Chapter 4: The Season of Music (Part II)
I always thought that a good singer sang not only songs, but also their own emotional experiences and life.
In the Hong Kong entertainment industry in 2009, after breaking up with a pair of golden boys and girls, another legend was cast by accident. That is, after they broke up, Gigi Leung who had nowhere to vent and sang bitter love songs every day, a song called "Affordable Love" tells the emotional concept of a generation: since you can afford to love, you can afford to lose.
Gigi Leung can afford to love (country)
Music: Lin Tianai
Words: Choi Shu
Edited by Johnny Yim
Supervisor: Chen Shaoqi
If the hug is not intimate enough
and melt into thy bosom and become one
It is the closest distance between two hearts
You say the city is too crowded
If only I and you were left
Will you care about those resistances?
Since you love, you must be able to love
Cowardice will make oneself look down
Burning my heart just to have fun
It makes sense to let love out
Believe that if you love, you will be able to afford to love
Even if I lose, I can afford to lose
Love is an innate ability
When I meet you, there is a place for it
It took all my strength
I'm not afraid of being poor, the more thorough my love is
The clearer the feeling of happiness
There is no deep truth
Love is the only truth
You can't afford to play this game
Since you love, you must be able to love
Cowardice will make oneself look down
Burning my heart just to have fun
It makes sense to let love out
Believe that if you love, you will be able to afford to love
Even if I lose, I can afford to lose
Love is an innate ability
When I meet you, there is a place for it
Romance is not afraid of wasting, love does not distinguish between right and wrong
Completeness is perfection
Extravagance is more precious
Since you love, you must be able to love
Cowardice will make oneself look down
Burning my heart just to have fun
It makes sense to let love out
Believe that if you love, you will be able to afford to love
Believe that you can't afford to lose
Love is a battle of fate
The right to victory is in my hands
……
I savored the charm:
"If you believe in love, you will be able to afford to love
Even if I lose, I can afford to lose
Love is an innate ability
When I meet you, there is a place for it
……”
The lyricist of "Afford to Love" is well-intentioned and cleverly uses the lyrics to express an admirable philosophy of love. GIGI Leung's voice is very clear, her feelings are particularly delicate, and her emotions are touching and sincere, as well as the signature true and false voice transformation. I think if every popular singer back then had a reason for being popular. So Gigi Leung's popularity lies in the special voice that can sing the voice of the girl next door, as well as the delicate emotional processing.
Chen Ziting is an inconspicuous little girl in the class, she is quiet, loves to learn, although her grades have not been ideal, but her pursuit is true, a person with ideals and direction is always so admirable.
But since that kick of style, we have begun to fall and merge with each other towards each other's emotional world.
In a way that belongs to us, which is considered childish......
But she's a very planned girl.
“…… In our rural areas, many people get married on a blind date after finishing middle school; I think it's too hasty to get married at 19, we're 18 now, I want to finish four years of college, work for another three years and get married, and we've been in love for 7 years at that time, haha, it's been exactly seven years of itching......," she said, snapping her fingers.
She always likes to talk about plans every day, get married at the age of 25, have a child at the age of 26, have several children, is it not painful to have a child, she used to have a classmate who has a second child this year......
But I didn't find her annoying at all, but enjoyed this hazy love relationship. I think that period of time was the happiest time in my life, and I also like to listen to her nagging about the trivial things of life, and the two in that class also became a couple, and the senior sister and the senior sister also met in middle school, and they got married later......
At that time, Ting was my life, it was my ideal, in short, my life bit by bit, from the underwear to wear that day, to what work to do in the future to settle down there is inseparable from Ting's shadow, just like the photos in my mobile phone, more than 80% of her appearance, most of my thinking is hers.
……
Until that day, an uninvited guest came to the school, which turned this qiē upside down.
I have chosen to forget what happened that day, but I vaguely remember that we were walking on the school road, walking, walking, and we dispersed.
"Let go of her hand!" A middle-aged man who suddenly appeared on the school road shouted, I don't know if we were too involved and didn't notice anyone approaching, or if this guy came out of the ground.
"Hehe, if you yell twice, I will even let go of her hand, am I worthy to say that I like her?" I said with a smile as I pulled her behind me and shielded myself in front of her. I'm a bad student, and I never have to give the teacher much face, but she is different, and middle students are the most afraid of teachers.
"You! Get lost! The middle-aged man, without saying anything, slapped it down.
"Smack!"
With just a slap in the face, I felt like my world was dizzy.
"Come here!" With a stretch of his left and right hands, he snatched the shrunken girl over, and I saw that her face was ugly.
I was just about to make a biao, but I was blasted back by his words.
"Stay away from my daughter, or I won't beat you to death!"
I "......" I heard you right, right? He said it was Tingting's father?
But I can't act rashly, I'm not a good student, but I'm not an idiot either, whether it's offending my friend's father or my girlfriend's father, it doesn't do me any good, I have to know how to take a step back and open the sky.
……
The next time I saw Tingting was when she went to school the next day, and she had already taken a half-day vacation before that.
"What did your dad say...... I mean something about us? I couldn't wait to ask, her eyes dodging, didn't her father do anything to her? I thought.
After a long time, her extremely complicated little eyes with resentment, tenderness and other thoughts turned to me and said, "Maybe my father is right, we are not suitable, let's break up!" ”
Airplanes!
My ears are like a bee in the ground, which... Is that the end of it? I'm tempted to say, "We're all adults, why don't we make our own decisions?" ”
I struggled with all the things I wanted to say, but I didn't know where to start; In this way, I obviously want to save this relationship, but I can't say half a word when the words come to my mouth.
It turned out that I knew that she had come back to pack her things that day, and the next day when I felt ready to say something, she had already left the middle school and I had not heard from her again.
I loved running from the day she left because the wind would comb my hair so I could feel like she was combing my hair...... So often, inadvertently, I run until I almost can't breathe.
……
The short-lived splendor of my relationship with Chen Ziting is beyond my imagination. It didn't come too casually, and it left so inconspicuously. It was cut off by a sentence, and it was like a song that stopped abruptly: I only heard the beginning, not the end......
(To be continued...... )