughing the fields, or fishing and grazing...... A slightly warm heart suddenly fell to the bottom, the long night was long, and there were only tears and despair that accompanied her.

Xiyan's body and mind were devastated, and his feelings were repeated again and again, although he was taking tonic every day, he still couldn't control his weight loss. Mama Yun was so distressed that she was angry at her for the first time: everyone else was getting more and more plump in confinement, but she was so thin that she didn't look like a person, as if she had been mistreated. She was grateful to this cold-faced and warm-hearted old man, and promised that she would eat and drink medicine obediently, but her health was still not well.

Dr. Lin often came to check her pulse and was also very anxious about her condition. Once she was directly worried, she was too much to wear and sell during childbirth, and she must be carefully maintained in the future, and her mood must be well regulated, not to be sad and joyful, and not to worry about it, otherwise it will only be extremely difficult to conceive in the future. As soon as these words came out, he himself realized that he had lost his words, and he was a little embarrassed. But Xiyan looked as usual, just smiled faintly. The doctor's parents' heart, he is just talking about things, she doesn't care. It's just that her body is not suitable for giving birth to a child, but it no longer makes any sense - the woman who the prince has divorced will not be wanted again. What's more, she has no plans to remarry.

In addition to Imperial Physician Lin, there is also a Imperial Physician Wang who is often invited to see her these days, and Mama Yun said that this Wang is the best at postpartum recovery for women, especially in conditioning her patients who are "getting weaker and weaker the more they nurse". Xiyan didn't take it seriously when he heard it.

In fact, this imperial physician does have some expertise, but he specializes in not postpartum conditioning as Mama Yun said, but the emotional internal injuries that Xiyan urgently needs to be treated. In the past, because Imperial Doctor Lin took care of Xiyan's pregnancy, he chose the mildest medicine, although he was relieved for a while, after all, it was a symptom but not a cure. Now that the child has been born, Xiyan's illness seems to be aggravating, so he specially introduced this imperial doctor. Doctor Wang Tai's medical skills are exquisite, and he is also more open-minded and sophisticated, every time he diagnoses Xiyan's pulse, he will chat with her for a few words, and Xiyan has a ride or not, and he doesn't care. It's just that the prescription he prescribed made her very depressed, she already felt bitter in her heart, and drinking his medicine was even more bitter, but there was nothing she could do.

In this way, after fifteen or sixteen days of internal and external suffering, Xiyan's body finally slowly recovered, and people were not as often in a trance as before.

So, it's time for her to leave.

She expected that Xia Shuang would know the news and would definitely make a fuss about going with her, so she asked Mama Yun to help her spend money to buy rouge gouache early in the morning. Xiyan simply packed up the baggage, and the master and servant couldn't help crying again. No matter how reluctant they are in their hearts, everyone knows very well that now is the time when they have to separate.

After she arranged a qiē, the next thing was to go and say goodbye to Lao Fujin.

Chenxi Pavilion is not far from Lao Fujin's residence. With just a stick of incense, she had already arrived at the meditation hall. About no one thought that she would appear here at this time, the people were a little surprised, those old grandmothers and maids were okay, although they were surprised, but their faces did not show a single thing, just lightly saluted her, a few little girls saw her but couldn't help but look at her a few more times, with a hint of playfulness and disdain in their eyes.

Xiyan stood in the courtyard for a while, and suddenly heard the faint cry of a baby not far away, her heart seemed to have been hit hard, and her legs were about to walk towards the room where the sound came from.

At this moment, Caiqin, who was next to Lao Fujin, came out of the Buddha Hall and said respectfully, "Gege, Lao Fujin, please go in." ”

Only then did Xi Yan realize what he was doing just now, his eyes turned red, and he hurriedly lowered his head and answered. (To be continued.) )