He pointed at Li Xuan and smiled so much that his eyes were red, "You have always looked at her like this!" The grievances she suffered for you and the hardships she endured were all jokes! Xiyan, Xiyan, take a good look, did you really see this person clearly before? Is it really worth it for you to lose even a good life? Hahaha, hahaha......"

"What nonsense are you talking about?" He hated and was anxious, "You dare to say that you didn't go to the dust hermitage that day-"

"I'm going!" Yun Heng gritted his teeth. "I wanted to persuade her not to be sad and sad for your wolf-hearted thing, and to waste time in the nunnery...... But I didn't even see her face...... She went away quietly......" he said, his eyes full of resentment, "aren't you just worried that she will marry someone else and lose your face?" Now you can rest assured. She didn't talk to me, she didn't talk to anyone, and she ...... She can't be an eyesore in front of you anymore...... She...... And just gone...... Now, do you feel like you're really satisfied? As he spoke, his voice was a little choked.

He froze on the spot, only to feel as if his heart had suddenly been emptied, and he muttered to himself in distraction, "If she didn't go with you...... So where did she go, she ...... Where else to go? "I thought she was by her beloved's side, although she was concerned, although her heart hurt, although she was resentful, she was always at ease. But the man in front of him said that he had not taken her...... Never taken away...... So where can she go? A young, beautiful and penniless lone woman, where can she go...... The answer was about to come out, and the pain was so painful that he almost collapsed.

"yes...... Where can she go? Yun Heng smiled bitterly and took a step back, shaking his head blankly, "She has no father, no mother, no support, where do you think she can go?" How many women have ended up on a dead end because they were abandoned by their husbands...... What about her? She...... Where did it go? Thinking that Xiyan might no longer be alive at this time, Rao is a seven-foot man, and he almost burst into tears, "Why did you divorce her?" She treats you wholeheartedly, why don't you even give her a way to live...... She is obviously living a very hard life, and the only thing to rely on is you, how can you bear to abuse her like this......"

His head was buzzing, and he couldn't hear what the other was saying, and his throat moved several times, but he couldn't make a sound. After a while, he reluctantly spoke, relying on the remaining thoughts, "You...... Didn't they send someone to look around? Since she disappeared that day, where could she go...... Even if...... Even if ......" his voice trembled, he couldn't say the word "death".

"How could I not be looking? I'm afraid that I haven't turned it over! ”

Li Xuan seemed to find a glimmer of hope, and hurriedly said, "Maybe she really just wants to leave ......."

"If it were you, would you not even be able to pack your own bags when you left?" Yun Heng sat down on the steps in despair, and muttered, "It is said that the dust hermitage is a holy place for marriage, but there have also been girls who committed suicide by jumping off the cliff in the back mountain because they were abandoned by the person they wanted. At the bottom of the cliff is the rapids...... The woman made a mistake, but in the end she ended up with no bones......" he raised his head and said in despair with red eyes, "Xiyan she...... You must have been driven to death by you......"

Li Xuan stood motionless for a long, long time, so long that it seemed that even his heart was numb with pain.

It wasn't until the bright fireworks in the distance suddenly crossed the sky and illuminated his pale handsome face that he heard him say in a hoarse voice, "Last year...... Chengde Palace, when I picked her up...... She wept and whispered...... I want you to take her away...... I thought...... I always thought ......" he shook his head with a wry smile, unable to say any more. I used to feel so resentful and humiliating in the past, how could I have thought that one day I would speak so calmly? But at this moment, he would rather she have committed herself to others than be separated forever!

"When I saw Xiyan that day, she was soaking wet, huddled in the grass and shivering." Yun Heng recalled the scene of that day, and his heart was even more painful. "Her identity is embarrassing, and she doesn't have the support of her mother's family, so she naturally became the object of ridicule and practice by many Fujin...... Afraid that you would know that she was humiliated in the palace and made people fall into the water, she was so frightened that she didn't even dare to go home, but only sat in the wind, hoping to dry her clothes early...... If it hadn't rained later, she wouldn't have waited for a long time...... When I sent her out of the palace, she begged me not to tell you about it, so that you wouldn't be worried and sad...... Sunset ...... It's always so stupid......" Yun Heng wanted to laugh, but the corners of his mouth were just stiff, which was more ugly than crying. "You say, she wants to come with me...... She naturally thought, a good lady, who wants to make people laugh and have fun like a prostitute? At that time, even if it wasn't me, if it were anyone, she would have reacted like that......" He tilted his head and glanced at Li Xuan, "But what about you, what did you do?" Now that you have heard her words, have you asked her if she has suffered any grievances, and if anyone has bullied her? She treats you wholeheartedly, but what have you done besides playing with her and trampling her like those people? Well? What else have you done for her? He sneered and shook his head, his eyes red, "No, you're not going to do anything." What will you do to a selfish and conceited person like you, except to be suspicious and sneering all day long......"

"I ...... I don't ......" His lips trembled, his face turned ashen, and there was only a bang in his mind. He thought ...... He thought he was ...... yes, he always thought it was he! He never asked her, no matter how nightmarish she was and how she forced her to laugh! He thought that she was thinking about Yun Heng in her heart, and thought that no amount of ear and sideburns could compare to her seeing Yun Heng, and thought that not asking was the greatest respect for her! All this qiē, he never verified! He killed her, he killed her!

Yun Heng didn't seem to hear what he said, his eyes stared blankly, and his thoughts seemed to drift far away. "Do you remember when we were kids...... Is that the one that Xiyan gave me? It was originally a gift from her...... Since you casually asked her if she wanted it, she secretly fought for a long time, and she didn't even ride a horse, but only nested in her room every day to learn work...... Probably because she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to take it, so she kept putting it aside...... Yes, I deliberately sent it to me. But what you saw and said at the time, do you remember? He scoffed, "You didn't even give her a chance to explain, and you said that what she did was embarrassing!" She has been busy for you for a month, and in the end, she just got you a 'shame'...... Li Xuan, in fact, you have always been a bastard, really, you have always been a bastard! But she ...... I just like you bastard. Why can't you be nice to her, even just a little? She has been so miserable, so despicable...... Why are you still making her desperate? Why should she take away even what little hope she had...... Are you still a human being? Do you still have a heart......" (To be continued.) )