The high-end ward is very quiet, except for the noise of the instrument, there is nothing else, the doctor on duty is methodically checking the situation for me, Xiaoyan is waiting anxiously on the side, and I am messy and my mind is full of Xiaoyan did a qiē thing for me, I want to explain to Xiaoyan now, saying that I don't like her, saying that you don't want to take care of me again, saying that I don't want to see you,

But I can't speak, and I can't speak.

"At present, the situation is good, we have to continue to observe, we can't relax for a moment, the injury is relatively serious,"

The male doctor with glasses reminded Xiaoyan, who had been standing by the bedside,

"Well, I've been there, I'll let you know if there's any situation, how is the doctor's leg?"

Xiaoyan pulled the doctor aside as she spoke, lowered her voice and spoke, it seemed that she didn't want me to hear what she was going to say, but although I couldn't move, I wasn't deaf, I heard Xiaoyan say about my leg, could it be that what's wrong with my leg,

I wanted to move my legs, but I found that I felt as if I was wrapped in something, I couldn't move a minute at all, no matter how hard I tried, I was so weak, not to mention my legs, even my hands couldn't move a bit, this time it was a complete injury, plus the old injury before I estimated that I had to lie in bed for ten days and half a month

The doctor left, I don't know what he communicated with Xiaoyan, anyway, Xiaoyan didn't return to the ward immediately after sending the doctor, I kept looking at the door of the ward, Xiaoyan didn't come back for a long time, I secretly thought that Xiaoyan might go to the toilet,

Late at night, lonely, although there was no erosion of the wind, but I felt full of cold, when I thought that my legs were getting tired and wanted to sleep, the door slowly opened, Xiaoyan walked into the ward, but I saw that her eyes were a little red, as if she had just cried, and the eyes looked at me were a little different, and her expression seemed to be deliberately disguised,

I wanted to ask her what was wrong and why she was crying, but the damn oxygen was blocking me from asking.

I said it, but I could only understand what I was saying.

"Bingbing, what are you going to say, don't move, you're just out of danger now, you can't be careless,"

Xiaoyan's expression changed instantly, and she said to me with a puzzled and anxious expression, and came to me as she spoke, wanting to hear what I had to say.

"I'm going to pee,"

In fact, after I woke up, I was already urgent, I have been holding my urine in a coma, and I naturally want to urinate when I wake up, but I say this, and then I can't move how to urinate, I also want to ask the hospital on-duty nurse to help,

"Bingbing, you want to go to the toilet, right?"

Xiaoyan asked uncertainly,

I nodded hard, Xiaoyan didn't say anything after seeing it, quickly leaned over and disappeared from my sight, just when I wondered what Xiaoyan was going to do, Xiaoyan got up and hurriedly entered my line of sight,

I saw Xiaoyan holding a brand-new hospital night pot for toilets, uh, in fact, I don't know what this thing is called, anyway, it's a peeing thing, it's called a night pot,

Xiaoyan said to me with a rather anxious expression: "Bingbing, you must have been suffocated in the past few days, you can't get out of bed now, you can go here directly,"

Xiaoyan's words frightened me, looking at the plastic night pot in her hand, I had some egg pain, although Xiaoyan had also helped me to the toilet to pee before, but this is not the same concept as helping me go to the toilet, Xiaoyan is not my wife, let alone my relatives, how could I let her do such a thing for me, this is too unfair to Xiaoyan,

Although my parents didn't come, I was happy, which means that Ou Kuangda Luomeng understands that I don't want my parents to know that something happened to me, and that I, an unfilial son, can't let them worry.

It's just that I don't agree with Xiaoyan's thoughts, so I shook my head vigorously, saying that it can't be like this, if Xiaoyan takes the urine for me today and pours urine for me today, then I really owe Xiaoyan too much, a woman who is perfect to the extreme doesn't blink her eyes to do such a shameful thing for me, how can I, a man who can only bring her ruthless hurt, accept this extremely touching thing,

I shook my head and muttered, but Xiaoyan said firmly: "Bingbing, you must feel that you have wronged yourself by doing such a thing, if you think carefully about the dedication to Li Qingshu, my little simple thing is really nothing, maybe Bingbing only has her in your heart, but I believe that I can let myself live in your heart, or that sentence, where you are, I will always be with you,"

"Maybe I can't be sure of my feelings for you when we chat online, but after seeing you, I'm sure, I also understand that you are the man I agreed to meet in my previous life and this life, from that moment I can be sure that I like you, and slowly get along, so that my liking becomes more and more intense, I don't care what shortcomings you have, I am blindly liking you, I like your sadness, I like your expression when you sing, I especially worship you when you sing, maybe women like men need a little worship, I longed for you to pamper me, but seeing what you did for Li Qingshu, to be honest, it really hurts me, and the unspeakable heartache makes me understand that I have fallen in love with you,"

Xiaoyan held a brand-new and unopened new night pot, looked at me quite excitedly and said, the red and swollen eyes flashed with tears, and the look was only sad except sadness, Xiaoyan was so pitiful, so unbearable,

I finally understand now that Xiaoyan's words yelling at the river that day were yelling at me, Xiaoyan's love for me deeply touched me, so that I couldn't help but close my eyes, not daring to look at her again, and then look at her eyes full of true love, I was also afraid of tears, let Xiaoyan see my softness and unbearable

And Xiaoyan's words continued, perhaps because I sacrificed my life to save Li Qingshu The matter had deeply hit her, pierced her heart, and made her want to completely explain her feelings and love for me, unworthy love and love,

"Bingbing, do you know, when I knew that you saved Li Qingshu again, and also sacrificed your life to save her, and it was the most direct way to push her away, so that you crashed into a fast-moving car, crashed into yourself, and exchanged your so-called worthless life for Li Qingshu's life, I felt that I was about to collapse, and I was even more angry, angry that you were a fool, a fool who gave his life for love, in fact, after you rejected me in my family, my heart had a trace of hesitation, hesitation whether to continue, hesitation to continue to like a man who likes other women"

"But when I know that you were hit by a car and your life and death are unknown, I understand that I can't live without you, I want to be able to see you every day, I don't hesitate, I want to be brave enough to pursue the person I like, the person I identify, because I am afraid that one day I will not see you, I will stay by your side, watch over you, and don't let you continue to do stupid things,"

"Just like Bingbing, you know that Li Qingshu doesn't like you, and even hates you, but you have been silently loving her, saving her in danger several times, impulsively not hesitating to throw away your life, since you can impulsively pursue love, then I can too, I believe that my love for you, your love is not inferior to your love for Li Qingshu,"

Xiaoyan's more intense tears have burst out of her eyes, scratching her pale cheeks fiercely, followed by her trembling words, expressing to me the most true thoughts in my heart, I turned my head over and didn't dare to look at her, but the afterglow can be scanned, her sad tears made me more and more unbearable, her words touched and moved me,

And because of this, I complained to God, why did you torture me like this, why did you let me encounter things that can only be encountered in idol dramas, but I am not a bloody idol, I am in real life, my heart is not hard, my heart is soft, I can't be very calm, very calmly ignore Xiaoyan's feelings for me

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