Ning Ge, who was hiding under the tree and secretly paying attention to all this, couldn't wait to rush forward immediately and knock on the head of the wooden fish of Huangxian a few times, didn't he see that Ya'er was very sad at this time? Shouldn't a man comfort her, but why is he still standing there?

She wanted to rush out, but Ya'er hadn't completely walked out of her sight, she was afraid that the scene when Ya'er suddenly turned back would be even more embarrassing, and Ya'er would definitely think that she was deliberately watching her jokes, so she held back and didn't walk out until Ya'er left completely. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Her steps were very fast, and she rushed to the front of Huang Yan almost immediately, raised her hand and knocked heavily on the door of his head a few times, "You wooden fish head, why don't you go and chase Ya'er, don't you see that she is very sad?" ”

The pain in his head pulled Huang Yan back to reality, and he was a little puzzled when he saw Ning Ge's angry little face, but he soon understood why Ning Ge was angry.

"Ge'er, you know that there is only you in my heart, why do you want me to do what I don't want to do?"

Huang Yan's words made Ning Ge stunned for a moment, and her heart was sour, she didn't know that he had her in his heart, but she couldn't respond to him, because there was another person living in her heart.

Ay...... She couldn't help but sigh in her heart, the emotional matter was really complicated.

"I'm sorry, I just, I just want you to be with Ya'er, she likes you so much, so I can't bear to make her sad." Ning Ge suddenly understood why Huang Yan was angry, if she asked her to do something she didn't want to do, she would feel very uncomfortable.

"Can't you bear to make me sad?" Huang Yan's voice was a little hoarse, and a pair of deep eyes looked straight at Ning Ge, "Do you think that liking you is a burden to me, so you are so active in pushing me towards others?" ”

"No, no......" Ning Ge immediately explained when she heard Huang Yan say this, "I've never thought about it that way, it's just that since you and Ya'er are already together, shouldn't you be responsible for her?" ”

Ningge's voice grew smaller and smaller......

It's really terrible for Huang to get angry, looking at his eyes as if they will eat people, she is actually a little weak in the face of his accusations.

Ning Ge, Ning Ge, what are you doing in your heart, it is obvious that he did something wrong first, if he didn't provoke Ya'er, she wouldn't say these words to stimulate him.

Maybe there is indeed the kind of thought that Huang Yan said in her heart, and she confirmed that as long as Huang Yan can like Ya'er, then the guilt in her heart will be reduced a lot, so she cares so much about the relationship between the two of them.

"As I've said, it was just an accident that night, and I really can't remember if anything happened." Huang Yan's head suddenly felt two big, and he couldn't wait to immediately remember what had happened that night.

It's all the alcohol to blame, why did he drink?

"Can you shirk all responsibility if you can't remember? Why don't you think about Ya'er's mood, she expects you so much and treats you so well, but you hurt her again and again, and say that kind of heartless words to her, haven't you thought about her once? Hearing Huang's words of shirking responsibility, Ning Ge's anger was ignited again, although she also felt guilty in her heart, but at this time she was really thinking about Ya'er, because they were all women.

Suddenly I feel that men are all the same, no matter how high-sounding they are on the surface, they will evade responsibility once they encounter something.

Can't remember? Is this what a man should say?

The more Ning Ge thought about it, the more angry he became, and his black and white eyes stared straight at Huang Yan, his eyes were full of accusations, and his guilt towards Huang Xi was directly downgraded to zero.

Faced with Ning Ge's accusation, Huang Yan suddenly couldn't say a word.

Yes, he has always only thought about his own feelings, he has never thought about Ya'er, the woman's innocence is more important than her life, thinking of the indifference to Ya'er in the recent period of time, the harm to her, suddenly made him ashamed.

I didn't expect that such a simple truth needed to be told to him, which made him feel even more embarrassed.

"Fourth master, I have always respected you, in my eyes you are a god-like existence, no matter what incurable diseases you have a way, but now you are too disappointing to me, you are so ruthless to hurt an innocent woman, do you know that Ya'er is sincere to you, just today she is still crying for you, and now she wants to fulfill you and leave alone, if you are still a man, go and leave her, I don't care if you like her in your heart, but you have to take responsibility." Ning Ge saw that Huang Yan was still stunned, and his brows were furrowed.

"I ......" Huang Yan closed his eyes, wiped away all the pain in his eyes, and looked at Ning Ge seriously, "I want to know if there is me in your heart, even if it's only a little bit?" ”

"Actually, I went out of the palace this time not only for Qijiu, but also for you, I have always understood your heart for me, but I don't know how to respond to you, so I deliberately pretend not to know, but whenever I see your lonely expression, my heart is also very uncomfortable, I have always regarded you as my brother, my relative, I will not be happy if you are not happy, but my heart has already been given to others......" Ning Ge lowered her eyes, she has always been indebted to Huangxi, so he prefers that he can find his own happiness.

Even if she wanted to be with him, it was just an empty shell, and her heart was not on him at all.

"Thank you for your confession...... Although Huang Yan tried his best to hide his emotions, how could he not hide the pain in his eyes, his heart was really painful, so painful that he couldn't breathe, he knew the answer early on, but why was it still so uncomfortable.

Seeing Huang's painful expression, Ning Ge's heart was very unhappy, "I know that I have failed your wishes, if you are uncomfortable, scold me loudly, just beat me, I will never complain." ”

"I'm a man, aren't you willing to leave me the last dignity?" Huang Yan looked at Ning Ge, he raised his right hand and gently stroked Ning Ge's white skin, his fingers trembled a little, as if he was making a difficult choice, he knew that he should let go, but why was his heart still so painful and uncomfortable.

"I ......" Ning Ge didn't know how to take his words, and was silent for a moment before speaking again, "What do you want me to do?" ”

Huang Yan withdrew his hand and shook his head, "You don't have to do it, you don't have to do anything, just let me look at you quietly like this again......"

He looked at her, looking at her carefully, as if to carve her delicate face in the bottom of his heart.

This time he was really going to give up on her and bury her in his heart forever......

After a long time, Huang Yan withdrew his gaze and said to Ning Ge with difficulty, "Okay, from today onwards, I will retract my heart to like you, and you don't have to worry about it anymore." ”

Huang Yan deliberately took away the pain in his heart, and let him bear all the pain alone, as long as she was happy.

"Fourth master, I didn't ......" Ning Ge's words were interrupted by Huang Yan before he finished speaking, he deliberately smiled and said to her, "Okay, don't continue talking, I understand everything, now you can go and see Ya'er for me, I believe you will definitely be able to appease her." ”

"Did you figure it out?" Ning Ge had a shocked smile on her face.

"I don't want to be accused of being a man who shirks his responsibilities anymore." Huang Yan smiled lightly, although he was smiling on his face, but his heart was dripping blood, this decision was really difficult for him, it was easy to love someone, but to forget how uncomfortable the love in his heart was, but he had to do it for the sake of Ningge, because he didn't want her to feel guilty, she just wanted to be happy!

"I blurted out the words just now, you are not that kind of man." Ning Ge explained anxiously.

"Okay, okay, I know I know, you don't have to explain anymore, aren't you worried about Ya'er, go see her now!"

"Well, I'll go right away, if Ya'er knew that you asked me to go, she would definitely be happy." After saying that, Ning Ge didn't stop for long, she immediately turned around and ran in the direction where Ya'er had just left, she couldn't wait to tell Ya'er the news immediately, she could even imagine Ya'er's happy smile.

Huang Yan saw Ning Ge's excited back, and his heart was bitter.

Ge'er, do you know that you are the only one in his heart, but you will never understand his heart.

"Ya'er, Ya'er......" Ning Ge shouted her name before she could reach Ya'er's room.

And Ya'er, who was packing her luggage in the room, immediately wiped the tears from her face, and was about to hide her luggage when the door was suddenly opened.

"Ya'er, I'm going to tell you a good ......" Xi Zi stopped before she could blurt out the words of Ningge, her eyes stayed straight on the burden on Ya'er's hand, her face suddenly changed and she immediately walked over, "Ya'er, do you want to leave?" ”

Seeing that the matter was discovered, Ya'er knew that she couldn't hide it, so she nodded.

"Why go? Didn't you say you were going to stay with the doctor? Ning Ge stretched out her hand and pulled the burden in Ya'er's hand hard, because the burden had not yet been wrapped, and the clothes inside were scattered all over the ground.

"I said it, but the person he needs is not me, but you......" Ya'er's voice was a little sour, and dry tears dripped down again, she actually wanted to leave, but she had to leave, only when she left, the doctor would find her own happiness.

Ning Ge is a good girl, not only is she beautiful and knowledgeable, she and the divine doctor are a natural pair of talented women, but she is nothing, she looks very ordinary, and she is not worthy of the divine doctor at all.

"Ya'er, you misunderstood, I have always just regarded the divine doctor as a brother, and I don't have that kind of affection for him." Ning Ge hurriedly explained. It's just that, looking at Ya'er's expression, I don't know if my explanation has been listened to.

"I know, it's just that the divine doctor likes you, and he only has you in his heart from beginning to end, and I am nothing to him, nothing ......" said and said Ya'er's tears were like the Yellow River bursting, during this time she saw very clearly, in the eyes of the divine doctor, there was only a girl, there was no her at all, for him she was just a burden, a burden that hindered him from achieving happiness.