"You're my rose, you're my child's mother......" is the tune I used to sing to tease her when we were together, but since the moment she chose to leave, it has become evidence of our past......

Later, I analyzed the reasons for the failure of my first love.

It's obvious that her mind is not strong, and it's relieved to think about it, she is a person who has listened to her parents since she was a child, including her plans, there are countless parents' opinions, how can she go so far on the road of rebellion from the unorthodox?

was bluffed back to the house by her parents, Chen Ziting is obviously such a good baby, because the next day that day, she changed schools, she proved her attitude with her actions, and her parents' intentions are greater than a qiē.

……

I was left alone to be sad. Many times, I would walk to the place where we laughed and cried together, and the small sand pit next to the sports field where we broke up that day, and I grabbed the sand in the sand pit with my hands, but the harder I pushed, the faster the sand in my hands drained. This story of holding sand may be a true portrayal of our story, what we vigorously grasp is not at all something we can grasp.

"Ke Guoquan, you are a medium-level student, and you are still in early love, isn't this self-defeating?" The class guide said this every time, and I didn't get tired of talking about it many times, and I also admired his patience.

"Don't just drag a dead word in a sentence, okay? The meaning of reading a book has not yet risen to the height of personal life and death, okay! I muttered to myself, but I kept silent, otherwise it would not be him, but the headmaster.

Fortunately, I am not one of those people who are not strong-minded, and who can raise it to the height of life and death if they fail to study; Life is one's own and parents', but it is definitely not a few pieces of paper with a few Arabic numerals with a red pen that can define someone's life and death.

……

A week later I received a piece of paper:

Right: We're not suitable! At least not in time!

We are too young to understand what love is;

I've put it down......

Goodbye and friends!

……

The signature is Tingting

It was a time when life was worse than death, and who said that a boy likes a girl, the easiest to let go, and the easiest to forget? If it was so easy, why did I still feel pain?

"Fart, I don't know what love is, can it hurt me so deeply?" Maybe it's my wishful thinking, she didn't love me at all, maybe she has already let go, but I can't let go for a long time;

In the days without her by her side, the whole portrait was hollowed out, and the soul was unconsciously out of the body,

Some people say that if you fall out of love, you will drink a drink, smoke a cigarette, and make yourself drunk and dream of death, the dream will be broken, and the heart will die, and you will naturally get drunk, and you will forget everything at that time, but I want to say that this is not the way I want, to remember a relationship, I want to draw a satisfactory question mark on our relationship! You have to remember it.

I don't mind if she's not determined?

No! I mind!

The pace of life in middle school is very fast, and my friends talk every day about how to solve this function, and whoever breaks through in this monthly exam will not care about my stinky things, so I made friends with that sand pool.

Once I was lying in the sand, feeling her tenderness enveloping me, it suddenly occurred to me that it really made sense for the teachers to forbid middle school love, because they really had no intention of studying; But if you think about it a little deeper, this truth is a bit bullshit, isn't it painful to fall out of love when you are older? It's just a waste of time, but at a different stage of life.

During that time, I could be seen talking to myself in the sand pool almost every day, writing in the sand.

In order to heal, I liked watching Stephen Chow movies at that time.

What is First Love? "Fortune Dragon" is interpreted like this: In the school-level dance, the goddess is so dazzling on the dance floor, dancing so devotedly; The scumbags all danced with the beauties, and the only ones left were the four-eyed field chickens who claimed to be scholars......

Zhou Xingxing, after some inner struggle, finally threw off his big glasses, followed the beat of the music, and joined the center of the dance floor...... I was finally able to dance with the goddess.

Accidentally, classmate Zhou ripped off the top of the goddess Zheng Xiuwen...... The students watched and watched......

Cold field, so cold field! Ten years from now, everyone will remember that the goddess is a princess with her own luxury airport.

However, there is also one person who will always be remembered by another person, that is, Zheng Xiuwen will always remember Zhou Xingxing, 'This revenge will not be avenged, and we will not share the sky!' ’

I think: first love is beautiful and bitter, this is the first love, the age of ignorance, meeting lovely people; will do stupid things, so I am deeply impressed, and I will never forget jì.

The beauty lies in the fact that there are too many memories of the first time, the first date in life, the first time I had dinner with her, the first time I went shopping with her, the first time I watched a movie with her......

The bitterness lies in the fact that it is difficult to grasp the whole time, and the future is not ......

……

However, when you reach a certain age, you must have this realization: some things are so unreasonable, they start to be stormy, they happen suddenly, and suddenly they end, and the story between me and her is not long, but it has been over for two months.

Rather, it's another thing that has attracted attention lately.

I looked at my tablemate Lin Ying in amazement, rummaging around the pile of things I regarded as treasures, whether it was good or not to be so lively, it made me feel that she looked a little like Chen Ziting.

I don't know if it's because I saw that I had already had a girlfriend, so Lin Ying didn't have any precautions against me. It's not as cold as before, but it's more curious about me as a person, curious about why the more than 50 people in the class only made me and Chen Ziting a public couple. As for the others, there may be ambiguity in the secret, but we don't know, and we can't control it.

Later, after inquiring from all sides, I learned about Tingting, it turned out that his father turned out to be the principal of the city's No. 3 Middle School, which was really unlucky. If he wasn't the principal, maybe the intellectuals looked down on me as a turtle, this discovery made me a little excited, because Tingting must go to college, if I can go to the same university as her, then will I be able to continue the frontier? I wondered if I was going to be angry with her dad in this way.

"No wonder, she changed schools as quickly as a car, and there was a father who was the principal."

"This is useless...... These are extracurricular books, and you say what are the benefits of reading these things for exams? Lin Ying said curiously.

Of course I won't give in, and I'll still go my own way;

"What's the use of you learning so much stuff?" Lin Ying couldn't help but ask one day.

"If you learn more, you will have a strong ability to survive in society in the future, and won't a family rely on men to work and bring high-quality living resources to the family?" I retorted.

"Oh, you seem to be quite machismo." Lin Ying squinted at me and defined.

……

Later, when I was reviewing my textbook, I found a resource book that Tingting forgot to take, and when I opened it, a black and curly hair fell out of it, "Damn, this Nizi studied so diligently, and she brought her enthusiasm for learning to bed?" ”

Legend has it that human hair can store memories, and it burns the memories of the owner's memories of those months. So I put it in my book and put it in my book, waiting for the day when science will come to light, and I will know all the memories she has in those months, these are the memories of youth!

Later, I realized that it was just a youthful hair, with only DNA in it and no memory at all.

……

Recently, Lin Ying has always been like a lit firecracker, crackling at me, what you have to study hard to get ahead in the future, what college entrance examination is not the only way out, but the best way out...... Wait, the words are old-fashioned, but the feelings are sincere. She didn't see her at all, she smiled very seriously, which completely subverted my understanding of her, good students with good grades and quiet generally don't like to take the initiative to talk to 'rotten people' with poor grades like me!

I was thinking to myself: Pay attention to the image! Pay attention to the image!

I have to say that Lin Ying's expression is very rich, frowning like a kitten that has only been bullied, it is when she is bullied by me; Rolling your eyes indicates deep speechlessness; It's fun to laugh......

There are no earth-shattering events in my relationship with Lin Ying, neither need to see injustices on the road, draw a knife to help, nor do you need heroes to save the United States; There is no need to be brave and brave, and there is no need to be seen and courageous. It's very simple, we just pull the family and talk about the future, and we become good friends.

Wait! Is it that simple? In fact, if you have to say the reason, at that time, we were good friends at most, and we couldn't be boyfriend and girlfriend, because I still have someone in my heart all the time, so I have a bit of someone in my heart and no one in my eyes.

"Hey, why haven't you been walking with Ziting lately?" When he saw me and Lin Ying talking and laughing, Xu Chunheng suddenly interjected.

I thought to myself: "Bastard, what are you talking about, don't you know that Tingting has been taken by her father to study hard in that perverted middle school?" There are so many middle schools in the mainland, do you think it is so easy for me to find her? And what do you mean by being so concerned about this? ”

Is this guy ill-intentioned?

Chen Ziting is a scar in my heart, and it hurts to reveal it in front of Lin Ying.

At this point in the story, I can almost confirm that Xu Chunheng has invisibly confirmed that I will be the biggest obstacle for him to pursue Lin Ying.

(To be continued...... ）