421 Why can't you keep loving me?

Li Qingshu beckoned to me, her face became much more relaxed, and she said to me charmingly, she is still normal now.

And I smiled bitterly, and slowly walked towards her, very slow, very slow, in fact, I wanted to hurry, but I just couldn't hurry, the long years were like this, I finally sat on a small sofa on the left hand side of Li Qingshu, and she sat on the big sofa and looked at me with a faint smile, which made me a little embarrassed, and I could only use things that were not done to relieve the embarrassment for a moment.

"You can't remember the time I wiped my face with the towel you used in the bath?"

I said helplessly.

"Well, it's really the most unsophisticated thing, it's just hooliganism."

Li Qingshu did not have the so-called shyness, but said more generously, the most tears on his face just now, and now the most is a smile, and the reason for thinking about narcissism is because of my arrival.

"But these things are over, it's like we can never go back to the way we used to be, every day is bickering and arguing, and we can't go back."

I took the opportunity to introduce the purpose for which I came today, to state that we are a thing of the past.

I saw Li Qingshu's face full of smiles changed instantly, there was no smile, it was all the so-called bitterness, looking at me speechless for a while, and then reaching out and directly picking up the wine bottle and pouring it wildly, savoring the red wine, but let Li Qingshu treat it as a bottle of dry liquor, looking at her who was suddenly crazy, I hurriedly reached out and snatched the red wine bottle in her hand, she couldn't drink anymore, if she was drunk, it would be difficult.

"Why are you robbing me of my wine? Bring it quickly, I'm going to drink. ”

Li Qingshu didn't have the same demeanor as before, he yelled at me frantically, and moved his body to snatch the red wine bottle in my hand.

"You can't drink anymore, you're already drunk, and when it's the New Year, you should be in a good mood."

I dodged her, and said firmly.

"Why do you care about me? Didn't you say we were a thing of the past? Since it's in the past, you don't have the right to control me, give me wine, I want to drink, can I be happy without you? Can I be happy watching you and your family with Wang Xiaoyan? Bring wine. ”

Li Qingshu staggered to her feet and yelled at me loudly, now she has no stability, no coldness, no glacier-like face, only the desperate grievance of dying, and rushed towards me step by step, wanting to snatch red wine from me.

My brows furrowed slightly, and I quickly fled to the side, leaving the sofa around, but Li Qingshu, who was already staggering when walking, did not give up, and resolutely chased after me, I had no choice but to run towards the bathroom, and just when I threw the red wine into the trash, and when I turned around, I happened to bump into Li Qingshu who rushed towards me frantically, and she was barefoot, she had nothing at all, and she just hugged me, maybe it was accidental, it was purely accidental, but it was not careless to hug me, but it was deliberate, pure truth.

Li Qingshu hugged me tightly, buried his head in my chest, and felt my heartbeat, which was twice as fast as normal at the moment, and I instantly became a sculpture, unable to move.

Li Qingshu hid in my arms and cried bitterly, really like a woman crying, because of the force of alcohol, she expressed what was suppressed in the deepest part of her heart, and her hot emotions made me stunned.

This situation lasted for a while, I relieved myself, and I wanted to break free of her embrace, but Li Qingshu hugged me to death like a scoundrel, and I couldn't break free at all, at this moment, in addition to hearing her crying, it was the heartbeat of myself and her, and my heavy gasp.

I'm here to complete the task, but at this moment, it's so ambiguous, I'm sorry for Xiaoyan from the bottom of my heart, but I got her away like a fight, only to hurt her more ruthlessly.

In the end, I thought about it carefully, forget it, let her vent, after today, we will not have any more intersections, it was best to hug at that time, the last sad cry, today is the last day of the year, and the last day we met, from tomorrow it will be the new year, all the past has nothing to do with me, parting is not a harm, it is the best blessing.

I stood motionless, my palms had already been clenched into fists, my body was tense, bearing Li Qingshu's craziest crying and venting so far, even when Ling Chao was arrested, she didn't have such pain, people say that people in the upper class have no so-called feelings, everyone is a cold-blooded animal, born with interests, and Li Qingshu, as a child of a huge family, is so emotional, for a bastard who hurt her to the extreme, Ling Chao can cry sadly, For an ordinary person living at the bottom to give up the so-called pride and nobility, endure rejection again and again, bravely confess her true feelings, cry like me like this, drink red wine as a drink, this pile, piece by piece, is it all so incredible, is she still the woman from the fairy tale world?

Li Qingshu cried in my arms, without words, but I couldn't say anything, couldn't comfort, couldn't be angry, and left me only silent, messy~ waiting for Li Qingshu's feelings to subside.

A minute passed

Ten minutes passed

Li Qingshu was still holding me and choking, as if there were endless grievances and endless tears, my legs were a little numb, but she seemed to be endless.

"Li Qingshu, I don't deserve you like this, I can't see women crying the most, don't cry, let's have a good talk, okay?"

Seeing that Li Qingshu didn't stop, I moved my neck and said in embarrassment, I really can't maintain this situation, I'm about to collapse.

"You're just a bastard, you're wrong, and if you do something wrong, you have to be beaten to death with a stick? Why is this happening to me? Why? Bastard? ”

When Li Qingshu heard my words, he didn't stop crying, but raised his head and said to me while crying, no, it should be a low roar, it seems to be anger, but in fact it is full of grievances, and the aggrieved face hits my heart again and again, I have already moistened ~ The moist eyes are a little sour, while Li Qingshu let go of me, I hurriedly retreated to the bathroom, rubbed my eyes with my hands, and was silent and speechless, I can't answer her inquiries, I can't comfort her grievances, I can only be a ruthless person, let Li Qingshu die.

"Why don't you speak? Sue me, why can't you give me another chance to cherish you? Why such a desperation? Why don't you wait for me, why can't you continue to love me? ”

Seeing that I didn't answer, Li Qingshu pressed me again, and at the same time took a step forward, almost clinging to my body, leaving me with nowhere to retreat, so that I could not continue to be silent, for this sentence Li Qingshu must not be relentless.

"Don't cry yet, let's sit down on the couch and talk slowly, stop drinking, don't cry, okay?"

I paused for a moment and whispered heavily to Li Qingshu.

I didn't wait for her to agree or refuse, so I forcibly dragged her, pulled her in front of the sofa, and slowly let her sit on the sofa, and Li Qingshu was also obedient, looking at me with tears in his eyes, like a poor child.