026 I want to give up

"Whether I believe it or not, it depends on what you say and what you say?" He straightened back and sat like a warrior on the idyllic sofa in the living room. (Gentlemen's Gathering Hall)

I moved the black teacup in front of him and said, "It's a long talk, so you can take a sip of tea and take a break." ”

He took the teacup with a tense body, and said in a rusty and distant voice: "Thank you." ”

I sorted out my thoughts and thought about where I should start, from the beginning, or with the wedding? After thinking about it for a long time, I didn't want to show my past to a person who seems strange now. I started with the wedding, talked about the car accident, talked about my discharge from the hospital, and talked about receiving the news of He Liancheng's death.

Later, Shen Mo's speculation, my own investigation, and seeing this medical record some time ago......

I thought that I would tell this with a storytelling mentality, and my feelings would be very stable, but I didn't expect tears to flow all over my face unconsciously.

"Okay, that's what happened to me, as for who you are and why you forgot the past, I really can't ask or investigate, because now in my eyes, you have nothing to do with me." At the end of the sentence, my voice was very soft.

I lowered my head, unable to face such a person with tears on my face.

A napkin was handed in front of me, and it stubbornly stopped in front of me, and the voice sounded in my ears: "I don't know if I should believe you or not, but I do not have the slightest impression of what you said, and my family background is completely different from what you said." My parents are ordinary people, and I also applied for the company's U.S. headquarters after graduation, and I was transferred to the Chinese market at the beginning of this year. ”

"I'm not sure you're him, you're just someone I met in the process of looking for him. The same time, the same strict zhòng car accident, and then you had another facelift. This qiē makes me feel that there are too many coincidences. I cleaned up my mess and said.

Cheng Xin will not be He Liancheng, he is calm and rational, and there is no resemblance to He Liancheng's sensibility in front of me.

"But......" he said after a moment of silence, then clearing his throat, "I sometimes feel that you have an inexplicable sense of familiarity. ”

"Have you ever had a memory of the past?" My dead heart suddenly rose with some hope.

"Nope." He shook his head resolutely.

When it came to this step, there was nothing more to say, and he immediately got up and said goodbye, "I'm sorry to bother you so late." ”

"It's okay, I'll send you out." I'm also indifferent.

Sending him outside the gate, he got into the car, then started the car, and the taillights quickly turned and disappeared. I was a little out of strength, and I stood against the porch that didn't open for a while before I felt my strength regained. Then I went back to the house to pick up my things, locked the door, and went to pick up the three little treasures.

The people there in Shen Mo were very familiar with me, and when they saw that it was me who went over, they all smiled and said, "The boss is behind." ”

They greeted them so enthusiastically and actively today, presumably Shen Mo greeted them in advance.

When I came to the small single courtyard where Shen Mo lived alone, I stood at the gate and heard laughter coming from the house, and Tong Tong's voice was a little loud.

"Uncle Shen, how happened to Hutcherson in the end?"

"Of course I got out of danger in the end, but this story is a bit long, so I'll read it here today. Uncle really hasn't read the story yet, so you can just listen to it. Shen Mo's voice.

I crept over, and all the lights were on in the room, the carpet was laid next to the sofa, and the three and four men were sitting on the floor, with toys and books scattered around them.

I stood by the door, knocked lightly on the door and asked, "Did you disturb the boys' pleasant time?" ”

Kuankuan probably fell asleep a little, and as soon as he heard my voice, he raised his head, his chubby little body got up from the carpet, and his little butt twisted and ran over, and he threw himself to my side and hugged my legs and raised his head and asked, "Is Mom here to pick us up?" ”

"Yes, baby." I bent down to pick him up and walked over to the couch.

Shen Mo raised his face and looked at me, and Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong still looked at Shen Mo with blank eyes.

"Coming here? How's it going tonight? He asked.

"Okay, you're telling a story?" I should be.

"It's not, I'm always tired of playing, and it's not interesting to watch TV, not to mention that I don't have a cable here, and I can see fewer stations. It's easy to dig out a local heart adventure. Luckily, these are all boys, and if it were girls, the book wouldn't be a good idea. Shen Mo raised the book in his hand, which was already a little yellowed.

"So old?" I asked.

"When I was a kid." He answered, put the book on the table, sat up and patted Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong and said, "I say, your mother will come to pick you up soon, I want to hear the story, let my mother tell you tomorrow night." ”

"Thank you." I stroked the heads of the two babies and motioned for them to go back with me.

Shen Mo stood up, went to the shoe cabinet on the side and brought three pairs of shoes, and said to me: "These three children are really good, they used to help others bring them once, and I collapsed in half an hour." ”

"The three of them are extraordinarily sensible." In front of the children, I want to affirm their excellent performance with outsiders.

The three children politely said goodbye to Shen Mo, and then followed me out of the nameless residence.

Walking back to our house from the nameless house, more than 20 minutes, at this time in the evening, there is basically no empty taxi in the alley, unless there is a car to send the guests over, will pull people out.

The wind was a little cool, so I re-dressed a few of them at the door, and the four of us walked into the long night together.

Kuan Kuan was the smallest, lying in my arms, and Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong walked on both sides with my clothes. They were probably still immersed in the story they had just had, a little story for a while.

I used to read the "Adventure in the Center of the Earth" that Shen Mo just said, but it was too long, and I couldn't remember the details clearly, and I couldn't answer any of the questions they asked. I had to smile and say, "Mom went back and read the book first, and now I really can't answer so many questions." ”

"Mom, is there really another world in the heart of the earth?" Yuan Yuan asked.

"If from a scientific point of view, there is only magma in the heart of the earth, but there are many things that cannot be explained by science, not to mention that human beings' research on the earth is still very superficial, and my mother is not sure that there will be another world in her heart." I'm realistic.

This kind of problem is simply suspicious of brain-burning.

They asked all the way, and by the time they got home, I had forgotten about the conversation with Cheng Xin. Three energetic little things, under the constant bombardment, it is not easy to maintain the only little thinking ability of yourself.

As soon as I entered the house, I kept kicking, immediately bathed them and got water to drink, and then made the bed to prepare what they would need for tomorrow, and when they all lay down on the bed and said good night to me, I was so tired that my whole body fell apart.

Close the door of Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong's room, and I will go to the bedroom to accompany Kuankuan.

The little thing was probably tired of playing today, and when I went in, he was already asleep with a small pillow. I breathed a sigh of relief, helped him cover the quilt, and quietly lifted a corner of the quilt myself and burrowed into the quilt.

It's like this every day, after work, you have to cook and clean up the housework, then help them with their homework, and then pack up the things they will need tomorrow, urge them to wash up, and so on......

As soon as the children fell asleep, there was silence all around.

I finally have time to think about what Cheng Xin said today, how true and false his words are, and what is the credibility of his so-called affirmation.

If everything around him is arranged by others, how much manpower and financial resources does it take, and what kind of strength does it take to do it?

After thinking about it, I suddenly thought of the recent embarrassment of my company's operation? Could it be that this qiē is all related? My heart was stirring.

But after saying this qiē, I actually have an inexplicable sense of intimacy.

I looked at the wall clock on the wall, it was already half past eleven, and thinking that I would have to go to work tomorrow, I was ready to close my eyes and go to bed. I'll talk about everything tomorrow, and now I'm tired all day, and I just want to get a good night's sleep.

As soon as I closed my eyes, the mobile phone on the bedside table lit up, and I looked at it, and Shen Mo's phone came in.

I took my phone to the living room to connect it, and he asked a little worriedly, "What's wrong?" Something isn't quite right with your face today. ”

"It's fine." I say.

"How is it possible, don't tell me the truth?" He asked again, with impatience in his tone, "You say it's okay, I'm over now." The kids were all there just now, so I didn't have to ask you. Do you really think I'm a fool and can't read other people's faces? ”

"It's not." I shook my head and was silent for a while before I said faintly: "That matter, I had a showdown with Cheng Xin." He didn't believe it, and firmly believed that what he was going through was the same as what his family and friends said. He and He Liancheng have no half-point relationship. I said it in one go.

Shen Mo is not an outsider, if it weren't for him, I might not have recovered so well now. After more than two years, he has taken a lot of care of me, and I can't explain it all in words. He did a lot more than he promised my dad.

"I'm in trouble." Shen Mo said, "Why are you so stupid that you would have a showdown with him directly?" At least a few times, right? At least there are traces of spiders to have a showdown, right? What do you want me to say about you? ”

His cannonball-like words made me unable to say anything to refute them.

When he heard that I was silent, he couldn't help but sigh and said, "No one wants their own memories, and others are in charge." It's human nature that he doesn't want to admit it. Who wants their own past, they don't know anything about their past, and others are clear. Don't worry, I'll figure it out. ”

"Shen Mo, you don't have to think of a way, I want to give up to make him remember, and I also give up looking for it, really, I think these are meaningless." I said firmly, and hung up

Gentlemen gather in the hall of righteousness, and the wedding bones of the avian fans

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