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Chu Yi came over and said to me through the window: "Le Yi, I don't want to hurt you so deeply, and I don't want to give up the child." I'll pick up the kids again on Sunday, hoping to find a time to talk to you. ”

He Liancheng pulled the car door and came up, looked at He Biancheng outside, and said coldly, "Put away your fake face." Saying that, Chu Yi took a step back, and our car quickly drove out of the parking space.

He Liancheng didn't look back at the road in front of him and said: "I changed my lawyer, and the protest materials have been sorted out, and they will be handed over to the procuratorate on Monday." ”

The child was taken away suddenly, taking away all my reason, if Liu Tian and He Liancheng hadn't been thinking of a way for me, maybe I would have collapsed by now, my heart finally calmed down, and I said to him silently: "Thank you." ”

He didn't look back but seemed to be able to guess what I had said, and said softly, "I'm sorry, I'm too late." ”

I didn't speak, but Yuan Yuan suddenly asked, "Why didn't Mom speak?" ”

He Liancheng stretched out a hand and touched his head, saying, "Mom's throat is broken, and I have something to ask Dad He." ”

Since they came back from that amusement park, the two of them have changed their words to call He Liancheng He Dad, and the joy and cherishment in their tones are sad.

Yuan Yuan whispered, looked up at me and said, "Mom, don't worry, my brother and I are fine." ”

I would like to ask them how they are doing these days and how they are eating...... But he couldn't make a sound.

He Liancheng sat in front of him and asked with a smile: "Tell your mother what you have done in the past few days?" Mom was so worried. ”

Tong Tong looked up and asked, "Which person is Dad?" Why are you so fierce to your mother? ”

"That person used to be Dad, you don't like it, you can call him Dad." He Liancheng replied.

"Mom, do you want to come to kindergarten in the future?" Tong Tong said in a pleading voice.

"Of course it's coming, who won't let you come to kindergarten?" He Liancheng asked.

"The dad said he wouldn't be in kindergarten for a while. If you don't come to kindergarten, won't you see your mother? I don't want to see my mother......," Tong Tong said upside down.

"Don't be afraid, no. In a little while, you will be able to go back to your mother, now waiting for a formal legal process. He Liancheng explained for me.

I tried to stop him, so I raised my hand and put it down.

This promise is very important to the children, and I am afraid that I will not be able to do it in the end, which will break the hearts of the two Bao'er.

Although the two little Bao'er couldn't express themselves clearly, they slowly explained clearly what happened after they separated from me in the past few days. Chu Yi insisted on picking up the child home every day, which was called cultivating the relationship between father and son.

On the first day, the two Xiaobao cried until they fell asleep, and on the second day, they looked at Chu Yi coldly and refused to approach, Yuan Yuan picked up the toy and threw it on Chu Yi's body, scolding the bad guy, Chu Yi didn't react; On the third day, the two Xiaobao still refused to get close, Chu Yi was a little unhappy, and said a word to Yuanyuan; On the fourth day, Tong Tong cried because of a trivial matter, saying that he wanted his mother, but was slapped by Cheng Lina, and Yuan Yuan came to protect his younger brother and fell; On the fifth day, I came to pick up Xiaobao, but they refused to go to Chu Yi's house again......

When they got home, the two of them looked at familiar things, old toys, old sofas, their favorite picture book stories on the small bookshelf next to them, small toy planes scattered on the tea machine, and the Transformers who had been played with paint off still had one leg unpressed and lay in the toy basket......

"Yay, I'm back!" Tong Tong shouted for joy and ran out of my arms.

I sat on the carpet and watched them play, and the little house came alive because of the children. He Liancheng put the things he bought from the supermarket into the kitchen, came out and sat down next to me, and whispered: "Do your best to get better, you still need to talk a lot when you protest, for the sake of the two of them, don't embarrass yourself like this." As he spoke, he took my hand and squeezed it hard, "You accompany them, and I'll cook." ”

My eyes refused to leave them for a moment, and I nodded unconsciously.

He Liancheng's craftsmanship was unexpectedly good, using simple ingredients to make a table of dishes, and the two Xiaobao stared at the table and drooled from the first dish.

When the last soup came out, he walked out with an apron and a soup basin, and shouted at us: "Big and small, it's time to eat!" ”

I took Xiao Bao'er to sit down and saw a table full of colors, smells, and smells.

When he saw my eyes, he smiled proudly and said while taking anti-scalding dishes and chopsticks for the two little treasurers, "Are you stunned by my craftsmanship?" “

I looked at the smile and anticipation on the child's face, and slightly raised the corners of my mouth.

They ate very happily, and for the first time they ate half a bowl of rice, and said they wanted it after eating. I was afraid that I would eat too much and hold on, so I forcibly took the bowl down and said, "Go play for a while, then take a bath and sleep." He Liancheng acted as a translator and repeated my words repeatedly.

The two little things were tired of playing, and fell asleep with a sweet and satisfied smile on their faces. He Liancheng stood at the door of the bedroom and looked at the quilt covering the children, then leaned over lightly and said, "You can sleep too, I haven't been able to sleep peacefully in the past few days." ”

"I'll send you out." I spoke slowly, trying for him to read my mouth.

He hugged me and said, "Don't worry about you being at home, I'll sleep on the sofa tonight." ”

"You go, I want to be alone with the child." I said.

He hugged me, put his chin on the top of my head, and whispered, "Don't chase me, I just want to see you and accompany you." ”

With that, he turned and went straight to the kitchen, where I heard the sound of rushing water.

I never thought that He Liancheng would do this, followed to the kitchen door, and saw that the foam in the sink was about to overflow, he was holding a rag and washing things in style, but the action was very clumsy, and the dish stained with dish soap slipped his hand, and he fell into the sink when he couldn't hold it well, splashing the foam on his face.

He noticed that I was walking over, smiled awkwardly, and said, "I know how to cook, but I haven't done this dishwashing or anything yet." ”

I took an apron from under the kitchen door and was about to wash the dishes, when he came up to me with foamy hands and stopped me and said, "Go and rest, I'll be done in a moment." ”

He pushed me out of the kitchen, went to the bathroom to check the temperature of the water heater as if I was at home, and said, "Take a shower and relax, I'll get it and I'll be on the couch outside, and something will call me." ”

"You don't have to be ......," I said, looking up at him.

"I don't want to see you sad like that, as long as I'm here, you don't have to worry so much. I hate myself for not being there when you need it most. Only by trying to do more will I feel better. He touched the tip of my nose, pushed me into the bathroom, and turned around and went back to the kitchen.

Where I was standing, I didn't know how I was going to react. The moment he came back, I hated him and wished I would never see him again.

In the face of my reaction and dislike, he still chose to treat me as before, and even accompanied me to be careful. But in my heart, I am still afraid that this is a dream, a gorgeous dream that cannot be touched by reality. I wanted to hide from him far, far away, but I coveted the warmth and peace of mind from afar.

For the next two days, He Liancheng followed me with a dead face and played with the two little treasurers. No matter what I say, he smiles and does whatever he wants.

On Sunday afternoon, Chu Yi came to pick up the children, and the two little Bao'er were having a good time, but when they saw Chu Yi enter the door, they cried with a wow, hugged my legs and shouted: "Mom, we don't want to go." ”

"Mom...... Mommy ......"

I picked up Tong Tong, patted him on the back, and said to Chu Yi, "No matter how they cry?" You can't bear to take them away by force? ”

He looked at my mouth for a moment and said, "What do you want to say?" ”

"You go in." He Liancheng pushed me and the child into the bedroom, and I wanted to go out and talk to Chu Yi face to face, but He Liancheng sat on the bed and said, looked at my eyes fixedly and said, "Trust me." Then he closed the door and walked out.

I vaguely heard the words child, voiceless, cruel, etc. Chu Yi said a word occasionally, but he didn't hear it clearly. I can only catch a few of the key words, which are talking about children.

The children knew that what they were talking about was related to them, and they quieted down, not crying or making trouble, and looked at me with teary eyes, and my heart throbbed.

Chu Yi suddenly pushed open the door, looked at me and said, "I'm sorry, Le Yi." I didn't expect it to be like this, I came back on Monday to pick up the kids and think about what to do. ”

Chu Yi finally opened the door and took a deep look at the child, sighed and said, "I will pick up the child again on Monday, and I hope you can understand me and give me a chance to be a father." ”

I didn't speak, watched him walk out of the house, and then relaxed. The children cried a little tired and fell asleep with their pillows in their arms.

"What did you say to him?" I took out a piece of paper and wrote it down.

"Nothing, something that will keep him from forcing you and the child for a while." He said and touched the corner of my forehead with his lips and said, "You don't have to worry about it, Chu Yi has to think about it when he goes back, I hope that in the end, I can make him take the initiative to give up custody." ”

No matter how much I asked, He Liancheng refused to go into details, but only said that he would wait for the day when the result of the protest came out before telling me everything.

I didn't care what my mood was, and I didn't want to affect the normal life of my children, so I sent them to kindergarten on Monday morning, and when I parted, the two little ones hugged their legs and cried, saying, "Mommy will be the first to pick us up next week." ”

I smiled and nodded, watching as the teacher ushered them in.

When I walked out of the kindergarten gate, my whole body was out of strength, and my legs fell down as soon as I was weak, He Liancheng quickly supported me and said: "The lawyer called just now, and the application for protest has been submitted, waiting for the notice of the procuratorate." This time the evidence is conclusive, you can rest assured. ”

I didn't know if I should be reassured, but I obediently followed him to see a psychiatrist.

The psychiatrist looked at He Liancheng, who was reluctant to go out, and said, "You go out first, I need to talk to Miss Lin alone." He Liancheng reluctantly turned around and went out.

The doctor pulled out a stack of white paper and a sharpened pencil and put it in front of me, and said with a gentle smile: "Miss Lin, don't worry, all our conversations are confidential, and only the two of us know. For the sake of your recovery, can you please answer my questions truthfully? ”

I nodded, I wanted to make a sound as much as I could, not for others and for children.

The doctor started by asking some inconsequential questions, slowly shifting the subject to me, and then, after getting my answer, said, "I'll pour you a glass of water." ”

I sat in my chair and looked sideways at a small glass fish tank on the small table, in which was a brightly colored goldfish swimming happily.

When the doctor came back, there was another conversation that I thought was meaningless, and he finally closed his notebook and looked at me and said, "You should pay more attention to rest, I have encountered two cases of this disease, both of which do not have any pathological lesions, say what you fear the most, and then face it, and you will be able to recover slowly." ”

I wrote on the paper: "My biggest fear was the loss of my child, and now that I have spoken out, I have the courage to face it, and I am actively trying to find a way." Why am I still not up? ”

He looked down at the line, looked up and said gently: "You are blinded by your subconscious, thinking that what you are most afraid of is the loss of your child, but in fact, in the deepest part of your heart, it is not this that you are afraid of. ”

I didn't understand it and shook my head.

He smiled and said, "You don't have to worry, this fear, I can't help you say it." With guò treatment, I think you will slowly discover what exactly you are afraid of. ”

He called He Liancheng in, and He Liancheng asked me in the heart, "How is it?" ”

I shook my head and signaled that nothing was going on, and he pushed me to the side of the break room and said, "I'll talk to the doctor, you wait for me in a moment." ”

After about half an hour, He Liancheng walked out of the doctor's office, and said to me with a puzzled and helpless face: "Don't worry, look for it slowly." ”

I smiled bitterly, my life has reached the lowest point, how bad can it be in the future? In the past few days, I have calmed down and waited for the reversal of my life.

I had the patience to slowly find the cause of the disease and recover my voice, but I did not have the patience to wait for the outcome of the protest that would come out at some point