524 Hurry that year
Watching Xiaoyan listen to Manqing's words, I finally moved my eyes to Manqing who was standing on the side, her face was very calm at this time, but also a kind of coldness, and as soon as the words fell, she went to the other side, and she didn't care what I was, as if she didn't want to get along with me for a moment.
"Manqing, you wait."
I watched her departing figure and hurriedly called out to her.
Manqing stopped, and I hurried over to her and whispered to her, "Then where do you live?" Did your boyfriend come with you? ”
For Manqing's concern, it is also in the fact that we have been together after all, no matter what happens between us, we must be happy between us, maybe I will resent her a little before, but now I have completely let go, I just hope that she can live a normal life, not as depraved as in a nightclub.
"Well, she came with me, he was a little tired, resting in the hotel, I was going back, you accompany my first love, I'll go first."
Man Qing didn't look at me, and left in a hurry, I watched her departing back a little confused, until she disappeared from my sight, completely blending into the darkness.
"She has an unusual relationship with you, can you tell me who she is?"
Just when I fell into an inexplicable love, Yiyi's voice suddenly sounded, which really scared me, looked at Yiyi, and then looked in the direction where Manqing disappeared, and muttered: "She is my previous girlfriend, a woman who has worshiped heaven and earth, worshiped Gaotang, but has not been worshiped by husband and wife, and has not entered the cave room, to be honest, I used to love her very much, but we are not together fate." ”
Between the words, I suddenly felt a little sad, and I was thinking that if Manqing and I got married at that time, maybe there would not be so many things now, and I would not have fallen into such a difficult situation, life would be different, and happiness and sadness would not be the same.
"Hmph, you've long forgotten about me, found a foreign woman, gave birth to Tom, and got married to a woman, and I'm stupid and haven't looked for anything else, and I've been thinking about you all the time."
Yiyi was still drunk, looking at me with emotion, the sadness in the words was full of expression, such a night, it is really not suitable for me to get along with her alone, now Yiyi, there is a blur and even charm in her eyes, I hurriedly turned around, looked at the road on the other side, looked at the street lamp that illuminates the night world, and said apologetically: "Yes, I have failed your persistence, you have me in your heart, but I have someone else in my heart, so I am not worthy of you, so, Xiaoyan"
"Don't, you're not worthy of me, in fact, I'm not worthy of you, but I can't control my own heart at all, I'll sue you, my biggest wrongs are always by your side, every morning when I get up, the first thing I see is you, when you get up from sleep, I make a hearty breakfast for you, go out together on weekends, take the bus together at work, go home together when you get off work, and then be busy in the kitchen together, don't ask for a big house, As long as you're there, it's all right, you know? The reason why I keep studying and taking exams is that I am thinking deep down in my heart, thinking that one day when I see you, I can stand in front of you with an unusually excellent identity and quality, and tell you that I am a postdoctoral fellow, and I am an extremely young postdoctoral fellow. ”
Yiyi suddenly reached out and grabbed my palm~ , unusually loud, but extremely trembling, there were already tears in her blurry eyes, such feelings seemed to completely wipe out her drunkenness, but she caught me off guard even more.
She held her hand tightly, but I couldn't move, I could only listen to her words quietly, my heart was confused, maybe what Yiyi did surpassed Xiaoyan's touching of me, Yiyi's words fell, but I didn't know how to respond to her, I wanted to persuade her to give up appropriately and find a man who was a hundred times better than me, but Yiyi obviously interrupted my words, leaving me speechless for a while.
"Now you already have a girlfriend, and you're about to get married, but I still have to stand in front of you cheaply, to be a third who is not liked, and even I hate myself, but I don't want to think about you every night, I want to be able to stay by your side every night, do what you want to do, no matter what you do to me, I am willing, once I also repaid, what you proposed, I refused all my life, and now I regret it, if I agreed at that time, then I should have a child now, I also often think that if I give birth to a baby, I will definitely go to you, and we will not cause the current situation, I also think about fame, the male is called Liang Yang, who can live in the sun every day and live happily, and the female is called Liang Yue, whose skin is as white as the moon, sometimes cold, sometimes cute, sometimes cloudy and sunny. ”
Yiyi paused for a moment and still held my hand tightly, talking to me, the tears in my eyes became more and more real and heavy, and the trembling fluctuations had a rhythm, at this moment, I was silently entangled in my heart, I was asking myself, is it too ruthless, but what can I do if I am not ruthless? Can Xiaoyan hurt casually? How to solve such an unsolvable problem? No matter how good the method is, it can't avoid the fact of hurting a person, how should I be, what should I do?
"I'm really sorry for you, I can feel how painful it is for you to live without me, especially when you lose your parents, lose your family, and have no support, but I hate you, and even scold you, it's really ridiculous to think about it now."
I didn't break free of her palm, but lowered my head, not daring to look at her with too many words, really if time and love can come back, I will definitely stay with poor Yiyi forever, but, it's a pity that there is no if, it's a pity just if.
Yiyi heard my apology, smiled silently, but laughed out of tears, laughed out of the bitterness of heartache, and then took my hand and walked into the depths of the night, I couldn't bear to refuse, I could only follow her, I asked her where she was going, she didn't answer, just wait and know.
Soon we arrived at a place, which was a mass format KTV, looking up at the KTV that was constantly flashing and shining, and listening to the terrible singing sound coming out of it, I remembered the memories of the past.
"Feng, do you remember when we pooled all our pocket money and sang at KTV?"
Yiyi took my hand and said happily to me, her face was full of smiles, maybe she was really happy at this moment.
Indeed, at this moment, I remembered the picture of me and Yiyi singing at KTV with pocket money at the time, I was so happy at that time, and then when school started, I went to school, but I had no money, because I lived in school, and I had no money to buy things when I was hungry at night, so I could only snatch other people's food, and I was also drunk, and I laughed when I thought of this.
"I remember at that time, after I sang all the money, I was hungry at school, and I had no money, and the other students also went online, went to the game hall and spent the money, and a few people pooled together a piece of five cents, and went to a place in the school that specializes in selling meat sandwiches, because it is a window, it is the kind of special window, let one other student go to buy five meat sandwich buns, and it is the most luxurious meat sandwich bun, so I use a piece of five cents, use a piece to wrap five cents, when the person who sells the meat sandwich bun hands out five luxury meat sandwich buns, The classmate quickly handed a piece of five and ran. ”
"And behind us is also in a hurry to run, we clearly heard the angry roar from behind us, but the manager of the meat bun who was completely restrained by the window can only roar weakly, and even he didn't even see what we look like, the five of us ran to the playground in one breath, on the way was so happy, and then sat on the playground and ate contentedly, the topic is still the situation when buying meat buns, laughing non-stop, at that time I was really not happy, and this confirms, When I went to school, I felt that going to school was the most painful thing, and when I got to the society, I felt that school was the happiest time, whether it was a young love, or a prank between classmates, and it was a lustful ~ erotic discussion of what kind of underwear the teacher worn, and now I think about it really nostalgic. ”
I said word by word, the night breeze blew gently, blowing very comfortably, and I am in a much better mood now, no matter what, thinking of the memories of the past, there are still many happy things.
"Hahaha, there is such a thing, you didn't even have something interesting with me, you, why didn't you have such an interesting thing with me?"
Yiyi, who was full of smiles, suddenly became angry, staring at me angrily, and asked me to come out of nowhere.
"Of course, I'm afraid that you, the old grandmother, will sue the manager of the meat bun store, you had such a sense of justice at that time."
I replied with a smile, and the anger on Yiyi's face became even more obvious when she heard my smooth answer, and she raised her fist to hit me.
"You don't believe me, hmph, beat you to death."
Yiyi seemed to have returned to that time, back to the year in a hurry, but I hurriedly broke free of her palm, and said helplessly: "Do you really believe it?" The reason why I didn't sue you is because we just got together, and I'm worried that you will be disgusted with me because you know that I do such a thing. ”
Hearing my explanation, Yiyi, who was in a hurry, stopped, and I, a young man who also returned to that year in a hurry, was the same, my heart was in a kind of joyful feeling, the same as Yiyi.
"Your explanation is acceptable, otherwise you won't be able to eat and walk around."
Yiyi raised her fist and stared at me viciously, looking like she was going to eat me, but she let me go, which was very cute.
And Yiyi and I went back to the past children's shoes, and walked into the KTV that would not close the door together, ready to go crazy and have a crazy hi, vent our recent grievances, so that Yiyi and I can really relax and be happy.