Chapter 51: Serving

It's strange to say, when they first got married, Xiyan regarded him like a beast, not to mention hugging her like now, even if she got closer, she would be frightened. Later, the relationship between the two was good, although he didn't get tired of being together every day, but he didn't make a lot of bad things about her, and Xiyan was also a "diligent and inquisitive", he was naturally willing to "teach" in person, and many tricks that he was embarrassed to try with Ning Ruo in the past were also used to tease her. So it has been more than a month since Xiyan's miscarriage, and it has been a little difficult for him. This is like a person who eats coarse tea and light food all day long, looking at other people's delicacies and delicacies every day, and feels very envious, but he is not dissatisfied with his own words; But one day, he will also eat big fish and meat, and let him eat bran vegetables, but he can't swallow it anymore. So when Xiyan came out of Xiaoyue, his heart was ready to move again. It's just that Xiyan's body is just right, although the imperial doctor also said that as long as he is in moderation, there should be no problem, but he doesn't dare to act rashly. First, I was afraid that she would not be able to bear it, and then I didn't know what she thought in her heart, whether she was still willing to ...... That's why he deliberately sent someone to say that he would spend the night in Chenxi Pavilion tonight. This was not so much to inform her as to test her, to test her mind, to test her...... Will he be rejected. But the result now seemed to be a surprise to him – or rather, a surprise.

Because the last experience was too painful, and he knew that he had hurt her too deeply, Li Xuan was even more gentle at this time, and tried his best to make her happy from the bed again. He already has some means in love, Xiyan has always been confused and fascinated by him in the past, and now he has such a thought, Xiyan is naturally not his opponent. was just gently teased by him a few times, and the panting couldn't help but overflow from his mouth. Xiyan then bit her lower lip in shame and refused to make any more sounds. Li Xuan saw it in his eyes and didn't say anything, but the offensive of his subordinates became more and more intense.

After only a while, the clothes on Xiyan's body had been stripped by him, and his kiss finally fell on her chest. It's just that somehow, the expected hot sucking didn't come, but even his hand that lit the fire everywhere stopped.

Xiyan opened his eyes unexpectedly, only to see that he was staring at his left chest. She couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, and reached out to block it, but was stopped by Li Xuan.

"How can you get a scar?" He said as if talking to himself, his other hand gently stroked along the tooth marks on it, and a trace of distress and self-blame flashed in his eyes, "It hurts, right?" ”

"It doesn't hurt," Xiyan smiled unnaturally and curled up involuntarily. "It's been good a long time ago.5./books/21/21085/

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"And then? Does it hurt? ”

Xiyan's expression darkened, and he replied lightly, "At that time, my stomach hurt badly, but I didn't feel anything." ”

"I'm sorry, Xiyan, I'm sorry......" he said softly, suddenly looking down and kissing the tooth marks on her chest.

Xiyan only felt numb, and her body couldn't help but tremble.

"I'll ...... later. I won't hurt you anymore......" His kiss fell again and again. Xiyan had originally made up her mind to ignore his teasing, but now it was no longer something she could ignore if she wanted to. As he moved more and more, the amplitude became larger and larger, and his lower body was grinding with her intentionally or unintentionally, Xiyan finally couldn't help but be emotional. Li Xuan saw that the time was almost up, so he stepped forward and stabbed in, instantly filling her.

He originally thought that it would be okay, and let Xiyan slowly get used to it step by step, but as soon as he entered her body, it seemed that every part of his body was shouting, just hoping to have more. So before Xiyan was fully ready, he couldn't wait to get moving.

Since the small birth, Xiyan's body has been more sensitive and fragile than usual, but now it hurts a little when he is messed with like this. She couldn't help but frown slightly, and her eyes began to redden. Li Xuan immediately saw something wrong, and quickly stopped, observing her expression, and asked carefully, "Did I hurt you?" ”

Xiyan smiled bitterly and shook his head, but took the initiative to reach out and hug him, letting him get closer to himself.

Li Xuan lowered her head and left a red mark on her, and she turned her face sideways to secretly wipe away the tears in her eyes.

When his eager* finally set her on fire, Xiyan no longer deliberately concealed her feelings, and cried out softly and charmingly.

Since she can't get rid of such a fate, why not be honest with her body? Anyway, in his eyes, what she did was just refusing and pretending.

Xiyan couldn't help but laugh self-deprecatingly.

What's the difference between being toyed with once by him and a hundred times?

How hard can it be for Israel to serve people?

She is just a tool for him to warm his bed and vent his desires and reproduce offspring.

She doesn't care.

She didn't have much to care about.

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The days seem to be slowly returning to the prenatal period of Xiyan. She treated him as before, gentle and humble, and cautious. It was as if the child who had accidentally lost it was just an inconsequential episode, as if there had never been any argument between them.

But he knew that everything was different.

Although she still had a quiet smile on her face from time to time, the gentle smile could no longer reach the bottom of her eyes; She was still as considerate as ever to him, but all the care and thoughtfulness had long since turned into mechanical and numb perfunctory and obedient; She never refused his pleas, but every time, after *dutifully) cleaning him up, she would silently get dressed and fall asleep with her back to him. As long as he wants to get from her, she will give it to him, without a little complaint, without a little grievance, and without ...... A little emotion. Maybe she's just used to it, used to obeying him like a pet, flattering him, letting him take what she wants from herself—except that she won't expect anything from him anymore.

Li Xuan knew in his heart that according to Xiyan's temperament, as long as he was always good to her, even though she might not fall in love with him again in the future, but after a long time, he would definitely have a place in his heart. But he wanted to hurt her again and again and insult her...... Now, although her body is better, her heart is like a tooth mark on her chest, and there is no possibility of reuniting. Sometimes he stroked it, imagining that she was suffering the severe pain of miscarriage at that time, but she was still tortured by herself, and her heart would be torn apart. Xiyan didn't seem to care at all. He knew that she didn't care anymore, didn't care what he did to her, and didn't care about the pain and embarrassment he inflicted on her. He also understands that the position he once scoffed at is now no longer eligible for it.