The whole ward is in a turbulent and sad atmosphere, the moonlight outside can't penetrate a bit, let alone the edge of the bed, can't touch my body that is about to be broken and destroyed, I am afraid of such an environment, I am afraid of such a moment, I want to interrupt Xiaoyan's non-stop speech, I don't want to listen, I don't want to listen, if I listen to it again, my heart may melt,

Xiaoyan is really perfect, there is no trace of shortcomings, bravely chasing love, bravely expressing her feelings, even if she is willing to do something very shameful and dirty for her beloved, how can there be such a woman in the world, but

But Xiaoyan's only shortcoming, the only stupidity, is to blindly believe that I am the person she agreed with in her previous life, and I fell in love with Liang Jiafeng's scumbag, which is the mistake of her life.

Does she understand that Liang Jiafeng, a scumbag, has no shortcomings, and does she understand that Liang Jiafeng, a scumbag, has decided in his heart that there will be no one else, does she really not understand, or does she already understand but ignore it and continue to insist?

My brain was very messy, and when I was about to collapse, Xiaoyan calmly wiped away the tears full of sadness for herself with her hands, but she couldn't wipe off the residual tears left behind, and squeezed out a smile and said to me: "Bingbing, let you laugh, I'm hypocritical, I shouldn't let you be so embarrassed, I understand that you like Li Qingshu very specially, but I can't let you continue to like her, not for me, just to keep you from being hurt, Bingbing, do you understand what I mean?"

Looking at Xiaoyan holding a new type of night pot with one hand, wiping tears with the other palm, standing on the edge of the bed, my heart throbbed for a while, Xiaoyan may be the storage zài that I can't hurt ruthlessly, even if I can speak now, I can't say words I don't understand,

Xiaoyan thinks about me everywhere, always for me, so that I can't help but shed tears after all, turning my head and quietly shedding tears wet across my cheeks, rendering the deep melancholy in my heart, and that deep touch,

"You see it's all your fault, let me say so much, I can't wipe away my tears, Bingbing, you must be suffocated, come, I'll untie your pants for you, go to the toilet, holding urine is not good for your body, your body is broken now, you can't do anything anymore,"

Xiaoyan is holding an extremely dazzling urinal when she speaks, or call it a urinal, she thinks the night pot is ugly,

I hurriedly turned my head and didn't care if the tears dried up or not, I called up again, I was still firm in my heart and couldn't let Xiaoyan help me do such a thing, I was a little complaining about why Luo Meng and Ou Kuangda weren't there at this time, if I was there, I didn't need Xiaoyan to help me do it, this situation was simply too drunk,

"Okay, Bingbing don't move, I'm fine, even if you want me now, I'm willing, it's not that I'm, just because I decided that you, just take it as blind,"

Xiaoyan looked at me with a warm smile and said to me very seriously and as a matter of course, but at this time her smile made me feel particularly bitter, and a smile appeared on her tear-stained face, which was really ironic, and I didn't know how to face it.

"Xiao Xiaoyan, don't be like this,"

I roared anxiously, but the weak voice I roared out was a little terrible, coupled with the oxygen in my mouth and nose, my voice could only be heard by myself, maybe I understood that even if Xiaoyan heard it, he would not stop the movements of his hand,

I want to use my hands to rip off my own oxygen, roaring angrily, pushing away the blind Xiaoyan, I must not be able to let Xiaoyan pee for me, pour urine, I think I'm going crazy, but no matter how much I have the heart, but it's just powerless, my whole body can be opened except for the mouth, my eyes are wide open, and the other parts seem to disappear, and I don't listen to my call at all,

I wanted to cry without tears as I watched Xiaoyan put the urinal beside the bed, and then took off the blue and white hospital gown for me with that slender hand that could only write and could not do such a thing.

At this time, Xiaoyan's face was red, and I kept saying the general words of mosquito calling, even if I was about to collapse, I could see Xiaoyan's changes, but I couldn't stop it, I could only watch, I could only watch Xiaoyan slowly take off her pants for me,

At this moment, I suddenly didn't want to pee, and I was scared out of urine when I had urine, and I was scared to go back, but I couldn't pee anymore, Xiaoyan turned her head shyly with a red face, and unscrewed the mouth of the urinal, and aimed it at the one who was waiting for me to pee in a posture.

I'm really going crazy, I've been hurt so badly and I've had to be driven crazy, I didn't say peeing if I knew it, I didn't say it even if I was suffocating, I didn't say it even if I cut it, but it's just but, I said it, and said the most memorable words in my life, the most embarrassing words, because something that made me feel disgusted was about to happen.

But how could I pee out, I was also drunk when I couldn't move in bed, and it was enough,

Now that it's become this situation, I don't know if Xiaoyan sees it, I want to solve it as much as possible, and then close my eyes and digest the nightmarish scene.

"Bingbing, what are you doing, it's so inconvenient, I didn't hear a sound, hurry up, I'm tired of maintaining this posture,"

Xiaoyan turned her head, twisted her body, and asked me full of doubts, her words were full of so-called nervousness, so-called embarrassment,

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Liang Mengmeng, Liang Mengmeng, this is really a dark night, a dark and scary night, the cold wind is raging, and the eggs blown are extremely painful.

Xiaoyan was nervous, I was even more nervous, and it took a few minutes before I started to pee, and the sound resounded in the quiet ward, and the sound of the instrument resounded, it was enough, I really want to cut it now

Anyway, the urine came out, and it was a lot more relaxed, just when I was about to be convenient, the door that had been tightly closed was opened, and I was scared to stop peeing immediately, Xiaoyan and I both looked at the door and saw the person who walked in slowly

I immediately felt that the sky was dark, looking at her eyes when I saw the indecent picture, I was almost torn, I was so drunk that I couldn't add it, don't want it,

What the hell is wrong with this world, why is it so embarrassing for me, it's just simple, the lips that are locked up tremble, and the heart almost stops beating, as if at this moment the air in the entire ward is no longer flowing, and the time that passes quickly has stopped,

Shameful to the point of indescribability, I stared blankly at the person who was staring at me, and the eye contact made me almost die in an instant.

Fortunately, Xiaoyan took the lead in relieving herself, quickly turned around and lifted my pants, regardless of whether she could see it or not, and whether her pants had been lifted or not, she made a lightning-like order, and then screwed the lid of the urinal onto the urinal, she blushed and didn't look at me, let alone see anyone coming, and quickly ran out of the ward with the urinal, looking at Xiaoyan's back, she could see how nervous and ashamed she was

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