519 escape

Hearing her inquiry, looking at her unmoving but seemingly soulful Qingsi, she replied without thinking too much: "I'm very happy now, it's just good compared to last year, last year I experienced too many dark things, imprisonment, fighting, cripplement, etc., which affected my happiness Cheng Dù, to be sure that I was not happy at all." ”

I don't know what Li Qingshu thinks now, but what I want to do now is to completely break off with Li Qingshu, at most just a friend who can meet a few words, our past can be used as a memory, and our future is parallel to each other, this is fate, even if I

I didn't think and my unusually resolute words made Li Qingshu, who looked solemn, lose his mind slightly, but soon he got up again and asked me again: "When I hurt you in various ways, you must have been very uncomfortable, right?" ”

Li Qingshu asked me a very childish question, but because of this question, I remembered that snowy night, the snow was falling, the picture under the street lamp, the blood swaying in the white world, leaning against the wall and crying silently, the beating heart seemed to have lost its vitality.

I was silent, I didn't answer her immediately, just silently ate a good chicken leg, chewing hard, I lowered my head and even closed my eyes, at that time I was willing to stop time, and the time with her can be extended, whether it is secretly following her, or arguing with her, or even confronting, I gradually hope that time will be pulled into one, and I can stay with her for a long time, because I used to be so magical, when I found out that I liked her, the feeling of not being able to see her was really painful, And now? Why did I close my eyes when she asked me childish questions in such a quiet way? Why do I remember the past? Why do I eat chicken thighs so hard? Why do I feel like I'm trembling, why don't I dare to look up?

It seems that there is no goodbye to this qiē, as if the qiē that happened is still yesterday, I don't want this, I don't want this thought, I can't do this.

"Isn't it tacit that you don't speak? In fact, now that we think about it, we have a strange feeling at that time, compared to now, even the confrontation and bickering are much better, Liang Jiafeng, what do you think? ”

I lowered my head and ate the chicken legs, and Li Qingshu's voice resounded again, and I wished that the noisy sound could drown out this sound.

"You don't want to continue to be sentimental? I was in the grassland, and I was very clear with you that night, I never liked you, I approached you, and even saved you, just for money, how do you want me to be with you? Are you a big boss and me all this interesting every day? ”

I immediately questioned Li Qingshu and gave a veto, but I didn't raise my head, but ate at the same time, as if I was borrowing to eat, and didn't look up, as if I didn't want her to see something.

"Do you think I'm stupid~? Do you think I'm going to believe what you're saying now? You and I are self-inflicted, it's better for you to deceive yourself, Liang Jiafeng, I didn't deliberately destroy the relationship between you and Wang Xiaoyan, I don't want to be a three, I Li Qingshu is still proud, why do I lower my head? You don't want to look at me? Still don't dare to look at me? ”

Li Qingshu's words carried something that I couldn't fathom, and he spoke firmly to me, and how could I raise my head at this time?

"Alright, I'm full, I'm leaving."

I didn't look up at her after all, I got up and walked to the crowded door in a hurry, regardless of Li Qingshu's shouting at me, regardless of the strangeness of the people around me, I walked out of the fast food restaurant very quickly.

After walking out of the fast food restaurant, I was blinded by the sun, and my heart was a little messy, I didn't know why I suddenly became like this, I raised my head and looked at the sun hanging high in the sky, wiped the things on my face with my hands, what Li Qingshu couldn't see, let out a long sigh, and then prepared to leave, but her voice still came from behind me.

"Your escape like this can only show your escape from the past, Liang Jiafeng, I just want to be able to see you every day, these days I have also been trying to sue myself in my heart, sue sù myself to forget you, sue myself for not being worthy of my liking, and even sue me for liking you is the bloodiest thing I have ever encountered, I sue myself every moment, but I sue myself, but I don't respond."

Her voice was no longer ethereal, even hoarse, and now what could she do to me? My heart is already messed up enough, if I add Li Qingshu ten, I won't be enough to share, I even feel that what happened around me and the situation I am facing is too bloody, and now Li Qingshu is obvious, she has not given up on me, but continues to be unworthy, even if she tells herself in her heart that she is very bloody and not worth it, but it is still the same.

The current girlfriend, the first love girlfriend, the woman who used to have a crush, three women are enough to sing a play, but now you have to add brothers, if the emotional world can be concretized, it is definitely an unimaginable picture.

It's just that at this moment, I tell myself, don't look back, don't think too much, just know that it's okay to move forward, no matter what she does, no matter what she does, moving forward is an order given to herself, and it must be a complete order.

The sun was very lazy sprinkled, sprinkled on me, instantly became active, my pace was getting faster and faster, even if I couldn't be clear, since there was no turning back, there was only one way to go, it was a simple escape.

But the simple escape is not simple, when I walked dozens of steps, I felt that Li Qingshu was following me, it seemed that I was going to continue to be bloody, she was a big boss and now stuck to me like a dog skin plaster, this is something I have never hoped for, it is really hard to imagine, now it is really a little painful, I walked quickly, and responded loudly to her: "Mr. Li, don't follow me, you follow me like this, just give yourself a discount, I will talk to you again, we have passed, It's gone before it even started, and you don't want to continue like this. ”

At the same time as I spoke, I quickly stopped a car, and just when I wanted to open the car door, Li Qingshu, who had been following me, came to me quickly, and when I opened the door and entered the car, she actually sat in, I was weakly leaned aside by Li Qingshu, at this time my heart was broken, she has always been extremely cold, and now she has become such a scoundrel, when is the goddess like this? I've never seen that my life has gone into a bloody situation.

But I didn't want to be swayed by her like this, and when she sat down in the car, I quickly opened the door on the other side, got out of the car, and was almost scratched by the oncoming car, and I was scared to death.

I took a long breath and crossed the road to get rid of her, but when I quickly crossed the guardrail and walked to the opposite road, I found that the bus had turned and came to me, even faster than me, Li Qingshu sat in the car and waved to me, and I actually saw her smile.

"Horizontal-Groove"

I was convinced, but I still didn't respond to her, and continued to start to escape, to start the road of escape, but I didn't know it, there was another special feeling in my heart, a love I didn't want to admit.