520 Pain
The name Li Qingshu is a thing of the past for me, no matter what Li Qingshu's feelings are for me? Whatever it was that she liked me, whatever the word I had to remember.
Now I'm on the cusp of the storm, and I don't have the strength to continue to make things bigger.
"Liang Jiafeng, do you know what you're doing now?"
I was walking hurriedly on the road, and Li Qingshu, who had been walking behind me tirelessly, said loudly to me, although it was loud, but I didn't hear the voice of dissatisfaction.
"What is Li Qingshu's behavior? I'm just getting rid of a woman who's gone crazy. ”
I didn't look back, and said in a very dissatisfied tone.
"Mad woman? Hehe, maybe, right? There will always be a time when people will go crazy, and I just want to tell you, how long are you entangled between Wang Xiaoyan and Yu Xue now? It's a man who has to decisively cut off a person's palm, the more time drags on, the more inseparable it is, don't think that Yu Xue smiles with you every day, doesn't mention the wife at home with you, when she stays at home alone, maybe when she stays elsewhere, she will always be accompanied by tears, pain and choking, if you want to hurt her earlier, don't give her hope, and at the same time give despair. ”
Li Qingshu turned to Yiyi's matter, but listening to her words, I could feel her understanding of Yiyi, but I learned that Yiyi was secretly like this, and I couldn't help but feel uncomfortable, but I still pretended to be calm and turned around, looked at Li Qingshu, and said coldly in the spring breeze: "No matter what you do, it's my business, don't you follow this person all day long, or investigate that person, isn't the boss busy?" Your leisure is really huge, and you don't need to care about what Yiyi looks like, maybe you don't care in the first place, right? ”
My words are full of sharp blades, I will not give up if I don't make the woman in front of me bruised, the result of me and her is just like this, in fact, I don't need Li Qingshu to remind me to make a choice, I will go to Hainan next, I will propose again when I come back next time, I want to marry Xiaoyan, this is the choice I want to make, and it is also my responsibility, I have been, I will not give up or abandon Xiaoyan, unless she leaves me.
"I don't know who I'm doing all this for? Hey, forget it, but you have to understand that the person you really want to protect is still me, just treat me as narcissistic, I'm gone, next time I come with the whole company, and then we will go to the grassland together. ”
Li Qingshu had a faint smile on his face, finished his words very calmly, and then turned to leave, just now he was still a fart with the momentum, and now he instantly regained that kind of lofty appearance, I have to Li Qingshu is a schizophrenia, and it has reached the second level, and Li Qingshu's hopes may not be realized, I have already made a decision, I will not lead the team to the grassland this time, I will lead the team to Hainan, but I don't want to now, when she gets on the bus to the grassland, I will take the plane.
Looking at the back of Li Qingshu's gradual departure, my mood did not come up, standing in place and being blown by the wind for a long time, the world that radiated light everywhere seemed to have fireflies flying, but every firefly was dancing in a mournful and sad dance, now even if there is sunshine and it is like a rainy day, maybe for my heart from that day on, it is not a clear sky, it is raining day and night
I'm going to Hainan tomorrow, this time I don't want to tell anyone about my movements, I don't want to worry Xiaoyan who stays in Hangzhou, I just want her to wait for me to come back happily.
When I got off work in the evening and was about to go home, I walked out of the store and saw Yiyi standing far away on the side of the road, now we get along like friends, but everyone understands, friends are just an excuse, for Yiyilai, she will love me seriously, love love love, is Yiyi has been in love with me for many years? Maybe the word first love is too heavy and too heavy, maybe too many of her first times have been taken by me, except for the things called forbidden fruits, to be honest, the word first love is just in the past tense, although it is very important, but people always have to look forward, but now every time I think of the qiē she bears, the qiē I do to her, I will shake that unwavering heart, sometimes I will touch my chest with my hand, touch the hard but I can't see the bright storage zài,.
I turned around and locked the door, looked at the steps illuminated by the sunset, sighed heavily, and then turned around with a smile and walked towards Yiyi, who was standing not far away with her back to me, she stood in the wind, standing in the sunset, showing a very beautiful back, the smooth black long hair flew bravely, I walked towards her slowly, but some stumbled, the beautiful sunset seemed to be smiling, the beautiful back was frozen in the sunset, the night was almost dark, how should I say a little perfunctory words to her, or pretend not to see her spare and leave, Apparent calm belies unrest.
But in the end, I still can't bear to do this kind of thing of turning around and leaving, I didn't become a villain, but I still have to be a sanctimonious person.
"When did you come? Why don't you go into the store? ”
I walked up behind her and asked, pretending to be confused, maybe it wasn't all pretending, was it?
"Huh? Peak off work? I just arrived, and the sun was about to set, so I stood on the side of the road and watched the beautiful sunset. Is the sunset beautiful at this moment? It doesn't look like a woman fluttering, but a man turns away without even looking at it. ”
Yiyi turned around, pointed to the west in surprise for a moment, and said meaningfully.
Her words made me stunned, but I thought about it and understood what Yiyi was trying to say.
"Yes, it's beautiful, but how can a few clouds be so abstract? Do you have something to do with me? ”
I didn't want to continue to delve into those red-dyed clouds, so I just hurriedly brought them over, and then asked her what she was looking for me, and it was a change of subject.
"There is no abstraction of clouds, but everyone will have an abstract cloud, peak, I don't know what the clouds in the West look like in your eyes?"
But Yiyi was not taken lightly by me, but continued to delve into it, not answering my questions, but continuing to ask questions, looking at Yiyi's solemn face, looking at her blazing eyes, I understood that it was not impossible today, but how can I make Yiyi in a normal situation? If it is good, it will make her more dependent and intoxicated, and if it is not good, it will break her heart.
How I wish I was a demon, no matter what could be solved lightly, the invasion of anything was nothing, and yet I was just a stupid ordinary person.