When I ran out of the hospital gate, I saw Man Qing and found her standing quietly on the side of the road, my heart immediately felt a lot more relieved, and I immediately ran to Man Qing's side without stopping.

"Manqing, I know you're mad at me, you won't leave me, right?"

I looked at Man Qing, who had an indifferent expression, and smiled, and when I spoke, the cheap ring was held tightly in the palm of my hand, for fear of losing it, and if I lost it, love would also be lost.

"Liang Jiafeng, I'm not angry, I'm very sober now, let's break up, I hope you can live happily, it's wrong for us to be together, and I hope you can learn to love someone well, take care."

Man Qing looked at me and said sincerely, I can still see the tears in Man Qing's eyes, but they are tears to be separated, and this tears of separation ruthlessly reflect my face like bitter water, the appearance of heartache.

While Manqing was speaking, a black Passat sped by, rendering up dust and disrupting the rhythm of the wind, and a sudden brake stopped beside us, and the wind that came with the car shook Manqing's skirt, showing the merciless indifference, but aggravating my indescribable sadness.

And Manqing didn't say a word to me again, didn't even look at me more, reached out and opened the black car door, and sat in the car that I couldn't give, I just looked at her silently, and also saw the happy and excited and even intimate look of the man who drove the car, ruthlessly reflecting the heartache that I didn't dare to face.

Manqing: Do you know? The moment you turn around, I'll be depressed for the rest of my life.

The car didn't stop, it floated away like the wind, I watched Man Qing get into someone else's car and be taken away by others, but I couldn't keep it, I didn't even have a last hug, I wanted to catch up, I wanted to beat up the so-called strange man, but so what, Man Qing had already proposed to break up, denying our love.

The black Passat disappeared from my sight, and Manqing left, I couldn't believe it was true, at this time I was so remorseful, I regretted why I didn't get married peacefully, but I had to chase it out like a fool, and then I had to be willing to be a big man with a child, I resented my kindness, and even more resented Maria, who ruined my happiness, the ruthless woman who abandoned her son.

At this time, it was already dusk, half of the sky had been shrouded in yellow and red, the soft wind was blowing my cheeks, but I felt very depressed, I looked at the black car shadow that had long disappeared in my eyes, and the beautiful bride, I smiled, I knew that my smile must be bitter, because my breath was uncomfortable when I laughed, my face trembled when I laughed, and my broken heart felt pain when I laughed.

"Man Qing, I don't want to say goodbye, you come back, okay when you come back? I was wrong, I was wrong, come back, please, please, I love you, I really love you. ”

I held my aching head and yelled silently, my mind was full of the moment when Man Qing sat in someone else's car, and the tears of heartache continued to spread, I did not complete the protection of love, and I did not complete the promise I made to my parents to recover Man Qing.

I squatted down with weak legs, opened my clenched palm and looked at the so-called cheap ring, and the hot tears slowly fell a drop, accurately falling on the so-called cheap ring, without the warm sunshine, it looked so dim, sad tears and sad rings pitifully embraced.

"Manqing, Manqing, I was wrong"

"Father, give it to you, wipe your tears, Superman won't cry, Superman must be strong, and he must beat the bad guys."

While I was silent in my pain, and kept calling out Manqing's name, suddenly a familiar voice came from me, but it made me resentful.

I looked up and was about to get angry, but looking at the tissue that the foreign boy handed me from nowhere, looking at the bright but sad black mixed with brown eyes, the cute and pitiful appearance made my anger dissipate immediately, I shook my head, took the tissue in my little hand, and thought silently in my heart.

Hey, don't blame this little guy, he is also a poor person, abandoned by his own mother, sympathetic to the same disease, and made people.

Wiped away the tears, I wanted to get up, but found that my legs were no longer my own, and at this moment, the white and tender little hand reached in front of me again.

"Father, I'll pull you."

The boy said to me in a lame manner.

This time, I looked at the foreign boy, looking at the somewhat mature face, and it was throbbing again, and the throbbing heart made me unable to abandon this foreign boy.

In this way, my rough big hand held the white and tender little hand, but I was not pulled up, and I pulled the foreign boy down, and the foreign boy fell into my arms, and I was fortunate that I couldn't afford it, because I didn't have the slightest strength, and all my strength was taken away by Manqing and taken away by the wind

The foreign boy screamed, but he didn't get up, but lay quietly in my arms, and didn't scream for his mother, which also made my world a lot quieter, although there were cracks in this world

Lying on the side of the road, looking at the distant western world, the sunset is beautiful, but I feel so ugly, when the sunset in the yellow and red robe slowly sinks, my heart also sinks a little bit, I hallucinate and see Man Qing wearing a light veil dancing gracefully in the West, smiling at me, but suddenly it disappeared in an instant.

I understand that this is an illusion, but I still have heartache, because Manqing really left me, the woman I love is gone, got into someone else's car, I want to yell, crazy yelling, vent my aggrieved heart, more than a foreign boy speaking Chinese is lame.

"Ahh

In the evening, the cool town was full of my roars, wandering back and forth, venting the roars of pain.

When I couldn't roar hoarsely, the apologetic children's voice rang in my ears on time.

“father，sorry。”

"Don't call me father, you're not my child, and why say I'm sorry?"

I looked at the foreign boy in my arms and said hoarsely in confusion.

"I think it's because I'm making you so miserable."

The foreign boy looked at me with pure eyes without a trace of dirt, and said to me apologetically.

"Hehe, you little guy, I'm not in pain, but happy, very happy."

I hid my sadness and said with a smile on my face.

"What's your name, little one?"

I thought about it and didn't know the name of the foreign boy, so I asked him.

"I've told you, my name is Tom Liang."

"Damn, forgot, there's that, it's good if you call Tom, don't take the beam, you're not my child."

"No, I mom said that you are my father, and I am your child."

"Your mother lied."

"No, I don't lie."

"Then why doesn't she want you?"

"I mom didn't want me, she was just going to another world to sell me Superman clothes and will be back soon."

"Ugh"

I didn't say anything to Tom again, because I couldn't talk about it, and I didn't continue to look at the ugly sunset, because I was afraid of pain, and closed my moist eyes with a colic thought, thinking about what to do next. Go back and tell your parents that Manqing and someone else are gone? That must not be beaten to death by my father, my father values face the most, let the whole village discuss, it will definitely make my father have a heart attack, and there is an illegitimate child in front of the whole village, which is also precarious to his official position, and he is likely to be dismissed by the villagers, and I have no face to return to the village, no money, no job, even my daughter-in-law is gone, what face to see my parents.

In addition, there is still a child pestering me, and I can't go back to the village, and now I leave Tom to fend for himself, I can't do it, and I have to send it to a welfare home no matter what, at least someone will take care of it.

"Damn, it's so annoying, what's the next road? Why the am I so unlucky? It's a fucking dream come true. ”

I reopened my dry eyes and shouted at the darkened sky, which also implied my helpless heart, and the world that had cracked, and at this moment the wind, the clouds, the trees, the grass, the sky were laughing at me in their own way.

"Father, what do you mean by me? Why do you keep saying that I? ”

"Well, don't ask, if you don't understand, this will be underestimated by others, and don't call me Dad, okay? I'm only in my twenties and have a child as old as you, what do people say about me? ”

I tapped Tom's head and said indignantly.

"Father, but mom teaches me to ask, she said it's shameless to ask, who do I listen to?"

Tom asked me with a look of cuteness.

"Uh, of course, you listened to me, don't ask if you don't understand, remember?"

Looking at Tom's cute appearance, I couldn't help but be stunned, but I quickly relented, and gently touched Tom's forehead, like a teacher.

"Alright then, just listen to my father."

Tom thought about it like an adult for a while, and I was getting drunk.

"Didn't you call me Daddy? Don't you understand? Tell me not to take you with me again, and let you be eaten by ants. ”

I nodded Tom's little forehead and threatened.

While speaking, I quickly stood up and ran to the world of the West without pain, I can forget the world of sadness, and I didn't forget to look at the cheap ring in my hand, and I also made a decision in my heart, I threw it hard, threw away the ring, threw away the love, and wanted to throw away the pain in my heart, but I couldn't do anything.

"Father, don't take me with, I'm afraid I'll be eaten by ants, father."

"Damn, you're still calling, I don't care about you."

I turned around and said angrily.

"Father, I'm hungry."

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