663 The end of the snow
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"Liang Jiafeng, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you, it's a mistake for us to be together, and it's a mistake to continue, you let go of me, you go."
Qingshu still said to me with an indifferent look, and every word she said made me so angry.
"Are you going to send me away as soon as you're sorry? Why are you with me if you don't have a firm heart? Why chase and want to be with me? Why do you say I'm with me again and again? Is this yours? You won't even give me some time, are you? It's only been a few months, and you can't wait to get engaged to someone else? Li Qingshu, you sue me, are you still sorry? ”
It was as if I was standing in the heavy rain, and I became crazy, and the long-suppressed thoughts turned into sudden anger, and now I don't know what the heartache is and what it feels like, all I can feel is anger, and there is nothing else but anger, and I am like a stupid fool, being played by her.
"Li Qingshu, you let me fall in love with you, but you want to choose to break up with me, just leave me a simple sorry, hehehehe, it's good, it's good."
I looked at her, my hands untied from her shoulders, and I stood in front of her, in the middle of the snowy night, and roared loudly, as if I wanted the world to know my stupidity, to let the world know that I was an unspeakably stupid fool.
And no matter what I said, she was so indifferent, and then she didn't leave a word, just bypassed me and was about to leave, her shoulder touched mine, it was a kind of passing by, and this time I didn't have the so-called action again, I just laughed loudly in the snowy night, the wind seemed to laugh at me, the snow seemed to comfort me, in fact, it was looking at my embarrassed appearance, the trees covered by snow were speechless, the sound of the iron gate resounded again, I knew that she had walked to the door, I wanted to turn around and pull her back and win her heart, but when the sound of the iron gate closing, I dispelled this feeling, and my laughter stopped abruptly, and then I sobbed in a low voice, and the tears melted the cold snow, leaving traces of snow, and my, my love was washed away by tears like snow, and drifted away in this gloomy and terrifying night.
"Li Qingshu, I hate you, I really hate you, why do you want to leave me alone? I thought you were sincere with me, I thought you were the one who would always be with me, and only now do I understand that I am a lone star, destined to be lonely for the rest of my life. ”
I uttered the words that belonged to a woman, my muttering words rang out with tears in the middle of the night, my shock gradually subsided, my anger weakened a lot, the heartache that had not been in time finally came, I was afraid that such a moment, such a feeling would come again, it would still be so similar, the only difference was that this time it was more profound than usual.
The cold snow can't wash away my sadness and anger, the hot tears can't wash away my sorrow, the white snow that has just fallen, the starless night sky is because I miss you, and the snow at this moment is because I hate you, if life is just like when we first met, would I still be so sad? I closed my eyes, I never turned around, I never took a step to leave, my mind was stirring up, a big ship called nasty slowly sailed by, the figure standing at the bow of the boat was still Qingshu, her smile was still so clear, the corners of her mouth rose slightly, her smile was sweet like a dream, her long black hair fluttered with the dream, she sang a song at the bow of the boat that belonged to the night and was a little lonely, but suddenly a stronger gust of wind blew out my flood feelings.
The snow is still dancing at my fingertips, but this dance belongs to sadness, I stand alone in the snowy night, a lamp is such a luxury, I look forward to the first snow, but once again ushered in the memory of the snow, this time I did not vomit blood with shock, this time the tears seemed to be frozen, I don't know how long I stood in place, just when the snow was about to drown me, I took a step, I never looked back, I had digested this qiē, because I was facing too much.
A love, a beautiful encounter, the end of the snow......