Chapter 167: Uneasy
When Shen Yuehua heard this, she also felt that it was better, even if she accepted Zhang Jianbin in her heart, but all of a sudden let her serve Zhang Jianbin to go to the toilet, this feeling was really ...... Subtle.
It's progressing too fast.
She glanced away, at the sunlight outside, at the messy sheets on the bed, at the bedside table, at a small cup of cold boiled water.
Just don't look at Zhang Jianbin .
Zhang Jianbin may also feel embarrassed, he also lowered his head and hammered his leg, and even moved to the side of the bed to pick up the cup, and after drinking a few sips of water, he felt that his whole person was alive, and his strength gradually recovered.
Although I still have some dizziness and I still have a fever, I feel much better than I felt in the morning.
He raised his hand to wipe the sweat on his forehead, and slowly stood up from the bed, although Shen Yuehua didn't look at him, he kept paying attention to the movement on his body, and when he saw that he was about to get up, he hurriedly stepped forward to help him get up.
The corners of Zhang Jianbin's mouth hooked, he was tall and big, more than half a head taller than Shen Yuehua, when he was helped up by the other party, but his friend who was also careful put the weight of his whole body on Shen Yuehua's body, otherwise Shen Yuehua would definitely not be able to support him.
Zhang Jianbin knows his weight, he looks tall and thin, but his weight is not ordinary, after all, his body is full of strong pimple flesh that has been trained, which is very heavy, and Shen Yuehua's body is soft, very soft.
Don't ask him how he knows, well, it's actually because he felt unwell last night, knowing that he might have a fever, and he didn't sleep much for a while, even though his breathing was calm, his thoughts were still flying.
This situation is very rare for him, because he is a soldier, and it is well known that the training mode of the army is extremely torturous, and it is a breakthrough in itself to the limits of the human body, and it is common to sleep for a long time or be woken up in the middle of the night.
Therefore, he and his comrades-in-arms in the army have all practiced the ability to fall asleep if they want to sleep, and seize every minute and every second to recuperate, for fear that there will be an accident and they will not rest well, and something will drag the troops back.
However, this time it was different, perhaps because he had just left the battlefield and had not immediately adjusted.
Or maybe it's because the gunshot wound on his waist is constantly torturing his nerves, making him start to have a fever and be dizzy and unable to sleep.
However, more importantly, because there was a nephrite warm fragrance in his arms, Shen Yuehua clung to his body, holding his left arm, the soft chest and the slippery skin touched, and the soft and small breathing sound was close at hand, as if blowing the hair on his body.
Zhang Jianbin focused all his attention on this woman.
With the nerves and sensations of her whole body, I could feel her every move, her lips twitched delicately, her nose stirred slightly with her breathing, not to mention the long curly eyelashes, like small fans, across his skin.
That's it, what's even more terrifying is the soft touch.
Zhang Jianbin was even a little grateful that he was seriously injured on the battlefield, and the serious injury had not healed at the moment, so he couldn't move his mind deeper.
Otherwise, even if Shen Yuehua is pregnant, whether he can control it is still a very serious problem.
Hey, it's painful and happy, that's all I can say.
Zhang Jianbin sighed helplessly, looked at the top of the bed, closed his eyes and fell asleep for a long time, and he didn't know what time it was, but there was a sound of chickens crowing outside, it was estimated that it was after three o'clock.
And at this moment, he lowered his head and leaned on Shen Yuehua's body, without pressing her petite shoulders.
was thinking crankily in his heart, but his body walked towards the door with Shen Yuehua's support.
After arriving at the toilet, he looked at Shen Yuehua's slightly red cheeks, and was also a little flustered, he glanced at her, and saw that she lowered her head and turned around voluntarily, somehow he wanted to laugh, he smiled and walked into the big toilet opened up by Shan Xin.
quickly solved his personal problems, and his whole person became more and more sober, remembering that he had patronized dinner in the morning, and he didn't wash his face and brush his teeth, and it was difficult for Shen Yuehua not to care about these.
Zhang Jianbin hissed and said in his heart: This time he came back and really didn't leave any tall image, it seems that he can only do this.
He washed his face in front of the small mirror, looked at the man whose face was paler than usual, and inadvertently saw Shen Yuehua waiting for him obediently outside the door, even in the courtyard of the countryside, with a strong cultural temperament, which is a quality that is difficult to see in the sisters-in-law of several troops.
He suddenly remembered something he had overheard, and his heart sank, which was one of the reasons why he had to rush home.
Zhang Jianbin took a deep breath and comforted himself in his heart: Shen Yuehua could patiently wait for him to come home after he didn't go home, and she got along so well with her family, and she never had any scandals, which showed that she was a peaceful person.
She will accompany herself, certainly, even after the news comes, she will definitely choose to give birth to a child.
Zhang Jianbin persuaded himself like this, but he didn't dare to tell Shen Yuehua the news immediately, he didn't dare, okay, he was just cowardly, even if he said it sooner or later, but he had to delay it until a more appropriate time, not now.
Speaking of which, he didn't know what Shen Yuehua was doing when he went to the Educated Youth Institute yesterday, he only knew that it was the girl in the Educated Youth Institute, Shen Yuehua who took the initiative to come to the Zhang family to find Shen Yuehua, what would happen at this time?
Don't...... They also knew the news?!
No, it can't be!
This matter is still being discussed at the meeting, and even if it has been decided, it will take a while before it will be announced, and the people in the educated youth center will not have such a way as him, so they know such news.
Zhang Jianbin thought so, but he was uneasy and guilty because he had concealed this important news.
Although he is slippery, he is never confused in major matters, and his three views are still very upright, and he can't help hiding such important news.
However, even if he felt sorry for Shen Yuehua again, he would not say it, and he would not say it until he was sure that Shen Yuehua would definitely be with him.
Zhang Jianbin is also despising his selfishness, but if he was selfless, he would not have taken advantage of Shen Yuehua's serious illness to take out 500 yuan to marry her as a daughter-in-law, let alone take advantage of the danger of others to ask for her body.
In this kind of thing, people are inherently selfish.
Zhang Jianbin rudely wiped the water off his chin and walked to Shen Yuehua's side, his steps were very heavy, and the expression on his face was not very good-looking.
Fortunately, Shen Yuehua didn't see it, she stretched out her hand to help him, Zhang Jianbin was also very cooperative, obviously she already felt much better, but she still liked the feeling of being cherished and taken care of by Shen Yuehua.
Shen Yuehua barely felt the weight on her shoulders, obviously such a strong man leaned on her body, but he was careful not to press her, Shen Yuehua knew that this must be Zhang Jianbin 's thoughtfulness, but he also remembered him in his heart.
After the two returned to the room, they looked at their watches and found that it was already past eleven o'clock in the morning, and it would be time for lunch in a while.
Shen Yuehua put away all the textbooks, and naturally did not escape Zhang Jianbin during the period, he was lying down before, so he didn't see the books on the table, but now he saw them, and naturally his heart sank.
He thoughtfully walked to the table and sat down, looking at the dazzling two words "mathematics" on the table, and a few small words "the first volume of high school" below, his heart was cold.
Why is Shen Yuehua reading high school books? He clearly remembered that after Shen Yuehua graduated from junior high school, he came to Zhangjia Village to go to the countryside.
He licked his dry lips, and instead of guessing, he chose to take the initiative to ask, so he asked, "Why do you read high school textbooks again?" ”
When Shen Yuehua heard this, she knew that the news of the resumption of the college entrance examination had not yet reached the village, and Zhang Jianbin had been on the battlefield before, so it was impossible for him to have the opportunity to know about it.
She thought about it, and she didn't want to let this matter ruin their relationship, the college entrance examination was an irresistible temptation for the educated youth, even if she was not a heel in her previous life, she didn't want to stay in the village.
Suing Zhang Jianbin with this news was useless except for making him uneasy, so she chose to hide it in good faith.
She smiled and said: "This is the high school textbook I asked my cousin to buy from the county supply and marketing cooperative. ”
When Zhang Jianbin heard this, he smiled faintly on his face, but he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart.
He withdrew his hand from the textbook, put it on his knee and clenched it into a fist, and said: "It's good to read more books, so that children can follow and read more, let children learn with you, and become a literate person in the future." ”
Shen Yuehua listened to his expectations for the child, and unconsciously remembered the fantasy he had about the child, how good, before the child was born, there were parents who described their future, and then watched them grow from a soft and small lump to a man who stands up to the sky, or a sunny and lively girl.
She looked at Zhang Jianbin 's heroic facial features, and said in her heart: With such a father, the child's genes will not be bad, and when he grows up in the future, he will definitely be very attractive and cute.
Shen Yuehua thought so, her mood suddenly became much better, she smiled and sat on the edge of the stool, looking at the textbook with her name written, this is a textbook of this era, I can't tell whether the current textbook is difficult, or the future student textbook is more difficult.
For her now, the textbook is not difficult, if it weren't for the child, she could go to the college entrance examination this year, although the memory of the previous life has been a long time ago, but this year's college entrance examination questions, she still remembers part of it, which is also an alternative advantage.
Shen Yuehua smiled self-deprecatingly, she disdained cheating, not to mention that this year's college entrance examination really has little to do with her.
However, since this is a rare advantage, if used well, it may lead to unexpected results.
She suddenly remembered her twin brother Shen Shiming, speaking of whom he was only a few minutes younger than herself, but maybe it was because girls were born more precocious than boys, anyway, her sister was very competent.
Since childhood, she has been protecting her Shen Shiming, and if he makes trouble, she will solve it, which has not changed much even in her previous life.
Shen Shiming's character, she knows it best, and it is worth relying on, but men are not as careless as her, and women are ruthless, more ruthless than men.
Shen Yuehua came back to her senses and said in her heart: Maybe she can write a letter to her younger brother to tell him the news that he is about to take the college entrance examination, and send him some money and textbooks by the way, so that he can review it earlier.
Even, on the eve of the college entrance examination, Shen Shiming was also smart, but he was too young to calm down like her, so he was admitted to university in the second year of the college entrance examination, and his academic performance was not very good.
This time, she wants to give her brother a chance, a better chance to develop.
And when Shen Yuehua was thinking deeply, Zhang Jianbin frowned and stared at her thoughtful face, the uneasiness in his heart was like ripples on the lake, messing up the calm heart lake, and he didn't even know when he would calm down.
He can't calm down about this kind of thing.
He left the battlefield and tried his best to ask for leave and returned to the village, just because he was afraid that Shen Yuehua would be desperate, and originally wanted to hide her, but looking at the appearance in front of him, people may have already known the news of the resumption of the college entrance examination.
However, this high school textbook looks much thicker carefully, so he knows that Shen Yuehua must have read it often, so he picked it up and opened it and looked at it, and even recorded a lot of notes on it.
It's not something that can be done in three or two days, it's definitely been studied for a long time.
As a result, Zhang Jianbin became even more uneasy in his heart.
Because of this scene in front of him, it can only show that Shen Yuehua has been preparing for the day when the college entrance examination will resume, and the current study is all about preparing for that day.
She will go to take the college entrance examination, she will, and then leave this village, leave this home.
Children are a burden, no one can say for sure, there must be such a thing as the college entrance examination next year, even if it is said above, but it is not uncommon for the policy to change day by day.
Therefore, what Shen Yuehua will do is already obvious.
Zhang Jianbin became more and more uneasy, but he couldn't say anything, didn't dare to say, didn't want to say, didn't want to say, didn't want to say.
Zhang Jianbin could only close his eyes, take a deep breath, and then open his eyes to look at the thoughtful woman.
He forced a smile and said, "Yuehua, I like children very much, especially you and my children. ”
So, don't hurt your child because of something else. (To be continued.) )