Chapter 52: Yield
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In the blink of an eye, the Mid-Autumn Festival is approaching, and the Ruiwang Mansion swept away the gloom of Yan Xiaosheng on the eve of the first, and the lights were lit up everywhere, and there was a group of joy.
On the fifteenth day of August, because they were going to enter the palace for a banquet, everyone in the Ruiwang Mansion packed up early, and even the old Fujin, who had been chanting scriptures in the Buddhist hall for a while, and had not shown up for a long time, also changed into palace clothes and got into the carriage accompanied by his son and daughter-in-law. Xiyan's body has been weak since giving birth, and his spirit has been poor, so he was left at home.5./books/21/21069/
Marry a noble girl by mistake. Li Xuan originally disagreed with such an arrangement, but seeing that Xiyan's face rarely showed a faint joy, he had to acquiesce.
After dinner, after sending away the chess and books and others who were waiting around him, Xiyan quietly walked into an abandoned courtyard in the house with spring snow and summer frost in the dark.
She has lived in the palace since she was a child, and she knows everything about the nature here. The compound had been abandoned for several years, and no one would come to disturb it. arranged for Xia Shuang and Chunxue to guard outside, and Xi Yan slowly took out a few children's toys and clothes from the small basket and slowly burned them.
She stared at the flames that were rising, and the flames were so high that she didn't realize it. It wasn't until there was a burning pain in her fingertips that she woke up. The pain in the heart inexplicably made Xiyan feel a little happy in his heart.
"Child, E-Niang hasn't seen you. I don't know if you're a boy or a girl. I don't know what to burn for you. Xiyan said slowly, "But I guess, you must be a boy...... And like you, Amma, a bad-tempered boy......" A bitter smile appeared on her pale face, "Do you also dislike E-Niang and don't want to be E-Niang's child?" I thought that if I had you, I would never be alone again. But you're ...... again," she thought blankly for a moment, "and it's better for you to go...... Otherwise, in the future, you Amma will not be disgusted with you because of me...... I understand this, but I ...... in my heart Still reluctant to ...... I know that you Amada has looked down on me from the beginning, and I still ......" Xiyan shook his head and said stupidly, "In the past, he thought I didn't like to read, I was not good at women, and I often caused trouble. But now I've changed...... Why did he spoil me like that...... You heard what he said about me, right? Xiyan couldn't help but laugh and burst into tears. He deliberately toyed with me...... Hehe, you look at how stupid Eniang is, she actually thinks ......" she clenched the small belly pocket in her hand, "Good boy, you can go with peace of mind, if you are reincarnated, you must find a good family and find the right parents who love each other...... E-Niang also has to be smarter, I won't fall for your Ama again in the future, no matter what he says or does, I won't believe him anymore, don't worry...... E-Niang has nothing to give you, these clothes are sewn by E-Niang herself, E-Niang's needlework is not good, but this is E-Niang's mind, don't dislike E-Niang this time, is it good......"
Xiyan muttered to himself alone for a long time, until everything was burned, and then took advantage of the night to return to Chenxi Pavilion.
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"Where did you just go?" As soon as the three of them returned to the room, they suddenly heard a cold male voice.
Spring Snow and Summer Frost reacted, and hurriedly stepped forward to greet Li Xuan.
"You all go out." He stood up and said coldly.
"Lord Wang......" Xia Shuang still had to speak.
"Didn't you hear what the prince said?" Yuyan calmly stopped her.
“…… Yes, the slave and maid are gone. ”
"Where did you just go?" He asked, walking unsteadily toward her.
Xiyan lowered her head, "I...... Just walked around the garden. ”
"I looked for it when I came back, and you're not there." Before he could get closer, Xiyan could already smell the strong smell of wine on him.
"Maybe the prince didn't see me." Her thin body trembled slightly, and she whispered. She's afraid of him, ever since then...... She was afraid of him. She was scared...... He would also hurt her in more brutal ways.
"Really?" Li Xuan walked up to her and looked at her seriously, "Then where are you, I won't be able to see it?" ”
Her head was lowered, but she said no more.
"Why don't you speak?" He hooked Xiyan's chin with his hand, forcing her to lift her head. Because of crying, Xiyan's eyes are still a little red, "Just cried?" ”
"Nope." She hurriedly tried to turn her face away, but he held her back.
"I'm worried about you." He suddenly hugged her and buried his head in her hair. "I couldn't find you anywhere just now...... I'm so scared ......."
"What is the prince afraid of?" Xiyan asked softly.5./books/21/21068/
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"I'm afraid you're gone." He was like a grumpy child, and he deliberately hugged her tighter.
Xiyan smiled bitterly, "You're thinking too much, I'm ......" She choked slightly, but said deliberately briskly, "I don't have anywhere to go at all......"
"Xiyan, don't leave me." He muttered.
"I won't." Xiyan was gloomy, "Lord Wang, you are drunk, will I help you to rest?" ”
"I'm not drunk, I'm sober." He suddenly stepped back a little, grabbed her arms, and looked at her carefully, "Sue me, why are you crying?" ”
"I really didn't cry." As she spoke, her eyes turned red again. "It's just that the wind was strong just now, and the sand was blowing into my eyes. You see, my eyes still feel uncomfortable. ”
"Really?" He drank a lot of wine, and when he was half drunk and half awake, he really believed, "Then I'll help you blow it." As he spoke, he gently blew her eyes.
Xiyan's tears fell more and more uncontrollably.
Why...... When he is happy, he can treat her like a jewel, but when he is unhappy, he can abandon her? If you don't like her, why do you want to give her these illusory hopes? Why should she be indulged in the tenderness of his whim? He said he was worried about her, but why didn't he worry about her that day when he was so humiliating to her? She said she was uncomfortable, and why didn't he worry about her when she begged him to serve another day? Why didn't he worry about her when he pressed her to the bed and let her die of pain? Why didn't he worry about her when he was frantically biting and trampling on her? In his heart, she was with the brothel flower girl...... Result...... Is there a difference?
"Is it still that uncomfortable?" His breath blew on her face, "Sunset...... Don't cry......" he kissed her long eyelashes softly.
Xiyan shook his head vigorously, crying and trying to dodge, but he was imprisoned in his arms.
"Don't cry...... Sunset ...... I love you......" The big palm couldn't wait to rub against her.
She burst into tears. She had just paid tribute to their child, and she was in no mood to deal with him now!
"Lord Wang, I don't want to-" She was suddenly stunned, looking at him with teary eyes, but her eyes suddenly lost focus.
...... "As long as a man doesn't get tired of you for a day, you're not qualified to say no!" "How could she have forgotten that she was not qualified to say no at all......
Seeing that she no longer refused, Li Xuan simply didn't wait for her to respond, and had already scooped up her body......
"You're so beautiful...... "He's still talking half-truths and half-truths in her ear, but she can't hear anything anymore...... "Pretending to be what?" Who is this ice clear and jade appearance going to show it to? I don't know which one was in bed last night! ”…… He must think she's cheap, right? She used to be so stupid, she actually thought that serving him well would make him like her more, but in fact, it just made him look down on her more. Even their children let her stupidity kill ......
Li Xuan's hand was still groping around with her, and she couldn't untie her buckle for a while, and was struggling with it, Xi Yan simply took the initiative to pull open her clothes, and took Li Xuan's hand into her belly pocket, and put her other hand around his neck, and asked in a charming manner, "Lord Wang, do you want me?" Her eyes were filled with tears, but they were extraordinarily bright, like two clear springs, and she could see people's hearts rippling.
"Sunset...... I'm going to...... Give me ......" His hoarse voice was filled with *.
Xi Yan smiled and pulled his head towards his soft chest...... Tears welled up in her eyes.
Actually, she should be glad, shouldn't she? Although she is useless, she always has a body worthy of his nostalgia, which is enough for her to live in the future......
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