The snowy night was cold and the wind blew to welcome the dawn, and I didn't stay stupid in the snowy night, but opened a room with the rest of my money and slept for a while.

Because I was frozen last night and had a cold, and I felt some pain in my stomach, I couldn't help but spit blood again, I knew I was sick, but I didn't pay attention to it, I just came to the second-hand car trading market early to buy a second-hand car in the carnival of Christmas.

Since I didn't have a coat, I had to wear a thin jacket and wander around a car that only burned gasoline and didn't have any life, choosing a cheap car that I liked.

Dragging my tired and sick body, feeling the cold wind blowing, may be a punishment for me, a punishment for stubbornness, a punishment for cowardice.

"I said, big brother, you've been turning for more than half an hour, haven't you seen it yet? What kind of car do you want? ”

I have been following my sales, wearing a thick cotton jacket, and finally I can't bear it anymore, shaking my body, trembling lips and asking me, maybe he looks at me in the winter without a coat, only wearing a white and some terrible line coat is a neurosis, that kind of disdain is obvious, but I don't want to deal with him, I don't even want to speak.

"Cheap and durable."

I said indifferently, but my eyes continued to scan the dazzling but dilapidated vehicles.

"Then big brother can't buy a Hyundai, it is guaranteed to be cheap and durable, you look here, this is our latest acquisition of Hyundai car."

The salesman pointed to a row of brand-new Hyundai cars and said to me that when a seller salesperson meets a buyer salesperson, the buyer salesperson will never be bewitched by it, unless I am a fool.

"How much?"

"The price is negotiable, you try it first, drive a car, and try the feeling."

"Don't talk nonsense, get forty or fifty thousand, right? I'll tell you that I don't have that much money, so I'm not going to try, I'll see. ”

I made it clear to the salesman that if I can't afford it, I can't afford it, and I don't want to waste time, so it's important to buy a car and leave, as long as I stay here for a while, maybe I can't be better.

"Then big brother, what price do you want to buy?"

The salesman was speechless, and continued to shake his body and ask me eagerly.

"Just buy a Santana 2000."

“”

I feel okay with the 2000 I bought in 9,000, the warm air can be OK, at least it won't be cold on the way, that guy wanted me to cut more than half of it, but now I think about that iron face, I can show a faint smile, maybe only this thing can make me smile.

The sun came out, the snow on the road began to melt, and I also drove very slowly, after all, I didn't have a chance to drive, and now I also drove a second-hand car, and if I drove fast, I was looking for death.

I only have 20,000 yuan in my bank card now, or the company's reward money, originally there were 30,000 yuan, and now I have bought a car, and I only have so much money left, and I have to buy a mobile phone and get a card

Of course, Li Qingshu gave me a card, saying that it was to compensate me for the money, I didn't want it, but she said that she had to give it, and in the end there was no way, I wanted to get down, but I wasn't ready to use her money, sooner or later I would pay it back to her, but not now.

I was going to buy it at the destination, but when I thought about it, maybe something would happen on the road, I didn't have a mobile phone to call, so I bought a copy of the Apple machine in the mobile phone hypermarket in Hangzhou and got a card.

I went home and got some warm clothes, and when I was leaving, I saw the guitar that Li Qingshu gave to Ghost Face.

Looking at the delicate blue guitar case, I didn't know if I should take this guitar with me, and after watching the guitar stand for a few minutes, I finally stepped forward and reached for another guitar next to the blue guitar case.

This is the guitar sent by Ou Kuangda, carrying it on his back, carrying the travel bag and quickly walking out of the room, slamming the door shut.

Since you want to forget jì, you can't carry nostalgia, and you can never forget jì.

Putting my guitar and duffel bag on the back seat, I looked back at the house I rented, this rented house that I didn't live in much, it didn't look like my home, I don't think I had a home at all, I didn't know where my home was?

Maybe I'm just walking around with my guitar on my back now, right? Forgetting the city, forgetting her who is already happy, this may be the best ending for me and her.

Since I want to drive a long way, I have to prepare some food, driving a noisy and somewhat bumpy 2000, I want to find a supermarket, but driving in the snow, along the way to see the love between happy couples, everyone wearing Santa Claus hats, running happily in the snow.

Although the weather is below zero, because the warm temperature of love is above zero, and it is just like this, I unconsciously came to this place full of memories, sadness, happiness, and anger.

The noisy 2000 stopped not far from Li Qingshu's house, but I didn't get out of the car, but turned on the heater, sat in the car and looked at the home where I had lived for more than a month, I can't tell what kind of feeling I had, maybe I should also understand this feeling, the feeling of suffocation filled my body.

I couldn't help but burst into tears, my hands clenched the unsheathed steering wheel, a hard and even cold feeling filled me, I knew that this was the last time I was here, maybe I couldn't see her at all, but it was best for me not to see her, she was happy, I shouldn't bother, I shouldn't have seen it.

Time passed, but I couldn't turn the steering wheel, and left happily, I always felt that I had to leave something, maybe I still wanted to make a mistake to make her remember me, right? Even though I don't matter at all, maybe never have been.

Thinking, thinking, I suddenly thought of last night, thinking of the snowy Christmas Eve, I understood what I was going to leave behind, and with an idea, I quickly drove 2000 to the supermarket in the community against the cold wind

Just a few minutes later, I came to Li Qingshu's courtyard again, holding a brush and writing something on the wall stained with red paint.

"You still owe me an apple."

Holding paint, holding a brush, looking at the wall I had depicted, muttered.

I laughed as I spoke, but I choked up with laughter, and this time I didn't cry, just choked, just choked.

Looking at the bright red eight big characters, containing too many eight words, he looked up at the villa, but he couldn't see any people, turned around, threw away the paint in his hand, the paint polluted the environment, but Lao Tzu was polluted, who would care about Lao Tzu?

Left something, I drove 2000, went to the store to buy a map, the wheels crushed over the heavy snow, I want to leave the city of Hangzhou, this represents my cheap place, stingy I must be able to forget the atmosphere, definitely

Because I watched a movie "Blooming Heart", I knew that there is a very good place in Yunnan, which is a place that represents freedom, and that may be the place where I am reborn, even if I fall there, I will not regret it, because I want to live happily, I don't care about anything? The so-called guardianship is useless, and I don't need to guard it at all, I am here in the city that can make me indulge, and I am here in Liangjiafeng