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I listened to his voice, and somewhere in my heart ached. It was he, the man in front of me, who made my life worse than before and made me lose my child. If a qiē could start over, I'd rather not know him.

In that way, I was still a heartless escort in a nightclub, using my youth to earn shameless money to maintain a difficult life. Now, the untenable hardship is gone! Every moment of my suffering for the sake of my children is happy.

My heart was full of anger, and I tried to push him away, but in exchange for a tighter hug from him. His tears flowed down my shoulders, and they were slick.

"Le Yi, please, let yourself go, okay?" His voice was muffled and hoarse.

I want to open my mouth to sue him, so be it, and end it like this. We will never be people of one world, please turn back to their own tracks.

"Le Yi, you know that I am reluctant to leave you for a minute, but...... If you hate me, hit me, can you vent it? He whispered these words over and over in my ear.

I suddenly thought that such a conversation was childish and ridiculous. Does it work if I hit you? Can I beat you to vent and turn the clock back to a few months ago? Can you let me avoid the encounter with Chu Yi? Can this qiē be avoided?

When he disappeared suddenly, I couldn't sleep all night thinking about it, I was overwhelmed, my mind was restless...... The lingering concern and warmth of a qiē suddenly disappeared in an instant.

I suddenly became calm, the tears in my eyes slowly receded, and I finally mustered up the courage to firmly push He Liancheng's arm away.

Because I have tasted love, know that it is poison, and scrape my bones, I don't want to try it again.

He looked at my calm eyes, and there was fear and nervousness in his eyes.

I calmly rummaged through the bedside, and finally found two dirty, blank critical illness notices, a bald half-cut pencil.

I wrote on the paper: "He Liancheng, just disperse like this, you return to your world, and I live my life." ”

"I don't agree, you can't be so cruel to me......" he shredded the paper from my hand, his eyes red and yelled.

I lowered my eyes and stopped looking at him, he held my face and forced me to look at him, and said word by word: "I got off the plane and found you as soon as I got out, not to listen to you, I won't give up, I won't allow you to just say it to me!" "His eyes were full of sorrow, thick enough to overwhelm me, and if I had seen him so plain a few days ago, I am afraid that I would have forgiven him at once, and then fell into his undue tenderness.

I didn't speak, I looked at him coldly.

"I don't know what happened yet, but you have to believe that no matter what happens, I will stand with you and solve it." He said with red eyes, and there was a firmness in his eyes that he had never felt before.

His words were like a knife to my heart, and I exploded my fur and roared at him like a pantomime: "Have you fulfilled any of your promises?" What were you doing when the child was snatched away by Chu Yi?! You say you're my reliance, I can't even find anyone, how can I rely on it?! ”

He looked at the shape of my mouth, his frown loosened, and said, "I miss you every day, every minute I think about you, you are getting heavier and heavier, pressing on me, how heavy do you touch." He took my hand and put it on his heart.

I didn't answer him, and pulled my hand back hard. "I didn't have a phone, no card, no money, no passport, and I was left in a hospital. All I can do every day is to think about you, what happened to you, how the lawsuit went. I have never forgotten for a moment the promise I made to you, and I will definitely come back, child. You're so decadent and crazy, does it make sense? I'm going to get the kids back, you trust me. ”

He stood up from my bedside, and I realized that he was wearing a T-shirt and jeans, and there were a lot of stains on them.

I looked at him blankly, neither sad nor happy.

Although I didn't want to admit it in my heart, I had to admit it. He Liancheng's hug and reassuring apology made me calm down from my madness and look at myself and him more calmly.

He was right, if I gave up like this, went crazy, was disappointed, depressed and disgusted with life, the child would never come back.

Then he turned around and went out, and I heard him and Liu Tian talking in a low voice outside, and then the voice became lower and lower, and I heard He Liancheng curse in the middle, "Damn it!" Then there was no sound.

In the past few days, I have been in a state of high mental tension, and every moment has been in a state of strict excitement. After the emotions calmed down, I listened to the slight and regular sound of instruments coming from the quiet ward, and fell asleep unconsciously.

Half-asleep and half-awake, I vaguely heard Liu Tian say: "Thank you for letting her relax and really fall asleep." ”

"I should thank you for taking care of her for me these days." He Liancheng said coldly, and immediately shushed after speaking, and then the surroundings fell silent.

I don't know how long I've been asleep, but I feel like my body is floating in the infinite darkness, and there are a few bits of light as far as the eye can see. I wanted to walk through, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get close to the light, and I was lost in the darkness. Suddenly, my feet were empty, like falling off a cliff, and then I woke up in a cold sweat, ahhhhhhhhh

"Leyi, don't be afraid, there is me." A gentle voice sounded, and someone wiped the sweat from my forehead with his hand.

I opened my eyes and saw He Liancheng's worried eyes, he looked at me anxiously and said, "You have a nightmare." As he spoke, he patted my back with his hand and said gently, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid." ”

I turned my face away and stopped looking at him. He was silent for a while, then handed over a cup of hot water and said, "Drink some water, my lips are cracked." ”

I didn't pay attention to it, my heart was full of boundless darkness in my dreams, and when I thought of my situation, I only felt my heart cold.

"Only after taking care of your body can you apply for a retrial, and this time I will definitely find a way to keep the child by your side." He Liancheng said what I cared about.

"Applying for a retrial?" I smiled helplessly, this is impossible, if the first and second trials are overturned by reconsideration, it will mean that there are cats in the first two trials, and this matter is too difficult to handle.

"You believe me, I have evidence in my hand, evidence that is beneficial to you, evidence that can make you win the case, but I left suddenly and didn't hand it over to you in time." He Liancheng turned to me and said to me.

My dead heart slowly got a little hope, but I couldn't believe that it had come so quickly, and it suddenly made me feel so slim.

He stared me in the eye and said, "Trust me. ”

I stared into his eyes, trying to believe but not believing, I was afraid of the disappointment that followed hope, and such repeated feelings were about to torture me crazy.

"Trust me." He repeated it again in a firm tone.

I still didn't speak, but I felt the breath in my heart slowly loosen.

"If you still don't believe it, take good care of your body, and I'll prove it to you." He Liancheng showed a helpless expression, and reluctantly pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled.

I stayed in the hospital for four days, not sad or happy but slowly calmed down, and when I was discharged on Friday, He Liancheng asked me: "Go to the kindergarten to pick up the child?" ”

I nodded, and he went to the discharge formalities and took me to the kindergarten gate early.

I still have a pick-up card for Beihai Kindergarten, and as soon as I entered, I saw the teacher from last time, and she said hello to me and said, "Come so early today?" ”

"Yes, the two little Bao'er have always wanted their mother to be the first to pick them up." He Liancheng answered for me, and when he saw that the teacher was looking at me, he immediately explained, "Her voice is broken, and she can't speak for a few days." ”

The teacher smiled knowingly and went back to the classroom to call the child out.

Letting the child go to Beihai Kindergarten was something that my lawyer worked hard to get when I was defeated, and Chu Yi had already gotten the child, and he didn't continue to dwell on the details.

Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong pounced out, and before they could run to me, their eyes were red.

I squatted down and held the child tightly in my arms, like a lost treasure, He Liancheng looked at it on one side, bent down and said, "Come, I'll hold one, my mother can't hold two." ”

Tong Tong hugged my neck and didn't come down, Yuan Yuan looked at me, looked at He Liancheng, and whispered: "Mom, I miss you, I don't want Dad He to hug me." ”

Tears rushed out of his eyes in an instant, Yuan Yuan has always been a precocious and sensible child, and he has never said such a child's words in front of me, I tried hard to suppress the love that was about to collapse and said, "Don't be afraid, mom has strength." ”

So he held one in one hand and walked outside. He Liancheng supported me, for fear that one of the three of them would accidentally fall down together.

During this period of time, my body was indeed a little weak, and when I walked out of the door with them, I felt that my arms were so sore that I couldn't hold them anymore.

"Yuan Yuan, Daddy He's hugging." He Liancheng stretched out his hand and said, "It's going to be the car soon, if my mother is tired, how can I play with you?" ”

Yuan Yuan looked at me hesitantly, and I whispered, "Mom is not tired, Mom hugs." ”

He Liancheng reluctantly went to open the car door, and at this time, a white Toyota nanny car drove over and stopped beside us. I recognized the car, it was the one who snatched the child from my house a few days ago.

The car door opened, Chu Yi walked out of it, he was stunned when he saw me, frowned and said, "Didn't you promise to accompany the child on Saturday?" It's only Friday. ”

Before I could speak, Yuan Yuan hugged my neck tightly and didn't let go, Chu Yi walked up to the child and stretched out his hand to the child and said, "Tong Tong, go home with Dad." ”

Tong Tong raised his little face and said with tears in his eyes: "I'm not going, I want my mother." I'm not going to ......."

"Dad bought a lot of new toys, can you go back and play with them?" Chu Yi ignored my iron-blue face and teased the child in front of me.

"Chu Yi, are you blind? Didn't you see the child holding his mother and refusing to let go? He Liancheng stretched out his hand and pushed Chu Yi away.

"It's my family affair......"

"Don't disgust me with that! It's also a family affair! It's been three years since the divorce, what qualifications do you have to say it's a family matter? He Liancheng pushed Chu Yi and took a few steps forward, and I quickly got into the car with the child in my arms.

After closing the car door, the two little Bao'er looked outside worriedly, and after a while, they saw He Liancheng and Chu Yi walking towards the car together, Tong Tong cried out and said, "Mom, I don't want to go back to that home, I want to be with my mother." ”

"No, Mom promises you won't have to go back there today." I put my arms around them, choked up and could barely speak.

I know that Chu Yi will not abuse children, but for a three-year-old child, he needs familiar people, familiar tastes, and familiar environments.

I haven't changed houses since they were born. Although I only accompany them for two days a week, I also support my children in the most difficult times, and this kind of affection cannot be replaced by anyone, nor can it be replaced by any material matter