Walking out of the room, I stood in the corridor and paused for a moment to come to the room where Li Qingshu and Yiyi were, ready to knock on the door but felt that it would be good to call, so I took out my mobile phone and prepared to make a call to Li Qingshu, but then I heard a shout, and when I heard this shout, I understood that what I should face is to face after all.

I turned to look at Ou Kuangda on the other side of the corridor, I don't know what he thinks when he learns that Yiyi is my first love? Like my first love, and also slept with my first love, is it as guilty and embarrassed as Yiyi was slept with by my brother, but they will definitely not know that everything is caused by me.

Ou Kuangda and I didn't speak, but walked to his room tacitly, and after closing the door, Ou Kuangda suddenly changed his appearance and grabbed my collar very angrily, and asked me loudly: "Liang Jiafeng, is this qiē true?" Is it all true? You sue me. ”

"Me"

I was pulled by his neckline and wanted to speak, but she didn't give me a chance to speak, so she said anxiously again: "Sue me, is it true?" Is Yu Xue your first girlfriend? ”

Ou Kuangda's face was extremely pale, for such a situation, Ou Kuangda could not continue to maintain the sanity he had always had, and he was on the verge of collapse, and why am I not like this now?

"Yes, it's my first girlfriend."

I said to him helplessly.

"It's impossible, it's impossible, you sue me for this qiē is all fake, she is a liar, you are joking, you sue sù me, this qiē is all fake."

Ou Kuangda's pale face became distorted when he heard my personal admittion, I don't know how to express Ou Kuangda at this moment, or maybe how to talk to him, if I were him, I wouldn't be able to accept this situation.

"Kuangda, I don't want to believe it's true, but that's the case, Yu Xue was my first girlfriend during school, I don't even know what kind of love I found her again now? I don't know if it's happy or melancholy. ”

I didn't struggle, but I was grabbed by my collar by the crazy Ou Kuangda and spoke to him with an inexplicable affection.

"How is that possible? If she was your first love, why didn't you recognize her? Even if it's been a few years, it's impossible for people to change completely, right? ”

Ou Kuangda still didn't want to believe it and said to me, wanting me to tell her that Yu Xue was still Yu Xue, not my first love.

"Kuangda, she has suffered a lot, she has plastic surgery, so I didn't recognize her, plus her voice has also changed, what I have experienced with you and her, hey, what a poor woman."

I slowly broke free of Ou Kuangda's palm with my hand, and at the same time sighed at him, when Ou Kuangda heard that I Yu Xue had plastic surgery, the whole person was immediately sluggish, and I also started the story of Yiyi.

The hour hand continued to move, welcoming the arrival of the night, I talked with Ou Kuangda in his room for a long time, he heard about Yiyi, and also sighed that my first love and his dead girlfriend had the same name, and they were both liked and fell in love with him, and he also asked me what to do? Is it to marry Xiaoyan, or to be with Yiyi again, but I can only give him an ambiguous answer now, I know that Ou Kuangda is very worried about Yiyi now, I can see that he wants me to marry Xiaoyan, so that he can be with Yiyi, although she is my first love, but that is also in the past, but I also want me to be with Yiyi, otherwise something will happen, it will hurt Yiyi's heart, he is very worried.

Although he didn't have this qiē, but it was really written on his face, the current situation is really not funny, and I also feel that Ou Kuangda is a little far away from me, the reason must be Yiyi.

When I walked out of Ou Kuangda's room and returned to my room, I found that Xiaoyan was sleeping next to Tom, holding Tom who was sleeping like a pig, looking very peaceful, but the melancholy on my face was a little real, I tiptoed to her, the quilt was gently covered, and then stood in place and looked at Xiaoyan for a long time, and finally lowered her head and kissed her forehead gently, then turned around and walked out of the bedroom, out of the room, out of the hotel that seemed a little silent because of the rain, and walked in the rain curtain, although there was no moon and stars in the sky nowBut the arrival of night is still passed to everyone's mind, I walked in the rain, looking up at the black night sky, the feeling of depression in my heart became more and more intense.

Walking in the bleak and heavy rain curtain, melancholy occupies my heart, helplessness with stinging pain lingers around my fingertips, the cool and lonely wandering of the spring breeze in my heart, in this cold night, I am a fine dust, but even a grain of dust has a real soul, Xiaoyan and Yiyi's faces appear in my mind, and even Li Qingshu's calm face, I can't help but look up at the sky with zero raindrops, at this time, I don't know whether it is the cold rain or warm tears moistened my eyes.

The night is black, but my mind is pale, from the empty tourist area street, staggering to the grassland, at this time the grass may need the spring rain, the whole prairie is in need of such a rain, the grass is more soft, but there is a deep coldness in the weakness.

I walked and suddenly stopped, and then shouted loudly in the unknown direction, maybe if I continued to roar like this, I would be regarded as mentally ill by others, maybe if I continued to roar like this, the rain would make me cold, maybe I would roar like this, my voice would be hoarse, the rain would not be lonely, its fall would become meaningful, even if there was no butterfly dancing now, but there was a guide from the wind, reminding me that I was in a very depressed state of madness, and I needed such a roar.

"Someone, rain is very ordinary, it is tears from the sky, it is the expression of the sky to release the mood."

When I was in the middle of a crazy shout, a somewhat cold voice suddenly sounded, so I stopped helplessly and continued to shout, because it was Li Qingshu who came, and when I met her, I saved me from going to her, but I didn't turn around, but continued to look in the direction of the unknown direction, and said lightly: "I still remember that the rain on the campus wet the road that came and went, fooling the path, it was a pink umbrella, walking towards me, bringing all the light, and after that, only colorful colors were left in my world, but after a few years, How ironic would it be that I didn't know the person holding the pink rain when I met her again? ”

I suddenly said these words, maybe it was to Li Qingshu next to me, or maybe to the sky and the night, but after all, maybe it can make me feel better, right?

"There is a heavy, dark door in your heart, and if you push it open, it will be heaven."

Li Qingshu didn't know if Shi was talking to me, it seemed that he was talking to her, anyway, his words with me were a bit wrong, but the two of us are also in a delicate state now, I don't know what she thought when she saw the sudden situation today, at that time? Maybe you deserve it, right?

"But the door is locked."

"Then use the key to open it."

"But now there are several keys, but there is only one chance, and if you can't open them, you will be completely locked in the door, so what?"

"It only depends on what fate does to you? But for fate, do people follow fate? Or be dragged by fate, you need to choose for yourself. ”

“”

Our conversation was very fast, and after a few words, it stopped, and then we fell into silence, and we all stood resolutely in the rain in the face of the storm. I couldn't figure it out, although I didn't look at her obviously, but I still looked at her with my spare eyes, now she has been drenched by the rain and turned into a soup chicken, some wolves, and her waist-length hair simply crawled on her back, and the wind couldn't blow.

"Can you control your destiny? Can you take your destiny into your own hands? ”

There was silence for a moment, and Li Qingshu suddenly spoke.

"Huh? Oh fate, who knows this? God let you die, you have to die, is this fate? ”

I stretched out my hand to follow the raindrops that fell wildly, and said a little miserably, with these words, I was actually thinking that I would go back to Hangzhou tomorrow, would this matter drag on like this?

"Can you speak well? What doesn't die? I want to love someone very much in my heart, but no matter how I do it, I can't get him back, and I can't get his heart back, maybe this is fate, right? I wanted to hold it in the palm of my hand, but I ran away without waiting to hold it. ”

Li Qingshu turned his head and glared at me fiercely, and said with great emotion, I rarely see Li Qingshu so emotional, I have known her for so long, I thought she had a clear opinion on what she did, but now I feel that she is confused.

"Meeting a person in the vast sea of people is already the guidance of fate, but fate needs to be cherished after all, fate cannot always be good, it may also be bad, no matter how you listen to the sound of the rain is very good, I like it very much."

I suddenly changed the topic again, I don't want to talk about fate anymore, I always feel that Li Qingshu will have something to do with me, this intuition is still very strong, but I still don't believe that if I say that to her, will she still be implicated?

"Really? Why do I feel sad about the sound of rain now? Like a man crying in pain. ”

Li Qingshu was a little opposite to me, and looked at the front very indifferently.

"Damn, I don't have a common language with you, I'm leaving, I'm going to go to the front to have a look."

I haven't had enough rain yet, but I want to walk alone, and I'm a little embarrassed and uncomfortable with Li Qingshu after all.

"But how do I feel like we have a common hobby? At least at this time, maybe it's just the two of us in the whole grassland, right? ”

Before I could take a step or two, Li Qingshu's words rang out, almost making me vomit blood, no matter how tightly my brows were wrinkled, I was also silently thinking, maybe she and I were nervous, right? In the middle of the night, it was raining heavily, walking and chatting on the prairie, looking at the sky without stars, nerves, nerves