The deeper the guilt in his heart, the more his eyes refused to look at me, and he lowered his head and hugged Kuankuan tightly, and said in an inaudible voice, "Sleep, I will take care of him at night." ”

I saw his state, how could I fall asleep with peace of mind, moved forward, hugged him tightly from behind, and used my body temperature to warm his cold body.

"Honey, don't think about it, get some sleep and rest first, and then think of a way. You know, no matter which step you make in the end, I won't blame you, as long as you're there for us. I held him and persuaded him again and again, and at last his silence made me suddenly feel that these words of consolation were very weak, and I fell silent.

He didn't sleep, and neither did I, until in the middle of the night, when he couldn't bear the sleepiness, he closed his eyes unfreely. I quietly took Kuan Kuan out of his arms, trying to let him sleep better, who knew that I only moved, Kuan Kuan quickly woke up again, and saw that it was me who closed his eyes again.

He slept unsteadily, tossing and turning in bed. I knew that he was worried about Kuankuan, and he didn't dare to send Xiao Bao'er to the baby's room, but hugged him in his arms, so that he could see Kuankuan's fleshy little face as soon as he opened his eyes.

As soon as it was dawn, he woke up, saw that my eyes were still open, and cautiously leaned over and hugged me and said, "You rest for a while, don't worry." Like you said, sadness and decadence have a time limit. I'll go to re-examine Lanhua's assets and see how much money is needed, and there will be a day of meeting today, so I'll try to fight for it again. It's that they want to take Lan Hua off, it's not something that can be done after speaking, there are still a lot of things to do, I may not come back often these days, I have to go back to that house for a few days, and discuss it with my father again to see if there is room for maneuver. ”

He raised his eyebrows, got out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash up, and I followed him out to the kitchen to make a simple breakfast.

When he came out of the bathroom, he saw that the table was set early, looked up at me and said, "You can sleep for a while, there is no need for me to make the whole family uneasy by myself." Let's not let Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong know about this matter, the two of them are too precocious, and after the last time they knew about it, they deliberately went to take the advertisement and make a film, saying that they wanted to raise you, which made me feel very uncomfortable. ”

"Well, I'll be careful, you can eat something and be busy." I pulled him to the table.

After a short sleep, his feelings were relieved, and he simply ate a few bites of a sandwich, drank a glass of warm milk, and then turned around and went into the study.

I really couldn't sleep, and although I didn't sleep all night, I still didn't feel sleepy. After tidying up the room briefly, I found out the clothes he was going to wear for the day from the closet, matched them one by one, and hung them on the hanger.

When he encountered a business bottleneck, I was always very powerless, regretting that I was not engaged in capital operation, and I could not turn around a sum of money to alleviate his urgent needs when he needed it most.

When it was almost eight o'clock, he came out of the study, came to the bedroom, saw my matching clothes, narrowed his eyes and said, "Don't worry about me, I'll go first, you wait for Auntie to come before leaving." I will most likely not be back in the evening and will inform you in advance. ”

"Are you going back to live?" I asked softly.

"I always have to go back and take a look, today is the weekend, and it is estimated that He Xiao will also take the opportunity to go over to see if it is true or not." He Liancheng said lightly, quickly changed his clothes and walked up to me, kissed me on the forehead and said, "I am much stronger than He Xiao, I have you." ”

I sent him to the door, and at the moment when he turned around to go out, he suddenly felt reluctant, and hugged his waist tightly, he didn't expect me to be like this, his body stiffened, and he asked in a soft voice: "What's wrong?" ”

"Lian Cheng, do what you want, no matter what decision you make, I will wait for you, whether it is three or five years, ten years or eight years, as long as you can come back often to see Kuankuan." I whispered, quickly let go of my hand and turned into the bedroom, screwing the door shut.

In fact, I always knew what the situation he was facing, I was a stumbling block on his way forward, as long as he kicked me away, he had many ways to solve the problem in front of him.

Without me, He Zelin would not be so indifferent to him, so indifferent; People in that circle who have unmarried girls in their families will also lend a hand. Because he was single, He Liancheng, who abandoned me, is not only a man who is outstanding in appearance and inward, but also the legal heir of a group. No matter how strong He Xiao's ability is, he is an illegitimate child who is not seen by serious people after all; Regardless of whether this little mother will give birth to a boy or a girl in the future, it will take more than 20 years to grow up. He Liancheng is really the only, qualified, and unpicky heir.

I blocked all his retreats! In fact, when Lanhua assets were liquidated last time, I thought about this clearly, but I didn't want to, reluctant, and unwilling to let go.

And this time, I saw it more clearly. I don't want him to be in a dilemma for me, I don't want him to stay up all night because of the odds, I don't want him to be struggling in a fog without direction and hope.

I'm willing to give myself up for him!

Everyone has their own bottom line to keep, and everyone has something they can't and don't want to give up. His mother's last words, He Xiao's step-by-step pressing, and there is another variable in He Zelin's life - his mother's pregnancy! For the first time in his life, he encountered great frustration...... I am his weakness, I have become his weakness that has always been unruly!

I'd rather die myself than see him in such a dilemma.

He chased after him, patted the door and said, "Le Yi, open the door, things haven't reached the step you thought......"

I didn't open it, and as soon as I opened the door I wanted to take back what I said, but when I took it back, I pushed him to a dead end.

He was silent outside for a long time before he whispered through the door: "Le Yi, listen to me, even if you really go to the step you think, I will arrange a qiē." ”

After he said this, he turned to leave, the footsteps faded away, the door was opened with force, and then slammed hard, and the room was quiet, and I sat down on the ground with all my strength, and his last sentence let me know that he had thought of this way out, but he didn't do it.

Kuan Kuan was awakened by the sound of the door slamming violently, and he cried with a wow.

I got up from the ground weakly, picked up Kuankuan, who was crying on the bed and had a red face, and forced myself to calm down. Either way, at least we can't hold on to death together.

If he loses this qiē in his life, will he be able to bear it? I can't imagine what his life would be like when he didn't have the right to inherit, the company and the strong consortium behind him.

Will he live an ordinary life with peace of mind and watch over me and my baby for the rest of his life?

……

He won't, he's never been a mediocre person, no matter where he stands, he was born to attract people's attention and dazzle everyone! He is a diamond, and I have no right to deprive him of his sparkle.

He and I are not people of the same world after all.

I know that at the end of the day, whatever his choice is, it has nothing to do with what I just said. I said those words just to make him feel less guilty in his heart.

His appearance last night was very abnormal, and the abnormality made me keenly feel what he was thinking. Even if he feels sorry for Kuankuan and me, even if he feels guilty that I didn't accompany me during pregnancy, if he has already thought about spending the rest of his life with us, will he still feel so guilty?

From last night to now, every qiē he has done shows that he has moved this thought, but he can't say it. I'm not stupid, I'm more sensitive than other women in this regard, and I know clearly the thoughts and motivations behind his actions.

Okay, He Liancheng, if you don't say it, I will say it! I took the initiative to say what you wanted to say that you didn't have the courage to say!

Who made me fall in love with you like this without any position! Love is so humble, without dignity and status, I can't wait to cut out my heart for you. However, I also know that you fully understand my feelings for you, and this kind of confession is not necessary.

However, they can't be together......

I coaxed Kuankuan, who was crying, to cook a small bowl of hot noodle soup for him, and to feed him one bite at a time in my arms. The stomach of the little thing was satisfied, and he grinned and called indistinctly: "Hemp...... Qiqi ......"

It was his first mother's voice, and the cry was slurred, and my tears came out at once. He went to pick up the empty bowl with one hand, looking like he still wanted to eat, and rubbed my face with his small mouth that turned into a pomegranate flower: "Hemp...... Hemp...... Qiqi ......"

"Baby, call Daddy." I held back my tears and patiently taught him.

I hope he can hear his son's first dad before we really have to separate.

Kuan Kuan didn't cooperate, probably frightened by the tears on my face, let go of the empty bowl in his hand, hugged my neck with his soft little hands, kicked his calves hard to crawl on me, and shouted again vaguely: "Ma ...... Hemp ......"

Auntie opened the door at this time and walked in, saw me holding Kuankuan on the sofa, my eyes were red and swollen, and asked, "Le Yi, what's wrong with this early morning?" ”

"It's okay, Kuankuan will call Mom, and I'll be excited." I covered it up.

Auntie smiled and washed her hands and walked over, took the Kuankuan in my hand and said, "The noble man speaks late, the noble man takes a late step, and Kuankuan is also a great blessing." ”

"Wide mouth is stupid, I don't know if I will be better when I grow up in the future." I talked briefly with my aunt, packed up my things, put on a very heavy makeup, and covered the wolf bèi who had not slept all night and cried.

"Little babies will call their mothers, awesome!" Auntie opened the door and sent me out.

Kuan Kuan was complimented, probably thinking that calling my mother would make me happy, so he pouted and spit out a big bubble and shouted: "Ma ...... Ma Ma Ma ...... Hemp. ”

He screamed so that my whole heart melted, and I hugged him again and said to my aunt, "I'm leaving, something to call my mobile phone." ”

The traffic jam was terrible on the weekend, and it was already half past nine when I arrived at the office, and when I entered the door, I saw Xu Wanyun and said carefully: "Sister Lin, a gentleman came to the office early in the morning to wait for you." ”

I looked up and saw a tall figure sitting on the small sofa in front of the small tea machine in the living area, it was Chu Yi