Chapter 618: Deciding to Leave
Ning Ge said very seriously, as if he was afraid that Ya'er would not believe it, and emphasized again, "Maybe you don't know yet, the divine doctor's background is also quite pitiful, although he lives in a rich family, he has not enjoyed any family warmth since he was a child, and there is no family affection between his brothers and sisters, so he will come out of that family, and he has no intention of going back again." Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"
Although Ning Ge deliberately concealed the true identity of Huang Yan, she still said the truth about what she said just now, although Huang Xi is also a member of the Huang family, but he is completely different from other Huang family members, he is not interested in the struggle for power and throne at all, and his heart is on medicinal materials, although he has not mentioned his family on weekdays, but she can feel that he is unhappy.
After all, people's hearts are long, everyone longs for a harmonious and happy family, the love of parents, and the affection between brothers and sisters, but he is in the Huang family, and he is destined to have no fate with these from birth.
"What you said is true?" Ya'er was a little shocked by Ning Ge's words, no wonder he was always silent every time she asked about the family history of the divine doctor, or changed the topic, at first she thought it was the divine doctor who felt that she didn't deserve to know, but now she understood that he didn't want to mention it.
Her birth was not good, but her father and mother still doted on her since she was a child, and whenever she thinks of her deceased father, her heart is still warm.
But the miracle doctor has never been loved by his father, and it is hard to imagine how he grew up.
"How could I be kidding about such a thing, when have you ever heard him talk about his family?"
Ya'er shook her head, "The divine doctor never mentioned it, I asked him a few times, but he didn't mention a word. ”
"Because he hasn't been happy since he was a child, he doesn't mention it." Ning Ge's little face also dimmed, not to mention others, isn't even she unhappy, she doesn't even know who her parents are, and the person she trusts actually wants to kill her, thinking of this, her heart is bitter.
"I understand now, but I don't know why you're telling me this, girl?" Ya'er looked at Ning Ge with a blank expression.
Ning Ge suddenly felt that what she had just said was in vain when she heard such an idiotic question as Ya'er, and she sighed, "The reason why I tell you this is because I don't want you to give up the divine doctor, if even you leave him, then he will really be lonely for the rest of his life." ”
"No, the divine doctor will not be lonely for a lifetime, even if there is no me, there will be other women who will like him, not to mention that I believe that you will never let this kind of thing happen, so the divine doctor will ask you." After Ya'er finished speaking, she didn't give Ning Ge any room to refuse, and walked away directly.
Ning Ge didn't expect Ya'er to leave like this suddenly, looking at her hurried figure, she was also a little helpless in her heart.
She also thought that Ya'er would be easily convinced, it seemed that she was thinking too simply, Ya'er should be the kind of person who would not change easily once she made a decision, and it seemed that it would take some time for her to change her mind.
Ning Ge shook her head, and as soon as she turned around, she saw Huang Yan looking at her with a gloomy handsome face, and her heart instantly 'chuckled'.
Oh my God, why is he here?
How much did he hear what she said to Ya'er just now?
With a thick doubt, Ning Ge spoke, "When did you come, it really scared me a lot just now." ”
"You don't have to worry about my affairs in the future, even if I am lonely all my life, it has nothing to do with you." Huang Yan's voice was a little cold, and anyone could see that he was angry at this time.
"You heard them all?" Ning Ge suddenly felt a little empty-hearted, and looked at Huang Yan with a hint of apology in his eyes.
Huang Yan didn't answer, but his cold expression had already told Ning Ge the answer.
"That ......" Ning Ge hesitated, "I didn't mean that, I just wanted to, I just wanted to ......"
For a while, Ning Ge didn't know how to explain it, and fell into an impasse.
"I don't want to know what you think, I just want to tell you that you don't have to worry about my affairs." After Huang Yan finished speaking, he turned around and left, not giving Ning Ge any chance to explain.
Although she had known for a long time that she didn't like him at all, when she heard that she was pushing herself to others, she couldn't help but feel uncomfortable, why couldn't she give him a chance?
As for Ya'er, he was really sorry, it wasn't that he didn't want to be responsible for that night's events, but he couldn't afford what she wanted.
His heart had been given to someone else, and there was not a single void left for her.
Ning Ge stood there quietly, her mood was very complicated now, she felt as if she had done something wrong, maybe she shouldn't have been here in the first place.
If she leaves, will it be a relief for everyone?
Ning Ge closed her eyes and pondered for a while, but finally decided to leave.
Only when she is gone will all of them be happy.
Heart, bursts of pain! Tears fall!
She wiped the fragile tears from her face with her sleeves, her misty eyes gradually cleared, and she made a difficult decision in her mind - to leave.
She wants to find an antidote, she wants Qijiu to recover her health, as long as Qijiu is healthy, others will not suffer misfortune again.
Even though the road ahead is dangerous, she has to do it, because everything is her responsibility, she can't rely on anyone anymore, she has to take this step bravely.
She has been living under the wing of others, making her gradually become dependent, and now it is time for her to shed her dependence.
Ningge, come on! You can definitely do it! With a decision in his heart, Ning Ge's eyes became firm.
She stood quietly in place, glancing at the familiar surroundings, although she had not been here for a long time, but she felt very comfortable, much more comfortable than the splendid palace, and it was really a little reluctant to leave her suddenly at this time.
After staying for a while, Ning Ge walked towards his room with heavy steps.
After closing the door, she began to organize her things, her things were very few, and she didn't take anything from the palace, except for the crystal ball and the jade pendant that Lin Wuxiang gave her, at that time she was very glad that she had brought these two things with her when she went to find Feng Yufei, otherwise she would really have nothing.
The clothes she wears are still specially made for her by Qijiu, although the style is very simple, but it can be seen that she is really attentive.
I opened the closet, packed the few sets of clothes I had, and put the crystal ball and jade pendant in it, because she didn't like to wear a headdress on weekdays, so she didn't have any jewelry at all, so her salute was packed.
Ning Ge looked at the packed baggage, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a mocking smile, he didn't expect that he had been in Fengling Country for so long and had no savings at all.
Although money is not everything, it is impossible to do without money.
Now she has no money on her, I'm afraid she hasn't reached her destination yet, and she has already starved to death halfway through!
No, she has to get some entanglement, she is still young and doesn't want to die so early, and she is still starving, even if she arrives in the Hades Palace, she will become a laughing stock.
Just where to get the money?
She is not a thief or a robber, how can she possibly scrape together money in a short time.
Just when Ning Ge was discouraged, he suddenly thought of Huang Fang, although he had already left the Huang family, but with his extraordinary medical skills, he must have earned a lot of money, if she could borrow some from him, then she wouldn't worry about being hungry along the way.
Although she had found the source, she frowned again, how could she speak to him?
It's impossible to tell him that she wants to find an antidote! You don't have to think about it to know that he will definitely not agree, how can he give her the money, but what kind of reason should he find? By the way, she could tell him that she wanted to go out for a walk, and that she hadn't been out in so long, so he should have given her money under that pretext!
Ning Ge hurriedly hid the packed baggage under the bed and went out to find the phoenix.
She knew that Huang Yan must be in the pharmacy at the moment, and he had spent almost all of his food, clothing, housing and transportation there recently, and now that Qijiu had suddenly disappeared, he would lock himself in it to study medicinal herbs.
There were still about ten meters left from the pharmacy, and I saw Huang Yan standing at the door, and Ning Ge was about to speed up her pace when she suddenly saw Ya'er walking out of the pharmacy, and she immediately hid under the big tree next to her.
Strange, why is she hiding?
Ning Ge asked herself in her heart, maybe it was because of Ya'er's words before that she was a little touched, she didn't want Ya'er to see her go to Huangxi again.
But how did Ya'er end up here? She had clearly seen her walking in the direction of her room before, could it be that she had come to say goodbye to Huangxi?
Ning Ge didn't want to think about it any longer, and pointed her ears to eavesdrop on their conversation.
"Didn't I tell you a long time ago, you can't enter the pharmacy casually, if you don't have anything else, just leave first!" There was a hint of irritation in Huang Yan's words.
"I'm ......" Bud took a deep breath, her hands clenched into fists, as if she had made a lot of determination before she spoke, "I want to know if there is me in your heart, even if it's as thin as a hair?" ”
In the end, in order not to regret it, Ya'er made such a big determination.
Although she had already guessed the result, she still wanted to hear him in person, because she wanted to completely kill herself.
Huang Yan didn't answer, as if he hadn't thought that Ya'er would ask him this question.
"Why don't you speak? Are you afraid of hurting me? It's okay, I just want you to give me a definitive answer. Seeing that Huang Yan was silent, Ya'er was a little anxious.
"What kind of answer would you like to hear?" Huang's voice was still indifferent.
Ya'er raised her head to look at Huang Yan, tears lingering in her eyes, and her voice was a little hoarse, she already knew the answer from his face.
Even if I had expected it, it would still be very difficult to experience it myself.
No, she couldn't cry, at least not in front of him.
So she showed a smile that was even uglier than crying, "I already know your answer, don't say anything more." ”
I don't know why Huang Yan felt distressed when he saw Ya'er's sad appearance again, and he wanted to comfort her, but she had already turned around and slowly disappeared from his eyes with painful steps.