His simple words made me feel distressed, and after I had hope, I would accept the disappointment of annihilation, and this kind of gap can blow people to the point of collapse.

His breathing was very light, and he pressed to my ear and said, "You and Kuankuan are both things I can't give up, and my father is also my closest relative, and it is really difficult for me to choose between you." I want you, I want a baby, and I don't want to be without a father. ”

I listened and put my hand on his hand that circled my lower abdomen: "I know, so no matter what choice you make, I will respect you, cooperate with you, and support you." ”

"I was stupid when I heard the news, and this news was told to me by He Xiao. Although the two of us are at odds, he does not lie to me about such things. Do you know? He took a deep breath and pressed down the love that wanted to collapse before continuing, "He told me as soon as he heard the old man's phone call. I thought it was fake, but when the meeting began, the old man announced it with a happy face. I've been spending all my energy lately on He Xiao and the board of directors of the group. Unexpectedly, it was my always gentle and harmless little mother who came out of the killing. It's ridiculous that my future brother or sister is a year younger than my son......"

He smiled, wryly.

My back was pressed against his chest, and I could feel his body trembling slightly, and I really wanted to turn around and give him a strong hug, but he hugged me and wouldn't let me move. After a while, he said: "Lan Hua's matter, in fact, is not the opinion of the old man alone, it is decided by vote. Only then did I realize that the so-called promises between people could not be worth economic benefits. I still think too naively, in the words of the old man, not too much, but too little. ”

He finally calmed down, and his tone did not contain the kind of sadness that made people feel devastated, but revealed a bit of helplessness.

I didn't know how to comfort him, after he slowly let go of his hand, I reflexively hugged him and whispered: "If you want to buy Lanhua, let's just make money, if it doesn't work, I can transfer the company, now there are several large companies headquartered in other places, they are more interested in me here, and they should be able to sell at a good price." ”

When he heard my words, his expression on his face relaxed, and he tried to turn his head away from me, looking at the unknown night outside the window and saying, "No, this company is the foundation of your existence, and you can't move." Besides, women always have to leave a way back for themselves, and I don't accept it. ”

"With you, I have no way back, you are my back......" I turned his face and made him look at me.

"It's not that I don't believe in you, I don't believe in myself, and your company can't move until I can't control the overall situation. Anyway, your company is profitable. "He resolutely rejected my suggestion.

"It's not wise to transfer the equity of the group, think again." I knew he would be a little impulsive now, trying to persuade in the most peaceful tone.

He nodded, let go of me, let go of me, and sighed and went back to the living room.

There was only a small table lamp in the living room, and the light was a little dim. He walked over, the long shadow dragging on the ground, and then vanished. I saw him pull up to the door of the terrace and stand alone in the dark.

I knew he wanted to be alone for a while, but I didn't worry about him thinking by himself in this situation, so I hesitated and took a box of cigarettes from the cabinet and walked to the terrace with the lighter.

This small terrace was specially decorated with a lot of effort when we first moved here, and we were in a relaxed and free mood. There are wide wooden planks on the ground, and there is a small pond one meter square, and now the bowl lotus is blooming just right. Adjacent to the glass fence are pots of tall and low flowers, and the leaves of the phoenix tail bamboo hang down slightly, shrouding the rattan tables and chairs in unclear darkness.

He didn't turn on the lights from the house before he came up, and the light in the living room shone in through the glass, and there were so many people that he couldn't see anything clearly.

As I walked over, he heard my footsteps and didn't look back, but walked to the very side of the chair and sat down, his eyes looking out.

I walked up behind him and asked softly, "Would you like to smoke a cigarette?" ”

He Liancheng has no addiction to smoking, he will smoke two when he is in a bad mood, since he has Kuankuan, he has almost quit, and he doesn't even touch it.

He turned around and took out a cigarette, put it to his mouth and just ordered it, thought about it again, crumpled it in his palm and threw it back on the table, saying: "The biggest problem now is that the funds are not enough, I am not willing to give up Nange Biology, and the hard work of several months will be in vain if I give up now." Leyi, what do you think I should do? His voice became deeper and lower, his dark eyes flashed in the dim light, and a deep sadness and helplessness like wine came out of it, I pulled him into my arms and whispered: "Some time ago, you said that a friend who does biomedical research can help you some, now?" ”

"Those funds are only enough for the acquisition of Nange Biology, and Lanhua has so much registered capital, even if I do some bad debts, the funds I want to hand over to the group will be more than nine figures......" He Liancheng said with a slight hoarseness in his voice, and pushed me to the chair opposite.

I held his hand tightly and looked at him across a table. We didn't speak, and we sat quietly for a long time, and he finally spoke, "You shouldn't be anxious for me, you go and rest first." ”

"Connected." I leaned over, smoothed his tightly twisted forehead with my hand, and said, "Rest first, and I'll figure it out tomorrow." ”

He was silent for a long time before he said, "You didn't see my father's expression today, that joy made me feel jealous." I wondered if he had ever faced my mother with such an expression and joy when he first found out about my deposit. ”

He had a low voice, a slow pace, and sometimes he would pause to think about what kind of words would be more appropriate, and he seemed to me to be very calm. But I know that this is all superficial, and no one can understand the pain in his heart.

"I heard that we were during a break when my dad received a call from her, and I could see from afar that his eyes lit up visibly...... I've never seen a look on his face like this. It's like discovering the most precious thing yourself. He said, with envy and loss in his voice.

"I think of you very distressed, I knew about it for the first time when you were pregnant, because at that time, Yu Miao was still doing me an inside line, ambushing you, and quietly telling me about your movements. I was also ecstatic that I rushed back from outside and found you in the safe passage of the building when I found you. You don't know, at that time, I looked at you through a small glass, and I wanted to go over and hug you...... However, for the sake of that damn situation, in order to hold this qiē in my own hands, I hold back all my life, and see you standing there and tangled and sad. You don't know, how scared I am for you to have an abortion. There was an uncontrollable cry in his voice, and I was sad to hear it.

At that time, I was expecting the child's father to be able to hug me and say something to me with a happy face, or not at all. But no, I carried both of my pregnancies alone.

But now I can't say anything, He Liancheng's self-blame in his heart has overwhelmed him.

"It's okay, first bitter and then sweet, Liancheng, don't think about it." I grabbed his cold hand.

In the scorching imperial capital of July, his hands were as cold as if they had been frozen in an ice cellar, and they were terribly cold.

"I despise illegitimate children, and I don't want my children to be born as illegitimate children. I am in a hurry to achieve quick success in the business, I just want to arrange a qiē before Kuankuan is born, give you a proper identity, and give the child a proper identity. But that damn car accident made me unable to hold back anymore, I jumped out, and I couldn't play anymore. At that moment, I even wondered if the baby was gone, and you knew if I pretended to have amnesia, would I hate me for the rest of my life and never forgive me again...... I'm scared to death, Le Yi ......" He didn't look up at me, but lowered his head and whispered.

I walked over and crouched down beside him, took his hand and looked up at him, there was something moving in his eyes.

He took a deep breath and suppressed this qiē weak feeling, turned his head away from me and continued: "My dad is on the board of directors who can't wait to announce that he has a child, what about me? He smiled wryly and asked, "What about me?" At that time, I was afraid that others would know that the child in your belly was mine, and I wanted others to know that the child in your belly was mine...... Am I incompetent and mean? He finally looked at me and asked me in a heartbreaking sad voice.

"I let you face all the qiē on your own, and I didn't jump out until the baby was about to be born...... I will never forgive myself for this one thing, I look down on myself. I'm not as good as Liu Tian, I'm not so bad, my whole life has been a failure now. When he said this, he stood up suddenly, walked quickly to the door of the terrace, stopped and said word by word, "Le Yi, if I fail this time, I will leave three percent of the group's equity to you, and you will have a good life with the baby." ”

As soon as the words fell, he slammed the door open and walked out as fast as he could.

My heart was smashed by his words, and I hurriedly stood up and chased out, and when I ran to the door of the terrace, I almost fell in front of the darkness in front of me, and when I came to the living room, I was relieved to see him go to the wide room.

I thought he was going to slam the door again after saying these few words, and then when he was most helpless, he went to hide in a place where no one was around.

He only turned on a small lamp in the corner, and knelt in front of the crib himself, looking at Kuankuan carefully.

Kuan Kuan is still sleeping, probably still eating in his dream, and his little mouth is moving. After a while, I don't know if he felt that someone was beside the bed, so he rolled over impatiently and left his ass to He Liancheng.

He was half-kneeling like that, looking at his most beloved son, and did not move for a long, long time. I crept up to him and saw that his eyes were half-closed and his face was tired.

I went back to my room and got a little blanket to help him drape it, he was so cold, how can I do this?

He suddenly opened his frighteningly red eyes, looked at me and whispered, "You go to sleep, I'll stay with you for a while." ”

"You go back to sleep, I'll carry the baby over." I pulled him up, dragged him back to the bedroom, and then carried Kuan Kuan back to the big bed.

I only learned today that he felt so guilty about not being able to be by my side when I was pregnant. Today, He Zelin's reaction to knowing that his little mother's pregnancy caused him even more stimulation, and made his guilty feelings all the time reach a critical point.

Lan Hua's matter was just a fuse, which finally led to this old thing in his heart, so that he couldn't let go, and he refused to let go of his death