The room was in a state of silence, but the people in the house were in a disordered mood, and the medicine box made of a shoebox placed on the TV table was anxiously and chaotically groped by a pair of hands, and after a while, I found a band-aid, and hurriedly turned around to open the coco-aid and prepare to put it on Li Qingshu.

Li Qingshu stood in front of me, quietly stretched out his palm, and watched me bandage her wounds, and I...... There is a kind of love that I can't love, and so far I found out that Li Qingshu has a crack in my heart after discovering that he has a deep love for me, and I am asking myself in doubt, is this right for her?

After wrapping the band-aid around her finger, I didn't say anything, I just hurriedly turned around and packed up the medicine box made of the shoebox.

And I think Li Qingshu definitely wants to talk to me, so I am ready to wait in silence, and I am also thinking about whether to continue to be indifferent and ruthless, even if she sheds tears or even blood......

However, the words I was waiting for did not resound, and when I turned to look in confusion, I found that Li Qingshu was no longer behind me, and my brow furrowed slightly, because I saw that she was sweeping the floor in the kitchen with a broom, still cleaning up the aftermath for me.

I looked at her sweeping the floor in the kitchen, I really didn't know what to do, I looked at her thoughtfully for a moment, and finally opened the door and approached Tom's room, I didn't care about Li Qingshu, escaping is the best ending for me, because I'm really messy now.

When I pushed the door and walked into the bedroom, I found that the figure quickly retreated, I immediately understood that Tom had been eavesdropping, looking at him who was a little frightened, I sighed helplessly, ignored him, walked straight to the bed, lay down on the bed, picked up Tom's panda, straightened his limbs, and tried his best to relax.

I lay on the bed for a long time, and Tom didn't say anything, and the bedroom was very quiet, so I asked him, "Have you been eavesdropping?" ”

I didn't look at Tom, I didn't know what he was doing, I was really tired now, I didn't want to move anymore, and it was so comfortable to lie on the soft bed.

"Father, are you looking for a bad aunt to be your girlfriend?"

Tom didn't answer me, but asked me rhetorically, and some childish voices echoed in the quiet bedroom, but the question showed his grown-up maturity.

"What do you know, brat? What girlfriend is not a girlfriend, just have fun with you, you don't care about these things. ”

Maybe I want to vent a little bit with Tom, right? got up suddenly, looked at Tom, who was standing in front of the bed with a somewhat unsightly face, and said a little angrily.

"Father, did you break up with Aunt Xiaoyan? Why did you break up? Did you bully Aunt Xiaoyan? ”

Tom continued to ignore me, just like Li Qingshu just now, and his re-questioning made me feel a kind of unpleasant feeling, maybe with grievances, right? There is also the feeling of wanting to clench the palm of my hand but I am not tight, empty.

"Let you leave it alone, these things are not for you to take care of as a fart child, it's really troublesome, I can't be idle for a while, I'm crazy."

I got up angrily, chattered and chattered and walked to the bedroom door, and it seemed to me that Tom couldn't stay here either.

But as I walked to the door and was about to walk out of the bedroom, Tom's slightly childish voice rang out with determination.

"Father, I want Aunt Xiaoyan to come back......"

I smiled bitterly at Tom's firm words, and his expectations were not my hopes. However, the world is almost an empty shell now, and I can't find any trace of her, I can't find her information, except that she is pale.

I didn't say anything, I resolutely twisted the doorknob with my hand and walked out of the bedroom, but when I walked out of the bedroom and looked at the kitchen, I found that Li Qingshu's figure was no longer there, and I cleaned the pieces of the kitchen and left.

……

After getting off work in the afternoon, I walked alone on the somewhat bleak road, I was full of thoughts, thinking of women on different sides of the world, because of the sudden change, so that I didn't go to Ou Kuangda and Yiyi after I came back to see if they were already together.

After thinking about it, I finally dialed Ou Kuangda's phone, ready to ask him, I had already told him about Yiyi's thoughts when I left, and then there was nothing, whether he minded that Yiyi was my first love, whether he didn't care about me and couldn't be swayed, the choice was his own choice.

"Kuangda, I'm back, what are you doing?"

When Ou Kuangda answered the phone, I got straight to the point.

"I'm ...... at your house"

"Uh......"

Hearing Ou Kuangda's rather calm words, I couldn't help but be stunned.

"Are you at my house? What are you doing at home? ”

But when I asked suspiciously, I felt how stupid I was, what else could Ou Kuangda do when he went to his own house?

"Come and see Tom, I'm you, Xiaoyan is not at home, so you left the child at home alone? You're reassured. ”

Ou Kuangda said to me with some dissatisfaction, but when I learned that he was at my house, I had another question.

"Is that anyone there?"

I asked him in a less advanced tone, as if I was afraid of being heard.

"En......"

Ou Kuangda's simple answer made me a little painful, this kind of egg pain is a moment, no matter how long I have been preparing before, how many times I have practiced mentally, but when I really face it, I find that the situation is not as easy as I imagined, when I think of my first girlfriend and brother standing intimately together, I don't mind that it is nonsense, but it must be more embarrassing.

I hung up the phone, slowly put the phone into my pocket, looked up at the high-rise buildings, my heart was really very depressed, Xiaoyan's sudden departure, Li Qingshu's comprehensive understanding at noon, so that the embarrassing scene about to face, I couldn't help it, and roared loudly and loudly, at this moment, the people who got off work all regarded me as a patient who ran out of the top three mental hospitals, all of them gave me very noble eyes, and even the industrious and simple sun was unwilling to look at me, and ran away in a hurry and disappeared, as if a pack of wolves were chasing him behind him.

It was getting dark, and I was running and shouting, I wanted to run home, venting and procrastinating.

Nearly twenty minutes, when the night was completely deep, I couldn't run, but there was still some distance from home, Ou Kuangda's phone also called, I told him that something happened, and he would go home immediately, and then he was exhausted and stopped a taxi, not ready to continue to delay, what should be faced must be faced after all, and I will have to face it all the time.

Today and yesterday were a wonderful time for me, but when the taxi that I wanted to slow down as quickly as I could stop on the side of the road in front of the courtyard, I knew that the nightmare had arrived, and I sat in the passenger seat and saw a woman I least wanted to see at this moment.

"Hey, aren't you going to get out of the car?"

I fell into a stupor, and it was not until the driver's disgruntled words rang out that I relented, hurriedly left the money, opened the door and got out of the car.

At the gate of the courtyard, the woman wandering around is wearing simple clothes, which seems to be very ordinary, but I understand that they are all famous brands, which belongs to that kind of low-key luxury, right? She stands in the night is a shining pearl of the night, want to touch the can not touch the storage zài, people back and forth are attracted to her, I stood in the taxi driving away, suddenly found that her hair is very long, really long, because there is no strong wind at the moment, I can't see the picture of long hair fluttering, I don't know if there is a so-called expectation in my heart.

She didn't see me, and I didn't take a step, but just ran out of my pocket the cigarette I had to bring with me, took out a burner, and inhaled hard.

I don't like to smoke, but when I smoke, I don't like it even more, and when I put the cigarette in my mouth, it means that I am in a state of confusion and messiness.

Standing in the night, every time I take a breath, it is a memory, but what I spit out is confusion, and what falls is deep helplessness.

On the side of the courtyard road, when the night light is not yet widespread, the drifting smoke is not very clear, but it is also vaguely perceptible that the smoke is slowly disappearing, and it is quiet at this moment, and no one comes to disturb this quiet.

The smoky, the quiet burning, and the trance-like mood may be the picture that describes the moment, right?

I stood for three or five minutes, Li Qingshu kept looking in the other direction, as if in a daze, she didn't notice me, and I didn't think of how to solve the problem at this time, did I let Li Qingshu come to my house and publicize the fact that Xiaoyan and I broke up?

What was the state of Yiyi at that time?

After another three or five minutes, I didn't know how many cigarettes I smoked, threw the cigarette butt that was about to burn out at my feet, slowly twisted and stepped on it, and then took a step that had been silent for a long time and walked towards her, who had been wandering for a long time, waiting for a long time.

When I was about to walk up to her, she hadn't looked in the other direction, and suddenly she turned around and looked, and then she saw me, and I was surprised to see her, but why didn't I think she was surprised?

"What are you doing here?"

Without waiting for her to speak, he directly interrupted her smile and said in a cold tone.

But I saw in her eyes that I was like this, and she could bear it completely, without half dissatisfaction.

"I want to see you......"

Li Qingshu's answer was very simple, but his voice was not very high, and he looked at me seriously and said softly.

"Uh......"

I looked at her a little speechlessly, paused for a moment, and said, "But I don't want to see you, you can go, don't come to my house." ”

I was indifferent, and I was ready to pass by her and walk into the courtyard.

"I'd like to see you."

But Li Qingshu didn't flinch at all, but stopped me rampantly and said firmly, now she is very domineering, like a boy who is entangled with girls, it is that kind of domineering, but I can't digest this kind of domineering, I glanced at her indifferently and was ready to move her steps, spare her, but she didn't give me a chance, and when I moved, she also moved, so she stopped me again......

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