Hazy, wandering, I woke up again, there was no sound in the room, I tried to open my eyes, but I found that I was still weak, and finally I had to give up, and the most important thing was that I didn't have the slightest strength, especially powerless

In the dark, I thought of what Li Qingshu said before I fell into a coma, that fatal words, so that my heart was still burning and aching, I laughed at what I did, in the end it can only be measured by the so-called 'sum of money', and it is reciprocated by relying on the shortcut of a woman, if love is linked to money and power, that kind of love is no longer pure love,

Even if she has no affection for me, but I have love for her, I will never be able to take what she calls 'a sum of money' and let her arrange a so-called shortcut job for me.

Anyone will have the so-called dignity, even if I am cheap, even if I have no face, but I can't exchange the so-called guardian for the so-called money, that just tarnishes my love for her, I won't rely on women to get on top, what I do is real and worth being happy about,

Li Qingshu didn't see my love for her after all, maybe she just thought it was the so-called liking, or some kind of kindness, no wonder she didn't know that I had been guarding her side, and she didn't know that there was such a person who had been following her like a stalker in the middle of the night

My thoughts are getting fuller and fuller, and I feel as if I have some strength, so I try to open my eyes, when I open my tired eyes with great effort, the first thing that catches my eye is the white ceiling, I don't know how many times I look at the ceiling like this, injury has become the main theme of my life,

Looking at the ceiling for a moment, I moved my head slightly, the first time I saw the ceiling, the second time I saw Xiaoyan lying on the side of the bed, I endured the pain in my body, but my heart was also hurting,

Xiaoyan Xiaoyan I really don't know how to describe it, I really don't know how to deal with the relationship between us, I'm such a scumbag, such a man with too many shortcomings and too sentimentality, will be favored by Xiaoyan, what a dog's blood, but the dog's blood has become a real fact, life has become a dog's bloody life, I have to face it,

Xiaoyan is really good to me, good can't be repeated, she is a good woman, exaggerated is a perfect woman, maybe this is not an exaggeration at all,

The man who got Xiaoyan has no regrets in this life, and the man who got Li Qingshu is wonderful in this life,

Looking at Xiaoyan who was tired and asleep, I sighed silently in my heart, but for me, there is no chance without regrets, and there is no wonderful opportunity, life always has to make choices, and I have to add the word no regrets to the choices I make.

I have to face it, but how to face it, I can't handle such emotions without a brain, and when I woke up for the first time, because of Li Qingshu's storage, I didn't think of Xiaoyan's things, and now I don't have her, so I naturally thought of Xiaoyan,

Xiaoyan is still with my bed like last time, her heart and her feelings have not changed, no matter what I say, she will not let go of her blind like, this is not the result I want to see,

Maybe ordinary men can't wait to get the favor of a beautiful woman like Xiaoyan, but I'm not an ordinary man, I'm most afraid of complex emotions, which will only make me sentimental fall into an abyss from which I can't extricate myself, full of melancholy, everywhere entangled

I don't want anyone to be hurt because of me, then my heart will be soft, and I can't imagine what will happen when I soften.

A person may like many people in his life, but he can't like two people at the same time, because a heart is very narrow, and a narrow one can only fit one person, and I am like this now, the narrow heart only lives in Li Qingshu, although some can't fit it, but I still keep working hard, hard paying, trying to protect, trying to love her,

Lying on the hospital bed, the body can't move, only the head moves, the eyelids move, and the mouth is equipped with an oxygen cylinder, which is particularly uncomfortable.

But my discomfort is worth it after all, Li Qingshu is still living safe and sound, of course, the most fortunate thing is that I am still alive, I can still see her, see her crying and laughing, and live in the same world with her, a wonderful life in a city,

Looking at Xiaoyan thinking about Li Qingshu, I was a little embarrassed, especially sorry for Xiaoyan, but just as I closed my eyes and continued to rest, I found that Xiaoyan suddenly straightened up, very tired and hazy to see me with my eyes open, Xiaoyan was stunned for a moment, and after a while, he stood up violently, screaming excitedly, the so-called fatigue disappeared in an instant,

"Bingbing, you're awake,"

"Bingbing, you've finally woken up, it's been four days, it's great, you're okay, it's okay, don't wait, Bingbing, I'll call a doctor,"

Xiaoyan's excitement and happiness made me a little sluggish, my coma made her extremely angry, but my awakening made her very excited, as if her heart was all about me, no matter how I was, she would be touched, she would have feelings, but I could only live up to her like this, I could only secretly say sorry in my heart, sorry again and again,

Watching Xiaoyan anxiously ran out of the ward with joy, I could only sigh secretly when I couldn't move, the happier Xiaoyan was, the more uncomfortable my heart became, especially uncomfortable, I was soft-hearted, I couldn't be sentimental, I couldn't be cold-hearted, I couldn't face Xiaoyan who had paid too much to me ruthlessly,

I can't speak, I can only think silently in my heart, I have to have a plan, I can't let Xiaoyan continue to sink like this, I'm not worth it, it's really not worth it, I'm just a man with no merits in his body,

The extremely high-end ward became empty after Xiaoyan left, full of melancholy emanating from me, until the door was opened, and Xiaoyan rushed in with a bespectacled male doctor in a white coat, and the loneliness in the ward was quietly escaped.

Yes, Xiaoyan ran in with the doctor, and when I saw Xiaoyan pull the doctor to the ward, my dry eyes were moist, and the tears flashed in my eyes that had been in the dark, everything Xiaoyan did, whether it was simple or heavy, all came to my heart, filled my mind, and made me almost collapse,

Xiaoyan brought me nothing else, only moved, Xiaoyan must have accompanied me for four days and four nights in the past four days, this kind of Xiaoyan makes me more and more unbearable to hurt, but is there any other way besides hurting this road?

"Doctor, let's see how the situation is, whether you are completely out of danger of life,"

Xiaoyan directly and violently pulled the glasses male doctor with a helpless and embarrassed face to the bedside, and said eagerly, with a charming face, seductive lips, and Miaoman's posture full of so-called eagerness

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