I quickly hung up the phone, not giving Shen Mo a chance to say another word, and when the phone hung up, I was unwilling to turn off my mobile phone, and then went back to the room to sleep.

Strangely, there was no dream all night.

Sometimes, something forces people to think that tomorrow will happen, but it doesn't. Five days later, the Red Sun project had its results, promptly, timely, and formally notified in writing that we had not been selected.

That's life.

If it's a TV series, or a novel, at this point, there will be at least a turnaround, but life doesn't. Life is a screenwriter who disappoints you even more when you are disappointed.

My showdown that night was meaningless, like a punch to cotton, and I was exhausted, and the other party was not only unharmed, but unresponsive and unconscious.

After getting the red-stamped notification letter that I apologized for, I seemed to be on the verge of a collapse in love, and my insistence was meaningless in my eyes.

I politely said goodbye to the staff, then took Kuankuan and walked out, went straight downstairs, Kuankuan pulled my clothes and asked, "Mom, how far do you have to go?" ”

I woke up suddenly, and when I looked back, I realized that I had walked a long way on the road with traffic shuttling through. Kuankuan has a small face, because he wants to catch up with me, and his face is so tired that his face is covered with sweat.

"I'm sorry, Mom stopped the car right away." I bent down, wiped the sweat from his head with a tissue, picked him up and walked to the side of the road.

I was so careless that I took my child down the roadway.

When He Zelin came back today, he called me and said to pick up Kuankuan, I felt that I needed to send it over by myself, so I didn't let him come over, saying that I would go over immediately. The call was made before I received the notification letter, and fortunately, I still remember it vividly.

"Mom, are you going to send me back to my grandfather's house?" He heard the contents of our call, raised his little head to look at me, and asked seriously.

The wind lifted his hat, his little snow-white face was covered a little by his hair, and his eyes were still shining, and that kind of look was trust and expectation.

"Do you want to miss grandpa?" I didn't answer directly, but asked rhetorically.

"Yes, Kuankuan misses grandpa." He leaned over and hugged my leg and said.

"Then mom will send you back to see grandpa immediately, grandpa hasn't seen Kuankuan for almost a month, and he can't think about it." I squatted down with a smile, and the smile on my face made me feel the pain in my face.

"Hmm. Is mom reluctant to be lenient? He asked again, his eyes watery.

"Yes." My nose was so sour that I almost burst into tears when he asked me.

In fact, Yiqiē is just a lead, and the key problem is that I can't keep my children by my side, I don't have the energy, the ability and the power.

I looked at Kuankuan in front of me, touched his head, and thought to myself: Kuankuan, when you grow up, don't blame your mother!

"Mommy, don't cry." He stretched out his little hand and wiped the corner of my eyes and said, "In the future, Kuankuan will often come back to see my mother and brothers." ”

"Okay." I smiled slightly, pushing back the heat in my eyes.

When I came to He Zelin's house, he stood up when he heard the door ring, and I walked into the door with Aunt Cao, and I saw his face looking at the door.

I haven't seen him for more than a month, he has lost a lot of weight, and I don't know if his hair hasn't had time to dye it, or what, it's basically white.

"Grandpa." As soon as I saw He Zelin, Kuankuan broke free from my hand and ran over with two small legs.

"Hey, good grandson." He Zelin bent down, his face was full of heartfelt smiles, and he opened his hands and hugged Kuankuan into his arms.

"Grandpa." When I walked to the front, Kuankuan was still tired of He Zelin's arms and refused to come down.

Actually, I was moved to see this, at least their ancestors and grandchildren got along very well, and it was also a matter of He Liancheng's heart. When he was alive, he often said that if Kuankuan was not close to his grandfather, he would be a bit of a white-eyed wolf, and I didn't have such treatment as Kuankuan when I was a child.

Now, wouldn't he be glad to see this qiē?

"Le Yi, come in and sit." The two grandparents and grandchildren in front of me finally had enough affection, He Zelin hugged Kuankuan tightly in his arms and walked into the house.

"yes, okay." I answered.

As soon as he entered the living room, He Zelin put Kuankuan down, took out a bunch of toys like a treasure, put them all in front of him, and said the same: "Kuankuan, do you like this?" ”

Kuan Kuan was dazzled by the pile of toys in front of him, and he had no time to take care of me, so he dismantled the toys seriously, and his face was full of happiness.

He Zelin and Kuan Kuan played for a long time, and finally withdrew his gaze from his grandson, and when he saw that I had been sitting aside, he immediately said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I haven't seen him for a long time, and I'm a little excited when I see him." Ask Aunt Cao to bring you what you want to drink. ”

"Thank you, uncle, Aunt Cao has already taken it." I said, holding up the glass of water in front of me.

Kuan Kuan had already dismantled a toy, and began to struggle left and right. He Zelin walked across from me and sat down, wiped the thin sweat on his forehead and said, "Only when I am with him do I feel that I have endless energy in my body." For more than a month, you have worked hard for bandwidth. ”

"It's nothing, Kuankuan has been taken care of by you, and I'm quite grateful." I say.

"What are you doing with these polite words, you are leaning on me everywhere in your lenient affairs, and it is me who should say thank you." He Zelin said while drinking tea.

"Uncle, are you doing things well?" I asked.

"It's fine." He snorted and said, "It's a good idea, at least it's solved." He added at the end.

I saw that he looked a little tired, and knew that he might have been on the plane for too long and needed to rest, so I said, "Uncle, you can rest first, I have to go and pick up those two and go home, it's too late." ”

"Okay, you can say hello to Kuankuan too." He said.

I got up and walked over, greeted Kuankuan, and said, "Kuankuan." ”

He looked up from among the toys, looked at me, and then smiled with a sunny face, and called out glutinously, "Mommy." ”

"Mom is going back to pick up my brothers from school soon, you and grandpa, is that okay?" I asked.

His eyes darkened instantly, and he threw the toy car to the ground a little unhappily, and said, "Mom, will you come to see me tomorrow?" ”

"Okay." I should come down, go over and hug him, and finally kiss him on the cheek and say, "Well, mom will come to see you tomorrow." ”

Then saying goodbye to He Zelin, I picked up my things and changed my shoes and went out, and when I walked to the gate and looked back, a small figure stood barefoot on the steps of the door of the house and beckoned to me.

My heart was sour, and I held back my tears and waved to him.

Actually, the person I'm most sorry for is Kuankuan, who was sent away by me when I needed me the most. This time, as soon as he adapted to life with me, I sent him back to He Zelin.

On the way back, I sat in the car and kept wiping my tears, and only stopped when I saw Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong.

Both children saw that I was not normal and went home with me without saying a word, and then carefully asked, "Mom, what's wrong?" ”

Tong Tong walked around the house and ran to me and asked, "Mom, where is Kuankuan?" ”

"Where is Kuankuan going back to the night, my mother is a little uncomfortable today, can I order takeout for you?" I asked.

"Okay, do you want to see a doctor?" Yuan Yuan asked worriedly.

"No, you play for a while, do your homework, and your mother calls you to order takeout." I said, getting up and getting the phone.

Dinner was ordered from Shen Mo's nameless residence, and the person who delivered the meal was the boss himself.

He knocked on the door, carried the special lunch box of Wumingju, and said to me: "All the way over, I was almost watched by onlookers, everyone thought that Wumingju was a fast food restaurant, and an aunt was chasing after me to ask for a meal order." ”

"Come in." No matter how bad I was, I was amused by him and invited him in.

When they came to the restaurant to set things up, Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong gathered when they smelled the fragrance. Shen Mo asked me while distributing chopsticks to them, "You go and get the bowl of soup." ”

There is no take-out in Wumingju, only some customers can't finish eating and packing away, so a batch of packaged lunch boxes with different styles are customized, although they are also disposable, but they are obviously much more exquisite.

I brought my things, ate with the children, and sent them to play after dinner. Shen Mo looked at the child who walked to the outer living room and asked me, "Why are you crying?" You're not a crying person. ”

"It's not a big deal, I feel a little sad to send Kuankuan back." I say.

"Oh." He replied thoughtfully, and suddenly asked, "No, sending Kuankuan back won't make you like this." You tell the truth, does it have anything to do with He Liancheng? ”

There is such a tacit understanding between friends who have been together for too long, and it is difficult for you to deceive him.

"It's not related to He Liancheng, it's related to Cheng Xin. A Red Sun investment project, after working hard for many days, felt that there were eight points to be sure of it, but suddenly was notified that the bid was broken, and I felt a little sad. I said.

In fact, after many things are said, they are not as strict as you imagined, provided that you can say them in words.

Shen Mo sighed, holding a steel fork in his hand, piercing a lunch box to the bone, and finally he picked up the lunch box and threw it into the garbage can, and said to me: "No, I can allow the woman I am protecting to suffer such a big grievance, I will find a way to get justice for you." ”

"Shen Mo, this matter is over, I don't want to pursue it anymore, running the company well and raising the children is the only thing I think about now." I stopped Shen Mo, and the sadness in my heart was much less.

"Don't kid yourself, if you can really be calm, you will never be angry. Since you are angry, it means that you are still unwilling in your heart. You don't do this kind of thing yourself, and you still think that he can regain his memories and come back to you? When Shen Mo said this, he slammed the fork in his hand into the dining table and said, "At least I have to earn you a sum of money, I have to ask for the loss of youth, and I have to ask for child support!" ”