The long dark night is hard to find light, the cold wind mixed with the snowflakes blowing, my love, all the qiē, have become gorgeous bubbles, the snowflakes are endlessly raging, and they are also sadistic to me, I left the suburbs, I can't find the so-called noise, I only give me the silence and depression. The initials of the new domain name Kele Novel Network (k1xsw), the largest free romance Chinese website, hurry up.? Bayi Chinese Network? w?ww?．? ８?１?z?w．com

The same is the first snow, the same sad mood, once silently left, at this moment a person leaving is so familiar, different cities are the same heavy snow, after the grief in the heart of the shock came to my heart again, incredible to stay by my side, I really can't imagine that today thousands of miles to come to Beijing will be faced with such a fact.

I walked on the uninhabited road, looking up at the gray sky, a piece of snow was crowded towards me, I was kicked out of breath by the crowd, the snowflakes hit me like a car, I suddenly lay flat on the ground, lying in the snow, now there is only one love that I want to be buried by the snow, I suddenly realized that I was tired of this world, Qingshu's decision, suddenly made me have a feeling of lovelessness, I lay flat in the cold snow, I took out my cheap phone, opened the photo album, and saw the photos that would never turn yellow, and the smile no longer came to mind, but really appeared in my eyes, looking at the beautiful photos, I muttered: "Why, why, why?" ”

I don't know what I'm asking, my brain has gone blank, maybe I'm infected by this snow-white world, maybe I'm swayed by pale love, whatever it is, my face is already covered with snow, but I didn't erase it with my hands, just like that......

When I opened my eyes and saw the pale ceiling, I thought carefully that I had found a hotel in Beijing last night, I was still afraid of the cold, maybe I was afraid of death, or maybe I still had something to love, even if I had lost the love in my heart.

It's just that after I opened my eyes, my gaze has been staying on the ceiling and losing my mind, my mind involuntarily resurfaced her figure, her face, I saw all the qiē about her, and thus involuntarily shed tears, a person lying on the bed, a person crying silently is really sad, at this moment I am quiet and unable to breathe.

I don't know how long I lay in bed, and finally I got up and left without washing my face, the city has no point for me to continue to stay, I quickly booked a plane ticket and returned to Hangzhou. Sister-in-law Suo Ke Er said the Internet, and the most suspicious Yan Qing girl said

It's just that after returning to Hangzhou, I didn't go to the travel agency, let alone go home, I came to the West Lake Bridge, it's already afternoon, there is no snow in Hangzhou, the sun will be strong, I stand on the West Lake Bridge, looking at the calm West Lake, with a cold wind blowing on my cheeks, but it's like a slap in my face, although it hurts, but it makes me extremely vigilant, maybe in the future I won't believe in love, what admitting is bullshit, this period of emotion has made me already bruised, The effort I once made up my mind has now lost its goal, but even if I lose my goal, I don't want to give up, I must succeed, I want to show the Li family, what kind of status I will achieve?

"Li Qingshu, I will forget you, you have never appeared in my world, you are just passing by in my world, thank you for giving up, you can make me a better version of myself."

I stood on the West Lake Bridge, roaring loudly, I was not afraid of being heard, I need such a shout now, this kind of venting made my mood not immediately better, but it was enough.

"You should have thought that you were never suitable? No matter how hard you try, you can't get into her world, but fortunately you see it now, be stronger, and life goes on. ”

Just as my low roar fell, a familiar voice rang out, very calm, and after the voice fell, it was also very quiet, I turned to look at her, and asked suspiciously, "How do you know I'm here?" ”

"Don't worry about this, I want to go to the playground, do you want to accompany me."

Liu Qilei stood in front of me in a tight blue cotton jacket and a long shawl with a smile on her face, talking to me.

"Playground?"

I asked subconsciously.

"yes, I haven't been there for a long time, can I go?"

Liu Qilei hid her smile and asked me very seriously.

"Go, you have to go, let's go."

I have nothing to do now, even extremely lonely, and now that Liu Qilei can accompany me, it can be regarded as a way to divert attention, and it is not bad to go to the playground.

"Okay, let's go."

Liu Qilei's serious face also appeared a faint smile, and then took my hand and walked towards the bridge, her movements were so natural, I was stunned and stunned for a moment, and I didn't struggle to open my palm, now I don't have much ability to think, it is good to be able to breathe air and see everything in the world.

Liu Qilei and I soon came to the playground, the first thing to play was the roller coaster, now I need such a stimulus to numb myself, maybe the stimulation shouting can make me forget the sadness of last night, Liu Qilei didn't ask me about Li Qingshu on the road, as if she didn't care, and I didn't take the initiative to say.

Just playing in the playground, I inevitably think of Li Qingshu, I still have photos of playing in the playground in my mobile phone, and it's also this playground, but it's all become a cloud of the past, I really don't know why Li Qingshu is like this all of a sudden, I really can't imagine that Li Qingshu is already engaged, and I don't have to think about it with that bastard, but now that I've lost Li Qingshu, what's the point of dealing with him again, maybe even if it doesn't make sense, I want to vent my anger, right?

I had a very happy afternoon with Liu Qilei with me, we played in the playground for two hours, and then ate hot pot nearby, we talked about everything, but we all talked about happy things, everyone avoided sad things for each other, at this moment I suddenly appeared that I have always had her by my side, she has never left, I feel more guilty about her, and then unconsciously sprouted another feeling, which is completely different from when I had Li Qingshu.

"Qi Lei, thank you."

I suddenly restrained my smile, looked at her very seriously, and said to her solemnly.

"Thank me? Thank me for what? ”

Liu Qilei put down her chopsticks and asked me suspiciously.

"No, it's nothing, let's eat."

Looking at her, I suddenly realized that I couldn't say the so-called words, and suddenly realized that I shouldn't be like this at all.

"Uh, that's inexplicable."

Liu Qilei said helplessly, and I am even more of an indescribable feeling at this time, the warm box is extremely **, my repeated emotions have made me extremely annoyed, and now I have such a woman in front of me who has always liked me, I can't say anything, I can't do anything, I don't dare to try love anymore, maybe it's good to be alone, at least it won't hurt my heart, my heart has been buried by the snow, although it has been buried countless times by the snow, but this time it's really so profound, If you don't have a firm love, I have developed a fear of love.

"Liang Jiafeng, I know you're in a bad mood, I know you're very bad, but I want you to know that no matter what you do, I will be by your side, it was like this in the past, it is like this now, and it will be like this in the future, no matter which girlfriend I am, or whose wife it is, or maybe I am single for the rest of my life, it is the same."

Liu Qilei nagged at me, paused for a moment, and when the heat of the hot pot became thicker, she suddenly said to me very solemnly, her sudden words touched my heart, and my empty heart seemed to be filled in an instant.

"If you want to vent, find me, if you want to cry, give you a shoulder."

As soon as Liu Qilei's words fell, she said to me again.

I looked at her, without words, and she sat next to me, next to me, I suddenly smiled, glanced at her, and then the tears of tears flowed on my face, and then some collapsed leaning on her shoulder, at this moment mine is fragile, at this moment I am willing to be a woman, last night's events made me really collapse, it will not be like this when I am alone, and when someone gives me a shoulder, my love can no longer be controlled, I leaned on her shoulder, crying loudly, Words that have been muttering.

"Why? Why is that? I thought that she would always be with me, even if her family was against it, she would stand by my side, not caring about my identity, not caring if I had money or not, but now, this qiē has become ethereal, as if fireworks bloom gorgeously and then disappear, we are I want to have a relationship that will never break up is so difficult? I've talked about my relationship so many times, why does it end up like this every time? Why is that? ”

I have a lot of questions in my heart, and I don't know who to ask, maybe it's God, maybe it's Liu Qilei who lent me my shoulder, I want answers, I really want a definite answer.

"Maybe you just met the wrong person at the right time, right? Don't give up, there will come a time when you'll have a relationship that will never break up, trust me. ”

Liu Qilei said to me very calmly at this time, but her trembling shoulders and body exposed her unrest, and I knew her feelings for me.

"Perhaps? But I'm already afraid of these, I'm afraid of the painful feelings, at this moment I really want the future to be alone, eat alone, walk alone, stay alone, walk alone in the light rain with an umbrella, live alone. ”