Shen Yuehua was a little surprised, what she said was too profound, especially in the background that she had been sorry for her children in her previous life, she was always a little weak-hearted.

So, she looked at Zhang Jianbin in a daze, as if she wanted to see the reason why he said this.

Zhang Jianbin lowered his eyebrows, his eyes fell on her textbook, and he couldn't see the love in his eyes clearly, but Shen Yuehua noticed his pursed lips.

Shen Yuehua paused, always feeling that Zhang Jianbin 's expression was a little wrong.

She asked with concern, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Zhang Jianbin cheered up, shook his head, stood up and walked towards the bedside, and said: "The cold is not cured, and suddenly I have a headache again, it's okay, I'll just rest for a while." ”

After he finished speaking, he pulled out the thin quilt and lay down on the bed.

Shen Yuehua intuitively felt that this was his excuse, but he was already lying on the bed, and he was about to blurt out that he was going to have lunch in a while, and he couldn't say it.

She put away the textbook and said, "Then you have a good rest, I made lunch and kept it, and when you wake up and are hungry, you will eat some, or eat it now?" There is still some breakfast left in the morning, you can pad your stomach first, by the way, there is still medicine, and you will have to take medicine at noon. ”

Zhang Jianbin listened to her series of words of concern for him, and his heart suddenly warmed and softened.

He was originally lying with his back to Shen Yuehua, but at this moment, he turned over to face Shen Yuehua.

He said in his heart: How young she is, with baby fat cheeks, not yet eighteen years old, but she is already his wife and the mother of the child who is about to be born.

Think about what he did every day when he was seventeen?

At that time, he had already joined the army and entered the army, and his daily routine was training, training, and training.

The hard training program makes him have little extra time to think about it, but people's hearts are always motivated.

His goal is to do a better job in every training program, seize every opportunity, show his strength, and then climb up in the army step by step.

In peacetime, it is difficult for a soldier to be promoted, but he has always worked hard to improve.

Why?

Maybe it's because of the man's blood, I don't want people to look down on me.

No one knows why he joined the army, maybe they know a little, but they don't know why he came up with the idea of becoming a soldier.

That's because, at the age of sixteen or seventeen, the disdain and contempt of the girl who had a good impression of him, he forgot what the woman's name was, but he still remembered her reprimand and ridicule.

At that time he was wandering around the village, and the young girl was always looked at by the young men because of her good looks.

How arrogant she was at that time, she despised the men, as if she could trample them under her feet at will.

How hateful, but it also makes men can't give up.

And at that moment, he was stabbed into the pride of the big man, seized an opportunity from above, and couldn't wait to leave the village and go to the army.

Even though he trains every day and lives a difficult life that is not as good as that of pigs and dogs, he has broadened his horizons.

He was very grateful for this experience, and thought about it, at the same young age, how would the woman he liked choose when faced with the opportunity of the college entrance examination?

Everyone will think that Shen Yuehua is weak and beautiful, she is not like a woman in the village, she is tall and strong, she is slender, below the average line, small and soft, looking like a cute child.

However, Zhang Jianbin knows that she is strong in her heart, has ideas in her heart, and can make her own decisions, and no one can force her to do things.

He suddenly felt guilty, because he forcibly married her and forced her, and now he knows that there is a God-given opportunity in front of him, but because of the selfishness in his heart, he is unwilling to tell her the news of the college entrance examination.

If you don't know, it's fine, but if you hide it and don't report it, sometimes it's the driving force behind bad things.

Zhang Jianbin thought so, took a deep breath, sat up from the bed, and watched Shen Yuehua put the textbook on the shelf, which was specially typed by Shen Yuehua's eldest brother-in-law Dong Dawei, Dong Dawei admired her reading a lot.

And the rows of books there can show that she is a person who likes to read, otherwise she would not have so many books in the bedroom.

He looked at her back and suddenly asked, "Yuehua, are you ...... Do you like to read? ”

Shen Yuehua was taken aback by his sudden inquiry, she originally thought that he was asleep, after all, when she asked him just now, he didn't reply, so she put away her textbook and planned to make lunch for a while and eat it herself.

However, since he asked the question, she replied: "Of course I like it, reading books can make people understand things, and they will become wiser, besides, the work in the village is almost done, I always have to find something for myself to do, reading books is quite good, I can not only learn things, but also pass the time." ”

After she put the textbook away, she cleaned it up, turned around, and saw Zhang Jianbin who had already sat up from the bed, his eyes looming in the shadows, but vaguely containing deep meaning and trouble.

She walked over lightly, sat down on the edge of the bed, and said, "What's wrong?" Didn't you say you were going to sleep? ”

She felt that Zhang Jianbin suddenly became so strange that she was overwhelmed.

And what Zhang Jianbin said next surprised her even more, and she only heard him say: "I came back this time because I learned a message, I could have written to tell you, but I want to tell you in person, that is...... The college entrance examination is going to be resumed this year, and the specific exam time has not yet been decided, but the above meeting has already been held, and it will not exceed tomorrow at the latest, so ......"

He said upside down, his tone was a little dumbfounded, Shen Yuehua didn't expect him to know the news, of course, he knew it in advance, but when he thought that Zhang Jianbin was in the army, maybe his military rank was quite high, so it was not surprising to know this news.

Shen Yuehua also sighed dryly, thought about it, and said honestly: "I know, in fact, yesterday my friend from the Educated Youth Institute called me over to sue me about this." ”

Zhang Jianbin changed his expression and muttered, "You know." ”

He turned his head to look at Shen Yuehua's cheeks, and his movements were very fast, which naturally made his already confused head even more dizzy.

Shen Yuehua couldn't help but laugh when she saw his wolf appearance, and said, "Why do you react like this?" I know what's wrong? ”

Zhang Jianbin held his forehead, rubbed his temples, and asked in disbelief: "I just wanted to ask you, why did you react so flatly, do you know the meaning of what I just said?" I mean, this year is going to resume the college entrance examination, you can go to the college entrance examination, you are an educated youth, as long as you get a high score in the college entrance examination and are admitted to the university, you can leave the village. ”

He looked at Shen Yuehua's eyes, and said seriously with pain: "You can leave here and go back to your hometown, I know that although many educated youths get along well with the people in the village, no one is homesick, you should be the same, this is a good opportunity, you have to study hard, then go to the exam, and then leave here." ”

The more he spoke, the more painful his expression became, it wasn't on his face, because he was expressionless at the moment, but it was really in his eyes.

Because he looked into her eyes, Shen Yuehua could clearly see the love in his eyes.

Her heart suddenly softened, and it felt like drinking a glass of ice water on a dog day, and her whole body became comfortable.

What Zhang Jianbin said was what she was doing in her previous life, and it turned out that she regretted it, so after she was reborn, she had to live another life, since it was a different life.

Shen Yuehua laughed, her expression was extremely soft, and she said patiently and gently: "I know about this, I originally wanted to mention it to you before, but I didn't plan to take the exam, so it doesn't matter if I know, I'm still pregnant with a child, I definitely can't take this exam, I plan to wait until next year to take the college entrance examination." ”

When Zhang Jianbin heard this, his whole person tensed up and said, "What if...... What if you don't have the college entrance examination next year, what if this is your only chance? ”

Shen Yuehua looked at him in a daze, not knowing why he was so nervous, but after thinking about it, when Zhang Jianbin spoke just now, his whole person was like a taut string, and it seemed that if there was a little more pressure, his whole person would collapse.

Anyway, it's all because of her, she hurriedly said: "No, uh, even if it's really only one chance, but the child is more important, I want to raise the child well, and the college entrance examination is secondary." ”

After listening to it, Zhang Jianbin felt that he had won the jackpot, and his excitement was indescribable.

He opened his arms and hugged Shen Yuehua in his arms, and after hugging her tightly, he remembered that she was still pregnant, so he relaxed his strength, and gently hugged her again, hugging her, like a treasure in his heart.

He was very emotional and moved, and he couldn't speak with excitement, so he could only use a hug and a slightly trembling shoulder to tell Shen Yuehua one thing, that is, the happiness and happiness in his heart.

Shen Yuehua sensed his feelings, and realized that Zhang Jianbin was uneasy, when he said the words of the college entrance examination just now, it was like reading a sentence that had already been prepared, without the slightest emotion, in fact, he was afraid of exposing his feelings.

Shen Yuehua suddenly felt distressed, she knew that Zhang Jianbin had a tangled look before because he was struggling with whether to tell herself the news of the college entrance examination.

He must have chosen not to sue her at first, because he got up and lay down on the bed, but then, he suddenly figured it out and chose to confess to himself.

If he is not reborn, hearing the answer in Zhang Jianbin 's mouth, it is really possible to go crazy, knock out the child in his belly, and choose the opportunity to take the college entrance examination, instead of living with him honestly and down-to-earth like now.

Looking at this issue from another angle, this can show that although Zhang Jianbin had a personal relationship before, he chose to confess, which shows that in his heart, her future and her wishes are also very important.

How rare is this, in this society where most men are machismo, even in the modern society in the future, men will not care too much about women's thoughts, but Zhang Jianbin resisted his instinct, thought more about her, and even gave her advice.

Although he did not directly say that she chose to take the college entrance examination for an abortion, he explained it from the side, and even looked forward to a better future.

The educated youth are eager to return to the city, which is their hometown, where there are more opportunities, unlike in the countryside, where most of the time is busy with farm work, and in terms of living conditions, the village is not as good as the city.

Even in modern society, the village may have a good house, but the opportunities for development, education, and even medical care are not half as good as that of a prosperous city.

Many people will choose the city, and the same is true for the educated youth now.

Shen Yuehua also wants to go back, but she can clearly divide her heart and understand the priorities, she plans to go back, but not now, because she still has children, because the current era is not the time.

When she returned to the city at this time, she had nowhere to stay, how ridiculous, even if she was in her own home, she couldn't catch up with the freedom she came from the Zhang family and the educated youth.

Even after she goes home alone, she will face her relatives like jackals, they will instruct her to do this and that, her life will not be free, and she will become the maid of the whole family.

If so, the fool can choose whether to go back to the city or stay in the village.

She thought so, and after feeling Zhang Jianbin let go of herself, she said with a smile: "Don't worry, I know, but I won't hurt the child, I promised you before, do you remember?" ”

Zhang Jianbin couldn't tell how he was feeling at the moment, just like the emotion of the rest of his life after the catastrophe, he looked at the woman in front of him, and suddenly felt that he didn't make a wrong choice, and he won the bet he made at the beginning.

He didn't choose to find a random woman to live with for the rest of his life, but chose what he liked and what he liked, and this woman, what she did, and what she just said, proved that he made the right choice.

Zhang Jianbin laughed and said, "Remember, we will not hurt children, and never will." ”

After the two got it through, the relationship took a step further, and Shen Yuehua's heart also thanked Zhang Jianbin for being able to think about her, and he didn't choose to hide it and not tell her about the college entrance examination.

Even if she knew it early on, it was a matter of Zhang Jianbin 's attitude.

She knows that Zhang Jianbin likes herself, but there are many kinds of likes.

If it's selfish and just for the sake of possession, I'm sorry, that's not the style that Shen Yuehua likes.

Because, such a man will imprison her development.

And Zhang Jianbin is like this, he likes her, but he also misses her, even if Shen Yuehua has not fallen in love with him, he has added a few points to him in his heart.

(I wish you all a safe and healthy Dragon Boat Festival, (* ̄3)(ε ̄*) (To be continued.) )